Coulda, woulda, shoulda
Mood:  d'oh
Topic: Everyday life
Calmed down and went to the woods. When I got there, of course there was a...taaa-daaa....break. Sat down and read a book (I'm gonna get through all the books I got with me from the city) for half an hour before a smiling man actually appeared and told us that we're gonna have Social Studies. And we're gonna have a discussion. What did we want to discuss? Ideology, politics, or Government and laws? For about a minute I actually smiled. Then the other suggested that they wanted to talk trash about the government and they were off. No discussion whatsoever, just the man preaching. After five minutes I gave up and left...and here I am. In the computer room together with the same men as usual. Playing their computer games. Just an hour left before lunch/sitting in a chair for an hour reading the book again.

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Mood:  don't ask
Topic: Everyday life
Right now it seems to get worse every friggin' day...

Ridiculous
Mood:  don't ask
Topic: Everyday life
This is getting ridiculous. Today I got into town at 9.20 (am), and sat there and waited until after 10. Was then told to do whatever until after lunch, at 1 pm. Since I don't live there I went to have a coffee and...wait. At 11.15 I had to take the bus to the woods, just to sit there and wait. At 1 pm I was told to do whatever until I can miss the bus.

"Hanging out"
Mood:  lazy
Topic: Everyday life
Went to "hang out" with my friends in the big red house. And I got to see a lday that I haven't seen in a long time. She's always made me smile, but this time she was in a wheelchair and last time she was walking...which made it a bit not so happy, but she was still smiling. And she even reminded me of Andy. Then everything became a big chaos, but I was still happy and proud of what I managed to accomplish (calm,  cookies, OJ, programmes).

Wee!
Mood:  party time!
Topic: Everyday life
I was kinda tired after the walk but I'd promised to go out and celebrate a friend's birthday, so I just jumped in to tub for a while and then got dressed and left. Same restaurant as last time. Different food. Still not found a fav yet. then back to her sisters place to listen to my friends sing their hearts out with Singstar. Then we were supposed to go out again but I kept falling asleep on the couch so I decided to call it a night. And hitched a ride home.

Mankini
Mood:  cheeky
Topic: Good News

How could you not love a guy who isn't afraid to wear a mankini?

Walk
Mood:  energetic
Now Playing: A lot.
Topic: Everyday life
I decided to walk into town instead of just sitting around ad wait for the bus. It took about an hour and a half, 6.9 km, but I was a lot happier after than I was before. The sun and music therapy worked. For a while. Last time I was out there I gained over ten kilos, and I've already gained 3 this time...before I've even started.

Aaaah!
Mood:  don't ask
Topic: Bad News
I soo don't wanna be here. I'm a completely different person than I was just yesterday. I'm a broken person. Without any kind of will. I'm barely am. I'm a zombie. Is this the way I'm gonna be for months? There won't be anything left. The pieces won't fit together anymore by then. At all.

Happy Happy Happy
Mood:  celebratory
Topic: Everyday life

Yay!
Mood:  celebratory
Topic: Good News
It's a girl!