What's the time
Mood:  don't ask
Now Playing: R. Kelly?
Topic: Everyday life
I finally sent in the assignment questions, hours too late. Well, well...at least I did it. Even though I had to miss Yoga class just to do it.
But it'll be worse next week, when I won't get the book until last minute, and then I might be working the entire weekend...if the boss-man doesn't chicken out that is...

Make your own money!
Mood:  mischievious
Now Playing: Ne Yo - So Sick
Topic: Tv
I also happened to catch the last five minutes of a show called Citizens Required, where a guy decides to create his own country, and also his own money. Sounds like a good idea to me ;)

Studybreak
Mood:  mischievious
Now Playing: Gnarls Barkley - Crazy
Topic: Everyday life
This study thing is killing me! I can keep the concentration for about an hour, then the words start to turn into long lines of just "blahblahblahblahblahblah"s. I need help. Or just medication.

I dunno know anything anymore
Mood:  accident prone
Now Playing: Rent OST - Light my candle
Topic: Everyday life
This has been a strange day in so many ways. But the weather seems to change moods at the same time as me... First it was raining and even snowing, but by the evening it cleared up and the sky was blue again.
Someone actually called me ambitious. I don't think that anyone's called me that since I was 9.
Went to a birthday party for my cousin and I even got to see my nephew. He's so cute! He knows the names of every damn vehicle there is, but he still can't pronounce my name. He calls me 'lik' (corpse).
And I almost made it home in time to watch Big Brother, but then my dad phoned and said that he had run out of gas and we had to go and rescue him, so when I finally got back I managed to see the last five minutes of the show...
Then I stayed up until midnight, trying to study. By the end of it, I could feel the speech bubble above my head, and it said "blablablablabla". That's all that the book seemed to say...

Oh...
Mood:  down
Topic: Bad News
...I might have to quit college again.

Vassadusadu?
Mood:  spacey
I've started to think in English again. I haven't done that in a long time. I guess it's because of going back to college and writing in this darn thing. So now you know, I'm weird. My thoughts are in another language. I guess it's just my way of getting some perspective on things.
Well, it's better than to think and dream in french I guess. I used to do that when I went to school. And I don't even know french!

Me?
Mood:  not sure
Topic: Everyday life
I ordered a burger and got a McUgly...

Springtime
Mood:  happy
Now Playing: Funkstar De Luxe vs. Bob Marley - Sun is shining
Topic: Everyday life
This has been a very productive day.
Got on the bus and sat there for the three hours it takes to get to college. It didn't feel like that long though, since I met an old friend who apparently is also going to college. Sat down on the hard wood bench in long hallway, and waisted some time. Saw a real cutie pie, too bad he walked like he had to "powder his nose". Looked at the old people walking by. Looked at the kids walking by. There really aren't any people my age there! And NO ONE speaks with the accent that people have around here, they all sound like they're born and raised in Stockholm.
Time for class. Fortunately, no one else seemed to have read the text for today either. We got the assignment sheets for the final essay, and let me put it this way, if I get a passing grade on that essay, I'm sure to get the Nobel prize. This is supposed to be at the same level as the other classes I've had, but it's not. It's almost as advanced as a frigging Ph.D. You have to write 10-12 pages!! It's more than twice what I've ever written before! And we get graded on silly things like grammar and punctuation. Just add some slugs, and you have Fear Factor for dummies.
But for some reason, I realized on the bus that I'm actually looking forward to flunking this class. I really want to study. There's a scary thought!
The professors are good, and they make you less intimidated with the whole thing by insisting on speaking Swenglish the entire time :)
The worst part is probably the Ventilation we're supposed to have at the end of the course. That's when we're supposed to criticize the other students' essays... We did have a similar thing in Stockholm, but not nearly as advanced.
Any way, finished class and had to RUN to catch the damned bus. Got there at the same time as the bus and sat there for an hour, reading, listening to some Tiga and Luda, enjoying the bluest of skies. Without even getting car sick! Had some food at a Chinese place and went to the gym. I managed to do everything that I had planned, even though it felt three times heavier than usual.
Later on, I went swimming but they must have turned off the heat in the pool. It might just as well have been ice...

Christmas every day?
Mood:  lucky
Now Playing: Puff Daddy - Mo money...
Topic: Everyday life
I don't know what I've done to deserve the things I get. For some reason, people keep giving me gifts, things and buying me lunch and all that...just because. Of course I'm grateful but sometimes I just don't know how to repay them for everything... Your time is enough, it's a gift in itself.

Thanks everyone! Love ya! ...and not just because you give me things... ;)

Time for school?
Mood:  hug me
Now Playing: Dust flying around in my head
Topic: Everyday life
I finally, today, found that damned booklist. In the wrong room of that damned Fronter-thing. Too bad I have no chance of getting that book, AND reading it by tomorrow. One part of me just wants to give it up, and just send the teacher an e-mail that reads "I'm too dumb for this shit. Goodbye." but then some part of me do want to go on, and prove to myself that I can do it, and I will do it. It seems like that first part is winning. I haven't even opened the book, even though I've had it on my bed stand for two weeks now.