Baptism
Mood:  rushed
Topic: Everyday life
An old friend of mine is having a baptism for her daughter. I heard people talking about it, but since I didn't hear anything I just assumed I wasn't invited, but appearently I was. And of course it's on the same day that I'm going away. Sigh. I really want to go to the baptism, but if I go I'll have to stay home for the rest of the week, because I won't afford a new ticket, so now I don't know what the **** to do... I know how I'd feel if it was the other way around, I'd want me...eh...to come... You know what I mean ;)

School reunion
Mood:  hungry
Now Playing: Alice Cooper - School's Out
Topic: Everyday life
Apparently we're going to have a school reunion, ten years since we finished compulsory school. And apperently I'm going. I guess it could be fun, it's just that there's going to be more people that I don't want to meet than people that I actually want to meet. I guess I'll just have to do a "Romy and Michelle" and tell everyone that I invented Post-its.
But with my luck I'll probably be the Janeane Garofalo of the party.

Where to go?
Mood:  sad
Now Playing: Take me home country roads.
Topic: Bad News
So here it is. The day I have dreaded for almost a year now. The day he's finally moving out. For real. Leaving me homeless and wireless. This place has been a part of my life for six years now, in one way or another. It's kind of sad.
Where will this leave me? Alone and confused maybe. Now I'll have no one and no where to go. It's always better to be the one leaving, not the one being left behind.
There's been a lot of changes on my behalf lately. For the first time...ever, nothing to do. Quit my job a couple of months ago.
Nowhere to go. Have been staying with friends for years now.
No cat to play with. Somehow they became my friends and allies. My comforters. My safety blankets.
No friends. They're all busy with their own lives and families, and the ones who aren't are moving away.

That's probably why I have such a hard time leaving someone I don't really get along with. Even if we disagree most of the time, at least I'm getting noticed. I get recognized, and therefor I am...or something like that :)

Right now I've kind of hung up my life on a bunch of if and what's, and in particular one person. But I know that I can't do that. I can't expect her to fix my life for me. I have to do that myself. It's only I who can be in charge of my own life, or at least so I'd like to think...

Virus?
Mood:  irritated
Now Playing: Teddybears STHLM - Automatic Lover
Topic: Bad News
I don't know if it's me who's carrying some kind of electronic virus on me, or what the deal is... For some reason everything seems to stop working when I'm around. The mobile, my tv, the computer *sigh* I guess it's time to buy a new...everything...

Speechless
Mood:  don't ask
Now Playing: System of a Down - Lonely Day
Topic: Everyday life
This has probably been the worse day of my life. It started off with me worring my pretty little head off. "What kind of clothes should I wear?? What if I don't look like everyone else? I know I'm gonna look different!! Everyone's gonna hate me! I won't be able to follow in class! I knew it!! I might aswell just stay at home!!"
I finally went to the bus, and by the first bus change the sun came out, and with loud housemusic coming out of my ears I managed to calm down. The rest of the trip there went well, and I got the 45 minutes early. Phoned a friend and bugged her for the most of the time before class started.
Got there and was almost immediately faced with a question "Did you do the assignment for today?" What bloody assignment?? And it also turned out that I'd only got half the book list. Great! The teachers seemed pretty ok though... At least that's something...
The really big problem, though, occured after class, when I had to try to find the damn bus stop. It took me about forty minutes or so, and by then the bus had left a looong time ago, so I decided to walk down town while I waited for the next bus. I shouldn't have. I really shouldn't have. The ten minute walk took me about forty minutes and two emergency phones calls. Oh, and I also ruined my shoes completely, so yours truely is presently shoeless.
I finally managed to get out of there, and went to the next town where I met up with some friends and had lunch. For a moment there I relaxed, and enjoyed the sunshine, company, and ice cream (Ahlgren bilar, a bit too sweet for me, but ok). I shouldn't have. Of course I had, while waiting for the train, to blurt out that I was travelling on an invalid bus pass, and surely enough, and turned around just to face two grinning men dressed in clothes with the train company logo. So there's was nothing to do, but to walk out of there and find another mean of transportation.

Happy Easter
Mood:  energetic
Topic: Good News
The highlight of the day was the Easter card I got from one of my friends, and her family. I didn't find it until late that night, and I couldn't help smiling.

Sweet...
Mood:  happy
Topic: Good News
My cousin's wife rang me yesterday, just to tell me that everything went ok with the birth and all. She's so sweet! :)

...
Mood:  d'oh
Topic: Everyday life
Once again I thought I was doing something good, sat down and sent those job applications. Just to notice that I sent in the wrong application to the wrong place. Way to go, Dumbass!

Stop!
Mood:  special
Topic: Tv
I really have to stop watching tv!! Last night, I dreamt that I was on Top Model, as "the oldest contestant ever". Dammit!! Not even in my dreams can I be whoever I want...

So far, so...
Mood:  loud
Now Playing: Images of Tom Cruise, pre-lobotomy.
Topic: Everyday life
I woke up feel sooo proud of my achievements. I finally managed to book that train ticket last night.
But then the phone rang, change of plans. Luckily it worked out, I hope...

I met my grandmother at the store and she made me fell guilty and promise to to go and see her this weekend. As if I hadn't enough things to do. Don't get me wrong, I love my grandmother, it's just that I'm supersuper busy right now...

My cousin got a child, a Jesper?, this morning, so congrats to him too...