Speechless
Mood:  don't ask
Now Playing: System of a Down - Lonely Day
Topic: Everyday life
This has probably been the worse day of my life. It started off with me worring my pretty little head off. "What kind of clothes should I wear?? What if I don't look like everyone else? I know I'm gonna look different!! Everyone's gonna hate me! I won't be able to follow in class! I knew it!! I might aswell just stay at home!!"
I finally went to the bus, and by the first bus change the sun came out, and with loud housemusic coming out of my ears I managed to calm down. The rest of the trip there went well, and I got the 45 minutes early. Phoned a friend and bugged her for the most of the time before class started.
Got there and was almost immediately faced with a question "Did you do the assignment for today?" What bloody assignment?? And it also turned out that I'd only got half the book list. Great! The teachers seemed pretty ok though... At least that's something...
The really big problem, though, occured after class, when I had to try to find the damn bus stop. It took me about forty minutes or so, and by then the bus had left a looong time ago, so I decided to walk down town while I waited for the next bus. I shouldn't have. I really shouldn't have. The ten minute walk took me about forty minutes and two emergency phones calls. Oh, and I also ruined my shoes completely, so yours truely is presently shoeless.
I finally managed to get out of there, and went to the next town where I met up with some friends and had lunch. For a moment there I relaxed, and enjoyed the sunshine, company, and ice cream (Ahlgren bilar, a bit too sweet for me, but ok). I shouldn't have. Of course I had, while waiting for the train, to blurt out that I was travelling on an invalid bus pass, and surely enough, and turned around just to face two grinning men dressed in clothes with the train company logo. So there's was nothing to do, but to walk out of there and find another mean of transportation.

Happy Easter
Mood:  energetic
Topic: Good News
The highlight of the day was the Easter card I got from one of my friends, and her family. I didn't find it until late that night, and I couldn't help smiling.

Sweet...
Mood:  happy
Topic: Good News
My cousin's wife rang me yesterday, just to tell me that everything went ok with the birth and all. She's so sweet! :)

...
Mood:  d'oh
Topic: Everyday life
Once again I thought I was doing something good, sat down and sent those job applications. Just to notice that I sent in the wrong application to the wrong place. Way to go, Dumbass!

Stop!
Mood:  special
Topic: Tv
I really have to stop watching tv!! Last night, I dreamt that I was on Top Model, as "the oldest contestant ever". Dammit!! Not even in my dreams can I be whoever I want...

So far, so...
Mood:  loud
Now Playing: Images of Tom Cruise, pre-lobotomy.
Topic: Everyday life
I woke up feel sooo proud of my achievements. I finally managed to book that train ticket last night.
But then the phone rang, change of plans. Luckily it worked out, I hope...

I met my grandmother at the store and she made me fell guilty and promise to to go and see her this weekend. As if I hadn't enough things to do. Don't get me wrong, I love my grandmother, it's just that I'm supersuper busy right now...

My cousin got a child, a Jesper?, this morning, so congrats to him too...

Spending my time
Mood:  smelly
Now Playing: The voices in my head
Topic: Everyday life
What's going on here? I've already skipped four workout sessions this week, and it's only Wednesday...
I have gotten a lot of boring things done though, so I'm still kind of proud of myself. All I have left to do is to get hold of that book for class, send in my job applications, and book that darn train ticket (the website was down).
I've been to the college and checked it out, and sorted out everything about the fees, books (well...) and registration. I've spent time with my nephew (Finally! He's still a bit scared of me) and some friends. I've had to much to drink and made a complete fool out of my self. I've finally talked to the people I've been calling for since the beginning of time, or something like that. I've helped my aunt out... I've done everything I'm supposed to, and then some...
I just hope that this energy and ambition will still be there when it's time to actually start college, next week...

My mum went on a cruise...
Mood:  chillin'
Topic: Good News


...and all I got was this lousy penis...

College
Mood:  hug me
Now Playing: Crap
Topic: Everyday life
I went to have a look at the college I might be attending...next week. I didn't like it. It's much smaller than I'm used to. Nowhere to hide. You feel like you don't fit in. And most students seem to be learning how to be teachers, I don't play well with those kinds of people.

And don't get me started on the whole getting to and from the bus/train part. I'm one of those who could get lost in a shoebox. And the buses seem to just go one way...don't ask!

Amy Diamond
Mood:  sharp
Now Playing: Nothing. Nothing at all.
Topic: Music
...but not as bad twelve year old Amy Diamond singing about grown up relationships:

I got no time for a hit and run
I need more than a little fun
Cause I only play for keeps
I gotta know what's it all about

What's in it for me - I really gotta know
What's in it for me - this ain't a one man show
In my life you come and you go
Ain't happy about it - so I gotta know
What's in it - what's in it for me

Erh...no comment.