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Mood:  d'oh
Topic: Everyday life
Once again I thought I was doing something good, sat down and sent those job applications. Just to notice that I sent in the wrong application to the wrong place. Way to go, Dumbass!

Stop!
Mood:  special
Topic: Tv
I really have to stop watching tv!! Last night, I dreamt that I was on Top Model, as "the oldest contestant ever". Dammit!! Not even in my dreams can I be whoever I want...

So far, so...
Mood:  loud
Now Playing: Images of Tom Cruise, pre-lobotomy.
Topic: Everyday life
I woke up feel sooo proud of my achievements. I finally managed to book that train ticket last night.
But then the phone rang, change of plans. Luckily it worked out, I hope...

I met my grandmother at the store and she made me fell guilty and promise to to go and see her this weekend. As if I hadn't enough things to do. Don't get me wrong, I love my grandmother, it's just that I'm supersuper busy right now...

My cousin got a child, a Jesper?, this morning, so congrats to him too...

Spending my time
Mood:  smelly
Now Playing: The voices in my head
Topic: Everyday life
What's going on here? I've already skipped four workout sessions this week, and it's only Wednesday...
I have gotten a lot of boring things done though, so I'm still kind of proud of myself. All I have left to do is to get hold of that book for class, send in my job applications, and book that darn train ticket (the website was down).
I've been to the college and checked it out, and sorted out everything about the fees, books (well...) and registration. I've spent time with my nephew (Finally! He's still a bit scared of me) and some friends. I've had to much to drink and made a complete fool out of my self. I've finally talked to the people I've been calling for since the beginning of time, or something like that. I've helped my aunt out... I've done everything I'm supposed to, and then some...
I just hope that this energy and ambition will still be there when it's time to actually start college, next week...

My mum went on a cruise...
Mood:  chillin'
Topic: Good News


...and all I got was this lousy penis...

College
Mood:  hug me
Now Playing: Crap
Topic: Everyday life
I went to have a look at the college I might be attending...next week. I didn't like it. It's much smaller than I'm used to. Nowhere to hide. You feel like you don't fit in. And most students seem to be learning how to be teachers, I don't play well with those kinds of people.

And don't get me started on the whole getting to and from the bus/train part. I'm one of those who could get lost in a shoebox. And the buses seem to just go one way...don't ask!

Amy Diamond
Mood:  sharp
Now Playing: Nothing. Nothing at all.
Topic: Music
...but not as bad twelve year old Amy Diamond singing about grown up relationships:

I got no time for a hit and run
I need more than a little fun
Cause I only play for keeps
I gotta know what's it all about

What's in it for me - I really gotta know
What's in it for me - this ain't a one man show
In my life you come and you go
Ain't happy about it - so I gotta know
What's in it - what's in it for me

Erh...no comment.

Sebastian
Mood:  quizzical
Now Playing: Guess!
Topic: Music
The runner up in the Swedish version of Idol (2005) is called Sebastian Karlsson, and his latest (and only) song is called "Do What You're Told". I know the song is probably about a relationship gone wrong, but I still don't like the lyrics:
I’m the man, gimme control
Baby baby please, just do what you’re told

So whatever moods come and go baby
Not taking whatever you throw my way,
no way…

What do you think?

Make up your mind pt. II
Mood:  irritated
Topic: Bad News
...as finished by a friend of mine...

As I said, they sent me to guidance counsellor to figure out what to do with me, what kind of job I should have. I told them that I sort of had an idea already, but that I just didn't know what to do in the meanwhile.
"No, I don't think you really know." the counsellor said.
"Yes, I think I do." I replied.
"No, you don't. And even if you decided that you did, you couldn't do that anyway."

What the **** am I doing there then?

I've never been this confused in my life. Please take me out of here!!

Make up your mind!
Mood:  irritated
Now Playing: Bamse's laptop.
I was sent to see a guidance counsellor, to figure out what I want but how can he know when i dont...?