My own universe
Mood:  don't ask
Topic: Bad News
How self-centered do you have to be to be disappointed when someone turns out to not be through and through evil, just because you want to be justified in your disapproval of that person?

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Mood:  smelly
Topic: Everyday life

Whatever happened to my big amazing plans?

Most of them seem to be forgotten... I guess I'll have to make it work any way.

Keep your fingers crossed! 

Nice
Mood:  happy
Topic: Good News

A lovely day included reading a book, a walk in the sun (well....) and coffee with U.

When I got back home, I found the results of the test (Högskoleprov) in the mail. My first reaction was to make sure that it really was my name and adress. Then I thought that if the results are true, perhaps I should go back to uni. and finish my education...even though I still feel just as stupid as I did before.

At home
Mood:  not sure
Topic: Everyday life
The weekend didn't go exactly as planned and my brain feels a bit lost, confused over the fact that I'm home in the middle of the day. It's fine though, I've finished a book, made some pasta and watched a movie... On a Monday! It's nice to be wearing grown-up clothes and my hoops, and not have tangled up hair... and just be clean!

Recovering
Mood:  happy
Topic: Everyday life
It's gonna be nice to see the body recover from this past six months of "abuse". To get rid of the bruises on my legs, and the marks on my hands and face. The only thing I'm not looking forward to is the weight gain...

Friday the 13th
Mood:  energetic
Topic: Everyday life

So far so good...

I've just finished the last day at work. It's ok, I actually feel more energetic than I thought I would. I almost regret not wanting to go to the parties, but I guess I'll have to enjoy myself at home instead. Have fun!

Home
Mood:  not sure
Topic: Everyday life
I'm at home, had to take the day off to go to the dentist. It feels really wrong to be at home. It's gonna take a lot for me, and a lot of support from others, not to get stuck at home when I finish. I'd forgotten how it feels to live and not feel owned.

Still here
Mood:  a-ok
Topic: Everyday life
It's been good, but it's getting cold during the day, and the weeks feel a little longer when it's dark outside.

Gimme space!
Mood:  don't ask
Topic: Everyday life
The past week has been tough, mentally and physically. I'm hoping next week will be better. I need some breathing room right now, but there is none. I don't have time to break down, I'll have to schedule that for sometime next year...

Morning walk
Mood:  happy
Now Playing: Tom Jones - Cold outside
Topic: Everyday life
I had to take the bus this morning, which gave me time for a morning walk. I decided to give my mind a challeged and tried to use all my senses to register what I saw. I noticed the details that are typical for this season, I felt the cold and the wind and tasted (this was the hardest...) ...mostly toothpaste actually...