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Now Playing: Jewel - Good day
Topic: On tour
Updated: Friday, 15 May 2009 2:25 PM MEST
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I'm lying here in bed listening to/watching one of my old favourite bands, feeling nostalgic. Remembering how much fun we had back then. Trying to remember fun things I've done in the last five years, and I come up with...nothing! Scary! It's not that I haven't had any fun at all, just nothing worth remembering for years to come. Or maybe it's just because I'm so zen, and into the moment. Nah, probably not. I'm just not into my life right now. I'm not diggin' it. The only one that can actually do something about it is me, but I don't know where to begin. What it all boils down to is one thing; money. And that is a factor that feels kind of out of my control right now...even though I'm sure it's not. Everyone else is making it work (as Tim Gunn would say), rite? Then why can't I?
I don't mean to sound all sentimental, it's more like stated facts that I needed to get out of my system. Thanks for listening.
Another night that started with nightmares.
It was actually nice to have a meeting with someone fairly reasonable, who even gave me some new ideas.
Then I had to head into town and I actually sort of enjoyed having lunch by myself. Just me and a newspaper. I really need a break! The meeting lasted about an hour and then I went home again. It was really good to have some extra time, and I decided to spend it with my friends. I haven't even had time to see A since she got here! The kids have grown. I haven't had time to see them either. I really enjoyed just sitting down, having a laugh.
When I got back home put on my sweats and did some cleaning, even that, cleaning up is a luxury now.
I have a lot more energy now than I did earlier in the week. I'm ready for the over-booked next week, but I don't know if it's because the coffeecokewinecaffeinatedsodawineredbull I've been drinking lately ;) I'd forgotten how good Red Bull actually tastes.
Yesterday went well, except for the over-tanned man with the microphone...but what can you do..? :)
I'm thinking of closing down this blog and start over. This time in Swedish. With more personal stuff, thoughts and ideas, no only what I had for lunch. Something that I'll only update when I actually have something to say. And it should be up and running by...April 1st...no no, May 1st!
What do you think?