Zzzleepy
Mood:  lazy
Topic: Everyday life

First day off in a long time. I went to see my grandmother for the first time in a while but I was barely able to keep my eyes open...which is a shame since I like listening to her stories about the old days. But I created a bad excuse and left.

It's weird. even though I'm that tired, I'm still thinking about going out partying on Halloween, and going to the movies (somewhere else) and playing pool with my friends...

A slow day at the House, but I managed to get in another exercise in trusting someone else to do it. I even managed to come home a bit earlier than planned and got to watch Gossip Girl. And then I got an really tempting offer...that I can't accept because of where I spend my days. Dammit!

Busy Bee
Mood:  rushed
Now Playing: Bee movie
Topic: Tv
I actually got to sleep in today...or at least until I got woke up by the phone, but I still like you anyway M ;) Then I got a visit from my dear CeCe, which I recieved still wearing my PJ's :) But then it was time to leave...dammit. The weather's much more suited for a walk than a day in. Lots of people and confusion. As usual. But I guess I only got myself to blame for sitting there. No game of laser tag apparently, so I got some take-out and watched some tv instead. I've never realized how much Henrik and my friend T are...but don't tell him that...haha.

Friday
Mood:  don't ask
Topic: Everyday life

A slooow day at the office. But I'm trying to get through it, the barrier or whatever you should call it. Wasn't/Isn't very happy about my dear friend(?) B who called me and told me that he didn't care about anything. Thanks a lot. But then my other friend A stopped by and helped me out, thanks A! Then did a little excercise in letting go of my need to be in control. At least when I'm there. To the store to get some milk and other things my dear C might need. Back home to do the dishes and clean...but it wasn't too bad with music in my ears. For the first time in a while. Then started to organize my mail and some other papers. Booring. Got interrupted by the neighbour "Youuu done now, washing?" So I went down to the laundry room and got all our things that we'd left there. Decided that it was too late to watch a movie and just had a shower and went to bed.

And my calves are actually hurting from yesterday. Beat that gym!

Mood:  celebratory
Topic: Everyday life

Happy, happy, happy...
Mood:  celebratory
Topic: Good News

Yesterday my friend U got her drivers license...and I got two tickets to a show. Coincidence? I think not! :) Now she can drive me there

 ...oh, and congrats. to you too U!

Lots to do
Mood:  rushed
Now Playing: Forrest Gump - "Run, forrest, run!"
Topic: Everyday life

I've been running up and down the stairs all day, doing ten things at once. Thank God for post-its! Luckily my friends A & B stopped by with some sandwiches and drinks. Thank you my darlings!

Finally made it home, tired as *beep* and was greeted by a neighbour who decided to stop by and poke around in our kitchen and finish our baking products. Thanks a lot lady! I'm supposed to clean the house but my roomie promised to do that tomorrow, when she has the day off... we'll see...But if she says so I have to trust her, I have to be able to let go. I can't be in control ALL the time. Now I have time to save my bed spread or whatever it's called instead, but it's gonna take time :(

At least I think I got some positive feed back from people during the day, and that's good..

Yesterday...
Mood:  not sure
Now Playing: Some 70's movie ('Tillsammans')
Topic: Everyday life

...was a long day too. I've had a lot of those lately...but maybe that's better for me. No time to dwell over things and I fall asleep exhausted every night. But I've also had to sacrifice my highly cherished quiet movie nights/days/evenings/mornings, and my home (read: my new furniture still in pieces on the floor...and it's not even IKEA...it's worse!), and most of my friends (read: all but L basically).

But on the other hand I've started to feel a bit more confident in my role at work though. I've gotten some appreciation, or at least I interpret it as appreciation, and good feedback this past week. My friends and the people who know me on a personal basis probably think that I'm that way at work too, a bit ditsy and blonde...and late. And that really makes me unsure of myself, but hopefully I'll get there, and find that good balance. Right now, this does feel like a step in the right direction though....

Bellies
Mood:  d'oh
Topic: Everyday life

I've had a slow day in the woods, and then went to get buy some groceries. Forgot the most important food item though. Of course. Went down to the bus station, and the bus was already crowded when it got there (the second stop after starting out at the school). Saw a girl with books spread out over the seat next to hers and asked if I could sit there. Sat down. Lots of more people getting on. One woman even had to stand up. After a couple of stops she got off, and that's when I first saw her big belly. If I'd known I might had given her my seat. Then after some more time I saw the girl next to me looking weird and I looked over; a gigantic belly. It wasn't there ten minutes ago, I swear!

Scary...was I on a bus full of aliens??

At least I know that I'm not even close to being pregnant 'cause people usually say that if you're pregnant you see big stomachs everywhere, and I didn't see a single one even though they were there!

Swedish chef
Mood:  celebratory
Topic: Good News

Yay! I made it all by myself..! Sausage...stew?