fake
you called me fake you bought me fake things, you told me to sing, baby, purr, baby purr, i'll make you purr, you never bought me anything like you bought her you bought her the cheap whore but you like her you love her you think i am her or at least a replacement until the newer model is fixed she's fake, not me, i don't exist in your reality i am nothing nothing you taste me feel me you hear me but are you listening glistening lips golden eyes i'm here to tantalize to be your wench your wench you wrench all thoughts of life and love from my brain i feel the pain my pain is chronic i turn bionic you tell me you want to fuck you pluck away the rest of my innocense, whatever was left to pluck is gone i am left an empty shell of she who once was me i don't know me i don't know you i don't know you anymore i can't survive not like this, not like this, you called me fake once, and now i am turned into a wisp of smoke i smoke to forget but i can't but i stick by you through and through because i love only you so i suffer and struggle to survive to thrive, but in the end i'm dying i'm dying i can't live up to your expectations cause i'm a polyester bride i'm fake