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I feel pain and I feel pleasure I feel everything and nothing I feel you and I feel me I feel hell and Ectasy I feel blandness, I feel sharpness I feel brightness, I feel darkness; I feel confined and free, I feel everything but me. I feel lost, but I am found I feel air but I'm on ground I feel heat but I am cold I feel :: my love :: is growing :: old. I fell from grace; I lost my gold. And youth betrayed me so. I feel wild, I feel content, I feel indecision, feel contempt. Through all the hatred in the lies, I see all your "wonder why's" Wish I could answer them with all that's in me but there's nothing left to see. I'd apologize for fault, but need not Accept me as I am, and all that you need to see, Is the pain that dwells in me. Watch my tears come claimed by gravity fall like raindrops, wish you'd refresh me... I feel too much, I feel to little, I feel repetitive, I feel repulsive I feel everything all at once But I feel not for your sake, hence.Back to the top
Listen. Listen to me. Because I can only say it once. I can't bear to say it any more. I'm lonely. I cry all night, and all the time for someone to love. Why? Am I not worthy of anyone's love? Am I just a creature left to die...in the gutter? Watching the rain fall is like feeling my tears. I feel the rain. But I don't feel my tears any more. I can't take anymore of the solitude that surrounds me every day. Cold, bleak winter surrounds me. It's not even winter yet. But I walk through the streets of town, alone, thinking of you. Of how you could have been mine. And how I could have been so happy to have had someone in my life, that I actually loved. But love, is a two-way street. you can't cross a two-way street without looking both ways... because if you just look one way, you'll get run down by the crowd, and the big ugly bus that always passes at 9 am.Back to the top
Listening to Our Song Wishing I had never left I regretted the moment I watched you disappear Through the frosted glass And I.... Wishing I.... And I went on alone All by myself Without you by my side The silence surrounded me Before the light in my heart died At that very moment Amidst the engines' roar Echoes rippled through me And how the tears fell- unrelentlessly Would break your very heart So bitterly I wept and longed for you... To be there... Imagining That you're here with me The tears subside because I feel your presence with me The empty seat beside me Is empty like it was before And yet I see your face Wet with tears we both had cried I never thought goodbye Would ever be this hard Try to stay strong for me And I will do the same It's the only way we can go on All the feelings, pain Experienced inside Will never subside If I lost you, I don't know what I'd do I found the missing piece Of my soul But Anyway... Watching cities fade away Missing those lights Looking at pictures taken Not so long before Holding new significance Now more than ever No one knows but you and I And I... I miss you painfully I... Incomplete without you here I.... I don't want to go on Something picks me up and pushes me forward Can't dwell in the past I can't dwell in tomorrow I can't dwell anywhere My heart won't let me cry... Senseless, I am Feeling too much right now Wishing I could just be cold Until I break again... Watching lights disappear Watching cities fade away Watching strength dissipate I..... I love you. ©12/02/99Back to the top