Chapter 11
"And as far as the Heaven in your eyes song that you heard me
singing…
you see, I see Heaven in her eyes… all over her body! I just
see Heaven in your
pussy!" I heard him chuckle as I saw the
fireworks blow in between us, pulling
us apart!
A force greater than Becky, a force bigger than either one of us
could
over come!
I knew it was over… I climbed out of my body and watched
myself
scream to the top of my lungs through the many tears that had stained
my face.
I saw flashbacks from the first day we met… the innocent smile on
his face
and then the innocent smile when we first kissed!
Then I came
back to the ghost that I was before and watched as I lunged
at Nick and stabbed
the switchblade into his side making him scream.
I felt his warm blood splash
my face and all I could hear was his
screams, I remember pulling the knife from
his side and then stabbing
him over and over and over until his eyes were filled
with blood.
He tried to grab my hands but I pulled away, anew force had came
over my body!
A force stronger than Nick… a force by the devil!
When
Nick realized that he couldn't get the knife from my reach, he grabbed his side
and
fell to his knees.
I remember kicking him where I had just stabbed him that
made him fall to
his stomach.
I remember him rolling over on his back
and as blood poured from
his mouth, he begged, "Please stop, I love you
so much! You're the only
one I've ever loved… I thought… I thought!" Nick
lied through his blood stained teeth.
"You thought I wasn't coming back!"
I remember shouting as I
stabbed the knife into his chest… so deep; I had trouble
removing it!
I watched as the red tears fell from his eyes, all I could hear
was him
screaming begging me to stop, telling me that it would get better…
but
I didn't listen!
I just kept plunging the knife into his chest until his
hands stopped waving
in the air, until his screams slowly died along with the
rest of him!
I knew his heart had stopped because so had mine!
The
many dreams that I had about being with Nick, seemed to
tare into shreds as I
looked down at his mutilated body!
