Mood:
mischieviousNow Playing: "Forest" by System of a Down
This is in response to the survey on Erica's blog. Xanga and all other blogs are fuckers and make you sign up to leave a comment. So ha:
>1. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.< Harley Quinn. Because you ARE Harley Quinn. Although, I could never imagine you getting it with the Joker. Not that I'd want to either... yucky.
>2. Am I lovable?< When you want to be.
>3. How long have you known me?< Erm... I've known you for about 2 years or more? We became friends maybe a few months after that?
>4. When and how did we first meet?< We met at Amber's party about 2 years ago. x.X;
>5. What was your first impression?< I didn't really have one, lol.
>6. Do you still think that way about me now?< I didn't have one to begin with!
>7. What do you think my weakness is?< I've already discussed that with you, lol.
>8. Do you think I'll get married?< Yeah. That poor man!
>9. What makes me happy?< Being with your friends and family. Erik =) (He makes me happy, too)
>10. What makes me sad?< Getting into fights with your family.
>11. What reminds you of me?< CONSUME!
>12. If you could give me anything what would it be?< All your Dad's comics, lol.
>13. How well do you know me?< I think I know you pretty well.
>14. When's the last time you saw me?< Erm, after first hour today.
>15. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?< Probably at one point in time. Can't think of anything right now, though.
>16. Do you think I could kill someone?< ... Yeah, not gonna answer that :-P
>17. Describe me in one word.< Smartass. (Wait, that's two...)
>18. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger, weaker, or staying the same?< Getting stronger by the minute!
>19. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?< If I'm talking to you IN PERSON, then I'm sure you'd listen, lol.
>20. Are you going to put this on your profile and see what I say about you?< Yeah, sure, why not?
Anyway, I'm tired. I haven't been sleeping good lately. My head's been all stuffy. Bleh.
I've been reading Batman comics all day. I have QUITE a few that I still need to read. My problem is that I keep buying more before I get a chance to read the ones I have, lol. I'll probably catch up during spring break. I've been reading them whenever I can.
I've felt like making some graphics. I just haven't had time. Well, I have, but I haven't, you know? I'd get home, eat, hang around a bit, read, stuff like that. But when I'm making a graphic, I like to be able to really pick at it, lol. I HATE having to stop what I'm working on, and continue it the next day. So I usually only make them during the weekend.
I made that for my cousin, Dustin, the other day. The words originally read "Flawless", but his band changed their name. So I just changed the words, lol. I am going to make him another one soon, though.Comics I Own, and Need to Read:
Dark Victory (Reading, as of now)
Hush 1 (Already read. Want to reread.)
Gotham Central No. 26
Batman: The Last Angel
Gotham by Gaslight
Catwoman (New series) No. 33
Batman No. 389
Batman No. 390
Penguin Triumphant
Batman Legends of the Dark Knight No. 178
Batman Detective Comics No. 801
Batman Gotham Knights No. 59
Catwoman (Old) No. 6
Catwoman (Old) No. 81
Catwoman (Old) No. 91
Catwoman: The Catfile
Batman: Mr. Freeze
Batman: Year Two
Batman Returns
Solo
Wow, quite a list. I also have TONS of issues on my computer. Heh. I'll get to them eventually.
I saw Wolverine: Origin up at B. Dalton. I was so gonna buy it. I have it on my comp, but I still wanted it. But I decided to wait. I got Hush 1, and looked at the other bookstore for Hush 2, but they didn't have it. So I'll just go up to Borders or something over the next couple of days.
***
I've been question myself as a person lately.
Am I a good person?
No. But I'm not a bad person either. If you're in my "circle", then you're taken care of. You're under my maternal protection, or whatever. But if you're not -- then I really don't care.
See, once upon a time I used to care about everyone. I didn't have to know them. It was just a.. natural thing.
But the years have hardened me, I guess. I can give sympathy to other people, if I want to, but I don't. Not anymore.
I don't really know what caused me to change. (Well, if a certain someone is reading this, you might have an idea.) I don't know, I just don't really care. I have my problems that I have to worry about right now, I don't need yours. Once again, if you're in my "circle", then your problems are kind of my problems, too.
***
That weird feeling I mentioned a few posts back is bugging me.
Although, it's different this time.
It's like some great knowledge -- some weird understanding of something -- is in the back of my mind somewhere. I just can't get to it.
Do you believe in ghosts?
I've always been somewhat of a child at heart, with my fears and such. But, even if I wasn't, I'd still say yes.
Have you ever felt, in the back of your mind, that you KNOW that something is there, but you just can't... reach it.
Have you ever been in a room, and suddenly the hair on your neck stands up, and you know, deep in your gut, that there is someone there? That you're not alone?
The feelings I have -- whatever has been plaguing my mind -- is like that. There's something that I SHOULD know, that I do know, but, I don't.
God, I hate this feeling.
Something about it just doesn't seem right. Not the feeling, really, but whatever it may bring.
Am I confusing you yet?
I don't expect everybody to understand -- hell, I don't even think I fully do -- but maybe someone feels it, too.
Why can't you see that you are my child?
Why don't you know that you are my mind?
Amber's party is Saturday. Mom's getting a babysitter for Jake, so I don't have to watch him. I'll lose out on some money, but that's okay.
I still have to pick up Amber's present. Hehe. I probably will like Friday or something. You know me, I'm last minute.
Spring break is coming up. Damn, I'm thrilled! We only get 6 days, but still. 6 days of no school...
After that, school's really almost over. I hate school. Okay, sometimes it isn't that bad. But overall, I don't like it.
As far as my graduation goes, I dunno. I can either graduate early, or graduate when everyone else does. Mom says that my last semester is the best one. But,once again, I do not like school. Dad says that the last semester is NOT the best one. And he even suggested that I can go to summer school and skip my senior year all-together, lol. I don't even know if I could do that.
That would be cool, though.
Ah, I dunno. I'll have to think on it.
Anyway, I have to call and get my schedule changed. I want to take Journalism first semester, Foods second semester, and Psychology my Senior year.
Yeah, I'll get to that eventually.
Ah, just remembered that there were some issues I forgot to discuss. (I named the ones I wanted to cover during my last post)
The Two-Face essay.
Okay, well, I WAS going to make a little essay thing. But yeah, I got busy. So maybe later. It'll be a part of my little essay-project thing... Yeah, whatever.
Relationships & Conflicts
Wow, have my relationships had issues lately. Overall, it's been good, except for one friend. It seems like I'm always at conflict with this one friend. Since this is, in fact, public, I won't discuss it. There may be one or two people that I've actually talked about it to, but that's enough.
I know I've changed, but it wasn't because of "C". I've grown up. Sixth grade was a long time ago, and I've been through a lot since then.
Okay, it's about 7:30, and I still have to get a shower and do some crap. So I'll see everybody later.