Yes, another late update. Whatever. This thing isn't my obligation.
I currently have Taxi Driver playing in the background. I love that movie. 'Tis a shame not many people my age have seen it.
Yesterday was pretty boring. My mom was off work, but we didn't do much. My baby nephew came over. He's adorable.
I still remember the time when we were worried if he would live or not. I still remember...
God, I love that child. I know he's gonna grow up to be a good kid. Everyone in the world loves him.
And that's no lie.
Today is the "clean day". Joy, joy. Although it sounds selfish to say, the only reason we actually clean is so mom doesn't bitch about the house being dirty after work.
Although, I do enjoy being able to spend more time with mom.
A win-win situation, I guess.
I've been listening to Pat Benatar a lot lately. She's got some good songs. I love the 80s. They had some damn good music.
Of course, I'm not complaining about today's music. It has it's fair share of good music.
Sometimes I feel like I'm stuck in a time loop. Most of the things I like seem to be early 90s, or the 80s. While my friends are watching "Legally Blonde" and listening to rap/hip-hop, I'm watching "Taxi Driver" and listening to rock.
Hm, interesting.
I was talking to my friends the other day about my recent discovery. See, I LIKE liking a guy. You know, that time is great. But when it comes to actually going out with them, I don't want to. Suddenly it's all like "Eh. Maybe not." And it's not like I'm nervous about it. Going out with someone is fine. But I just don't like the thought of it.
Their diagnosis: I have commitement issues. :)
Which, to me, was rather odd. Considering issues of commitement is usually associated with men. But yeah. I do. I mean, I do want to get married and have kids one day, but I can never really imagine me doing that. It's odd, and contradicting.
But I'm only 15. So why worry about that now?
I'm making a layout for my site. Who knew how hard it can be to get a damn coffee ring stain? Honestly! I tried making one in photoshop, but it just didn't work.
The website is gonna look cool, once I finish it. I was gonna put all my images, writings, stuff like that up there. Ya know? I'm not too sure where I want to host it. I mean, angelfire is ok, but I hate the little sidebar that pops up when you're surfing an angelfire site. And if I hate it, then I'm sure others do too. So I might stick with geocities. Or maybe somewhere else. Aw, hell, I dunno. Anyway, this site is gonna be made purely in Imageready, although I might use Microsoft Frontpage for only a few, small things. Still debating.
I guess we'll see.
"That women deserves her revenge... and we deserve to die. But, then again, so does she. So I guess... we'll just see." -- Budd
I have gotten yet another friend addicted to Michael Madsen. You know he's gorgeous, Erica! :P
Ok, off to finish Taxi Driver. I paused it so I can type, 'cause I wanna watch it. And when I'm typing something like this, I don't pay attention to it.
Damn good movie, that is.
Off I go to watch a great, young Bobby DeNiro!
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All I can say is that my life is pretty plain
I like watchin the puddles gather rain
And all I can do is just pour some tea for two
And speak my point of view but itts not sane, its not sane
I just want someone to say to me
I'll always be there when you wake
Ya know I'd like to keep my cheeks dry today
So stay with me and I'll have it made
And I don't understand why I sleep all day
And I start to complain that theres no rain
And all I can do is read a book to stay awake
It rips my life away but its a great escape...escape...escape
All I can say is that my life is pretty plain
You don't like my point of view
Ya think that I'm insane
Its not sane... its not sane
I just want someone to say to me
I'll always be there when you wake
Ya know I'd like to keep my cheeks dry today
So stay with me and I'll have it made
-- "No Rain" by Blind Melon