Bored
Feeling: Wanting to argue.

I hate people. I'm not social, and in my highschool.....I only have 5 close best friends they are:

1: Sam
2: Jessica
3: Holly
4: Amberly
5: Evone.

I have a couple of other friends..from my old town...they were like BOY CRAZY compared to me.

1: Mili
2: Aly
3: Mal

((Tooo tired to name the rest.))

Well......I think guys suck....and I don't think so girls need boyfriends when they are in highschool. Everyone's main goal should be to finish High School, to get a kick ass job....and to reach their potential....work hard to reach their limits and....I sound like those morons in the guidance office.

anywayz..Hey..I like boys, don't get me wrong. I have crushes on guyz....right now...I'm completely in love with Hugh Grant.

I know that not all guys suck...but when they are young...they try to be something their not....they become inconsiderate and hurt those around them.

I know this entry is pointless....but when someone is a freshman or sophmore in highschool...no one can really say that they are in love. THEY ARE ONLY 14 or 15 GOD DAMN IT!!! Yeah you can love your mom and dad..or relatives...but...in love with a person from the opposite sex? You can like someone at that age...not surely not love...right? Anywayz...this is my opinion..sorry. Maybe it'll change when i DO fall in love...((Don't hold your breath..I don't plan on having a boyfriend anytime soon.))

Anywayz..I'm not trying to sound smart...this what I think...sorry if it offends anyone.

BTW...I'm a freshman...is HS. This is how I feel. Not everyone thinks this way and loses their virginty...forced to drop out of school...raise kids with no MONEY! ((Sorry...too much talk shows.))


((OH!! I DO love Hugh Grant....I dunno if it counts tho..LOL.))


LET ME CLEAR UP ANY CONFUSION! I LOVVVEEE Hugh Grant..I think he's a GREAT actor, BUT how can I say I'm in love? I just REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY like him. It's the kind of love...where I wouldn't care if he got married. The kind of love....where I wouldn't care if I saw him kissing a girl on T.V. He's a grown man! He's 43 for god friggin sakes!

What I mean is...when you're like my age...why would you cry your little eyes out for a little boy who wants to act like a man? I don't know if it makes any sense but...I mean..how can get hurt by an idiot who wants to be a playboy?

I know that every person will find love...all it takes is patience...and time. SO keep pants on! Literally!

Obviously I won't get married with Hugh Grant because....he's a hell of a lot older than me...so...it ain't gonna happen.))

Well..I'm done with this....GOOD 'AY!

In my next post..I'll tell ya a little more about me.