second day of finals/first blog entry of life
hey, whoever the hell dusnt hav enuff of a life so they're reading my blog, today sucked - mostly. makin this thing wuz pretty fun. but, ya.... i kinda love 2 guys, and i wuz datin one of them, but i broke up for 3 and a half hours yesterday, then got bak together, and i broke up wit him again today.... uh, for lack of confusion's sake, let's call the guy i broke up with rei, and the other guy, uhhhh, tatsuya.(the names r frum a manga called mars). anyway, i kno i love... rei. but i used to go out with.... tatsuya, and i still hav feelings for him, y'kno? but i thought this thing with rei would last forever, maybe it sounds stupid and naive, but thats wut it felt like.... i guess i just miss ry-.... rei. but i'm havin trouble letting go of *er-hem* tatsuya. i dont kno wut to do, i'm hella confused, but u prolly figured that out alredy..... i wish i could stop caring about uhhh, wat did i call him agin? o, ya. tatsuya, because then i could stop hurting .... rei. anyway, all u that kno me prolly figured out who i'm talkin about, but all u that dont kno me dont need to kno. anyway, my mom'll b home soon, g2g, l8ers, or, perhaps.....
49ers. vv sad memories from the past.....
-kat
