Holy crap. yesterday was not a happy birthday. so much stress, over a stupid little party. i mean. why bother? i don't know why. it really sucks. can i get some slack here?? i friggen hate rain. i swear. but it's not raining anymore. dammit. make up your mind. stupid weather. it must ruin everything for me. this sucks. so much to deal with. i can't take it anymore