Hmm....
Mood:  cheeky
Hmmm... well i guess i should kinda update this shouldn't i? lol. well lets see what's been goin on since May. well i don't attend Latrobe High School ne more ummm... i've been promoted at my job. lol.(yep i got promoted at a tanning salon. lol) but ne wayz it's a good job. ummm.... my birthday's this month which is really exciting. i'm gonna be 17. woo hoo. umm... i got MY truck last month and just been busy woth customizing that. but that's pretty much it. Love you All!
-Mandi-

Just Another Day of a Wonderful Life
Mood:  hug me
"I open my eyes, I try to see but I’m blinded by the white light, I can’t remember how, I can’t remember why, I’m lying here tonight And I can’t stand the pain And I can’t make it go away
No I can’t stand the pain How could this happen to me I made my mistakes I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on As I’m fading away I’m sick of this life I just wanna scream How could this happen to me Everybody’s screaming I try to make a sound but no one hears me I’m slipping off the edge
I’m hanging by a thread I wanna start this over again So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered And I can’t explain what happened And I can’t erase the things that I’ve done No I can’t How could this happen to me I made my mistakes I’ve got no where to run The night goes on As I’m fading away I’m sick of this life I just wanna scream How could this happen to me I made my mistakes I’ve got no where to run The night goes on As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life I just wanna scream How could this happen to me..." -"Untitled" Simple Plan

wow what a great wonderful damn day. im soo fuckin bored. this sux. but like newayz these past couple of dayz have been like so osm. like on monday me and eric ended things. i just couldnt put up with being with him ne longer and plus i wanted to start hangin out with my new eric the 1 from around he who's 22 and a peramedic but so like last night afta my dance class i went and stopped at eric's work for a lil bit to c him. he's so sweet and like extremely hott. but then when i got off the phone with eric last night robbie called me so i talked to him for a while and he's like we should hang out again this weekend and i waz like definately. oh yea thats right i didn't tell ya all bout last weekend...

well like i waz talkin 2 robbie saturday night at like around midnight and then i got this otha call comin in and i answered it and it waz BJ and i waz just like omg hey what the hell you up to? and he waz like you should come out and party with us. he was like im havin this big ass party and u should come out. so i waz like ok ill think bout it. and then he waz like aight ill call u back in 2 minutes and u betta say u comin out. and i waz like aight. and then like he called me back and i waz like yea ok i guess it'll b fun. so like i went and i threw some clothes on and got ready to go out and party. well then i told BJ aight ill call ya once i get outta my house and he waz like ok. well i called him and BJ, Robbie, Pat, and BJ's neighbor came and picked me up in BJ's hott truck. and like BJ truck is only a regular cab and BJ and Robbie were sittin inside and Pat and his neighbor were sittin in the bed. and they were like jump in the bed with us. and here's me with my spike hills on tryin 2 jump into the bed of BJ's truck. it was pretty fuckin hilarous. and then like well ill tell the rest a my experiences l8r cauz like school fuckin sux and i get 2 go 2 chemistry now.

to be continued...

Hottness! WOW!
Mood:  crushed out
Omg! so like on monday i didnt go to school cauz like i didnt feel good and that and like so i wen to the store and was shopping around bein so fuckin bored and like talkin 2 robbie on da phone and like my mom then called me and she was like omg you'll never guess who's up the house right now. and i was like omg who is it? cauz like my first thought was that it was Kris. and then she was like "it's eric, that hott one." and i was like no way u liein and she was like no and then she put eric on the phone and he talked to me and i was just like omg. and then like i went home so that i could see him and talk 2 him. omg his car is so osm. its a 2002 ford escape and its really nice/hott!!

oh sum background on my new hunnie well his name is eric he's 22 he's a peramedic and works in the emergency room at latrobe hospital ummmm.... he has a really hott car, he's extremely hott, he's very nice and i dunno he's just plain osm.

Very Very Energetic!
Mood:  caffeinated
Hmmm.... for some odd reason i am like extremely hyper and just cant sit still for long periods of time. i dunno but newayz... so like me and Robbie are talkin again. he waz workin last night and when i got off work i went there and like as soon as he noticed my car he started lookin for me. then when i came outta the store he seen me and just like started yellin he waz like "Hey Mandi!" and i was like hey baby. o ur so sexy. and then we talked for
a while.

o and i guess im not mad at Eric anymore. he called me yestaday at like 2:36 and like i dont get outta school til like 2:37 but newayz i called him back on my way to work and he was like o i lost my phone yestaday and i wasn't able to call u and shit. and i was just like yea ok i forgive u. i'll have 2 figure out a way for him 2 make it up to me. hehe. lol.

Damn right now im just like so confussed cauz like i dunno what to decide. like i like a few guyz but i dunno which one i wanna try for and stay with... cauz like i like Eric and like he'd do nething for me and he's the 1 from connellsville, then there's Robbie and he's just so hott and he's onea them badass boys, then there's BJ and he's got a kick ass truck and he's really hott, then there's this other Eric he's really hott and so nice to me, then Kris damn he's hott 2, and then there's another mystery guy who i will not mention. but like i dunno which one i really wanna be with. like Eric from Connellsville is 20, Robbie's 19, BJ's 20, the other Eric is 22, Kris is 23, and the mystery guy is 21. so like haha that's pretty funny they're all around the same age. WOAH! OSM! but newayz i dunno... i'll just have 2 think it through and i dunno.

but hey guess what....???? we all remember how in my (not just this past relationship but the one before it) but newayz how supposably i was a liar and all i ever did was lied to him. well guess what? OMG i am so not a liar nemore. although i really wasn't in the first place but newayz i have changed my wayz i am now a nice caring person and not some bitch who's mean 2 everyone but i am still a bitch 2 all u ppl that i hate. there's this one guy that I HATE WITH A PASSION AND REGRET EVER FEELING NETHING FOR HIM!! but the past is the past and it's over now and i am a really fuckin happy person. lol. c can't ya tell i am like really really hyper cauz like i just keep sayin shit and sayin shit and yea woo ok! lol.

but yea now im done.... LOVE YA!! MUAH!!

DAMN!
Mood:  lazy
Errr.... i am just so damn bored and like fuckin tired. and then to top things off i have work 2night so like i aint gonna get home til like 9:30 or so and like yea. i just totally forgot what i was sayin. (BLONDE MOMENT!) lol. but newayz im so fuckin pissed off at eric right now. like yestaday he sent me a text message and then like when i got home from school i called him like 5 times and he neva called me back. so like ive decided to just say fuck it. he dont wanna call me or talk to me then fine it dont bother me none.

newayz enough with my bitchin. this sux. im just so tired and feel like shit and have to work 2night and wont get to get ne sleep. but ya know life's all good. at least the school day's almost over. but newayz i dunno nething else to write so like yea im done! lol!

HA!
Mood:  bright
Wow life like really sux. but newayz ya just have 2 deal cauz there's nothin you can do about it so fuck it. but the weekend started off all great and shit. like on friday night me and eric went out and ah we went to Sharky's for a while and then just went otha places ya know. it was hott had osm fun. then on saturday since eric wasn't gonna b home i had to find a way to occupy my time so me and sum pplz went out and drank and shit like dat but then like we were at this 1 party and like ppl called the cops and shit and like me and my 1 buddy BJ ran and like fuckin got outta it. but then yestaday just totally fuckin sucked. but oh well. life goes on or does it??

Hmmm.... bored!
Mood:  party time!
Now Playing: "Cold" by Crossfade
O WOW, woo it's finally the weekend time... PARTY TIME!!!! i so don't feel like going to work 2night im just so damn tired i just wanna go home and crash but noooooo i have to go into work from like 3 to 9 and plus to top things off, i have 2 work with Jason the owner 2night and he like does nothing i have to work my ass off and do it all but besidz that fact he's pretty cool to work with. but newayz enough of my bitchin bout that...

o so like 2morrow is the prom and like during 12th period there's an assemble and shit like that. fun fun fun. that'll b interestin, Very! NOT! lol.

but newayz err... im just so damn bored and like just extremely depressed because of the fact that ah.. i haven't seen Eric since Monday and it's just like "DAMN IT!" cauz like i wanna c him like really badly. and i can't c him 2night because i have to work til 9 and he has to be at work by 11 and(OH by the way; he's from Connellsville. and like really HOTT)but newayz i wont be able to c him 2day and i didnt get 2 c him yestaday or the day b4 and like i just really really really really hope i can c him 2morrow cauz er.. i miss him so much!

Hmmm... im like so bored!!!!!!!!! there's nothing 2 do. well its school there's neva nething!

Woah!
Mood:  mischievious
FUN FUN FUN!! omg i so can't wait til this weekend and like there's only 1 more day a school b4 the weekend cauz like of prom and shit so like yea fun fun on Friday. er.. have to work 2morrow. bunchez a fun. NOT! but newayZ i this friday i gonna hang out with Eric and like just chill and shit.

Damn!
Mood:  cool
Wow last night was quite fun. i dont think i had that much fun in a long time and for once i was actually happy for a change. so like neways i went and hung out with Eric last night and we just went and hung out at the mall and then went to see this one movie. "House of Wax" now that movie was some freaky ass shit. but neways back to what i was talking about. but like i got home at like 10:30 and ahh i was just so fuckin tired. i just like fuckin crashed and went to bed.

Steph u damn bitch i tried callin ya but ya phone was busy! BITCH!! errr.... but ya know i still luv ya!

Wow What a Weekend
Mood:  lazy
Yea this past weekened was quite awesome. ha finally gave up on Robbie. he was just to much of a dick for me and he wasn't any fun to hang with nemore. lol.

ummm... yea ok neva mind.