When me and Iovan first met ,we where at the school dance . i had saw him and my eyes where takin . well my friend exxon new him so i had asked exxon to ask him out for me and well he did and iovan had said "if she asks me out " well at the time i did not care... soo i went over to him and ask him , he told me yea and so we where going out for along time i didnt love him at first and i would always break up with him and he would always ask me back out things where bad for him at first and i didnt care . the next year in the next grade things were still the same he told me he loved me and i didnt care cause i new he would alway come back to me . so i would piss him off and things would get better , well i was one of the most popular girl in school ever one new me and i would tell them everthing ( trusted them ) . well one day i told my friend Kelsey that i was going to break up with him and go for benji ( his friend) . i no .i no that is sooo wrong .well i didnt no it but all my friends liked him and they where talking and flirting behind my back well kelsey went and told him he was so mad and i didnt no he new he was flipping out wouldnt talk to me and i chased him down and said why are you being like this he said " you no " i was like no i dont what the fuck are you talking about ? he didnt tell me in till i found out later that day that my best friend Faye was in love with him ??? i was like what the fuck !!! i went up to her in the middle of the lunch room and said in front of everyone "" WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOU ARE DOING BITCH , ILL KICK YOUR FUCKING ASS HOE !!! WHY DID YOU AND KELSEY TELL HIM ALL THAT STUFF !!!!!" she said " because he is my friend and if you didnt want him to no you shouldnt of told me .. damn i was hot and cring and everything was bad . i had to talk to him about everthing and so i had this lady that worked in the luch room go to the other side of the lunch room and get him he was coming over to me as i was sooo sad and mad and crying he wouldnt say anything and was laughing ! i was like why are you acting like this he said like what i said this god and he still would not talk to me so i fliped out and walk over to my side and everone was like Chelsey are you ok ? hell no i would repli ,well we worked out our problems and i couldnt trust anyone i didnt have anymore friends cause i wouldnt talk to anyone i mean my life was finally getting back on track i had met this girl named Brittany she was my new best friend i mean i found someone i could trust agian and i moved to a different school my grades where really bad . well when i left a week later iovan was going out with this girl named heather i didnt no cause he was cheating on me ! she was my friend since 4th grade .i found out because i had called her and she asked me if i was finnaly over him i said no and he lost my trust so he was doing the same thing to me that i had did to him now ( it was hell ) he still told me he loved me and it was 2 years ( i was in love i mean badly ) i couldnt sleep . he would sneek over every night and i loved him .. i had not had sex still , i was waiting , well one night we where broke up and i wanted him back so i invited my self over to his house and he said ok and asked me if i would let him so out of the blue i said Maybe ~ when i got there it was 9:30pm i was at his cuzins house waiting for him he came home around 11:30pm i ran over there and my friend ( heather was there not his girl friend at the time but my good friend ) we climed in the window and i went up to his bed i was so scared and then it happend he told me he was a virgin and it wa the first time . i was happy . i thought we would be together for ever after that he ment more to me then ever after that ..a month rolled around and i was being a bitch cause i was pmsing and i hung up on him ,he called back and said it is over !! i was so scared of being alone i freeked .. well no details but it was bad and i didnt get over it he wouldnt talk to me and so to get him back i had his best friend benji come over to my house and things happend but we didnt do it and my best friend brittany went over to iovans house and i had left to go to MI, when i found out that brittany and iovan where having sex together .. is that enough to kill some one ( god the pain ) i told her i was going to kill her when i got home but i didnt even both to see her . well when i was in MI i started going out with Todd . i really liked him but not love yet ) well i came home and talked to iovan and i couldnt resist i had to be his agian so i started going out with iovan and i was happy , i broke up with todd, and iovan broke up with heather and now every thing is great i love him and i am soo happy ..