the weirdest feeling: missing somone you never thought to miss
Mood:  down
Now Playing: GooGoo Dolls - Iris
as the title might suggest, im gunna talk a bit about my feelings.. i dunno why but i guess i have to before i forget how strong they are

this summer was incredible.. i cant believe i have one more week.. i just left my cottage, and all i can think about is how much im gunna miss everything.. i worked all summer at a small marina at the end of the lake.. it was an incredible first job..

i worked with my neighbour Eric, ive known him since i was a baby, hes exactly 3 months and 1 day older than me.. i guess this shows how long ive known him, our families have been friends for roughly 25 years.. its hard to believe that the whole friendship between me and Eric started just 6 months after his parents bought their cottage.. that was when my dad bought the cottage next to it..

ive never really been friends with eric though.. so this is a strange thing that we've actually become friends.. when i was little, of course i was afraid of boys cuz they had CCOOOOOOOTTIIIEESS!! plus when i was growing up, i was never liked by boys, my friends always got the attention, the boys just picked on me a lot.. and nooo its not cuz they liked me, they had better pickings than me.. and i was informed i guess 3 or 4 years ago that Eric liked me.. i was terrified.. ive never been in that kinda situation! what was i supposed to do!? i did a paper route with him, and i stopped talking to him most of the time.. i refused to spend time with him.. and then last year he fell in love.. not with me, but his cousins girlfriend. i was ok with this, actually i was thrilled

except this year it just pissed me off, cuz all he would do would be to just fall all over the place and help her, do ANYTHING for her.. can u spell Lapdog? cuz thats what he was.. i kinda felt embarrassed FOR him.. which is pretty bad.. and i would get mad cuz he would treat me like SHIT when she was aorund.. for obvious reasons

i guess this summer it showed me a part of him that i never knew, how sensitive he was, and all that.. so i guess i should just get to my stupid missing list..

1. im gunna miss waking up and seeing all those beautiful trees, and see the lake
2. im gunna miss sitting in the boat, feeling the chilly morning air hit my face early in the morning on the way to work
3. im gunna miss Randi Clavel coming into the store practically yelling "HEY RUGRAT!"
4. im gunna miss Jo calling me "Elizabeth"
5. im gunna miss eric trying to suck up to me just so i can do something for him
6. im gunna miss eric hollering at me to do my job
7. im gunna miss looking up at the sky through the trees just to see the stars
8 im gunna miss seeing the reflection of the moon off the lake
9. im gunna miss missing home and my friends
10. mostly im just gunna miss the cottage..

this is my emotional piece.. maybe tomorrow ill talk about Ace Gang Weekend

. sally .

haaaahhhh writing this in Business
Mood:  cheeky
Now Playing: abbbssoolluuuttteelllyyyyy nuthin
Topic: Normal Day
hah for once i dont have a song running in the backround... it would prolly be Coldplay, but im not bothering, cuz i like to hear what ppl are saying around me...

ok so im in business, and its the last day of school before exams.. we're basically doing NOTHING... i could have skipped today but i didnt cuz i need to go to science for the review.. im gunna fail :S ok so heres the weird thing, im sitting beside Damien.. and hes playing on NEOPETS.. same with nick.. who's on the other side of him.. how strange eh? OMG THEY ARE PLAYING A GAME WHERE THEY KILL A PENGUIN!! how HORRIBLE is that?! the penguin jumps off thsi ramp, and a polar bear hits it with this mallet thing.. omg.. its so sad.. they find it REALLY entertaining! its horrible! OMG so the funniest things are happening around here... so yesterday, the second last day of classes, we had the best prank ever..
i was walking down the hall with sam and steph, and then i heard some guys from behind us, so i turned around and i saw these 2 guys in huge clothes and masks (u couldnt see whether they were even from our school) running with a HUGE bin..so right away i think "OMG ITS A BOMB!" so i start to move toward the walls, and i watch the guys run past us. and when i look down, theres a BUNNY! just randomly a bunny... and then i look back to those guys, and they drop the bin in the middle of the hall, and CHICKENS POP OUT! REAL. LIVE. CHICKENS. i was in SHOCK, but then i started LAUGGHIIINNGGG.. i was dying, i was crying i was laughing so hard.. i swear it was hilarious, and then apparently a lunch A they set crickets and grasshoppers loose, and at lunch b they were throwing mice around.. i swear its out of control.
so we walked into the school today, and there wasnt anything weird at first.. but then.. u look up at the windows that are the ceiling of the great hall... and all you see is "GRAD 2005" and on another window, u see a dick... i swear its HILARIOUS, like where the hell did they get that? they used some kinda crap to put it there, but we'll never know.. i swear its so funny.. oh man...

ok so im out, cuz im just gunna wander and do whatever.. im so bored..

[sally]

definitely not interesting
Mood:  accident prone
Now Playing: Foo Fighters - Best of You
Topic: Non-eventful day
its called walking into walls.. something i tend to do every day how horrible is that? so i never told u about my birthday!

not much happened really, my parents forgot about it, and the night before they were out for 5 hours shopping, n they got me 2 shirts, both of them were really nice, the 1st one is like my favourite green -lime, and it has Roxy written really pretty on the chest, n then the next shirt is pink with green writing that says "Famous for a Day, Only in L.A." really nice both of them, n then i got this black shirt with pink Roxy written on it, and a gray sweatsuit... amazing, it makes me happy, lol, im so amused by small things

hmm.. so whats happened lately... well for one, i got a lot of cds lately -
Oasis (Whats the Story) Morning Glory?
The Bravery
No Doubt [Rock Steady]
Goo Goo Dolls [Dizzy up the Girl]
Queens of the Stone Age
The White Stripes
Foo Fighters

they're all really good, well, i actually havent listened to ALL of the cds, like ive listened to at least the first 4, but thats about it, but so far they're amazing, i listened to the full Oasis, Bravery, and White Stripes, and i have to say that White Stripes wasnt what i expected... really the only ALL OUT AMAZING song is Blue Orchid :( i hate to say that

so last night i was talking to Eric, and he told me about how he got a job at the Marina at our cottage, and i made a joke that he could lend me some money, and then he told me about a job opening at the store! and i called them up, and i got the job! well at least that sounds like i did, like.... when she was talking to me, she asked me what workin experience i have, and i said that i worked on the paper with eric last year, and then she told me about the HOURS, how much i would get PAID, how many DAYS i woudl work, and then she asked me to come in next saturday to see what i would be doing, and whatchamacallit... how i would do it, and meet ppl, so i think i got it, but i have to figure out what weeks im working and what not.

hah im watching mary poppins and ive found SOOOOOOO many things that are EXACTLY like peter pan, examples:
1. the father works at the bank
2. the mother is the beautiful lady that everyone adores
3. the children have an older sister and an younger brother
4. the father always insists on the children growing up
5. the children have all tried to have their fun but were all put down at one point..
6. theres someone who tries to promote the fun (Peter Pan, and then Mary Poppins)

k so word, im really tired, n i gotta go.. im tired of the computer :( ill talk later!

awesommmee
Mood:  energetic
Now Playing: The Vines - Ride, Azure Ray - New Resolution
Topic: Normal Day
ommmggg!! fuckin amazin day guys! no joke, today was bryski's bday, my love and twin lol, day 1 of BEE FEST!

so this day was kinda strange, it makes me happy cuz tomorrows my bday! wooooottt niigggg! and today liste of events are as followed :
1. i got to school early *for once* and we decorated bryski's locker, but it was sooo horrible, it was ripped everywhere, and totally disgusting, but all around beautiful, sehr kept putting random pieces of tape everywhere! lmfao fuckin amazing,
2. ummm lets see.. at lunch we just ate out in the beautiful sun!
3. science was fuckin easy
4. business was soooo easy
5. on our way back to our lockers, i "accidentally" pushed steph into karina as she walked by, making her fall.. i swear i diedddddd, steph was like "omg.. ur so weird"
6. i just made a picture of the girl who stabbed me in the back to say "fugly whore" and ive had 3 different ppl put it as their displays they loved it sooo much! amazing eh?
7. TOMORROWS MY BDAY!!!

btw these are a bunch of quizes i took, i duno if they'll show up properly here, but i hope so :)
notice that all the quizes are about zodiac stuff, sick eh? lol, im suddenly obsessed with my gemini-ness :D



You're the strange person, you talk to walls,
yourself, other innanimate objects, it all
depends on what's around you. You are extremely
random, often daydreaming, never seeing the
same thing other people see. You live inside
your own head where the voices talk to you and
control your every movement. People call you
psychotic, you just call it originality. You
ROCK! Live to be different, right?


What Kind Of Person Are You?
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Your karmic zodiac is GEMINI.
Good Qualities: You are the master of compromise.
And with Mercury, the planet of ideas in your
court yo are a natural born problem solver.
When a situation arises among those in your
group, you usually find a way to bring things
back to normal and diffuse the situation. You
have a silver tounge, and know what to say,
when to say it, and who to say it to!
Bad Qualities: You are often indecisive, and this
is sometimes misinterpreted by others as being
wishy-washy. You don't tend to stand your
ground, because you don't know which side of
the fence to stand on!
Best Match: Aquarius
Best to Avoid: Pisces, Cancer.


What's your Karmic Zodiac Sign?
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The Lost Soul


What sign of the Black Zodiac are you?
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You're best "smooch signs" are--Aries,
Leo, Sagittarius, and Virgo.


Which zodiac signs are the best kissers for you?
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You should be dating an Aquarius.
20 January - 18 February
Your mate is communicative, thoughtful and caring.
Though he/she can be tactless and rude and
sometimes self-interested, he/she enjoys the
intellectual experience of sex.


What Zodiac Sign Are You Attracted To?
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intersting week...
Mood:  lazy
Now Playing: The Who - Teenage Wasteland/ U2 - Sometimes You Can't Make It On Your Own
hmm... so i had a pretty good week... lets see... oh yeah, i had my VERY FIRST RUGBY GAME ON WEDNESDAY!! omg it was so fuckin amazing, i play Prop, and theres always 2 props playin at a time, and i was playin with Katrina.. i think thats how u spell her name, but yeah, i looovvveeee it, there were so many scrums and so many line outs.. honestly whenever i wasnt in a scrum or lineout i was trying to tackle some other girl... or i was in a Ruck.. absolute insanity man!

after that the girls from rugby went to dinner at Jack Astors, omg so much fun, i cant even explain... it was Nofa, Ashley, Sasha, Brittany, Wendy, Natasha, Peggy, Shaunna, Me, Julia, Keizel, Katrina, and Nicole... it was so random, and as katrina said "its a great bonding experience" i think the BEST part of the whole night was when we said it was Nofa's bday and they came out with a cupcake and we started SCREAMING happy bday.. (btw, it wasnt really her bday.. it was just a joke)

yesterday i went to my old school, and i was with Stace, and then Renee and Cass were there at one point, and we were talking to madame, and then mr charbonneau, and then we went to ms v's room, and stacie was drawing a starfish on her board, and then renee was liek "ms v, im goingn to draw you a sperm" and she said it so like.. calmly.. i was DYINNGGGGGGG!!!!! like RENEE YOU ARE MY IDOL!!! its cuz i always draw spermies on her hands or on her pencil case.. hey wait, i have a sperm drawn the length of my arm.. hahaha i should name him.. but my names sally so i cant do that, renee's is Sammy, Sigfreid is mine and megs.. hmm.. ill call him Philidephia.. PHILLYYY!!!! hahaha perfect...

and today what interesting happened... oh well i didnt go to rugby, so i went home, and my sis was supposed to pick me up, but i was trying to get a hold of her, but it didnt work, and i was freaking out, but guess what, SHE WAS ASLEEP IN HER ROOM!!! how retarded can i be may i ask? oh yeah, retarded enough to not look in her room, or acknowledge the fact that her bag, shoes, and purse were all right at the front door... oh lordy..

so guys, tomorrow im going to Greg's (aka megan's boyfriend)'s party, and its kinda strange cuz i dun really kno him, and i dun wanna show up on my own.. uno... :S umm.. and then on sunday 2 wonderful things in a row.. 1- i have Bronze med... hottie here i come.. i swear guys, this guy in my class is out of my mind -a+mazing... i swear i will need Tanya or Kelli to stop me from jumping on him.. and that might be impossible cuz Tanya will try to join me, and kelli also believes that this kid is hot.. honestly we're insane
and number 2- im going to have a family gathering for Ukrainian Easter... so i get to see my lil ***nephew Dylan! yeehaw!

so im gunna go cuz theres actually not much i can say now! lol ill try back later! farewellBEP - Dont Phunk With My Heart