Mood:  crushed out
Now Playing: Amanda Perez - Angel
yes, im listening to a very depressing song, mainly because... MARCH BREAK IS OOVVVEERRRR *cries in a corner* its not fair, i went away for a week, that shouldnt count! i love not doing anything! it makes me feel relaxed, and besides, when i go away i like, DONT gain weight, and when we went to b.c. my dad bought all this junk it was hideous!

ok yes my break, i will tell u about my break, so we flew out to calgary on friday when MEGAN JU AND STEPH were in CLASS hahaha, and i was soooooooo tired, we had to THEN drive from calgary to Kimberley... the lil town i was gunna be stayin at for my time skiing. when we drove there we were coming closer to the rockies, and i was like "hey how close are we gunna get?" and my sis just started pissing herself, and uno why? because the whole POINT of this trip was to go SKIING. IN. THE ROCKIES. im a dumbass :) it took forever to get there, we almost hit a deer on the way... it was friggen scary, cuz it was like PITCH black and then there was a deer! all u heard was me gasping, my dad was like "can u breath now so the rest of us can have some air?" rather ridiculous, so the first day skiing my mom gave up after one run down the mountain, shes a wimp. me my sis and my dad went down on the other side of the mountain, and it turns out, theres no FUN way of getting down, it was honestly, THE DEATH TRAP! it was soooo steep, i was like crying, honestly, and there was NO ONE ELSE THERE, except this one old man, and he ended up falling down the mountain it was kinda scary... the next day we went to Fernie, which was like, an hour away, and it was soooooooo amazing, they actually had snow, and the runs were SOOO much fun, i love fernie... the next day we went back to fernie, only i was wayyyy tired, like, i fell soooo many times it was ridiculous, i fell down once and there were these 3 guys behind me, and they saw me fall, and i mean FALL, like i literally lost one of my skis and my pole, and i was COVERED in snow, and they were so nice, the one guy was friggen hot, he helped me get my ski on :$ teehee... but then i got realy tired, it was enough, i kept falling and falling, i thought i was just gunna lie on the snow.. doing nothing.. so tiring honestly... but then guess what? on like our last day out there, IT SNOWS! it sucked thatit was on the last day, but it was fuckin amazing, it was like pure powder, and it was so much fun to ski in, my dad was like wooting after me cuz he said that i "improved so much" it was fun to ski in snow that was deep enough to get u stuck in it! :D i would just be skiing, and then id be in a big pile of snow, and just fall, like not even a spectacular fall, just plop down, lol it was great
the ride back was boring, it was foggy and u couldnt see past the fields on either side of you.. kinda sad really :(

ok so today was the first day back after march break... i was kinda happy to go back tho.. strangely enough! i think it was cuz im always insane when i dont have someone to talk to.. (whether its like stacie, meg, ju, steph, sam or like.. courtney and evan or someone) kinda sad really, so yeah it was so great to see ppl, and nice to kno ppl actually missed me :) i feel so loved :) ok so gym was fun, we played volleyball, and it was so funny, my team was the BEAST TEAM, and it was so funny cuz the players were like 3 in the front 3 in the back right? but heres how it was set up
Steph Meranda Melissa DiMartino Julia DiCarli
Steph Little(me) Melyssa McPherson Julia Macri
funny eh?

then in english we did like NOTHING, we read romeo and juliet.. lets spell boring together.. bee oh are eye en gee... ok and then at lunch i couldnt get my fuckin stuff in my locker, it was kinda sad, and then we had to find ju! cuz we accidentally left her :( im sowwie ju! and i started screaming "JULIA JULIA! WHERE FOR ART THOU JULIA!?" kinda weird, and then me and ju lost megan, and then we found her, and then we were in science, where i was TOTALLY lost! i was like "OK WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING?! we were doing like... atomic mass or something shitty like that.. soooo confoosing :S but i finally got it, thanks to ju's amazing teaching skills, honestly that girl should be a teacher, like ms ho... lol no not like ms ho.. she speaks of her students dying.. and her students killing each other (example: matt killing meg)

finally, in business i was gunna kill myself, honestly who needs a subject like that? NO ONE! CUZ ITS POINTLESS!!

ok and this whole day has been hell for me! first, i woke up and i felt like i had a hang over, my head was spinning and i was sooo dizzy, i wouldnt get up for 20 mins.. it was sooo bad, i couldnt focus on anything, and then in school, i felt like my head was being sucked into a vaccum! like HOW GREAT IS THAT?! LETS ALL GET OUR HEADS SUCKED INTO A VACCUM! and my tummy aches... its rather strange arg, and now my whole body aches for some reason.. :(

plus the guy that i thought i currently *liked* might have possibly liked me, and maybe he does.. but i dunno its quite strange.. i think he mite hav a gf ^o) is it possible that i did not know this? YES IT IS BECAUSE I AM SO UTTERLY TUNNEL VISIONED I DONT LIKE TO LOOK AT THINGS AROUND ME! actually yes i do, am i on crack or something? i see both sides of every story, always, even if its like my best friend vs my worst enemy! its cuz i like to keep the peace.. like Prince in Romeo and Juliet... lol wait even tAHTS a lie, i love to hate people! i hate the bitch who was sposd 2 b my best friend, and the ass who i used to like! woohooo!!!

lol ok im super tired, i need to dry my hair, and i need ot rest my body... i have death gym class tomorrow... cardio week :S eegads

farewell until our next meeting deer friends...
_*sally::

Mood:  don't ask
Now Playing: Sum 41 - Slipping Away / Pieces
ok, so, i dont think im gunna write much cuz its like 11:03 and i wanna go to bed FAIRLY soon.. but ill just give u the general update, so on friday i went to Ju's house, where MEGAN THE HOCKEYSTAR was there, and STEPH THE RAMBLER followed soon after... let me tell you, it was quite hilarious... it involved the tv being put to an incredible volume.. some games of I Never... and some drinks of some sort... it was GREAT!

in gym we're starting on volleyball, and i kinda suck, so its QUITE funny, today was absolutely hectic tho, like we playing kings court, and we were screaming all the time and not knowin where we were going, it was HILARIOUS, at one point it was like Steph, Alex, and i think Julia kicking the volleyballs from one end of the court to all the other girls at the other end, and it was HILARIOUS cuz like one of the balls got LAUNCHED into my leg, i was like "AAAAAAHHHHHHHHH ANNIALATION!!!!!" and like ppl got hit in the heads, and like oh lord, we all got anialated...

ok we have 2 tests tomorrow, and im EXTREMELY confused, the english one is on something like our short stories.. which is strange cuz i dunno what we're supposed to kno? liikeee... theme? characterism? point of view? setting? this is what im guessing, i hope thats what we need to kno, cuz then i might be able to pass...:s

and then we have a science test, and i haveNO idea what thats on, i hope its mostly that stuff on how many atoms are in this chemical equation, cuz i can do THAT stuff, i just dunno what an ore is and all that great stuff :) ok im gunna go study, since im OBVIOUSLY gunna die :)

farewell...
*[ Sally ] *

Mood:  not sure
Now Playing: Gwen Stefani - Hollaback Girl/ 3 Doors Down - Let Me Go
OMG I CANT BELIEVE THEY DONT HAVE "tired" AS A MOOD OPTION! holy crap.. the only thing that matches me right now is NOT SURE! WTF?! ok, im done flipping out! lol

well quite a NON-EVENTFUL day...
ok, first may i ask, WHAT IS WITH THE STUPID FUCKIN WEATHERMEN?! "yes there is a chance of a Snowday because of the storm we are going to get tonight" UM NO! i woke up this morning at my usual time to take a shower, and i looked out the window, and there was BARELY any snow, so i took my shower.. unfortunately.. i wish that i could have just slept, but noooooo we didnt get enough snow.. stupid weather.. so then it turns out my PARENTS stayed home today cuz THEY didnt feel like going to work! how unfair is that? like i wish i could wake up and say "i dont feel like going to school today..i'll just stay home" arg, so anoying
k well other than that, i got to school, and i basically get dragged around the school with stephanie meranda, lol she just grabs my arm and takes me everywhere.. lol so we found christina and megan and we went upstairs and we found alex and theres another girl.. oh what was her name... shawna i think? wow we had like a PARTY upstairs, we took up pretty much a huge section of the hall, it was QUITE the entertainment..
ok in english we had a friggen test on the Tell Tale Heart... i swear to God ive read that story maybe 5 times in my entire life, and each time it scares me, i was talkin to my mom about the story, and she was like "please do not talk to me about that story" and i was like "why not mommy?" and shes like "when i was about 7, your uncle Eugene read me that story, and i dont think i slept for 2 months.. i do NOT want to experience that again" i swear i dont think i stopped laughin for about 10 mins, i cant believe Eug was so mean to my mommy! Eug and my mom are like 9 years apart, so he was the typical older mean brother.. im kinda glad i have an older sister, altho im not saying she didnt do HER fair share of the scaring.. i swear she would do everything in her power to scare the SHIT out of me.. there was one time in the summer, she started screaming "SNAKE SNAKE SNAKE SNAKE!" and i swear to god.. i must have jumped out of my SKIN.. i absolutely HATE snakes.. and i think you should know the story, even tho its gay

ok so when i was about.. 8 i think, i was swimming in my lake at my cottage, and i was swimming near the dock, so i was pretty safe, and my sister and my dad were watching me, cuz like, hey im 8, i might need help, and uhh.. suddenly my dad got up and he was like "WOW! THERES A SNAKE SWIMMING BESIDE YOU!" and i was like "AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH" i screamed soooooo loud, i remember seeing it and i was scared SHITLESS, and i swear i climbed up the ladder so fast i dont even remember doing it, and like within MOMENTS my mom was down on the dock checking to see if i DIED! it was the scariest freakin moment of my LIFE! i found out later that i was SOOO loud that ppl from across the bay from us heard me scream.. and let me tell you, u can barely see a person from across the bay.. its pretty far..

i swear im so terrified of snakes its ridiculous.. like whenever i see a snake i can NOT move, i end up sitting on the floor.. for as long as it takes for someone to scare it off or like throw a rock at it or something.. omg i remember once i was sitting on my dock with my mom and we were reading, and then i looked for my drink that was on the dock, and i saw this UGLY GREEN SNAKE beside my drink, i swear to god i must have screamed SO loud because my mom jumped and screamed and nearly fell in the water! my dad was down.. yet again, within moments, and he was like "WHATS GOING ON!? IS THERE A BEAR OR SOMETHING?!" and now my moms laughin at me, and shes like "theres a snake!" and then my dad looks at me, and im like.. ON MY BOAT.. im not even on the dock anymore.. i swear this is what happens when u put a snake infront of me... and my dad, being the "smart" one, started chasing the snake around the dock, and it ended up like getting into the boat i was in, i swear to god.. worst experience in my LIFE.... and now i get those horrible nightmares where i wake up screaming shit, and it ONLY happens when theres a snake in my dream, like i had one dream that a small garden snake was in my medicine cabinet, and then i went to go take a shower, and there was this like.. ANACONDA in my bathtub, and i woke up screaming "THERES TWO OF THEM!!" i remember my mom came into my room going "WHATS WRONG?! WHAT HAPPENED?!" i swear.. its like a COMPLEX! its RIDICULOUS!

Christina will know what im talking about, in french when they did the Python presentation, i nearly passed out, there were like 3 of us who were like closing their eyes, or looking away and not paying attention.. i swear.. its dispicible..
lol ok i think im done with my snake-ness...

ok and i must go, because i have a piano lesson soon.. and my parents want me off the computer.. which SUCKS ASS, but whatever.. ill TRY and finish this later.. farewell for now

* [ sally ] *

Mood:  smelly
Now Playing: Green Day - Holiday, 3 Doors Down - Let Me Go, 3 Doors Down - Kryptonite
just to let you know so you dont get confused by all the stuff above, i feel smelly cuz i need to shower... uno when u get that feeling of just being dirty? yeah thats basically me in a matchbox (i like to say matchbox.. ur supposed to say nutshell, but i like matchbox better... its more.. shall we say.. DANGEROUS?!) ok, and it IS possible to be listening to 3 songs at the same time... i pull it off ALL the time! ;) lol no actually i have it on a playlist that goes in loop, so it plays those songs one after another..its GREATTTT.. its like having a party... A PARTY FOR TWO!

ok so today was quite.. well interesting
my parents have issues, and they like to make me get up early so i can stand around and wait for THEM! its sooooooooo stupid! like why cant they just do the packing up to take me to school? its enought that i need to get up and make myself pretty, but COME ON! ...REE-DICK-YOU-LUSS-NESS
and when they drop me off every morning, its seriously like DEATH, anyone in my dads way will get honked at... so if u get honked at by a BIG. RED. RENDEZVOUS. its me... well no, its my dad, he HATES the front of our school, he always complains about how retarded the ppl bringing in their children are.. i constantly want to remind him that HE brings ME- HIS CHILD, to school! so therefore, he must be retarded.. but no, never tell my father something like that in the morning.. ive experienced his WRATH too many times to kno not to even SPEAK in the mornings... HEY! thats where i get my non-morning person attitude from! oh father.. i get pretty much EVERYTHING from you.. your ugly hair colour (which ive changed thank goodness, to orangey), your wonderful blue eyes, your AMAZING temper (haha.. funny), and your OUTSTANDING non-morning person-ness! hurrah
OMG he just made me go try on stupid ski stuff, like snowpants, and he made sure that i had LONG JONS! like holy crapola.. can u get more weird? uno why tho? its cuz we're going to B.C. in a week and a half.. so he wants us to be all prepared and crap.. but its so dumb, he has to make sure EVERYTHING fits, like he has to check around the waist line to see if they fit, im like "DAD! IF I CAN MOVE! I CAN MOVE! LET ME BEEEE!!!" but no, he wont EVER let me be..

so getting back to my absolutely interesting day, it turns out that we had CPR for gym, its great.. we have to remember these retarded 7 steps and i dont remember them, and i have a test tomorro! hurrah, this is great.. *cough*SARCASM!*cough* yeah megan showed me this conversation she had with stephanie MERANDA!! lmao i dont think that child is ever NOT talking.. and she talks so FAST! we've decided that she should go for the World Record of taking fast.. she would win.. BY FAR! she says such random things too, like "i want cheese, im a mouse" that kinda stuff.. honestly i love these children, they are G-R-E-A-T! (and that was not sarcasm.. in case u couldnt tell)

in english yet again, we worked on stupid paragraphs and annoying-ness, i dunno what it is with Nunes.. when she gets off topic and shes trying to find out where she is, she does this absolutely ANNOYING thing, where she goes "AAAAAHHHHHH-UUUUMMMMMMMMMMM...." like HOLY CRAP SHUT UUUPPPP!!! i seriously get a brain splint EVERYTIME she frikkin does that.. i friggen wanna shout "STFU!" like u have no idea how many ppl i see flinch when she does that.. i think its something we all hate.. which is great cuz i dont feel alone

in Science.. wow it was great, we got to put these "atoms" together using lil connectors, and i kept poking mike in the temple with them, he friggen sounded like napolean.. he was like "GGOOOOOOODDDDD!!" (kinda like "GOOSSH!!") i died, so i kept doing it, and then i would scribble on his book to piss him off.. only he got really angry and took it out on MY book! WHAT DID MY BOOK EVER DO TO HIM HUH?! he friggen scribbled ALL OVER my book, like when i scribbed i did lil things, but i have HUGE ASS lines ALL over the place! its RIDICULOUS!

FINALLY, in business.. wow i could have died, shes like dumb or something.. but i shouldnt say that, cuz shes nice, just a lil anal.. :S lol, well Sal is the most annoying child ever, like at the end of class ms DiLuciano was like "ok now everyone shut down, and pack up" and sal was like "wow its the end of class already?" and i was like "no sal, its the beginning of class" and he was like "seriously? then why is she telling us to shut down?" like i swear hes the biggest dumb ass ever.. lol SORRY! i have a bit of anger issues... :S

it feels so good to be home.. i dunno why, since being home means being harrassed by not ONLY my mom and dad, but by my CRAZY UKRAINIAN grandmother too... i swear when my sister goes away to university i might die.. my grandmother always has a way of getting me angry, and my sister wont be here to stick up for me and help me.. im gunna DIE!
ok so now im gunna go cuz ive been writing this huge ass thing for a while now.. and im pretty sure im done with my day.. and ill try to update as soon as possible..

* [ Sally ] *

Mood:  lyrical
Now Playing: Green Day - Holiday
SO! this is like.. my first EVER real website, i used to have those lil crappy ones where u would have those dumb graphics and stuff, but i really didnt want another one of those, i wanted one where i could like.. you kno.. express myself..and like.. show ppl a part of me thats not really visible or predictible.. i dont really know what im going to do with this, but i kno that i want something that might help me like.. lol control my anger? so maybe i should fill you in about me
im the youngest of 2 children, u can call me Sally, i have blonde hair and blue eyes, my hair is now dyed a reddish kinda colour..
i live with my mom and dad, and we have 2 cats,

uhh lets see... i do NOT have a boyfriend right now, but i kinda like someone, and im getting over another guy, cuz hes a jerk (OGRES MUST BURN).. uhh lets see here.. the other guy actually CARES about me (hurrahhh for being cared about!) uhh lets see.. well im having issues with ppl i thought were my best friends, like honestly its getting ridiculous, they've suddenly decided they dont care about me, and fine whatever, it just means i can hate u more than i used to! hahahahaha ok no i dont mean that.. i contradiiiikt meeself..

so uhh i guess ill tell you about my day
so this morning my parents like screamed at me, cuz i got down for breakfast at 7:15, which actually is 5 minutes earlier than i USED to be down there, but yeah, now they want me down there at 7:10, and i cant do that! im so like DEAD in the mornings! so i was like "why? so i can wait around for u guys longer?" and my dad was like "YES! NOT EVERYTHING IS REVOLVED AROUND YOU, MAYBE YOU SHOULD TRY AND HELP OUT AROUND HERE!" umm EXCUSE ME?! i friggen have to bring in all their shit into the truck! i have to bring their 50 pound computer bags into the car, and then their gym bags, and then their lunch bags! and i do ALL this while THEY'RE still eating breakfast! like WTF?! and they want me down earlier so i can do that and wait for an extra 10 mins?! NO THANKS! oy how annoying can they be? apparently a lot more annoying than i thought!
so then i got to school and it was like.. total ridiculousness, im avoiding that chick who suddenly hates me, of all cost. and its kinda fun, cuz theres a bunch of us who hate her, hahahahaha how GRRRR-ATE! lets see.. what else.. oh YEAH the jerk i *liked* was an ass, like he friggen wont even look at me anymore, like me and him used to be friends, what the hell happened? oh well, it doesnt matter, that other guy..
*ok im going to give them names now, even IM getting confoooosed!.. Jerk guy who i liked will be...Vince.. and the guy that i think i like will be.. Will*
ok so Will always somehow makes me feel better about my days, like.. i dunno, hes always nice, and instead of asking "whats up" he akss "how was ur day?" or "how r u?!" like oh man, and hes always being tres nice to me, like when i feel like shit, he always somehow makes me laugh, i dont think he realizes that it means a lot when he listens to me.. even when im being the most RETARDED person like i am now! lol
ahhh lets see.. ok my parents are annoying me.. i think im gunna go to my room or something.. ill try and update as soon as i can.. farewell for now!

<3 * [ Sally ] * <3