Mood:
lazyWow... Finally I've made time for an introduction..
My name is a secret because I like to be able to not worry about people knowing me and probably judging me because of what I might write in here.. I intend to write what I never before have told anyone... becuase I think I need to.. I think I need to not keep it inside- the secrets, regardless of how secret they were intended to be in the first place.. (although the secret of my name I intend to keep unrevealed--at this point anyway..)
Right now I'm sittin on a table leaned to the wall and I'm feeling SOOO tired.. But I can still feel that my ass is beginning to hurt in this 30 minutes old new position I've sat myself to... I've been at school since 8am and that was 4 hours ago.. Basically I am supposed to do something on greek art history and I don't like it... I hate it... And I hat the way my ass hurts and the snesitive-light-on-and-off-turner which keeps turning off because we're just sitting in front of a computer... I'm kinda pissed that we have to do all of this work, -we're 4 people and we have to write a project on the art rest of the students get to see in Paris till friday... I'm pissed because we are forced to learn more about this (sorry) shit than the ones who will see these masterpieces themselves, --they will be so tired that they can't focus..(okay, that would happen in my case which is the reason for why I did not want to go..) Yeah... I have written about Versailles but not very much.. I shouldn't care though as this is a project for which we won't get any grades or anything but I do care -- I'm forced to care, because I am a part of this shitty group.. Okay, I don't know these people and I might be jumping into conclusions by calling them shitty.. I would just have liked it more if someone had divided the work for us, so if I don't make something sensible out of this project it won't affect them... grr... I have other things to do.. Like.. Those essays... 3 essays... I'm such an idiot.. I simply have to write something down.l. no matter if they stink.. otherwise I'm afraid my teacher will talk to the principle about it... don't want that... want to move on... it has been a rough period for me these last two months.. Ywah, I'm babbling now.. But it makes the time go faster though and I like that.... I am aloud to go home at 2pm... that's in 1hour and 45minutes now:D
Hmm.. I'm gonna surf the web for prom dresses now... wanna be a princess in mine.. I've decided after I decided not wanting to make a big deal out of it, hehe.. I do though... I think..