Alchahol does wierd things to people
It can turn the best of friends into bitter rivals,
It can make a meek person into a vicious fighter, it make a commited person cheat...sometimes it's effects can be pleasant and welcome, sometimes it can turn us into depressed, reclused individuals...
I've really as of late come to despise the way it makes me feel....lost deep in thought I tend to ponder towards the negativity I generally strive to keep bottled away...bitter feelings of resentment....pleasant feelings of deep fondness....many different feelings spiraling in an emotional blender, mixed together in an indecipherable thought....
in an already confused and clouded mind, this tends to make matters worse....endeavoring to make sense of my already complicated life
(lost my train of thought) goodnight