Darkness

***This poem i wrote one night when i was feeling, well if you read the poem you will know what i was feeling. i was in a weird masochistic mood where feeling this way was good. i wanted to feel this pain. why i dunno, but i did. So to capture how i felt and why i wrote a poem explaining it.It is a very dark poem, and a bit morbid (can you spot a trend here? LOL)I think you will notice that alot of my poems tend to drift to the morbid side of life, but i tend to write when i am upset so this is what i get. this is one of my shorter poems (though not my shortest)hope you like it.***

Darkness

I sit her in sadness

Willing the darkness to come

To bring blessed pain

To fulfill my need

I yearn to feel pain

I need to feel torment

I long for that endless feeling

Emotions that engulf me

Surrounding me in darkness that is bliss

Crying, head spinning, emotions reeling

Enjoying every moment

of my blessed darkness.

~ Written by Cheri MacKenzie, April 26th, 2001 ~

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