Hate myself a little more every day,
love you less then my self hate,
strike me down and call me friend.
Do it quickly, don’t pretend,
Kiss me softly, crush my hand,
act like we are loveless friends.
Kill me quickly with your words,
make me fall harsh to the floor.
Send me spinning out of hand,
and cause me to loose my self control.
Hurt me from the inside out,
burn me to my very core.
Cause me pain and make me swoon,
Let my lifeblood flow.
Let me drift along it’s current
until I hit an undertow.
Let my head rush underneath,
Blinded by the waters deep.
Kill me now, kill me quick,
Wipe me from this loveless fate.
Erase my past and future time,
until I float though universal skies.
Let me dance among the stars,
and forget the pain only I know.
*~written summer of 2003~*
by Cheri Mackenzie
