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Tossed Aside
Uncertain
Trapped
Untitled
That's What You Get
Big Bad Blake's Rap (Played)
Nowhere to Everywhere
Morning Darkness Hear it
Peace at Last Hear it
Armageddon
The Race
Tossed Aside
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I hate you for destroying me
I loved you, but you deceived me
You held me in a yearning trance
I just wanted a fucking chance
But even that was too much for you
I bet you had no god damn clue
How much I wanted to be with you
I thought the door was opened for me
But it was slammed, locked -- you tossed the key
You're gone and Im all alone
Waiting right by the phone
Hoping that one day you might call
in my throat builds up a huge ball
Knowing you dont care at all
I got depressed for no real reason
Rejected, thought that I was done
Knowing you were gone from my life
wanting maiming from my own knife
But that would have done no good at all
I won't cry and I will not squall
I won't feel meaningless and small
All those days we spent together
You felt nothing for me, ever
I followed you down a stray path
Hurt, I wanted to release my wrath
For breaking my heart, ripping me apart
The damage youve done has gone off the chart
Without this knowledge from my life you part
Now I have darkened your light in my mind
Left all that I felt for you close behind
You'll always be lying dormant in there
For the chance we may meet again somewhere
Uncertain
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A reject, rejected from society
Don't come, don't come and cry to me
My brain, being sucked out by a vacuum
My heart, being ripped out by a fucking spoon
Don't tell, dont tell me that hopes still there
Cause right now, I really don't fucking care
Sent to a labrynth, sent for eternity
Roaming, a spectacle for all to see
HEADING FOR DESTRUCTION
Remember the times and the moments that we shared
Now its all gone and life's become impaired
But thats no reason for anyone to get scared
Not everything can go and be repaired
I look back and realize i wasnt prepared
And ponder on why it was me who was spared
cause there's nowhere to go now
Don't tell me I can get anything I please
All thats done is given me pain to ease
All the things that I ever desire
Just pour gas on me and light me on fire
All I can do is just look back and laugh
Wondering why the hell we ever crossed paths
So don't worry, Im gonna be just fine
Just don't make me cross that thin line
FROM LIFE TO DESTRUCTION
Who the hell am I supposed to be
Dont ever again ask anything from me
Im sick of you camping in my head
Rotting my brain leaving me for dead
Where the hell am I supposed to go
Its like they locked me up and sent me to death row
Thrown away, forgotten forever
Only for you to look back and remember
LIFE LEADS TO DESTRUCTION
Trapped
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When life deals you shit
just take it all in
you just have to accept it
cause youll never win
im on a one lane road
with only oncoming traffic
there's nowhere to go
its making me sick
everything's blank
my mind's out of order
all my thoughts have sank
i feel on the border - of being insane
but who gives a fuck
if im all alone
if i ever get stuck
on me, light has not shone
ive been thrown in the dark
i think i am lost
i cant hit my mark
how big is the cost - on my life
will I ever be saved
or be taken away
have lifes path be paved
have things go my way
come with me, out of kidness
or love, if you will
im trying my hardest
but i still feel ill
my world seems vacant
all ive known is now gone
make my life lucent
be the light of my dawn
I wrote this one in a friends yearbook my freshman highschool year
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I hope that you get over your "love"
and life treats you fair with care from above
troubles may come with each minute of life
but the answer doesnt lie in the blade of a knife
for all the things that may make you feel bad
i will be here to keep you from being sad
That's What You Get
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I never intentionally hurt you
but you never wanted to understand
I did my best to explain the situation
just to be met by the back of your hand
you up and left without a single word
thinking the truth to be a lie
all you said when I tried to call is
thats what you get, I hope you die
CHORUS:
thats what you get, I hope that youd just die
everything you said to me was just a fucking lie
I wish I never met you, that I never saw your face
all of the pain you caused, i wish i could erase
but slowly I am moving on, pushing the past away
dont ever bother me again, there is nothing left to say
You've pissed me off way too much
You took all of this way too far
Now I'm looking for sweet revenge
your face I want to bash and mar
Yet that would just be too easy
Ill break you down and make you fucking cry
and if you try to reason, this is what Ill say
thats what you get, I wish that you would die
CHORUS
Now that I have been arrested
for all the shit I did to you
I think of how I'm glad I did it
you ruined my life, so I ruined yours too
I was sentenced to death for what I did
Now I'm in the chair, waiting to fry
And this is what the guard says to me:
This is what you get, now youll fucking die!
this is what you get, now you're gonna die
everything you ever did was just a fucking lie
Youll wish you never met me, you never saw my face
all of the pain I'll cause, youll wish you could erase
but slowly you will move on, your life now thrown away
youll never bother anyone again, that is all I have to say
Big Bad Blake's Rap (Played)
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sometimes things seem to make so much sense
but two minutes later im more confused than ever
with more situations that I have never -- been informed of
where did they come from?
cause I can't read your palm
its like ive just got a qualm -- on understanding
I dont know what you're thinking
my brain seems to be leaking
all the meaning ive known is suddenly sinking
everything i thought I knew seems to just pass over my head
leavn me way behind all the things that you just said
and ive been left without a single thing to say
except to respond with a simple "ok"
but now your gone and have left for the day
cause things dont seem to be goin your way
so you dont want to talk, you just leave me in thought
so I do my best to try and assess
but my thoughts feel the need to refuse to process
so now all that I feel I can do
is sit back, n figure out the what why and the who
everywhere you're goin
you always seem to be showin --- me some kind of a sign
but its making me blind
and I cant figure out
the message you're trying to bind
so I sit back and shout to let my anger out
from all the frustration from the shit that you're sayin
all i want is an honest fukn answer
but I know it aint comin any time soon
cause things need to be done and decisions to be made
so I try to do my part and watch my hand of cards be played
I remember the other day when you wanted to hang out
I tried to make a plan
but you didnt have a clue as to what i was talking about
I was tryin so hard but no conclusion was made
everything i suggested was everything your forbade
and now it seems like there is no final decision
cause the pros n cons have been weighed
and the boundaries layed
and there is to be no incision
at the very first mention it seemed like you wanted to be involved
but now it seems like that wasnt it at all
I received some fucking kind of false signal
But all of that seems to be cleared up now
which is good cause it didnt seem like my brain would allow
so much false shit to be taken in, yet somehow
i can not find any way to feel happy and proud
Yet I know something good will be coming to me
Ill be a fuckin role model everyone will want to be
And I know that youll finally realize and regret
the future we could have had that you refused to see
All of this stupid shit is now in the past
I dont even remember when i talked to you last
Ive been with this new girl, ive been havin a blast
but I still think about you now and then
I think about what you and me could have been
but you lied and ignored, ripped me apart with a sword
so now your just another lost thought in my mind
dont come runnin back to me cause I left you behind
id just laugh in your face and send you away
to a far away place that not a soul would ever find
Its not that i am tryin only to be mean
but you laughed at my face and were fukn obscene
so I just gave up before you made a huge scene
my situation in life now appears to be good
as for you i was thinkin that maybe you should
figure out what you're doin
before it gets done
with all of those damn cards you dealt me
I could never have won
From Nowhere to Everywhere
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I remember the day I saw you standing out there
All alone and upset in the rain
that sad look on your face caused me so much pain
I opened my door and yelled out to you
To get you inside, not sure of what else to do
I got you a towel and some of my dry clothes
all while trying to comfort you, hoping that it showed
Ill always remember the talk that we had
i gave you my number in case you needed something
and drove you home in silence, wishing my phone would ring
to my surprise, with widened eyes, i heard your voice again
and with a hidden sigh of relief, i said a silent amen
i heard your thanks but was held breathless by your words
when i heard you say lets meet again, my spirit soared upwards
CHORUS:
I never imagined things would turn out like this
Something appears to be going my way for once
It feels like I could float so high above the world
Every moment together is more powerful than before
The way your eyes sparkle when you look into mine
Shows that what has developed between us must be divine
I feel like all of this could last forever
Because I have never felt like this, ever
And somehow I know you feel the same exact way
Which makes me so damn glad i met you that rainy day
Morning Darkness
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I can see the light shining through the door
The shards of glass broken on the floor
What the hell happened last night
After we had our final fight
CHORUS:
Why did you just leave me here?
When being alone is my worst fear
I feel weak and paralyzed
As i gaze into the morning light
(The lids are closed, theres no more light)
carpet stained red from the spilled wine
my vision will not align
i lay lifeless alone in my room
as i wait for my impending doom
One last tear drops from my eye
So destroyed no power to cry
One last wind blows through trees
All is gone, I cant feel the breeze
Armageddon
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choking on your tongue one final time
sick of being thrown back to the end
after reaching the front of the line
so much was in store when light was born
now everything is torn and wasting away
people around just stand by and mourn
sitting back watching the world pass by
no emotion inside, laughing as things die
for being treated like shit and swatted down
now playing god, giving yourself the crown
face down in the mud with blood spotted clothes
mindless and reckless with no future goals
all are unhappy with the lives that they chose
no cares left, giving up before the start
life drains away as the soul reaches up
the body lay lifeless with a ripped out heart
the earth quakes and rumbles about to expire
parasitic beings destroyed all thats humane
black clouded skies, ground covered in fire
not a single thought of hope passes the mind
the sun will never again shine on this world
relaxed, alone, armageddon leaves nothing behind
Peace at Last
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i cry for you, and the heartless things you do
but its all washed away by the waves
the deeds have been done, youve had your fun
but it will all be washed away by the waves
the burning fire has been replaced by none but ash
left to be washed away by the waves
the picture was taken, all captured but your face
all washed out by the waves
cruising with the top down, no worries left for me
all blown away by the breeze
all of our words and my memories of you
are all blown away by the breeze
apologies have been made but made for nothing
the meaning blown away by the breeze
nobody will know how things changed that day
the evidence blown away in the breeze
lost in thought, rolling off the edge
i hope you will never see my face
everythings at peace, beauty all around
i hope you will never see my face
there is no more feeling, all die alone
i hope you will never see my face
one last smile spreads miles wide
knowing you will never see my face
The Race
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racing against the clock, but why.. i do not know
there's something out there for me to find but i do not know
where i am supposed to go, but you can help me find
what it is I am looking for come with me now.....
you've been gone for these past years of my life and now you're back
ive lost track of all of my past, im numb and cant feel a thing
im lost and you're lost but somewhere our paths meet
i want to find that place so ive gone, on a quest for truth
everything seems so familiar to me
the ways i want are the ways that cant be
the path has ended and there is nowhere to go
i lost you at the second i said hello
i wanted more than the rations i was given, im hungry again
the more that i see, the more i want but i know i cant have
soon everything will disappear, nothing will be left
and things will be back to the way they were
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