>>emotions that never come<< ver. Mixed

uhhh...

Saw Aida, but there's so much to write about my day today, I'm gonna save it for tomorrow. Right now, I have other things on my mind. Like I have this friend, and he's really close to me. 'Cept he's haveing issues, and I want to help but it never works. It's like "My Best Friend's Wedding" all over again. When I asked god to make my life like a movie, I didn't mean like this! At least, not this part! Augh, I don't know. Sometimes I get the feeling that he just agrees with me for the heck of it. That doesn't make any sense but it's the only way I could put it. I feel, second in-line. Always after her. Is it jealously?? And if it is, why??

blogged at 12:36 am on 8/15/02

phuck life

Phuck it right up the ass. You wanna know why I'm mad? It's because one of my best friends who lives far away is coming up here tomorrow. And I won't be there. God damnit I hate life! Augh!!! *beats up some pillows* I *might* be able to twist my mum's arm to let me go up to Penn. on Saturday morning, seeing as how she loves this person. Oh please, oh please, let her let me stay!!!

blogged at 1:01 am on 8/14/02

i hope...

Augh!! I've just washed out the hair dye I put in tonite. And I'm reeeaaaalllly worried I a) did a horrid job on it, and b) it won't come out anyhting like I had planed on. So please pray for my hair. I'll update you on it tomorrow. BTW, the colour I finally decided on was pink. Almost esacly that shade too. Wowie! Is my scalp supposed to be tingly like this??? I think I'll go, uh, check it.
NOTE//AIDA has been postponed due to better seats. Yay!

blogged at 12:44 am on 8/14/02

spork shall be my liscence plate

I want ice cream. But that would make me fat, and I'm already 10 lbs. heavier than Kat. Phuck her. You know, I've never really hade a huge desire to have sex. I mean it. There just isn't any motivation...or something to that effect. I think the media phucked it up for me. In every movie, and in every tv show, there are always couples having this amazing sex. I'm too afraid I won't live up to that kinda thing. Aren't you?? *sees heads shaking 'no'* Oh. Granted, I'm also 16 and prude. Being that automatically makes me 'un-sexable'. Yes, I do like making up words.

I hate the fone. Either you have so much to talk about and you end up rackin up the fone bill, or you spend five minutes talking to someone and run out of things to say. AIM is sooooo much better. You can always attribute you silence to being busy on the net, or being away. Plus, its much harder for emotions to get in the way. Yes, I care about this only because I'm an emotional person. And emotions suck. 'Cept for love. And...Joy. Thta's it. All other emotions are now hearby banned from the face of the earth.

blogged at 11:34 pm on 8/13/02

and she returns from camp!!

So I'm back from the camp from HELL. Yeah. It was that bad. I'm so phucking sore right now you wouldn't believe. I did have fun 'bonding' with the team though. And performing. but other than that--meh. Do you think it's wrong to plan on buying both the regular and extended versions of Lord of The Rings?? Stellar doesn't seem to think so! Go Stellar! So, yes, anyways. I do plan on buying/recieveing the extended LoTR DVD. I also plan on skipping skool the day Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets comes out (November 15), along with Ashley...and maybe Kristen. Those two girls are some of the coolest chicas around!

blogged at 1:14 am on 8/12/02

quizzies!

I think these things are the best! So here are just a few that I've taken.

funny, nice, defensive

Which Rainbow Brite kid are you? By Growing.

Which Angelina Are You?

Are you NASTY or NICE?
Quiz made by Angela

What kind of ANGEL are you?
Quiz made by Angela

Otay! I've gots millions more, but I'll save 'em for later!

blogged at 5:38 pm on 8/6/02