>>emotions that never come<< ver. Mixed

oh god

it's kinda obvious this hasn't been updated in over a month. yeah. waiting for a new layout.

Wonderful...

ahhh, it's been a great week. and now it's friday, can't get any better than that! can't wait to see chris on monday, too bad it's not an even block day tho. oh well. mike from brent's guestbook is the coolest guy EVER!!! and i'm dying to meet him. where the heck has brent been anyways? he never updates and is never online. i think he's avoiding me...like at the mall.

ok, i *know* y'all are reading this. i have a counter for fuck's sake!! sign my g*bookie......please?

blogged at 10:34 pm on 10/4/02

*BIG GRIN*

waii waii!!! this has been a very good week for rissa!!! and to top it all off.....SHE NOW HAS A HOMECOMING DATE!!! *does a crazy dance* ^_^ but i think i'll leave telling you who it is for later...

plus, it's my sis' bday tomorrow!!! send her 'happy birthday's

blogged at 7:32 pm on 10/2/02

*cough cough*

I'm so sorry for the big-ass lack of updates, but you know the reason. Anyways, I have a few plugs to get though before the real blogging starts. OK, here's a plug for Siochan (whoops, never finnished ^^;) and a plug for my groupblog with KelsKels and finally, a plug for an awesome writer's works. please, go read some of them, they're awesome!!! uhg, i'm all sick today, and my mom kept telling me to do homework, and clean....dur. i thought sick days were supposed to be fun!! oh well, too late for that.

but on a lighter note, i have thought of some good things to do with this site. I've collected up so many cliques, adoptees, and such, that i think i might be making little pages for each. small, i know, but it's a step in the right direction for me. ^_^ and i've decided i might make some simple fansites for my favourite things. (i.e. Harry Potter/Daniel Radcliffe, Rent, and various anime people...maybe even a site for the few drawings i have...) so, i need to get busy brushing up on my lame-ass layout*ing skills. oh! and there will probably be a layout change sometime soon...i hope. it's not mine, i found it somewhere, but i fell in love with it as soon as i saw it. so. yeah.

blogged at 7:07 pm on 9/30/02

Those moments..

Have you even had those moments where you get this overwhelming feeling that you love who you are? Like, the feeling that you love who you were, are and will become? Ok, maybe I'm not making much sense, but every so often, that happens to me (like a few days ago). And I personally think it's the best feeling in the world. It always comes upon me at the weirdest times, like last time, I was on the bus, staring out at the trees listening to my music (like I always do on the bus ride home - -;). And it just hit me. I just knew everything about me was worthwhile. Then it dissappeared just as quickly as it came. Yes, yes, I make no sense and I'm a loser. But, I love it.

blogged at 5:39 pm on 9/20/02

School has killed me

Dur. Sorry for not updating as much. But I'm technicly not supposed to be on. so i have to sneak on. Bad me. I'm only piling on the guilt, what with this, and buddy, and loads of other things. I'm glad I got to see you Brent on Friday. It was fun even though we didn't get to talk. Thanks for consoling me. And I had fun with Snarky, ValVal, and the Devil. (Popeye the sailor yam..!!) Sorry you had to get sick on your birfday KelsKels. I love you anyways!!

Sill haven't fixed Neon's layout. Badbad me. And I haven't drawn in a long time. I feel bad about it. Same with writing. I feel all creative-less. Dur. I have been productive though. I uber cleaned my room. So that's good. I'll actually be able to find things now. I also Harry Potter*ifyed the back of my door. So I'll be happy when I check my calendar. Um, yeah. So. That's about it. .__. OOH!! I get my braces off on Friday!! Come hang out with me then so you can see my dazzling smile!!

blogged at 7:44 pm on 9/15/02

School is going to kill me

Yes, the first day of school has come and gone, along with my freedom. I no longer have the permission, nor the time, to go onto the internet. I'm going to die. The only reason I'm able to update is because my parents have left me alone to type up my homework. Foolish. So anyways, it's the weekend, I'm in Buffalo, NY (or realtively close), and I have three projects due and 3 quizzes on Monday. I don't know if i can keep my sanity for very long. I've already broken down from pressure and stress. And it's only been 4 days.

My first dance team performance was on Thursday. I think we did well, and, apparently, so did the crowd. Yay! That's very good. We start selling Cinnabons on Monday. I think my first shift is two Fridays from now. I should really check. I don't want to get into trouble. dur. Not much else has been going on...*yawn* Aah! I have to figure out why JenJen's layout for me'n'Kels isn't working properly. grr. So much I want to do, but so much I have to do.

I should really get back to my projects.

blogged at 2:04 pm on 9/7/02