July 1, 2003

The trip to the Lakehouse was a success!!!!

I didn't "hook up" with any particular guy, but i did become better friends with almost all the guys there and they are ALL soooooo much fun!

Plus i got a super tan (yes a little bit too much on my face but it's healing)

June 22, 2003

Sooo all this weekend we've been cleaning 24-7. Throwing away old junk, getting rid of crap, you know,

Running in circles all weekend...

GOOD news--next weekend i'm going on a trip to a certain Lake...and someone that im kinda diggin is goin also...so yeah i'm excited!

I've also seen that new movie "Alex and Emma". Yes, it did have a lot of the typical "romantic, sappy, lovey-dovey" stuff that are commonly found in romantic comedys. but hey, thats why i like them. but there were a few twists in the plot that i wasn't expecting, so not all bad...

June 17, 2003

Small hint to all women out there:
Watch it if your considering dating a computer or even computer games freak...watch out.

Well, yes, I've frequently been heard around complaining about how nothing at all of interest has happened to me since summer has let out.

Now I am here to say different.

Interestingly enough, an ex-relationship of mine exploded in my face yesterday evening, and of course somehow it is all my fault. Yes, he yelled at me and gloated about his new girlfriend and told me that he never like me and he only went out with me because i was so easy.

Ok, lets get one thing straight. I am not easy.

Anyway, by now i really don't care so i'm going 'yes,' and 'uh-huh' as he tells me he does give an inkling about me or how i feel.

One question for ya guys: Why does he feel the need to tell me this if he doesn't care?

The best part about this...something interesting, even of some remote source, has FINALLY happened to me! Kinda scary since i went to bed happy last night. At least i finally have lost my last little qualms about us breaking up.

So do anyone have ANY idea how hard it is to job hunt when you are my age? I see you all out there, making little "agreeing" noises and nodding your heads. Well, I choose to revolt!

Or just...go to another store and try again.

Story of my life, eh?

June 14, 2003

Another long Saturday of veging out. Absolutely perfect. I've managed to build almost this entire website in a day. Well, so far as I have it, at least. I have school in two days. Summer school at the college. Meaning, unlike every other kid my age at summer school, I have to actually work hard and study. pfft.

So. I've decided that I need some more daring friends. Someone who'll go out and have fun with me. Uh, but not too much fun. I have my limits. Still, I need to stretch them and widen my experiences. I am NOT planning on going all through high school and abiding by every rule.

*sigh* Wish me luck.