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Mood:  don't ask
it's broken.

About that...
Mood:  not sure
I apologize for what I said to Sarah, I wasn't thinking very clearly when I sent her that e-mail. It intended to start anything or blame all my problems on her or anyone else for that matter. Sarah really wasn't happy when she replied and it made me cry. I was sitting there thinking, how could I have been so stupid? If I could have taken it back, I would have. If only... I hope that you can forgive me for not wanting to talk about certain things with you, I was unsure of how you would react and I know that I would be telling you those things through tears. Sometimes it feels like things can be better said to Sarah because she knows about it a lot more than I do. Recently, it was kind of a feeling of helplessness and misunderstanding. Nothing really made sense and it all felt scattered away. As I have e-mailed to Sarah, I am stopping what I have been doing. I promise that I won't do it again, or atleast I'll try my damndest. Please don't confront me with it because it won't help. I meant that in the most sincere way possible. Again, not trying to start anything.
Remember that I will always love you, until the day I die. Always and forever... I love you.
Maddie, I know that you wanted to help me, but I really believe I can do it on my own. Yes, I know... Stubborn as an ass.
I love you with everything in me and with a passion greater than I will ever know. My undying love for you grows larger and stronger with every passing day.
I love you and always will,
Your Angel

Mood:  cheeky

  







  

Glittery texts by bigoo.ws

what i couldn't post as a comment
Mood:  flirty
Topic: grrr... stupid computer!
ok, i won't... i'm glad you liked that ...uh... little show. i like ur noddyness, it teases me. tehehe mmmmmmmmm. we miss you and i don't know how much longer the girls can contain themselves, they really do miss you. and by the looks of it, they really want a little tender love and care. well, i hope to see you tonight. if not then, then tomorrow it is. we love you so very much you sexy noddy lil devil!
Love you!
-noddy noddy lil girl ;)

mmmmm
Mood:  amorous
Topic: hmmmm..... interesting
I have to say, that was quite an interesting time we had, wasn't it? I know I probably shouldn't have bared that much skin, but it happened anyway. Even though you said you didn't mind, I still feel bad. Anway... You were quite good... mmmmmm. Ahhh, to reminisce about that lovely Friday afternoon... Well, I suppose I better get going before I am too far gone. lol
I love you my sexy little devil! (so naughty! mmmm)
-sammy

p.s. By the way, thanks for today; I had a very nice time ;) We miss you and are thinking about you... always

Long time no see, eh?
Mood:  chillin'
Topic: what topic?
Wow, it has realyl been a long time since I have written something hasn't it? As I sit here in the Strand household, I wonder.... Should I realyl be using there computer. I am waiting for Jess to get done with Driver's Ed. It's only going to be about another half hour, but until then I decided I would update. Axel is awesome. I find I really like dogs, just like Sheb. She's awesome, and she's really funny when she wants some lovin! lol Maddie.............. Can I tell you something? .............................................................I WUV YOU SOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :) Well, I suppose I should get off before someone gets mad at me. I guess I will talk to you when I get home tomorrow. I love you soooo much my amazing, wonderful, shmexy, cute, silly (and funny!) little muffin boy!!!! :D I love you!
bye bye!!!
-end

I think I need some lovin.....
Mood:  hug me
Now Playing: I Will Always Love You by Whitney Houston
Maddie, I know that I may be as stubborn as an ass, but I hope that you will forgive me for feeling that it's my fault. I can't help but feel that way. Anyway, time to put the past behind us... I will be seeing you tomorrow, hopefully. I can't wait for that day to come. I miss you soooo much! I miss everything about you. I love you with all my heart and all my soul. I will always love you Here's a picture to relfect that...

What fun!!
Mood:  cheeky
Today was a pretty good day, all things considered. Not to mention having the chance to glimpse (and squeeze) an oh so smokin tush. Tighter black concert pants? OW OW!!!! Tehehe! I'm sorry, Maddie. I'll stop.
So overall the day went well and having a certain visual just added to the goodness. lol
Well, gotta go!
I love you sooooo much Maddie. Mein Herz brennt fur dich und meine Seele lebt fur dich! I love you my valiant winged rider!!!
-angel

lalala
Mood:  bright
Topic: hmmm... guess!
I need a hobby, though that idea has nothing to do with what I have been thinking. I suppose that's jsut my random thought of the day. I was waiting, but I don't think I feel like waiting anymore. Unless you come online in the next couple minutes, Maddie, I am afraid I must go. I love you soooooo much my lil muffin-boy!! :) *sigh of... could it be obsession?* LOVE YOU!!!!
-ur lil pengi
*smooch* (so snuggly right now!)

no comment...
Mood:  don't ask
Now Playing: Raven's Land by Voltaire
i am having troubles. and have no fear, it's not because of you, maddie. i just...ache. yes i know boohoo, suck it up. which i should. but its weird. i can softly tickle my arm and it causes an odd achy sensation. (it hurts to wear a bra... lol) strange stuff i tell ya. well anyway.... i am FINALLY updating since the beginning of the year!!! lol it's been quite a while, i will admit. not really anything new to report because since we talk just about every day you know almost all of what goes on with me. yes, i know, almost. lol

maddie? can i snuggle with you on monday? i miss you terribly and being in your arms is sweet bliss. not to mention that your kisses are soft sugary sweetness. every time i look into your eyes i fall in love all over again. i can't wait to see you again. my love for you is perpetual bliss like a never ending ring of fiery passion and love.
i love you my lil muffin-boy
ur lil pengi