what i couldn't post as a comment
Mood:  flirty
Topic: grrr... stupid computer!
ok, i won't... i'm glad you liked that ...uh... little show. i like ur noddyness, it teases me. tehehe mmmmmmmmm. we miss you and i don't know how much longer the girls can contain themselves, they really do miss you. and by the looks of it, they really want a little tender love and care. well, i hope to see you tonight. if not then, then tomorrow it is. we love you so very much you sexy noddy lil devil!
Love you!
-noddy noddy lil girl ;)

mmmmm
Mood:  amorous
Topic: hmmmm..... interesting
I have to say, that was quite an interesting time we had, wasn't it? I know I probably shouldn't have bared that much skin, but it happened anyway. Even though you said you didn't mind, I still feel bad. Anway... You were quite good... mmmmmm. Ahhh, to reminisce about that lovely Friday afternoon... Well, I suppose I better get going before I am too far gone. lol
I love you my sexy little devil! (so naughty! mmmm)
-sammy

p.s. By the way, thanks for today; I had a very nice time ;) We miss you and are thinking about you... always

Long time no see, eh?
Mood:  chillin'
Topic: what topic?
Wow, it has realyl been a long time since I have written something hasn't it? As I sit here in the Strand household, I wonder.... Should I realyl be using there computer. I am waiting for Jess to get done with Driver's Ed. It's only going to be about another half hour, but until then I decided I would update. Axel is awesome. I find I really like dogs, just like Sheb. She's awesome, and she's really funny when she wants some lovin! lol Maddie.............. Can I tell you something? .............................................................I WUV YOU SOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :) Well, I suppose I should get off before someone gets mad at me. I guess I will talk to you when I get home tomorrow. I love you soooo much my amazing, wonderful, shmexy, cute, silly (and funny!) little muffin boy!!!! :D I love you!
bye bye!!!
-end

I think I need some lovin.....
Mood:  hug me
Now Playing: I Will Always Love You by Whitney Houston
Maddie, I know that I may be as stubborn as an ass, but I hope that you will forgive me for feeling that it's my fault. I can't help but feel that way. Anyway, time to put the past behind us... I will be seeing you tomorrow, hopefully. I can't wait for that day to come. I miss you soooo much! I miss everything about you. I love you with all my heart and all my soul. I will always love you Here's a picture to relfect that...

What fun!!
Mood:  cheeky
Today was a pretty good day, all things considered. Not to mention having the chance to glimpse (and squeeze) an oh so smokin tush. Tighter black concert pants? OW OW!!!! Tehehe! I'm sorry, Maddie. I'll stop.
So overall the day went well and having a certain visual just added to the goodness. lol
Well, gotta go!
I love you sooooo much Maddie. Mein Herz brennt fur dich und meine Seele lebt fur dich! I love you my valiant winged rider!!!
-angel

lalala
Mood:  bright
Topic: hmmm... guess!
I need a hobby, though that idea has nothing to do with what I have been thinking. I suppose that's jsut my random thought of the day. I was waiting, but I don't think I feel like waiting anymore. Unless you come online in the next couple minutes, Maddie, I am afraid I must go. I love you soooooo much my lil muffin-boy!! :) *sigh of... could it be obsession?* LOVE YOU!!!!
-ur lil pengi
*smooch* (so snuggly right now!)

no comment...
Mood:  don't ask
Now Playing: Raven's Land by Voltaire
i am having troubles. and have no fear, it's not because of you, maddie. i just...ache. yes i know boohoo, suck it up. which i should. but its weird. i can softly tickle my arm and it causes an odd achy sensation. (it hurts to wear a bra... lol) strange stuff i tell ya. well anyway.... i am FINALLY updating since the beginning of the year!!! lol it's been quite a while, i will admit. not really anything new to report because since we talk just about every day you know almost all of what goes on with me. yes, i know, almost. lol

maddie? can i snuggle with you on monday? i miss you terribly and being in your arms is sweet bliss. not to mention that your kisses are soft sugary sweetness. every time i look into your eyes i fall in love all over again. i can't wait to see you again. my love for you is perpetual bliss like a never ending ring of fiery passion and love.
i love you my lil muffin-boy
ur lil pengi

School starts in... uh... 3 days?!?!?! Wow, that snuck up on me like a snail on grass!!
Mood:  caffeinated
To tell you the truth, I'm not really all that caffeinated, I'm just sorta hyper and not being very skilled with the keyboard right now so this may take a while to type. I had an awesome time up at Bear Lake. But nothing beats being with the one you love! Having the chance to see you again before school starts and before I left was a very good thing. It really doesnt help to mope around while other people are trying to have a little fun. Whether you like or not I am going to call you tonight my love. (wow that sounded kind of commanding now didnt it?) (<--command not intended) Guess what?!?!?! I learned how to ride a dirt bike!!! Well a mini nike but I got to ride an actual dirt bike that same day. I am very happy about that. Although I have to say I am not as skilled in those ways to the point of not being able to tip over, so needless to say I can still flip the 50 over but not the 80!!! I feel so huge on Katie's 50 it's insane!! Well anyway, I just thought I would atleast put something on my blog because I feel like I have been neglecting it, and you. I want you to know that no matter what I will always love you and I am sooooooo happy that I get to see you in three days!!! I can't wait. I don't know about you, but I'm kinda nervous. Well, more so jitters then anything. (like right now my leg is twitching just cuz I have lots of energy and nowhere to put it except for into the keyboard. Well I have to go now. I will talk to you later my love!!
Forever and for always, I love you (my lil muffin boy)!!
ur lil pengi

This picture is cute

Maddie? Be my penguin?

WOW
Mood:  on fire
Topic: holy brightness batman!
Yesterday was such a good day! I got some awesome things from the one I love and a Polaroid of him. :D Tehehe! It's always nice to be able to have a visual during times of sadness and longing. Thank you Maddie for a great time and for being there. You mean sooo much to me. I can't even describe the size of my love and appreciation for you. All I can say is, wow. You turn my world upside down with every "I love you" and shake it up with every touch and kiss. I know that I can't live without you and I hope things never have to be that way. I want to make you happy every minute of every day and every night. Forever and for always, I love you!