happy 3 months james <3
i love you james i love you james...
I LOVE YOU JAMES!!
haha.. yeah i'm bored. i can say it all i want.. still wont be enough.. lol that's how much i love him ^_^ anywho.. me so bored! x_x
lalalla.. today we had some kind of strange lunch-get-together at my house.... lasted till 5p.. i was hoping to go to the movies with james er something since it's our 3m.. OH WELL
my mom got mad at me today. well several time actually. first, i was programming the radio stations in her new car then i was bored so i started the engine.. then i stopped it, closed the car then went back in.. then everyone looked at me like i was crazy and my mom was like "WHAT DID YOU DO?! DON'T DO THAT!! YOU'RE NOT ALLOWED TO DO THAT!!" then gave me a mad dog look.. and everyone else in the house.. then i said "i wasn't gonna go anywhere.." then she was like "i don't care.." and i think everyone else got mad.. so i just went upstairs.. play video games all day since i was bored like woahhhhhahh, yuupp..
i wanted to go to the movies mann.. "/ -sigh- oh wells. there's always another time right? ... doubt it. not allowed to go out anyway. -dies-

--elise

why am i being treated like this?!
today is soo fu--..freaking off..
my mom makes me do all the chores in the freaking house..
((vacuum the upstairs AND downstairs, laundry, fix the guestroom, bring towels up, take shi-..stuff out of the guestroom closet and put it IN MY ROOM.. there's more but i dont feel like listing))
then they have the nerve to call me LAZY and say that i do NOTIHNG and that i USE THE COMPUTER ALL DAY. man.. this is why i'm starting to slack off in school.. my grades WERE good and now they're really slipping.. slipping down a steep slope.
it's funny i've alreayd thought of running away... and.... suicide.... i've never said anything about this.. i know someone would get mad.. like amanda. YOU CARE FOR ME SO MUCH that i couldn't just leave you like this. and james.. i dont know what'd i do if i ever lost him.. probably just lose myself. no one cares for me as much as all my buddies do :) they're like some kind of 'family' i'll never have.. or feel.. "/
-sigh-

--elise

hm...
well today my cousins and 'nephew' come in.. i wonder what time they're coming? prolly in a few minutes lol. :P
anywho..
my stomach hurts.. "/ oh well. JUST 14 MORE DAYS TILL CHICAGO TRIP! and the bad thing is that i haven't switched my instrument yet.. i dont even know if i'm gonna be taking that test for orchestra on the monday we get back.. :( that sucks major ass butt.. lol can't cuss.. :|
wha-chaaaaaaa.. *is bored*
well i the only interesting things i did today was wake up, brush my teeth, change, eat, get online and upload a new song for my xanga. :| wow how exciting [as how don would say.. that's so annoying lol xP]
well i do this thing later.. i guess?

--elise

what am i feeling?
yay! my 'nephew' is coming down here tomorrow! i'm supposed to be asleep right now but i dont know why i'm not.. oh well. i gotta clean the house and make the bed for them..
man.. being at home pisses me off.. everyone is always mad at me.. -sigh-
that entry amanda put in her little site thingy just made my day :) i just love her to death. i can't belive james is her fave. haha and i love him too! :D
gosh i don't know what i'd do without amanda.. she's like that sister i will never have. -sigh-
this year isn't really going good for me.. i dont know why.. the only thing that i know that makes me happy is james..
i'll never care for anyone as much as i care for those two. :D i'm actually happy when i'm with those two
i hate it when i'm with my family. they always put me down. it's sad.. and i feel like i have very few that care about me.. then on my birthday i didn't realize so many people knew my bday.. thought they didn't care.. well that's it for now..
*nights*

-- elise

SPRING BREAK BABY!!
wee it's spring break!
i wonder why i made this lol.. haha i guess cuz i got bored? oh well..
my bday and party was pretty badass.. not as badass as the other ones though.. last year was crazzzy!
dorothy caked me.. haha *memories*
lalala.. woo.. man i dont know how to use this crazy thing.. lol
wells wells i'm out
-- elise
i <3 james