UHM !! dunno xD just pretty bored :( that sucks.. had this chinese test.. kinda did bad xD and i fell asleep during social while we watched this video =T oh and uhh going to banff on friday ~

Mood:  lazy
Now Playing: my song - get lost / TheBreeze-WhatCanIDo
bah im so tired and bored :( well i hope my song works for now :D and i dont get banned on angelfire again.. LOL ! im so stupid :) welp that's it for today or right now i'll probably update later today hahahaa . cause right now im feeling reallly lazy =X here's something to read : You & me... blah those words tears my heart apart , those words can never happen to us , cause only saying " i love you " or thinking " you and me " or even believeing " forever and ever " will not make it through the hard times of love and the loneliness i feel everyday , it's just stupid... ;; forever? nahh but maybe for a while cause now i'm starting to sink to the bottom and think that nothing is forever . cause you know what? everything , that happened to me never stayed forever , nothing that all..... even though i tried so damn hard to keep it that way and last forever , my heart told me that it was useless but i didnt give up , i kept on trying but now i think it's so stupid and childish of me cause in the end it was all ; only my effort and my pain and my believeing that got trashed and thrown out... " one sided " -jWang My Song