Listenin to music -n- thinkin bout you
Mood:  crushed out
Now Playing: Honest Mistake
I am sitting here at this bright screen wanting to tell u all bout me and what i am all about, but tonight it's all i can do not to think about him:<( I dunno when the guy will ever come around..when I will meet a great guy that thinks im great also...I think I have...but then there are so many second thoughts...I just dunno if its right or not. We tried it once And I moved on really quick but then I came back around and finally relized how much I wanted him. I am not shur which is right adn if I should go one way or the other...It's like im torn between to things one is fine adn one seems fine I know what I will get if I go with "fine" the same old same which is alone...bt myself...and if I go for what seems fine...I dont know what I will get and I think that is scary because im am so used to knowing what is gonna happen and what I want and I have finally came to the decision that I dunno what I want anymore I am always so lost... But I am gonna keep thinking about this and try to figure this thing out b4 summers up ;) goodnities