Some times I wonder how things will work out in the end. Most the time I believe its happily ever after. But others.. I just don't know. I think for once in my life everything will work out okay. But I guess I was wrong. Deep down I know my boyfriend loves me. But they say words don't mean anything unless it's proven to you. 'I love you'.. that is so easy to say.. but to mean it and prove it is another thing. He use to prove to me that he loved me. But frankly.. he hasn't in so long. It hurts. It hurts to think maybe he doesn't really love me. Specially, when I can look @ my life and I can't picture it with out him. He's my other half. He completes me. I know I couldn't go on with out him. He helps me through life. He may not realize it but he does. I wish he could just look @ things and our relationship the way I do and then maybe he'd understand how I feel. But I know he can't. I just don't know...