We moved today from 12:30-3:30ish...It really sucks... the rooms are sooo fucking small! Imma bust a cap.. muahahaha. jking. but for reals... the rooms are so small, and I'm not even done unpacking yet.. GRrRRrRrrrrr bye kelly deli.

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I forgot one more thing... My mom emailed me today and it was the silliest email..

"i need to order pizza hut,, please let me khnow your name and pw, please hurry i am very hungry , there is no food at home"

lmao. silly Mommmy.

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Yesterday, there was a moment were I felt really irritated...ridiculously so. I mean EVERY chem recitation we have this stupid sign-in sheet that we have to sign and it someone has a weird way of snaking around the group. AND EVERY fucking class, they miss me...and some how skip me. It makes me feel so insignificant and I hate it. I feel invisible and the only other time I felt that way was 11th grade, but by then I wanted to. That was my goal. This year...the feeling is coming back but it was unintentional, so I felt like shit. Okay well today... all of us were pissed at Chris and we really did treat him like shit and I honestly did feel bad.... so I told them to turn it down a little when he went away... but I could tell Chris was already hurt and got really defensive...

Well. just read -_-

ChrisPoon915 (8:24:23 PM): i m sorry abt i was being mean today,
ChrisPoon915 (8:24:38 PM): i dont mean that, but guess wht, in this project
ChrisPoon915 (8:24:56 PM): I'm not the one that who assign tha project topic
ChrisPoon915 (8:25:21 PM): i m the one who give u guys the idea,
J88N (8:26:30 PM): chris dont even worry about it...today was just a tense day..finals are coming ppl are worried about everything right now.. just make sure u get what you need done
ChrisPoon915 (8:30:38 PM): well, juz wanna say that
ChrisPoon915 (8:31:19 PM): i dont want to hear anything abt like our project is impossible to do or anything
J88N (8:31:42 PM): i cacn't do anything about that
J88N (8:31:45 PM): i dont ctrl what they say
J88N (8:31:48 PM): but i agree
ChrisPoon915 (8:33:16 PM): i hate that so much, Jess F said that's ,y freaking idea, well, do i assign that without acknowledge u guys, and actually, I did nothin abt the registration
J88N (8:34:29 PM): you are the one who wanted the idea
J88N (8:34:35 PM): and wouldnt listen to any other idea chris
J88N (8:34:44 PM): and she kept saying we can't doing
J88N (8:34:49 PM): all she is saying is that she was right
J88N (8:34:58 PM): but come on... we have to just dropp it
J88N (8:35:01 PM): and get stuff done
ChrisPoon915 (8:35:10 PM): i did say i want that
ChrisPoon915 (8:35:17 PM): but u know, and she know that
ChrisPoon915 (8:35:24 PM): the idea she wants
ChrisPoon915 (8:35:33 PM): is actually using in another university
ChrisPoon915 (8:35:37 PM): what the freak
J88N (8:35:43 PM): that was my idea chris
ChrisPoon915 (8:35:49 PM): he want that
ChrisPoon915 (8:35:52 PM): i mean she*
ChrisPoon915 (8:36:06 PM): also,
J88N (8:36:15 PM): it doesnt matter chris
ChrisPoon915 (8:36:20 PM): u know wht,
J88N (8:36:34 PM): we just need to keep going
J88N (8:36:40 PM): we can't be bothered with the past
J88N (8:36:41 PM): seriously
ChrisPoon915 (8:36:50 PM): i know
ChrisPoon915 (8:36:58 PM): that's why i m talkin to u
ChrisPoon915 (8:37:02 PM): i m pissed today,
ChrisPoon915 (8:37:20 PM): because we are all here, but we wasnt doin anything
J88N (8:37:21 PM): i know but u have to realize... i can't do anything to change it though
J88N (8:37:29 PM): chris we're stressed out
J88N (8:37:42 PM): you have NO idea how any of us feel
J88N (8:37:48 PM): jessica is going through A LOT
J88N (8:37:54 PM): ill try to talk to her
J88N (8:38:01 PM): we'll do what we can...
ChrisPoon915 (8:38:24 PM): arh..... u know how frustrated
ChrisPoon915 (8:39:03 PM): i wanna do my essay tonite, i wanna get out of school earlier, but, I dont know,
J88N (8:39:19 PM): chris try to do that okay
J88N (8:39:25 PM): just try to get the sketch done
ChrisPoon915 (8:39:32 PM): ok, i will,
J88N (8:39:32 PM): i have to pack my stuff for the move and get my lab done
ChrisPoon915 (8:39:39 PM): alrite

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So basically... comparitively speaking, this wasn't a BAD day. However.... it still isn't fantastic-o because I have so much things stressing me the fuck out and piss me the fuck off. Just to name a few....

.english Project
.engineering Project
.registration (DUE ON FRIGGIN WEDNESDAY)
.passing my classes
.seannnnnnn<3 + spring break =]

Specifically today, Chris is pissing me off... he is trying to make a group meeting for tomorrow when I can't make it... and its sort of a friggin slap in the face. He said it's okay if I'm not there....O_O not really. We should just make it wednesday when everyone can make it. It's been wednesday for the last couple of weeks. It shouldnt be a problem. He keeps bitching about me to everyone... saying how I'm not doing my part... and he didn't even contribute to the pds or proposal -_-. Team captain only writes emails and forwards them.. and I've done that... everything else is a collaborative effort. I try to do more and more so he'll shut his friggin face, but nahhh. So basically tomorrow we're going to figure out when the meeting is... and I seriously hope it's NOT tmr night because he makes me go grrrrrr. And the thing is.... I think think he's a nice guy, just right now....irritating as hell. =/

Okay, to something that will make me happy (sean not-included). HEROESSSSSSSSSS. wayyy fucking good!!! muahahaha. But.... I have to wait till APRIL 23RD!!!! wtf. @#$#$^G$%&^%Y$%TTWEG^

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