Topic: Introspection
(1998)
You touch me
I squirm
Your softness tickles my skin
setting my nerves aflame
Searing my muscles with
spasms... beyond enduring
Such pain!
Please... (Please stop.)
A Pensieve of Poetry
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Thursday, 18 February 2016
Ticklish
Topic: Introspection (1998)
You touch me I squirm
Your softness tickles my skin setting my nerves aflame
Searing my muscles with spasms... beyond enduring
Such pain! Please... (Please stop.)
Silence
Topic: Introspection (Started in 1994, completed in 2003)
silence cycles of a repertoir of words, cutting quips, nothing original, new.
silence defying time, change, situations remain the same, in this stagnant pool of
ideas like convection currents the same to and fro of echange recycled by old voices cut down by the same tired replies.
silence dull players strut like fools, awaiting Godot beyond, all caring knowing.
silence trapped like a recursively looping drama while the plot sickens... no, end.
The Rock
Topic: Introspection (1995, a haunting dream at a time of spiritual crisis)
I am the Rock, on which a Church has foundered, and I long once more for the simplicity of fishing, for all that I built, in the name of Jesus has collapsed with corruption and guilt.
Oh Father forgive me this sad and pitiful tragedy, I knew not what I did.
I am the rock on which damnation grows, leading my people, like lambs to slaughter: I watch them sacrifice each other through senssless conflict, bitter war...
Oh wretched am I, my lord, beholding such pointless pain, they know not what the do...
Holding in vain your name, my God holding your name in disdain. Oh release me from this suffering my beloved, my hope. Give them a new Great Name.
The Losing of Power
Topic: Introspection (1992. after a visit to Hobson's Park, Traralgon, Vic. Aust.)
Its been a long time since I put pen to paper in a maner most lyric, nor have I placed well chosen words
about some idle thought; yet I find moreover, that I'm at a loss to extol the beauties, or troubles I find... for I've lost the power of words.
I've lost that sense of raw emotion, hanging on words of strength; the cutting quip; the vulger verse: that portrays so well that, "tabloid of the taboo;" I no longer feel the passion, which words describe... (I feel such loss as helpless)
This loss of words, like a loss of limbs, or a nose: cut to spite some face... events now misplaced, and uncertain in history...
...and I seek to write of the call of the Currawong, telling of the comming rain; the clicking of Cicada: along some Anzac Boulevard busy with Saturday traffic; and of the affairs of my heart, as they swing, back from dreams of joy, and forth to shattered hope... still!
...but my words have lost their power, their sense of rightness, and I sit, forlorn at the loss, lamenting their loss.
Long May You Dream
Topic: Introspection (1990. After a particularly savage nightmare, the opening dedication for the book, "Wake in Fright" readily came to mind.)
Night encroaches on me now. This twilight quickly fading and with it, my last hopes, and aspirations...
It's a straless night; again no moon or street light, only the glow, of an ever darkening nightmare, drawing near.
Black on black, with shades of coal-black shadows, blotting out and smothering the dimness in my soul.
My screams, fall on deaf ears: ears that wear dark glasses over blind eyes; Screams, roaring from a tongueless mouth...
"Lay waste the land! lay bear the heart! lay low this indecisive bastard! lay waste.. lay down... lay... ..."
Night passes on, leaving now a devilish dawn, glówéríng over bitter tears... waking me in startled fright.
Images
Topic: Introspection Reflection A hidden lie The mirror of eyes
Fragmented thought A shattered ego The world watching one man
Glowing moon A shimering outline The twighlight fast fading
Images cast A stary sky The shadows devour me
: A quivering flame on a wax candle.
Harken to the rain
Topic: Introspection (Started in 1988, completed in 1994)
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Final Rest
Topic: Introspection (1990, for Michelle R. – Snow White meets Sleeping Beauty and Juliet)
It was cold outside.
The wind howled through the snowgums and blew its way into your heart;
I found you lying there.
In a coffin of ice, glistening in the sun;
I reached out, disparing to see you lying so still...
(And so far from my embrace)
It wás yóur happiness I sought... My dear Princess... Mute indifferencewas all I found;
...so I lay me down, beside you on the frigid ground And there, at last found peace.
Silent Words
Topic: Introspection (1987, in a half built house lit by a kerosene Lamp. No power, sewage, water. Daylesford, Vic. Aust.)
Silent Words, march endlessly, across my mind;
They are an undercurrent, flowing beneath my thoughts, occasionally surfacing, in quiet times, when foremost thoughts, seek the background of my conscience;
A my senses swim:
patterns of white lines on black, are etched beneath ,y eyelids, my mind is numbed by constant pain somewhere in the top of my head;
'And music bubbles unbidden from the depths of memory...
sounds storm my senses, making mindless impressions, competing for my attention;
'And information continues to expand: a useless, billowing fountain...
All is intense as though a crashing wave were resounding in an icy fjord;
I am sinking!
loosing sight of all my goals, in the dark, murky depths, of another uncharted...
depression...
Desolation
Topic: Introspection (The Rose Garden, Monash Gippsland - GIAE, Churchill, Vic. Aust. A Sunny Day. 1989)
lay waste the land as far as the eye can see with drough and barrenness... that I might fill this empty hollow that gnaws like hunger deep inside of me!
löay bear the heart of this world so callous and spatter its life blood... like volcanic acne upon some face, that I might find solace... in such pain!
'for little of Man can fill this wound that festers and grows like a vacuum in my soul ––– tearing me apart so completey ––– my nerves shatterd and still!
lay wast the land that I might watch another's death throes ––– their rending apart a testimony to every hell that I might live, because I'm still alive!
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