Loser
Author: Raine
Paring: implied Craig Parker/Orlando Bloom; implied Harry Sinclair/Orlando Bloom; eventually Viggo Mortensen/Sean Bean/Orlando Bloom
Rating: R - NC-17
Summary: Orlando gets fucked over by a sadistic person, can his two friends help heal him?
Authors Notes: The song Loser by 3 Doors Down inspired this. Angst, implied rape, OM/FC's, and hopefully a happy ending.
Disclaimer: Don't own them, don't claim to. Don't know their true sexual orentation, and don't claim to. Just borrowed them for my twisted mind to play with. :) Also, I'm not a doctor, and I don't claim to be one.
That night, they went to their bar. Rudy was there. When he saw the three come in, he stood and moved to them. He grinned at Viggo's hand, which got another scowl.
Orli grabbed Viggo's left hand, and led him close to the jukebox. Viggo leaned against the wall near it. Orlando promptly began dancing for him. He kept his movements slow, and graceful. The young man was smiling, trying to get Viggo's attention off his hand.
Sean and Rudy, moved to the usual table, and sat down. Rudy studied Viggo and Orli. He didn't miss when Viggo started giving Orli, a very predatory grin.
His booming voice was softened, as he spoke to Sean. "Seems like a lot happened after I left that night." It wasn't a question.
"Yes. Orli was afraid we were going to walk out of his life. We all came to realize that we love each other. Orli called all of his friends and family, talking to them. He told them everything personally. I think that helped him a lot. We took him to the doctor's today. He has some minor scar damage. We have to wait to see how the blood tests come out."
"I hope those blood tests come out alright. It's about time though."
Sean looked startled, and looked to Rudy. "About time, for what exactly?"
"That the three of you, admitted you loved each other."
Now Sean looked shocked. "You Knew?"
"I've known it for awhile now. It was pretty obvious."
"Why didn't you say anything?"
Rudy grinned. "It wasn't my place to say. It was something you all had to figure out, yourselves."
"Oh." It's all Sean could think of to say. He watched Orli, and Viggo. Viggo was now shadowing Orli's movements, on the floor. Viggo was pressed against Orli's back as they both moved to the music. It looked more like a mating ritual, than a dance. The movements were slow and deliberate. Orli's face was flushed, Viggo's eyes were intently watching the form in front of him. His good hand was wrapped around the younger man's waist.
Rudy was also watching, and smiling. "They move well together."
"Yeah, they do. This, doesn't bother you?"
"No, why should it? Orli's like a son to me, and you two are good friends. A father wants to see his child happy. This is what makes him happy, so I'm happy."
"Thank you."
"No need to thank me, Sean. I've seen the love there. It's a special thing. There is no reason to be afraid of it, or to be ashamed of it."
"I'm not ashamed, I'm scared. Viggo knows. I'm not sure about Orli. I know it will be ok. I just get to tell my ex-wives, and my daughters."
"It will be ok, Sean. They'll understand. If they truly care about you, they won't have any problems with this."
"I know. I'll talk to them tomorrow."
"Good." Rudy smiled, noting that Viggo and Orli were walking over to their table. Orli was still flushed, and Viggo's eyes were dark. Viggo sat down, while Orli gave Rudy a hug.
"Hey, Rudy."
"Hello, Orlando. You're looking much better tonight. Sean told me about the doctors. I'm glad you went."
"I'm glad I went too. It took a lot off my mind."
"I can imagine, young one. Take a seat. Hello Viggo."
"Hi, Rudy. How are you fairing tonight?
"I'm doing great. I followed Harry and Grayson. They left town tonight. I don't think they'll be much of a problem, now."
"Thanks, I'm glad they left. It would suck to have to kick their asses again, before my hand healed." A slight rueful grin.
"That it would. I don't think any of you have to worry."
The waitress brought over all of their usual drinks. She didn't even wait for them to order, she didn't have to. Sitting them down, she discreetly left, leaving them alone.
Orlando sat down after the waitress left. Picking up his drink, he sipped it slowly. He let the other three men talk, while his mind wandered. He had to wonder what the Hobbits would think of him now. The last time he got drunk, was the night before Viggo came to his hotel room. He didn't party any more. He didn't like being surrounded by that many strangers. Too many bad memories. He preferred quiet nights, or on occasion the quiet pub.
Maybe he should see a head shrinker. He felt better inside and out, but somehow something would come back. He knew deep down, things weren't completely over. That he wasn't fully healed. He just wasn't sure he was able to take such a big step. Talking about those things with a perfect stranger. Sean and Viggo wouldn't be at his side then.
He missed the question that was directed his way, until Viggo laid a hand on his shoulder. Startled, he jerked a little, and turned his head. "Hmm?"
"Are you okay? You got quiet, and distant for a moment."
"I'm fine." One of those Orli-melt smiles. "I was just thinking about something."
Sean glanced over, frowning faintly. "I hope nothing bad."
"No. Just wondering what the Hobbits would think, if they knew I didn't go out and party like I used to."
That got a huge grin from Sean. "We'd have to call an ambulance for them. They would all pass out from shock."
This got a round of laughter around the table. Even Rudy was chuckling. He'd been told all about the adventures of Hobbits and Elf. All of the jokes, the dares, and the late nights. He wondered how they had survived, with the filming on top of it all.
Rudy's voice cut through the laughter, a slight twinkle in his eyes. "I think I'd like to meet the rest of this fellowship, of yours."
Viggo chuckled softly. "Only if you want a massive migraine the next morning."
Orli sniffed, in mock hurt and anger. "What about you old farts? Always sitting around and discussing things. Never learned how to have any fun."
Sean started laughing. "What, Ian coming on set wearing that horrid red teddy, wasn't adventurous enough for you?"
Viggo shook his head, muttering darkly. "I missed that."
Orli made a huge face. "Someone should tell that man, that red is just not his color, and that stiletto heels don't look with his legs" Shudders slightly, closing his eyes. "Thanks Sean, I had almost forgotten about that. Now I really need therapy."
Rudy looked confused. "Ian?"
Sean was laughing too hard to answer. Orli was shuddering in disgust, and downing the rest of his drink. Viggo looked up at Rudy, and smirked faintly. "Sir Ian McKellen, he played Gandalf."
"Hasn't he done a lot of Shakespearian works?"
"Yeah, though I think mostly for TV. Not sure fully on that. He also did Magneto, in the X-Men movie. I think he wrapped up work on the sequel, not too long ago. I think, don't quote me on that."
Rudy chuckled, trying to wrap his mind around the image in his head. A tall skinny old guy in a red teddy and stiletto heels. "Oh god, I hope no pubic hair was showing."
Three heads hit the table with laughter. The whole table shook with the force of it. Orli was lightly banging his head on it, trying to clear that image. Sean was hiccuping, and Viggo just couldn't stop laughing.
Orli stood up and moved to the bar, muttering something about needing another drink. He was still laughing, though not as hard. Sean lifted up to try to take a sip of his, to calm his hiccups. He ended up spilling more on himself than he drank. Viggo tried to offer him a napkin, but dropped it into what was left of Sean's drink. Closing his eyes, he tried to gain some composure.
Rudy just watched them amused. "I think I'm developing a migraine, just trying to picture that. I see the hazard in meeting them all, but I would still like to someday. I need to get going though. I'll give you a call in a couple of days, I'm heading out of town."
Viggo nodded, barely composed. "Be careful. We'll be around. Maybe, we'll try to get the fellowship together soon."
"I'd like that. I'll talk to you all soon." Giving Sean and Viggo a smile, he moved over to the bar. Enveloping Orlando into a hug, he whispered something to him. Orli returned the hug, and nodded. Rudy then left the club.
Sean waved to him, but wasn't able to say much. He was still hiccuping too hard. Orlando made his way back over to the table, carrying a shot glass. Once sitting he drank it quickly, and shook his head.
"Are we sure introducing Rudy to the rest, is a good idea. He might give some of the others, some really bad ideas."
Sean managed to gasp out, between hiccups, "We can only hope".
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The car ride home, was filled with sexual tension between Orlando and Viggo. Sean was just tense. He'd never even kissed a guy, but he knew he loved them. He just wasn't sure he was quite ready for anything beyond what they already had.
He was quiet on the ride home, while Viggo and Orli talked quietly about something or another. This time he had his forehead pressed to the window, staring out as the scenery flew by. He wondered if he could love them, without getting sexual with them? No, he wanted to eventually. He just wasn't ready yet.
"Sean?" Viggo's voice broke though his musings.
"Hmm?" He jerked his head up, looking back at Viggo. Orli was driving for once.
"Are you okay?"
"Yeah, no... I guess."
"That's real decisive."
"Sorry, I was just thinking."
"About what?" Orlando broke into the conversation.
"Us. Sex. Everything. Can it wait until we get home?"
Viggo and Orli exchanged glances in the rear view mirror, as Viggo and Sean has done many times before. They gave a worried glance towards Sean, but nodded. Sean didn't even notice they were pulling up the drive.
"No problem, we're here." Orli grinned, and parked the car, shutting it off.
"Oh." It was the only response that Sean gave, before sliding out of the vehicle.
Viggo and Orli followed, heading up towards the house. Sean stopped on the porch, and leaned over the railing. The other two stepped up behind him, and wrapped their arms around him. Just as it usually was, comforting and supportive.
The silence stretched on, as Sean tried to put his thoughts in order. Neither man pressed him. They just held him, taking in the night air. Finally gathering courage from the, he began to talk.
"I'm scared. Really scared. I do love you both, and I think I've known that for awhile. I've never been with a man. Never kissed a man. Never had any thoughts towards being with one. I know by watching you two tonight, that its going to be soon. I can feel and see the need in your eyes. I'm not ready for that step. Not yet."
Sean lowered his head, eyes closing. The arms around him tightened. He felt Orli's head on his shoulder. They often comforted each other, this way. Viggo kissed his cheek, as they both contemplated what they were told.
Orli was the first to speak though. "Then we wait. We stay as we are. Maybe add a few kisses here and there. Move on to touches later. No one said it had to be now. I'm still scared myself. This way we can all get used to this, and we can all find a mutual time. When we are all ready.
"Sounds like a perfect idea to me." Viggo's voice was soft and gentle. "No one wants to push things. We don't want to hurt you, and the two of us don't want to hurt Orli."
Sean turned in their arms, and laid his head against the two men. He shivered, and nodded. "I feel like a total prat for even having these concerns. I trust you both. I love you both."
They turned and led Sean inside the house. Moving to the couch, they all curled up on it against each other. Orli silently began working on a plan to get Sean more used to the idea. He fell asleep between the two, a smile on his face.
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Orlando told Viggo his plan, one morning when Sean was sleeping late. He told him how he planned to encourage, not push. Viggo listened to the carefully thought out plan. Orli had spent a long time on this.
"It sounds like a good idea. Are you sure you're ready though?"
"I figure it will still take a few weeks. My body's ready, Vig. I'm not sure about my mind, even as much as I want and need this. I think I'm going to call Dr. Jensen, and have her suggest a therapist, or something. I'm not sure I can face a stranger about this, but I need to fully move on. I just wish I could have both of you there."
"Maybe we can schedule a group session now and then. I'm sure we'd all benefit from it. Sean and I are still very angry over what happened to you. It would help us all deal with it better."
"Do you think Sean would agree?"
"Yeah, I think he would." Viggo smiled, and pressed his lips to Orli's forehead. "Why don't you give Dr. Jensen a call? I'll get sleepy head up."
"Alright." Orli moved to the living room. Taking a card from the end table, he dialed the number.
Viggo moved silently to the bedroom. Smirking, he jumped onto the bed, landing very close to Sean. Sean mumbled something and turned over. Viggo began bouncing on the bed. That got a muffled groan, and a pillow pulled over the mostly asleep body.
"Orli, quit it. I just want to sleep a little longer."
"I'm not Orli." The voice was deliberately lowered, and husky.
It took the half-asleep man a few moments to process this information, then groaned slightly again. "Vig?"
"Yeah."
That husky voice was near his ear. Sean shivered, and closed his eyes tighter. Viggo had managed to somehow worm his face under the pillow he gripped tightly. What was that? That felt like...yes, it definitely was. Firm lips brushing his earlobe very softly.
Another soft brush of lips against his earlobe, and that husky whisper again. "Wake up, Sean."
"I don't think I want to." Sean turned his head towards Viggo's, eyes still closed. Another shiver ran through is body, as those lips brushed across his. It was fleeting, soft, gentle, and Sean found he wanted another.
Lips pressed against his again. Just slightly slanted, full lip on lip. They held his for just a moment, before pulling away. Sean shivered again, giving a soft whimper as they pulled away. Viggo just chuckled softly, and pulled the pillow away from Sean's face."
"Come on, Sean. Orli has some news, I think. Oh, and there's some tea waiting for you.
Sean's body hummed with something new. Desire? He wasn't sure. Pushing himself up, he sat on the edge of the bed for a moment. The kisses had been chaste, but he found he liked them, and he found yet again that he wanted more. A lot more.
Sean stood up, mumbling something again. Viggo just chuckled and slid off the bed. Wrapping one arm round Sean, he lead Sean to the kitchen. Orli was seated back at the table. He looked up with an amused smirk, watching them.
"Sleeping beauty here, didn't want to get up."
Sean mumbled something rude, and tried to lightly hit Viggo, missing completely. Sliding out of the other man's grasp, he stumbled to the teapot. "Who made this?"
Orlando was laughing, and shaking his head. "I did, you know Americans and tea. They couldn't brew it right, if their lives depended on it."
"Good." Sean poured himself a cup and stood leaning against the stove, as he sipped it.
Viggo just glared at the both of them. Sean wasn't noticing. He was still sleep dazed. Orli was laughing softly. He found himself amused by the two older men.
Orli and Viggo implemented the "Drive Sean insane with lust" plan. Both men would take to brushing against him, kissing him at odd times. Orli would pull him into a dance while Viggo watched smirking. It was all done very innocently, or so Sean thought. He was going crazy. He found himself wanting them more and more, as his mind and body warred.
Orlando began counselling sessions. They had a group session once a week. As time went on, the demons that tortured Orli began to fade some. Though the group sessions anger and frustration was worked out. Through these sessions, they also began working out the relationship. The feelings they had, working past stereotypes that they might face.
Their therapist was a wonder. A petite woman, who seemed to have a huge amount inner strength, despite her quiet voice. Sean found the strength to tell his ex-wives, and daughters everything. Viggo didn't have any problems telling his ex, or his son. He knew they wouldn't have a problem with it. Orli told his mom and sis.
Bruises faded, and bones healed. Orlando's tests came back negative, thank goodness. They held a huge gathering of mum and sis, ex-wives and children. They all got to meet each other, and get to know each other. Despite reservations, everyone was pretty supportive. Only one of Sean's ex-wives had an problems. Though she came to some small understanding, when all the other women attacked her.
Next came telling the fellowship. Ian was thrilled. Said something about it being "about bloody damn time". The rest were really supportive. They were promised a reunion soon. They'd set a date and have everyone over.
Things got more heated between the three slowly. Sean was willingly kissing and touching them both. Touches gave way to caresses, and making out. Still, the line never crossed into sex. Of course that led to three constantly horny men, and a lot of cold showers. Each was afraid to make the first move across that line. No one wanted to hurt or force the others.
Part 7
