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new article 1/22/2012 There are goals, aspirations, appointments, projects. The actual external reality is that the body only exists in the present. Just as the water flowing i the river as perceived as the rivers water, each stage of life has passed and no longer exists. The major plan is the goal as the plans to achieve the goal. The Macro. The means to achieve our goal will need to be re planed the Micros. Its said that the mind has so many desires plans and memories that really as they are a big part of the learning and experience that it really has no factual existence outside of the imagination. These things can be verified on the external platform to bring them to existence. The creative process. Peter was telling me about germany, he said I woulod really like it. There were all these story book meadows and stone bridges and stuff. They went to these cottages that were taverns. Peter and Hightower hung out since the first grade, and were stationed in Germany when they were in the army and Amon was there to. He said they had an apt off of Van Nuys blvd when they got out. Peter was telling me when they stole these leprechauns from Danny Thomas's front yard and Danny Thomas chased them. Danny Thomas used to live in the area as well as Billy Barty lived over by the church on Van Owen were Madison is. So they get in the front door and his dad says he likes their leprechauns and Danny Thomas was siting right there on their couch. he used to tell me all kinds of stuff. It was all this crazy stuff, the rent wasnt worth for what I got. I slept on the floor in the living room and he woke me up all night long to got to the store and get him beer and to get him some beers form the fridge cause he coulnet walk to get it he was so drunk and sick. He called me up 3 months later after I moved out and he wanted the 300 dollars for the rent when I moved out in the middle of the month on like the 17th so I think if he gets anything he only get 150. He made threats on my voice mail which I recorded and he said I didn't have his number but he has mine but his number was in my caller id. So I called him back and he kept saying to call back in 5 min and what part of call him back in 5 min didn't I understand. So I changed my voice mail greeting with his number provided and when he called again he hung up and I figure he checked his number and called back and hung up this time his caller id was blocked. He all of the suden says somtjhing like, "We're in the midst of a global crises and we playing whats hip and cool. Do you want the first african american president, or the first woman american president". He used to deliver news papers on his bike. When he would go to the door to collect the monthly payments they would say its a throw awya paper, so he told them he would throw it away for them. The said no no I want the paper, so pay me then. No its a throw away paper, so I'll throw it way for ya. they would pay him and say allright, now beat it. We live in a completely artificial environment. Our education was faulty as what we were educated in. Including what we should eat. Completely un natural and not the way humans were intended to live. Clearly GMO's are not safe and causes damage to our genes for one thing. I saw chickens with 4 feet and read about turkeys that cant stand up right cause of a very large breast. I read about a fast food chain that grows what at one time used to be a chicken that is mass produced and tube feed. For the benefit of human kind, we have mapped as well of beneficially altered for an improved upon life form and product all life forms, feathered, aquatic, plant, as well as mammal. We have only mapped human as the purposeful alteration are performed by the individual by breathing our genetic alter air as we have supplied one more atom to the oxygen hydrogen alteration. Oxygen oxygenates the blood transforms to hydrogen mixed with a chemical combination of other gmo specific to the product the individual has assumed a taste and habit for as the ingredients as well as gmo altered crops and flesh provided life forms extra legs, arms, larger body parts specific to market demand. No longer is man and woman human as we now own the genetic rights to your body and mind as you belong to us as we assume fit to dispense. Make no mistake about it, there is no longer any need for waste products as these are collected by us as well the rightfull owner that it has been provided that man will eliminate a varity of fruit products and urinate the consitsantcy of vegtable juice for our disstribution back to the consumer. corporations were created to get responsible party's off the hook, especially for the decisions of others in their company. People hiding behind corporate identity no one responsible for the actions of the corporations and they dump stuff and cause injury pay class action law suits. The only things as the rights and privileges of an entity then who should be prosecuted as that also takes place to entity's who act unresponsively. A corporation is created under the laws of a state as a separate legal entity that has privileges and liabilities that are distinct from those of its members http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Corporation So you didn't think these things are taking place or you heard it can be done, or that they are doing modifications that would be safe and natural. To what extent to the degree that a living species actual is no longer present due to the genetic modifications taking place. Then to top it off is that is for human consumption, mass produced, obviously a profit margin. Seems there's a lot of issues, many of these have actually been going on for a while already just escalating, be careful, selective, and free your mind. Concentration is a great commodity. Virtues, voluntary austerity, hold strong. I wonder about the worker level that is more local to the actual performance of duties. If employees are threatened with their job security or worse if they don't do things like dump stuff in the river and release stuff that is not safe or hasn't been sufficiently tested. I remember the 70's that nuclear employees were poisoned with radio active plutonium planted in the carpet and stuff. The wiki article suggests that at one time it was suggested that a corporation have and "ego" that would be some tangible. They are buying and manipulating politicians ever see this, they do a profile on corporations, they explain how all the damage and the class actions law suits in the millions are actually planed as to have acted ethically they would not have profited as much and they go into some case studys https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-B6ygOd-qwE The Corporation (Documentary) www.youtube.com Its like people they do this like stretching the truth a little. My step mother would use the rest of something I had in the fridge. I could have gone to the store the night or day before, but its not open in the morning. She would say she had some. This implies that there is some left and there probably is enough for the both of us. She should have said she used the rest of it. Then I know what to expect then. Have something else instead or go to the store and get some more. It should be I opened it and had some, I opened it and had it all, or there is some left, I had some. requarding a politicion who had his allready decesed athiest father babtised as a mormon. According to this entry in the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints' genealogical database, Davies was baptized as a Mormon at a "special family meeting" 14 months after his death. generally something like that is too late for a person, then its a commitment that the individual makes during their life time. This article goes about as if it was absolutely normal for this family or group as it was a special family gathering. At least I would hope to think that it would have done some good but usually its a personal commitment. I wonder if they are going to go about thinking and beliving how they saveed and pulled up their father from the bowels and the depths of Hell. I wonder if they can do that for America. Raised him up and pulled him form the jaws of death. I hope they are not actualy going to go about purchasing the Moon. You'd think we have a deficiet or somthing. I cant belive this bitch, she said I could go over to Nate's after school and she would pick me up and drive me to work. So I call and she says she's not picking me up cause Iam on drugs. There were no drugs we were just hanging out at his house and stuff. It was a realy windy day like 100 mph winds or somthing. they were knocking me all over the place. I walked to Laural cyn and Chandler from Whitseit past Sherman Way and Strathern over by Poly high school. I was exhausted, the wind was blwoing me all over the place my hair was a mess and the door at the shakeys pizza parlor blew all the way open and I was hanging on to the door and trying to close it. So I am finnaly in the warm building and Iam just walking to go into the back and Randy the assisant manager says I am on drugs and goes and gets Jack. He said I am a mess he saw me coming all the way down the block he said I couldnt even walk straight and was hanging on the door . I told them they were all crazy, I just had to walk all the way over here my mom gave me permission then said they she wouldnt come and get me cause she said it was drugs. OI think these people were allways just looking for the oportunity to just make it look bad all the time. What ever they could do nothing stop-ed them or held them back just one asshole trip after the another. This is what I get for going to work at 4:30 am before school in 8th en 9th grade and going back to work again at 5 pm till we get home late. I dont smoke or at least I had a bad reaction to smoking then and I dint smoke. Randy said I even turned aournd and was walking backwards and I couldnt even light my cigatette. Yeah I got pushed around alright. This was only just a small part of it. besides the trips to the amusement parks and the restaurants my Mom and my family are crazy all ways going off about something. Finally when I was 16 I got emancipated due to the violence in the home. if it wernt for crazy stuff I wouldnt have any crazy stuff Yeah they all used to go "couldnt be that bad" I thought they were trying to kill me most of the time in fact eventually that was the plan actually. It was hard used to just hang myself just to get away from everybody else and do what I do play music guitar and draw and stuff and get out. I used to by my own clothes, had my front teeth broken since I was 10 1969, now I have a bridge. there were certain situations that they made "look good" to support what they were doing. I was just thinking about Bernnie the other day. I was wondering if he was goimng to the Chatay de Grand reunion. Last few times I saw him was at the Ralphs in North Hollywood across the street from where the Red Rooster was on Magnolia. The time before that was at the free gig we all got tickets for Carlos Guitairlos at the House of Blues Hollywood on Sunset. He told me what happened when He was in a Mel Brooks Movie and was going home form the shooting for the day hes was still dressed in a German Natzi uniform and a crazy guy held him at gun point and the swat team came and there were helicopters and he lost his ambition to be an actor. When I saw the Stones 81 tour when they came to LA, They announced that tickets for each date went on sale on the radio. So I told my boss that I had a doctors appointment and I bought 6 tickets that was the limit and I sold them all to the guys at work and we all went to see the Stones. Then we saw them again at one of the guys house form work when the tour was on Hbo then I saw the movie lets spend the night together which was this tour. I was listening to the Stones when I was in the first grade 1965, but I guess that when it was happening with the Beatles and the British Invasion, Boss City and Dick Clark American Bandstand. I played and was coming by at Cozys fro the Pro jam Blues. I did my number with and was hanging out with Deven Wolf and I knew Carlos Guitarlos from the Chatay de Grand days. Oh yeah, I havnt been to the doctor and I still have the meds form the three month period prior to the last appointment, Ive ben using some herbal anti inflamitorys that are very efective and the swelling has shown much improvment, for the last few months Ive been bicycleing around on the cycle trail and Ive been just ziping up and down the stairs and stuff before I even knew I did it. Great shape siting in full lotus position and the yoga, hot baths and the heating pad worked great. Using detoxifants ane we are avoiding the brands and groups of foods produced with the gmo stuff. We were getting donations for the last few years from the organic grossery stores here in town but that has stoped this year. probally wont see that again. Great shape for the middle ages most people cant do what I do. So I go ahead and do a search and download a free copy of the brown pages in Be Here Now there were a few sites that have it Ram Dass-be Here Now www.scribd.com/doc/6531720/Ram-Dassbe-Here-Now I am very much familar with when I first read it in 1975 when some one loaned be a very used fadded copy, and again I bought a copy in 1976. The again one of the art studendts at art school loaned me a copy in 1990. So here I am, I take a look at Ram Dass ebooks on Amazon, I didnt finnish reading The Only Dance There Is. It was the second book I read about medditation in 1975. Seems to Me there were some kind of influences then. The whole thing worked, I experience deep meditation of just being, an ocean of love, that space in the moment eternally, where from that place everything is calm allways, is that place I am trying to be, trying to get back. So I purcahse the ebook The Only Dance There Is and what memories. I remember reading that I just didnt remember clearly the whole thing, now it comes back to me. I See also there are other ebooks availble, I check out the online sample readings Journey of awakening A meditator's guidebook because I like the way that I can keep from being hung up in somthing for so long I have been trying to free mhy self from. It happens one just kind of gets stuck in eaither ritual, nostaliga, what it was and how I got there in the first place. Like renwing ones faith. How to not be judgemental or puting labels on everythning I experience or what it is I like and disslike and so one. Just everything there is that keeps me from bing purly in the moment. Really helps with my Shadana. We as Jiva atma on the path of self realization of devtional service as being an eternal spirtual being transcending body and mind, situated on the spritual platform as a spirtaul being and being aware of it, or rather being conscoius of Krsna, rember Krsna rather than the thought process of our own personal desires and the imanganaray situations and drama the minds continualy concocts based on events from our past or possible outcomes in the future. So I purchase the ebook for my Kindle Journey of awakening A meditator's guidebook, it didnt cost that much and I am interested to know about a real quide book form some real sessions based on the teachings of the Bhagavad Gita, so I sample read it and download that one too, Ram Dass Paths to God: Living the Bhagavad Gita. One of the exorcises is to find a verse in Bhagavad Gita and remember this verse each day one that inspires me or has some deep meaning to me. So today the verse is in the second chapter, I had a book mark in a small Bhagavad Gita I got when I was in Mayapur. Verse 2.16 Those who are seers of the truth have concluded that of the nonexistent there is no endurance, (refering to the body and all matter like the material universe and everything in it)and of the existent ( or eteranl the jiva atma - spritual self) there is no cessation ( or change). This seers have concluded by studying the nature of both. The verse is to be remembered whenever I catch or notice that I am thinking about other things. One is to make a list of past and future. We call it the clearing of Anarta Nivriti, the clearence of the unwanted inpuritys of the heart and habits of negative karmic reaction. Just notice what it was I was thinking of and bring my attion back to transcendenca and repeat the verse. Just being purely. Great stuff. The whole veda base can be downloaed or the Bhagavad Gita can be read online at Vedabase.net http://http://vedabase.net/ It dosnt have to be limited to only a verse form Bhagavad Gita but find a verse or a passage from any of Srila Prabhupda's books each day. Somthing that inspires and motivates or that is going on at the moment, these books really have the tendency to talk to you on a persoanl basis. The whole vedabase can be downloaded at http://content.esotericteaching.org/content/Vedabase2003.zip I have instructions on installing it on windows 7 on my web site https://www.angelfire.com/mjbmm/rocanadeva/yoga-sites.html This Exorcise involves keeping a journal and I am thinking of so many verses and parts of Bhagavad Gita and I am thinking about what they mean to me and where they will take me when I think deeply abbout there meanings. So I am thinking if the next verses and this one came to mind last night as well when I thought of a verse to start with so I just opend the Gita and let it show me a verse shich was 8.21 That which the Vedantists describe as unmanifest and infallible, that which is known as the supreme destination, that place from which, having attained it, one never returns -- that is My supreme abode. This exorcise also involves deep reflection and meditation on the verse to be reference during the day and take it where the verse will take you, what it means to me and remember that as well. So I read the purport and I think about a verse that tells about how the surpreme abode is not illuminated by the Sun or Moon, How that verse in Srimad Bhagavatam about how the Surpreme truth is realized as Brahman , Paramatma, and Bhagavan. 1.2.11 Learned transcendentalists who know the Absolute Truth call this nondual substance Brahman, Paramatma or Bhagavan. brahmeti paramatmeti bhagavan iti sabdyate I also think about how I read in Be Here Now Choping wood and carring water, everythinhg that you do, do as an offering to me. 9.27 Whatever you do, whatever you eat, whatever you offer or give away, and whatever austerities you perform do that, O son of Kuntī, as an offering to Me. http://vedabase.net/bg/9/27/ 10.11 To show them special mercy, I, dwelling in their hearts, destroy with the shining lamp of knowledge the darkness born of ignorance. BG 17.16: And satisfaction, simplicity, gravity, self-control and purification of one's existence are the austerities of the mind. Satisfaction of the mind can be obtained only by taking the mind away from thoughts of sense enjoyment. The more we think of sense enjoyment, the more the mind becomes dissatisfied. The best course is to divert the mind to the Vedic literature, which is full of satisfying stories, as in the Puranas and the Mahabharata. One can take advantage of this knowledge and thus become purified. Silence means that one is always thinking of self- realization. This takes me right to the 6th chapter of Bhagavad Gita, http://vedabase.net/bg/6/en Krsna explains the process of yoga. Truth and honesty (satya), Nonviolence (ahimsa), brahmacharya http://www.yoga- age.com/modern/brahpractice.html Nonpossessiveness (aparigraha), etc. On my website I have a list of classes on the 6th chapter of Bhagavad Gita called the Yoga system. Real yoga involves a bit more ruels and regulations than yoga socities in the citys can instruct. Following the vedic principles are recomeding in Bhagavad Gita and is Satvic or the mode of Goodness elimanating the lower modes of Rajas and Tamas. BG 14: The Three Modes Of Material Nature http://vedabase.net/bg/14/en The Eight Limbs of Yoga, A Basic Overview www.expressionsofspirit.com/yoga/eight-limbs.htm Patanjali and His Eightfold Path of Yoga http://www.yogamovement.com/resources/patanjali.html Yama : Universal morality Niyama : Personal observances Asanas : Body postures Pranayama : Breathing exercises, and control of prana Pratyahara : Control of the senses Dharana : Concentration and cultivating inner perceptual awareness Dhyana : Devotion, Meditation on the Divine Samadhi : Union with the Divine Yama Yama is social behavior, how you treat others and the world around you. These are moral principles. Sometimes they are called the don'ts or the thou shalt nots. There are five yamas: Nonviolence (ahimsa). Do no harm to any creature in thought or deed. In his book Autobiography of a Yogi, Paramahansa Yogananda asks Mahatma Gandhi the definition of ahimsa. Gandhi said, "The avoidance of harm to any living creature in thought or deed." Yogananda asked if one could kill a cobra to protect a child. Gandhi maintained he would still hold to his vow of ahimsa, but added, "I must confess that I could not serenely carry on this conversation were I faced by a cobra." Truth and honesty (satya). Tell no lies. Cheating on your income taxes falls into this category. Nonstealing (asteya). Do not steal material objects (a car) or intangibles such as the center of attention or your child's chance to learn responsibility or independence by doing something on his own. Nonlust (brahmacharya). Don't worry; this is not a call to celibacy. Many yogis of old were married and had families of their own. The person who practices brahmacharya avoids meaningless sexual encounters and, as the well-known teacher B.K.S. Iyengar puts it, "sees divinity in all." Nonpossessiveness (aparigraha). Free yourself from greed, hoarding, and collecting. Do you really need more shoes, another car, or to hog the conversation every time you see your friends? Make your life as simple as possible. Niyama Niyama is inner discipline and responsibility, how we treat ourselves. These are sometimes called observances, the do's, or the thou shalts. There are five niyamas: Purity (shauca). Purity is achieved through the practice of the five yamas, which help clear away the negative physical and mental states of being. Keep yourself, your clothing, and your surroundings clean. Eat fresh and healthy food. The next time you joke about treating your body like a temple, think of this niyama. Contentment (santosha). Cultivate contentment and tranquility by finding happiness with what you have and who you are. Seek happiness in the moment, take responsibility for where you are, and choose to grow from there. Austerity (tapas). Show discipline in body, speech, and mind. The purpose of developing self-discipline is not to become ascetic, but to control and direct the mind and body for higher spiritual aims or purposes. Study of the sacred text (svadhyaya). Study sacred texts, which are whatever books are relevant to you and inspire and teach you. Education changes a person's outlook on life. As Iyengar says, a person starts "to realize that all creation is meant for bhakti (adoration) rather than for bhoga (enjoyment), that all creation is divine, that there is divinity within himself and that the energy which moves him is the same that moves the entire universe." Living with an awareness of the Divine (ishvara-pranidhana). Be devoted to God, Buddha, or whatever you consider divine. Asana "The posture of yoga is steady and easy," Patanjali says. Patanjali compares this to resting like the cosmic serpent on the waters of infinity. Although Westerners often consider the practice of asana or postures as an exercise regimen or a way to stay fit, Patanjali and other ancient yogis used asana to prepare the body for meditation. To sit for a lengthy time in contemplation required a supple and cooperative body. If you are free of physical distractions such as your foot going to sleep and can control the body, you can also control the mind. Patanjali said, "Posture is mastered by freeing the body and mind from tension and restlessness and meditating on the infinite." Pranayama Prana is the life force or energy that exists everywhere and flows through each of us through the breath. Pranayama is the control of breath. The basic movements of pranayama are inhalation, retention of breath, and exhalation. "The yogi's life is not measured by the number of days but by the number of his breaths," says Iyengar. "Therefore, he follows the proper rhythmic patterns of slow, deep breathing." The practice of pranayama purifies and removes distractions from the mind making it easier to concentrate and meditate. Pratyahara Pratyahara is withdrawal of the senses. Pratyahara occurs during meditation, breathing exercises, or the practice of yoga postures any time when you are directing your attention inward. Concentration, in the yoga room or the boardroom, is a battle with distracting senses. When you master pratyahara, you are able to focus because you no longer feel the itch on your big toe or hear the mosquito buzzing by your ear or smell the popcorn popping in the microwave. Dharana Concentration or dharana involves teaching the mind to focus on one point or image. "Concentration is binding thought in one place," says Patanjali. The goal is to still the mind gently pushing away superfluous thoughts by fixing your mind on some object such as a candle flame, a flower, or a mantra. In dharana, concentration is effortless. You know the mind is concentrating when there is no sense of time passing. Dhyana Uninterrupted meditation without an object is called dhyana. Concentration (dharana) leads to the state of meditation. The goal of meditation is not unconsciousness or nothingness. It is heightened awareness and oneness with the universe. How do you tell the difference between concentration and meditation? If there is awareness of distraction, you are only concentrating and not meditating. The calm achieved in meditation spills over into all aspects of your life during a hectic day at work, shopping for groceries, coordinating the Halloween party at your child's school. Samadhi The ultimate goal of the eightfold path to yoga is samadhi or absolute bliss. This is pure contemplation, superconsciousness, in which you and the universe are one. Those who have achieved samadhi are enlightened. Paramahansa Yoganananda called it the state of God-Union. The eight limbs work together: The first five steps yama, niyama asana, pranayama, and pratyahara are the preliminaries of yoga and build the foundation for spiritual life. They are concerned with the body and the brain. The last three, which would not be possible without the previous steps, are concerned with reconditioning the mind. They help the yogi to attain enlightenment or the full realization of oneness with Spirit. Enlightenment lasts forever, while a flat tummy can disappear with a week of binging. So then I am thinking about the goal and the proeccess that I aply my self to. Its more thatn mere ritual its being apart of it concentrated on it being absorbed. Getting off the mental platform and not contemplating the objects of the senses. I am thinking of the process of Sadhana Bhakti, devotional serivce in practice. When one becomes realized by this process they are known as a Sadhana Sidha. this is explained in Nectar of devotion http://vedabase.net/nod/ "In the neophyte stage one should always engage in hearing kṛṣṇa-kathā. This is called śravaṇa- daśā, the stage of hearing. By constantly hearing the transcendental holy name of Kṛṣṇa and hearing of His transcendental form, qualities and pastimes, one can attain to the stage of acceptance called varaṇa-daśā. When one attains this stage, he becomes attached to the hearing of kṛṣṇa- kathā. When one is able to chant in ecstasy, he attains the stage of smaraṇāvasthā, the stage of remembering. Recollection, absorption, meditation, constant remembrance and trance are the five items of progressive kṛṣṇa-smaraṇa. At first, remembrance of Kṛṣṇa may be interrupted at intervals, but later remembrance proceeds uninterrupted. When remembrance is uninterrupted, it becomes concentrated and is called meditation. When meditation expands and becomes constant, it is called anusmṛti. By uninterrupted and unceasing anusmṛti one enters the stage of samādhi, or spiritual trance. After smaraṇa-daśā or samādhi has fully developed, the soul comes to understand his original constitutional position. At that time he can perfectly and clearly understand his eternal relationship with Kṛṣṇa. That is called sampatti-daśā, the perfection of life. http://vedabase.net/noi/8/en "By regularly rendering devotional service, one gradually becomes attached to the Supreme Personality of Godhead. When that attachment is intensified, it becomes love of Godhead. PURPORT The Bhakti-rasamrita-sindhu (1.2.2) gives the following information about sadhana-bhakti: kriti-sadhya bhavet sadhya-bhava sa sadhanabhidha nitya-siddhasya bhavasya prakatyam hridi sadhyata The process of devotional service -- beginning with chanting and hearing -- is called sadhana-bhakti. This includes the regulative principles that are intended to awaken one to devotional service. Devotional service is always dormant in everyone's heart, and by the offenseless chanting of the holy names of the Lord, one's original dormant Krishna consciousness is awakened. This awakening to Krishna consciousness is the beginning of sadhana-bhakti. This can be divided into many different parts, including faith, association with devotees, initiation by the spiritual master, engagement in devotional service under the instructions of a spiritual master, steadiness in devotional service and the awakening of a taste for devotional service. In this way, one can become attached to Krishna and His service, and when this attachment is intensified, it results in ecstatic love for Krishna http://vedabase.net/cc/madhya/19/177/en1 Today I setelled with a verse I like, 10.10 To those who are constantly devoted and worship Me with love, I give the understanding by which they can come to Me. Now after I have been thinking about the "IS-NESS" just where it is when your centered, focused on the surpreme from within just witness of the interactiuons of action and inaction. I see how keeping a journal can come into this and the actual verse I feel like on a daily basis. 18.61 The Supreme Lord is situated in everyone's heart, O Arjuna, and is directing the wanderings of all living entities, who are seated as on a machine, made of the material energy. 15.15 I am seated in everyone's heart, and from Me come remembrance, knowledge and forgetfulness. By all the Vedas, I am to be known. Indeed, I am the compiler of Vedanta, and I am the knower of the Vedas. 3.27 The bewildered spirit soul, under the influence of the three modes of material nature, thinks himself to be the doer of activities, which are in actuality carried out by nature. The spirit soul bewildered by the influence of false ego thinks himself the doer of activities that are in actuality carried out by the three modes of material nature. both of these seems correct according to the word by word sanskrit English translation SYNONYMS prakteof material nature; kriyamniall being done; guaiby the modes; karmiactivities; sarvaaall kinds of; ahakra-vimha bewildered by false ego; tmthe spirit soul; kartdoer; ahamI; iti thus; manyatethinks. Ahankara, Satva, Rajas and Tamas have their functions as well as the interactions and the source of origination of each element. The total material energy is agitated by the three modes of nature. Ahankara or false ego is the subtlest of the material elements, has its origin, from Ahankara comes intellence, then mind, ether, air, fire, water, earth. each of has its sense perceptual objects as each has its own quality as well as inherits the previous accumulated qualities of the former elements in progressive sequence. What Prabhupada is saying in the purports that due to Illusion the jiva forgets that nature including ones body acquired is controlled by God and should be engaged in devotional service instead falsely identifies with matter which is under the different influences of Goodness, passion and Ignorance, thereby engaging in satisfying its own material senses instead of the rightful position of satisfying the transcendental senses of Krsna. The jiva desires, demigods carry out the bodily functions according to ones karma to have movements to carry out the desire. The Supreme Lord is situated in everyone's heart, O Arjuna, and is directing the wanderings of all living entities, who are seated as on a machine, made of the material energy. BG 18.61 One should engage in devotional service to be the jiva's actual position SB 3.28.18: The glory of the Lord is always worth singing, for His glories enhance the glories of His devotees. One should therefore meditate upon the Supreme Personality of Godhead and upon His devotees. One should meditate on the eternal form of the Lord until the mind becomes fixed. http://vedabase.net/sb/3/28/18/en we heard this verse this morning and last night this is what I was talking about practice constantly bring back to toipics of krsna his form in the heart is instructions the hare krsna mantra his pastimes etc, Prabhupada reminds us of Krsna's form, his dancing etc SB 3.28.18 Stay Under Krishna's Protection Nairobi, October 27, 1975 http://www.prabhupadavani.org/main/Bhagavatam/409.html His game is not to hard to see through, he thinks he's this great christian that never did anything wrong ever its "EVERYBODY" else thats got it coming and belive me he wants you to trust him. Then its couse your this terible horible person that deserves it. I figure this should realy burn his but, the ol man was listing to them, how bad I am, how he shouldnt have me in his house and all that. But he had those drug dealers in his house and hes going allong with them and stuff and he finds out that he paid for it but hardly gets nothing if any at all. So then this steroid shit who pumps 500 lbs and goes around talking about everybody else exept his self so you would let him in to rip you off. He puts the ol man in the hospital against his will with a court issued power of atturney, kicks everybody out of the house, wont let anyone stay there and its still under our estate, hasnt gone into forclosure yet and complete strangers are ocupying it, hes walked away from it complety and a drug dealer even recently got shot and killed in the house, its was on the news. Where am I in this whole thing, I dont need the house, I have my nesseties being taken care of for Me and I certainly dont need him, they only have one set of instructions and that is to take it away from you everything and antything and they want it all even being your peace of mind, your hapiness, your security, they want to replce all these things with horible feelings of loss and not being good enough and all of that. So then it boils down to the fact that they think I am the one who is is this horible terible person when actually they are the horible terible people. Then I think that they are these horible terible people who think that I am this horible terible person, oh well to each their own I guess. I was gonna say what goes around comes around but to each their own is more approiate. Actually the feelings are mutual, I feel the same way, and yeah thats what I think, that your this horible terible person who thinks that I am this horible terible person who thinks that your this horible terible person. It was allways what I had that was nice like my front teeth, or what I would need for my basic survival, well being and security or what it is that I like or what I just got esspecailly what was the best or real cool. I was sitting in the midst of these people that had these things going on with them like what it is they could get to or take away or what it is I dont really need anyways and how they could go about getting to it. Visualize your self - inner being a a pure spiritual eternal being of sat-cit-ananda, full of unlimited love, total compassion, and complete consciousness So I was telling the devotees here that after meditation I was chanting deeply being conscious of it and visualizing the form of Krsna I am memorizing and staying with the mantra just the experience of it. What to do to how to get there? Totally relaxing the restless scanning mind, redirection our attention to the experience rather than defining labeling and thinking about how we feel about the experience and the experience its self. focusing more on experiencing, shifting perspective to the spiritual level beyond body mind and external identification, as an eternal being full of consciousness, as is the actual situation with all life forms. they also are not their bodies. Thats the only leval to be on is my own situation behind my body and subtle body. To understand the actual situation how everyone else is situated. We do this by the practice of Mantra means to train the mind, focus on the art of loving devotion over the basic mode of survival, procreation and power. A whole different set of objectives. Keeping the name, form, activities, consciously aware of the absolute nature of bhakti, that the service or seva is Krsna, tasting foods offered Prasada is Krsna, the Maha Mantra is Krsna, on the absolute platform it is one is spiritual quality of sat cit ananda differential in quantity as the jiva our self is not equal to the completely totality rather is a part of it, as an instrument like the hand of God as a part of a machine, the armatures the screws are the parts of the whole machine in the same way we are parts of God. Ive really been working on this for a while. Basicly being attentive and bringing back my attention to the mantra like Krsna tells Arjuna to do in Bhagavad Gita Yeah I love the Berkly temple, I ve been there three times for Ratha Yatra in Golden gate park and stayed overnight at the temple the night before the festival. Its got its own feeling and mood. I went there in 76 when I first joined, then flew there from Denver in 78 and again in 91 when I got laid off and I just took off and stayed in the parking lot at the LA temple and dikd a painting project for the new gates they used for the Ratya Yatra at Venice beach and after the festival I got on the truck trailer that Taru drives festival of India its the portable Rathy Yatra pandalls and stuff along with Ricksaraja bajana band and stayed in Berkly for another week. Here I am going about when I got into all this in the first place. I got a ride from a guy and his buddy Dave and Jim Cook. We ended up going over to Daves house, its his van as well. Now as I am going about thinking of my spritual name Rocanadeva dass pronouced Roch on dave, Iam thinking that deva refers to the demigods the Devas. Here's this guy Dave turns out to be a real good freind of mine forever, He turns me on to the Be Here Now and I had profound experiences meditating. I'd go over to his house he had this cabin in the canyon, I just live a bit over on the other side of the same hill, I could come down from the top of my street and be in his back yard on the side of his hill, when I came over he was waiting and he would have a message, a lesson to consider and place into effect that really made sense. The same time I raised a bull by the name of Freddy in the back yard, and our pastor at church was Warren Angel. The Angels were very freindly and personable they used to come by to see our the congragation was doing from time to time. Real freindly visits, came by this one time to see how I was doing when I scraped a giant gash in my knee from skidding a good distance down the hill when in was on the back of our go cart that didnt have an engine we would ride it down the hill. Then I am going like Be Here Now, that was like 75, I should be even real excited, here I am chanting in full lotus, in my Ashram, my little room at the temple doing the whole gig and I really feel great. Proper diet, rise early in the morning for service class study of the Srimad Bhagavatam and shadana, this is what is happening now right now. Theres nothing left to dig if I dont dig now. But that was really pretty cool. It was like somthing right out of a Carlos Castaneda novel, The Teachings of Don Juan that were very popular at the time. The whole idea was not being attached, the experience, our past or plans for the future, things out side of ourselfs, certain things that dont really matter anyways. The magic was deffinatly there, and this whole thing was that even these things also pass, as there may be some pleaseralbe experience. in my case it was quite a few and they just keep getting deeper and better. The source of it all, being, having quieted the mind and become absorbed in meditation. What a load of my chest, real open to a different set of inner personal nominclature. The whole thing of breaking the social mold, what are my freinds, my family, everybody gonna think if I shave my had and get a big giant spike blue mohawk and run in this notorius punk band. Well how they gonna dig me now that I shaved my head and wear Hare Krsna cloths and live in the temple and go off to India travel to all these holy places. Oh he's merged in trascendence, allways chanting Hare Krsna, Well good and you should to. I had this same conversation with someone recently as well I joined in LA 1976 just about 5 weeks before Prabhupada came to LA for 10 days. I recived a burfi from him at the end of guru puja when there were some left form when he gave them to the children. I attended hsi Srimad Bhagavatam classes and Kirtan annanda came form the the farm to show Srila Prabhupada the new film about the farm community, I was in Danavirs Bhakta Program. Now for the last 2 years I am the pujari at Rupanuga Vedic Collage in KIansas City MO that Danavir Goswami opened. I experienced some things I didn't expect during meditation sessions and it went on for a while form like around Feb until June 1975 when I was 16. A grid matrix of energy came into play vibrant, a net work of it all. Another time I was surrounded in an ocean of pure eternal love. I was always keeping my breath and staying centered watching mind and ego concepts, just accepting being here now, Then I got emancipated due to the violence in the home and I was in an open Boys Home and went to continuation school. The counselors who ran the boys home were into meditation and self realization and got along real good. Then I joined the movement 76 when I was 17, and Initiated just after my 18th birthday 77. I was doing real good all along. I just downloaded the Be here now tapes yesterday, and I like the meditation on the album Love Serve Remember that I just downloaded from I believe its zbs foundation. I also downloaded the mp3 files of the original box set Ojas to Bindus record that was included. I wasnt finished with The Only Dance there is when I was still reading it in 76 so I put that and The Mediators Guide and the Living the Bhagavad Gita on my kindle, so I memorize a verse real quick every morning just before I take my shower before I do morning artoi here. New article 12/20/2011 Atlantic Richfeild Comany, its obviously a monopoly on the corner if they abreviate their name one more time it should be anti trust case in court for ever and ever The Whiskey looks good. Cars are the way I remember them. I dont know what they are now, some sort of self contained comfort zone for couch potato gas guzzler what evers. This is what Ive been thinking lately and its a good opportunity. Everyone knows that society is in the wrong direction. I keep thinking about if I could mention a song by Cream that we are going wrong. Now that there is discontent, Karmic reactions are taking place, that the economic political environment is failing. Unfortunately society does not have a positive engagement, an alternative to correct the situation. If they were to understand that meat eating is heavily karmic reactive, as well as the issues regarding illecet sex and the way that society has adopted many contraceptive measures of all sorts. That if they adopted the positive engagement if Krsna Consciousness would be of tremendous benefit. It seems we have a window now that can be utilized. We really should do a Hari nama program and a questions and answers booth at these occupy gatherings. I am quite sure we would have a very positive reception. I was just listening to a Prabhupada lecture and he said that when a living entity comes in contact with Krsna Consciousness they are reviving, re establishing their relationship with Krsna. This is the actual way human beings are supposed to live that is our purpose as some how or other we have come to accept a human body. Actually all these body's are due to our misfortune do to our inauspicious activity's. The current standard of external material civilization is an artificial standard of living completely. The technological advancement is only for the external comforts of the bodily standard of eating sleeping mating and defending. The actual standard of living is lost and can be re introduced within society. Actually Krsna is the Supreme owner and controller and everything is meant for his service, instead of our own service. The actual test of ones mastery of how to develop their eternal love of Godhead. Just give that the jump start. Everyone is working very hard for the Cruel Master and that system is failing. Srimad Bhagavatam states that one who associates with one to much attached to women and sex the path to hell is wide open. This is the situation. They have all become the cruel servant of the cruel master. In a time of need of alternatives the real standard of society needs to be re introduced. Offer your vegetarian food stuffs to Krsna, chant Hare Krsna with your family farming communities can be established. etc. So the pc got stolen, (dad should have just said something instead of being quite you could have taken it to school so you could do the hands on lab work) and they make you move out and libve on campus and get a cheap ass job to get by with no help form them. they got the money from the insurance for the stolen pc and didn't give you a dime, made a house payment or paid the bills or went to the bar or Jerry got the insurance money, didn't the school get you the pc or did Jerry get it. Ive been trying to figure this out for the longest time but I do know one thing that he tells me to its not his problem you get laid off he only pays 5 dollars when I need a couple of hundred to pay the rent when I work for him, cant stay there when you get laid off have to go tot eh homeless shelter. What a bunch of jerks this whole crowd. Oh well screw em. Tom is this horribly dirty sick person sworn to uncleanliness, his job is that he cleans the kitchen and handles and stores the food in the containers we have left that are ever disappearing and put them in the fridge, Hes been spreading his infections as a couple of emails I sent a few days ago a couple of questions what time is Terminex coming on wed and infected persons would reinfect the area need to make sure other persons who are infected and have visible obvious signs and bites need to fumigate and put on medicine and stay clean and wash their cloths and have much cleaner habits or this whole thing is just going to make the whole thing look bad. and he needs to fumigate his car as well. The office up here would have to be off limits to such persons they can send a fax an use another phone else where, etc. Why dont we just move the office with the phone into the classroom downstairs with the pc and the printer fax machine and move the oter new pc for the books into the book room office and lock it up. no reason for anyone to need to use it. Tom said he is feeling sick and was supposed to go to the hospital today. Maharaja is going to spend some serious money on the Terminex company coming here to do the extermination. certain individuals are going to reinfect the area and the whole thing will be wasted then Maharaja will want to know what it is that I am doing. Hes doing it to keep me here but I am in favor of moving out completely. they can put me into another room, but I want to move out completely I ve don't every thing I can do and I am still very sick went to the hospital again yesterday and I got a new prescription. The office is right next to my room and the walls are paper thin. they make noise over here and then after it stops the noise starts next door when the drug deal goes bad and they start fighting and yelling the they guy starts shooting his gun. Tom has been caught dozen s of times washing off the plastic plates and spoons that were allready used and putting them back on the shelf. He got 3 jobs since he's been here and got fired from them all and he yells at us and gives us orders around here. Were telling him that he is the dish washer, he just needs to do those things realted to his job and yes we can see very clearly that he is mopping or sweeping the floor. Actually he's telling us that the jobs he got while hes here and the present job he has now that he's not getting paid. He's working for free to prove himself. RIGHT!!! I am quite sure he is spreading his desaises. He has bug bites on this legs and his angles are turning black and blue and he says he ignores it. he isn't doing anything or next to nothing about it. Know its not like whats he doing locking himself in the office right next to my room and we don't even know hes in there its what is he doing when he locks him self in there. I am the one who is getting these infections. I don't think they get it around here I am talking to blank walls to those who make the decisions around here. He drove me to the bank and he pulled right up to this house that had a bunch of stuff piled up in the front. They told him that the lady died and was in the house for a month before they found her. He said that he just wanted the stuff its perfectly good stuff just going to waste. They said it was infected with bugs. He said " Bed Bugs". he just got the back packs and shook them out and wiped the bugs off of the typewriter and sewing machine and loaded it up in the car for a over half an hour then took me to the bank. I think those bugs had some searsoily bad dead lady stuff all over them that they had been crawling on and tracking it all over the place. I think that guy has got to get to the hospital. They just don't get it and I think he is doing a lot of this stuff intentionally he is a walking talking biological hazard. He was on the phone down by the kitchen at 12:30 pm and he tells us to turn off the Prabhupada tapes and to give him some respect here. Then at 10:30 pm he's in the office up here yelling a screaming and banging the phone on the desk like it was some gay lover that gave "IT" to him or something. well ya know the European country's are having a tough time too, and I guess the US prety much knocked out the middle east so I really dont know who or what country is going to come and save all of the millions of poor ol Americans in the zapp-er in FEMA camps. The lay offs usually start after Thanks giving and the majority of the final blow in on Christmas week end and the higher ups will see it in Januray feburary by mid march its all finished. It will take years to zap them all though. So we were just saying that there are all of these millions of coffins at these FEMA camps, that there are these 30 million Americans or so How many people live in the US according to the us 2010 census ... More on this page The United States Census is a decennial (or lasting for ten years) census performed by the United States Census Bureau. The population is enumerated every 10 years and the results are then used to allocate Congressional seats, electoral votes, and ... Search within chacha.com Cached page How many people live in the US according to the us 2010 census? ChaCha Answer: 307,006,550 - Jul 2010 Source: U.S. Census Bureau, Pop... www.chacha.com/question/how-many-people-live-in-the-us-according-to-the- us-2010-census that there are to many to put in coffins and what for I think the zapper liquifies everybody and it gets wash out. When I got laid off in 1981 it was right after the boss comes by and gives everybody a turkey then the final check, everybody was laid off. Then when we took off for Christmas vacation we got our separation checks and everybody was laid off. Really shot the whole thing down when family and friends are jubilant but your laid off. 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In the past the anceint civilations that sudenly dissapear is that at the end, The Mayans the incas the egeptioans. when the polictiacal economic system crashes, they exterminate the citizens. They said the FEMA camps are for the disenters, rebels and the like. Then they use biological weopons on the public. http://www.nytimes.com/2010/06/01/world/europe/01germany.html German President Khler Resigns www.nytimes.com President Horst Khler, whose office is largely ceremonial, resigned a week after comments he made during a trip to Afghanistan. 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The Three Modes of Nature and Beyond http://vedabase.net/sb/11/25/en The Symptoms of Conditioned and Liberated Living Entities http://vedabase.net/sb/11/11/en The Divine And Demoniac Natures http://vedabase.net/bg/16/en The Three Modes Of Material Nature http://vedabase.net/bg/14/en Anyone who rises early in the morning and, with a purified mind fixed upon the Mahāpuruṣa, quietly chants this description of His characteristics will realize Him as the Supreme Absolute Truth residing within the heart. http://vedabase.net/sb/12/11/en it really seems like there is some serious things taking place, the environment is practically cracking apart at the seams, political unrest, economic environment, the natural catastrophes, society at whole does not now why these things are taking place. Nor is society aware of what is wrong with society. Actually we are doing destructive things and has no real information as these things are taken as philosophy and folklore as they are actually very scientific as thus is a science. We do reap what has been sown and the environment can change according to our perception of real knowledge and insight clear consciousness. I am just trying to do my part as what I know. Thats pretty much the current global situation, generally as a symptom of this current age. Most people think that they are generally good people or to be a good person. There are many factors that constitute violence, unfortunately society has no positive engagement. Ones real knowledge is actually stolen away and is not aware of the actual situation. Crazy, It really makes the authority's look bad due to the treatment and handeling of the corwds and then the issue with the mnedia and its handlieng, its really violence and mistreatment. it really makes a statement in itself. They must have something to hide.\ Seems expensive, The bank didnt have the acounts open to process a solution while the homes went into forclosure. I handled such accounts, or the negtiators got reasinged over and over and started the process over again each time while time ran out. The investment accounts depreciated. I know one student who had to quit college because of it. His college fund no longer had the value required. The loss of jobs and homelesness and now they want to cause injury and death. For the effect the situation is confused and it apears to have an ugly scary modern malitia feel to it by those who only take orders and keep eyes forward. everyone is actually rounded up in the chicken coupe. by violence, secrecy, deception, cover up, diversion, silence. Pop pop fizz fizz oh what a relief it is I mentioned today about how in Natzi and comunist countrys a scout would come and knock on your door and hand you a little box with ashes with a finger with your spouses finger fully intact with their wedding ring. Everybody should go downtown and take as many camera's as you can carry. To make it even better go down with stenciled tee shirts and wind breakers stenciled "Press" "Swat" "LAPD" well bam a lam tuti fruti wooooooooOOOOooooOOO AH!!! id say I feel good but thats James Brown. Thats pretty funny. The Anarchist Cookbook - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Anarchist_Cookbook The Anarchist Cookbook, first published in 1971, is a book that contains instructions for the manufacture of explosives, rudimentary telecommunications I dont that was my question. some time ago I referred one of dads neighbors to Russell who wouldnt do anything about it not even call the bank and have my name addeed to dissucss the details of the home loan. they do have a note attached that Russell called to abandon the house. they said eventually it would go into forclosure. What happend was dads neiborhor sent me an email that a lady moved in and claimed she bought the house. couldn't confirm it. Dads neibhor was interested in buying the house cause theres a lot of noise over there and she had a son that rides his dirt bike up and down the street all day long. Russell wouldn't do anything about it. I think that he should be responsible for all the going ons over there since he took over, got the power of attouney and then said I abandoned all responsibility. It should be his responsibility as the owner of the property and now some one else got killed too. He should face criminal charges. The whole area is not safe cause of the crap that goes on over there. You know...... Ah, ... Generally dead people just don't drop dead one way or another in a dead guys house after the exact full year anniversary of his death. Lets just say for your sake that you don't have anything to take to your grave and lets just see year after year if any progress is made. I find this whole thing very strange. Obviously neglect one way or another has lead to a death by shooting. strange coincidence. Usually when there is a crime committed like this they go after the owners who didn't do anything about the situation in the first place. Actually it really seems to tell me something that there is something going on. I always thought that every one can just take a hike, everyone is every body else cept for my self. I even think I should take a hike. Ive allways been under the impresstion that they just cut mje out of the picture ans sold the house saying it was no longer in any conditona and ill reapair to sell it. Then this REIT investment account pops up, wondering where that came from and that Gini was telling me that there was a good chance she was going to pass away, that I declined at the time to go up there it was too late in the evening she wanted me to come by to pick up my inheritnace. Just so much as to what really went on, what they say went on, and what we all think went on, the actual fact reamains as to unfold as reaction to every action takes place. The actual results are incured as contary to all of the here say about the whole thing. SWo dont worry about what anybody did or did not do, it the reactions that will get to the actual facts and I think that this thing about that guy geting shoot and killed in the house on the very day one year later that the ol man passed away in no coincence as all things take place for a purpose, and I really think that this is only just the beginning. Then through out the years I got sombody going " Your family is really screwed up man, got you in the corner and beat you down" Someone going like " Your mother's an emotional disaster, got a lot of problems, she's really screwin with everybodys head". Pretty much just go, The feelings are Mutual, Adios Amigos, I am just as sick and tired of you as you are probably of Me.

People do that crazy stuff like right after you get paid and you pay them rent and you don't get paid again for a while, and they are like making you leave all of the sudden. Its like it was crazy while you there but tolerating it until you cant get out, and like they talk you into all this stuff all the time. my ol lady was always saying crap when she said I could go then its a whole bunch of shit like what I was supposed to have really done instead according to her version all of the sudden, she's a real cunt. my step brother is a little older than the rest of us. I was in the second grade, he was in the 5th grade. At those ages there is a big difference on size and strength. The folks wasn't doing anything about it when he belted me in the nose when I wasn't looking so bad I saw lights, and all the other shit as crap he pulls. A bit strange for some real jerks that are constantly yelling a screaming about any tiny little thing and they don't do anything about this shit. Even if its even hardly even being only 5 min late or something. We just recently found out he died a few years ago. Its really like nobody can really deal with this fuck head, just give him his own room and stuff and he still does all this crap that you wouldn't normally think. We were filling up his ice chest with cokes and bears and his wife started yelling and screaming at him. I am looking at the both of them like what. He knows that if we fill up the ice chest its to heavy to carry and we are going down the rocks a ways down by the river bed for the day in the canyon. It might be a chore to get it down now, she knows that its even worse after were tired after the whole day and its getting cold and dark like all the other times. Basically he doesn't think. He calls me up and says come over a smoke a joint, he's got like more than a ounce and hes got it right here at the coffee table. Hes got a nice place and I wonder how hes doing it, well he's got his wife and their getting it together until she walks in and starts yelling that there is no money to pay the rent if he paid it today and their turning off the utility's in a couple of days. if you were to say that any of the operators and the order of presidence took presidence as well any order of any operators present, as any values you chose are no different than any other value still the is the liberty to chose any action one would like one to wish. To much money and not enough or more like whats it worth to you, if you came into something got to loose it if your gonna need to go on benefits or you cant take it in the first place as it would affect your eligibility. Or if the Stage coach is traveling at its best like 20 miles per hour which its doesnt most of the trip to Saint Louis from a runaway San Fransico Trolly car, and a train going at 100 mph and a greyhound, a volks wagon and a hitch hiker, what would be the order of the average if anybody really gave a shit in the first place? I wonder if he got any of those law suit settlements if he got into any of those accidents on the freeway. Driving with him was crazy, we would be going along and he says his breaks don't work that well they are going out and if it was raining he couldn't see without his glasses and he sits right up with his face in the windshield on the freeway. If he saw someone driving, I guess it had to be a new car or something cause he figured they had accident insurance so he changes lanes right in front of them and then hits the breaks to slow down all of the sudden so that they would rear end him so that he could have a claim. Oh yeah, I could hear them putting on their horn and it looked like they were cussing their mouths off and they pull into the next lane to pass and shout obscenity's and give him some really nasty looks as they go by. Did I mention that when it was raining he used the windshield wipers sparingly cause he needed new wipers and he had a rag or paper towel to clear the fog from inside the windshield while he was driving in the rain. He was always saying that he would drive me to work, I had a buss pass and I would just say I am taking the buss. One time I got out of the truck and took the buss. He pulled into the gas station then said give me some money for the gas, I told him all I had was my buss pass. My boss at work had 20 dollars bonus for us on Mondays or Tuesdays and paid cash for overtime or extra work orders if they can fit in and shipped out as well. What he did he grabbed his gas can and started pan handling for gas. I had these second cosins in Pheniox AZ, the older girls were twins, used to go out with each others boyfreinds. The manager at work had a twin the other was always there too, as he was also a manager though you never saw them together and they were all Craig, they kept it quite only the company knew cept you would see them in 2 differnet places, like when I saw him at the garden gate checking the locks and talking on the walkie talkie, then he was just right there at the cash registers as soon as I walked into the building. The other twins there said they are a pacagaged deal. They are indentical even the crooked eye teeth twisted to the side. My mother totally freaked out, you could tell that she screamed practically bloody murder. The cat burglar stole her money from of her purse on the ironing board. She said he was extremely ugly. The investigator took some plaster samples of the foot prints in the flower garden, she was certain they were not my dads. They asked me if I heard or saw anything. I told them that I covered up my face when my mother screamed and there was a small bounce on the side of my bed. He went out the window. The detective was certain that he opened the slide window first, then went in through the side door in the kitchen as the ironing board was right there where the tv was where the dinning room and the living room are just as the hallway is right in line. The ol man said that an alien was stealing money to fix his space craft and he had a bunch of kids helping him and they had a secret meeting place that was dug out in the ground that collapsed on them all the day he left. He didn't think that space men have to open any window first before they leap. I went to the market and we needed directions and we asked the police at the market. They had grey camouflage on and their vehicles were these grey camouflage RTV's that had the work POLICE on the front. They were right there just to the side in front of the market. Those who wanted to take control..l Du Pont, Monsanto wanted to produce synthetics, like nylon dacron etc, Canabis was a major competitor. I also know that cannabis was well known for its medicinal use as well as the affective use in cancer study's. Its still big business to keep people sick bleeding them and their family's of their wealth before they die. The medical industry is responsible for sapping countless fortunes, patients and their family risking everything even their homes for the agonizing horrible suffering during brutal therapy treatments and drugs only accounting for an agonizing terribly painful death after years of suffering. This is the stone age the dark age, you would think that there were laws that protects its citizens against such unfair treatment. yeah and when you go get what you want or need nobody starts taking pieces off of it like they own it or something and smoke it and blow in your face and give you some later maybe, after all its all on the planet earth how much more you got anyways I am quite sure they might get some more its it real this time. Or you just got to put it all in the pipe take your hit and get on with it then. We climbed on top of the water tower. it was at Dexter Park in Kagel Cyn. Nobody really every used to care and there was a lot of privacy. Most of everybody was at the Hideaway, it always had a crowd and a music scene with a cigaret machine was like only 60 or 80 cents. There was always this fresh air, the smell of sage and pine with everybody's chimney fire going. I was going up into the Big Tujunga Canyon in 74 75, I went to Verdugo Hills High school and a lot my friends went there especially the ones I hung out with the most. Wew used to go often and take a good hike into the areas that had natural running creeks and swimming holes and stuff. Durring the summer I was in the CETA Program work during summer program and I was at the elementary school right there. One afternoon when I got off work I just walked right onto the street and my friends were in a jeep, they turned the corner there I was and they pulled over said a gig was going on at Freeloader falls. Had ot all the skinny dippers, the band with gasoline driven electric generators the bikers, the hippie's, the flower children, The cops even showed up early evening to usher everybody back out now. Lots of times up in the canyon, was just went to a nice quite place just more than a few of us,or it was a total keger party on ice. The last time I saw Jim Clark from Madison he told me that Tom Porter was killed riding his motorcycle off of the Monkey canyon bridge I was in Junior high school, my folks had me drive the car around the block and wait in line to fill the car up every other day according to the number even or odd on our license plate in the morning before school. All these people believed that Reagan was a great guy and the best historical president ever. They must have been those who profited by it. Not giving the statistics of the loses, They present the millions of millionaires that were created in that era. It seems now more and more are accepting how much into the dark ages Reagan had actually place us in. The president is arranging more power unto the presidency. My freind told me its because of a world wide depression expected and power outages due to solar flares the earth has moved into that will turn off the planet earth until battery operated devices can restore power to all systems. The goverments expect great rioting. Forgion troops are training in the US currently. Martial law will be declared. The presidnet will declare dictatorship Then who actually really know what will take place at that point. The society has been taken off of the farms and placed in the city's dependent on transportation bringing goods to market. There isn't enough farms, or food. Society will need to be dealt with accordingly and this may include public executions and the camps. I think that the experiments will occur again to see what happens and how to deal with enemy attack by certain weapons. Some information includes getting a back pack, store food, what to do if some one breaks in and steals the food, a bug out location to get to, put a bicycle in your vehicle for when your vehicle konks out, battery and radio and flash light, first aid kit etc. What was the laws and controversy of the right to bear arms. Modern camp familys will be watching past episodes of Starlight 13 and Hogans Heroes like it really couldnt be as bad as that as in the past americans loved The Andy Griffith Show, Back in Mayberry. Forced to watch family comedy sitcoms going my son go his dig dong cut off to day and bleed to death in his own grave he dug all by his self, ai am so proud of him, god gonna miss tht kid and my wife just gave birth to her third inverto fertilization monkey (canned laughter) well thats nothing my wife had a cow!!!(louder canned laughter) Everybody's been on the side lines too long Rocky battles it out to the max for you, for all those lazy self indulgent smarties who are really absorbed couch potatoes havnt got a single choice they ever make in their own lives. Ya all go that's life, thats the way it is, my best freind got gassed this morning who knows, I just might not even see the sun set today. Hell might just end up in tissue harvesting, at least I'll get watch my favorite soaps for I go, that is if I still got a eye to watch it with and an inner ear to hear. I would think that one would not want to be just toatly shameless as to have something they wouldn't want some one to find if you got skin searched or your luggage is x-rayed like some personal items or even if your weapon is broken down and the parts like firing pin, barrel, ammo clip. Its illegal to transport fire arms or certain fire arms such as automatic firearms so these types are broken down to transport so that one can go to another country or go to the shooting range out in the country. As it wasnt so much as ads sponsered by the tobaco, alcolhola and firearms as ads sponsered by private partys in support of oposition to the right to bear arms or not. Sociwety as devolved so much that one cannot have really beena man if he hasnt been ot the hole have to be on paroll. It was advertised to turn in your guns as if your house is raided wich they do, its violation of paroll and probation. It was a plan to get illegal guns of the streets. SOCIAL ENGINERING : Social engineering (security) - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia HTTP://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Social_engineering_(security) Social engineering is the art of manipulating people into performing actions or divulging confidential information, rather than by breaking in or using technical ... Social engineering techniques ... - Notable social engineers - United States law THEN THEN GUYS GO "FUCK YOU" if your a guy like me and posts this stuff. They think their hot. http://www.social-engineer.org/ Social Engineering - Security Through Education www.social-engineer.org Social Engineering - Exploiting Human Vulnerabilities What really is social engineering? We define it as the act of manipulating a person to accomplish goals that may or may not be in the targets best interest. This may include obtaining information, gaining access, or getting the target to take certain action. Really strange, a local gang on Blyth, Delano, Tobias, Columbus, Langdon and Orion post flyers all around the Van Nuys Police station is which is just a block away and down Van Nuys Blvd a bit over Sepulveda blvd, that they will kill shoot and kill a poilce officer on New years 1985. This is the oldest Hispanic gang in the US. Imprisoned and jailed lost their rights due to probation and paroll for the very same thing that is legal in their country and that durring the 60's and the 70's was not enforced and has been decriminalizd. Who got duped on the dupe? A triple cross, catch 23. Dont matter where ya been or what ya did kid, it takes a 5 dollar bill, you only got 10. I am thinking about that my brother took my father to the convalescent hospital. Antibiotics are dangerous because the lower ones imunity system. His death on his certificate reads immune to antibiotics as the cause of death. Seems to me that people take their dogs and cats to the animal hospital to be put to sleep when they become to old, cataracts, senile, growing and attacking. My brother thinks that he deserves something that he never got because my dad id a dead beat dad and didn't do his part as a father and get all of his sons business. So he took it amongst himself at a time when my father took out home loan for repairs and remolding. He claims that my fathers young girl Friend took my father to the bank to take out all of these home loans. The did build the downstairs into an apartment and installed a shower and a bathroom, as well as tore out the old kitchen cabinets and sink and installed a new water heater. My brother took the money. Even had the girl arrested, she was not held on any charges or crimes. Friday September 30th 2001 I had a dream, we actually shouldn't take our dreams so seriously most of the time. I would have to take the side that I should have complete faith in Mother Ganges, That I spread my fathers ashes there in India that the benefit is totally purified of all Karma and no more birth in the material world, freed from Samsara for eternity. I had this dream were were at an Indian restaurant, there were many aentree's we just stay there for days and weeks. Then the owners took us out on the road for 6 months enjoying very many wonderful things. Then we returned to the restaurant for a very long time. Until they ran out of the entree's, changed the signs that no longer offered they great services and became a very plain establishment. I went into my fathers booth that now it time to go, as he put down that last of the entree's and they cleared his table. All the while they were very glad to have customers like us, as they extracted payment from his money as we went along serving us the finest things that were the best that we would like very much. At the end when it was time to go now, We had been away form home for over 10 years, what were we going to tell his wife, My step mother Ginny and the family were we had been. Then I didn't want to go with him that he was to drive his truck off of a cliff, that death awaited that I was not to go along. I mention this because in the Heavenly planets one day is six months and the enjoyment there is far superior than that of the Earthly planet available to the human beings. Until their KARMA RUNS OUT THEN THEY HAVE TO LEAVE. I had dreams before this one I recdorded as quicly as I could to keep the details and the mood intact Sun March 2nd 2008 I had this most beautifull dream last night, I call it AN ASIAN UNIVERSITY TRADDITON AS PERFORMED EVERY YEAR BY THE FINEST STUDENTS SELECTED, This play is actually in contest with the previous years performance, I as having had the good fortune to have studied for one year in Asisa's most finest Prestine University, I was allways very shy among the woman who seemed to talk and laugh somtimes glancing my way, I just thought it would be proper not to pursue, but to remain in my studies and associate among the male fraturnity, until upon graduation I, as after the celebrations as walking among the beautiful campus with flowers and bridges over lakes and streams came upon a beautiful creature of both woman and beast who had awoken from being very tired upon her journey across the ocean. A very far distance carrying fire in her lap as she would be sunken in the waves she would emerge encircled by the protecting fire which would again rest in her lap. She said that she desired courtship and intimate relations with me which I refused immediately as it would not be proper. She assured me that if I fulfilled her desire I would be blessed by being married to the Princess such an offered could not be refused as she was the most beautiful in all the land. she gave to me a mixture of dough sweets and yogurt in which we bathed and encircled the dough mixture with the sweets and hand feed each other in extreme delight which cause and intense euphoria until finally the sugar and enzymes causes involuntary sexual release, as we landed upon shore the performance by the students as expert was graded as a tie to the previous years performers in which the local girls laughing as the year passes was actually the princess and her associate maids friends in which marriage was proposed by the queen on behalf or her beautiful daughter all was happy https://www.angelfire.com/ca6/cornwall/TBD.html The Illustrated Tibetian Book of the Dead --- The Barl Thordol and Other Essays by Roger Lee Cornw www.angelfire.com The Illustrated Tibetan Book of the Dead --- The Barl Thordol and Other Essays I went up to Topanga a few times, had a great trip one time went up there with a freind of mine hich hiked up the canyon some krsna girls reading Sroi Isopansad out loud gave us a ride, after we got back and after school we went over to another freinds out in Van Nuys where I was living at the time and were joking and talking and I am triping and this guy drive by just like Col Sanders, as I was informed that it is he that they do live on the block over there. Danny Thomas lived over by Cold Water / Wheitshit as well as Billy Barty over there by the church on Vanowen across form where Madison Jr High school. I wanted to know if anyone has a copy of Kim Fowley's Canyon people with the news broadcast of his canyon people movement in the canyon. Ive been looking all over for it for my collection https://www.angelfire.com/ca6/cornwall/Playlist/MusicPlaylist.HTML Saw Black Flag there went to D Downs quite a few times. When I was a kid in late 60's early 70's we used to go to 4 h fairs there. we had a ranch on Roscoe and Lindly now they are these condominium apartments there for the whole block at Woodly. The go cart place is the Home Depot parking lot This is the only thing I could find, I lived in Sylmar off of Foothils and Strathern, there were some air fields around lots of them there were these sonic booms testing aircraft breaking the sound barrier. There were also air raid sirens every so often. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Acid_rain Great kid, I appreciate that. Here's a dollar go play Frisbee on the freeway, Get out of here already, you know we love ya while your not burning your bridges at both ends. have you ever seen another state of mind. I saw it at the new art when it came out in 83 Used to see SD everywhere. they had these gigs at industrial buildings and small lclubs and stuff saw then at the Whiskey alot https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K1Wlf-U4sjg Another state of mind part 1 www.youtube.com Another State of Mind is a documentary film made in the summer of 1982 chronicling the adventure (and misadventure) of two punk bands Social Distortion and Youth Brigade I practically knew everybody in the movie, I used to do the liguid run with the they guy who was showing how the slam works, was his name Dan. He was in the marines reserves, I thought that was a real trip cause I was in the Navy reserves i the Sea Bees construction battalion. This was a LA punk Photographer Alison Braun photography http://www.alisonbraun.com/ Los Angeles 1989-1992, featuring subjects like Mike Ness, Jello Biafra and Henry Rollins in the portfolio section. I used t see Youth Brigade around all the time. They had this organization called BYO Biased Youth Organization. BYO was always on the flyers like Bring Your Own. I was hanging out mostly with Stephen and Tommy they had a shop called Bright Lite Neon. Their sister Amy was hanging out with Alison Braun.They were seniors and graduating from North Hollywood High. Red Scare used to play I was always running into Bobby the singer in the band. Tommy was the drummer in Hero's of noise they were opening for the gigs for SD. legal weapon. Red Scar.e Minor threat. they used to play like at HJ's, the Whisky, the shop and some industrial spaces in North Hollywood. Yeah we used to go to a lot of gigs, New Olympic, Godzillas SunValley, Whisky Roxy, Starwood Nightclub, Starlight Roller rink, Northridge roller rink I think it was, Devonshire downs, The Country Club, there were some studios in North Hollywood they had gigs, Cathay de Grande, The anti club, club lingerie we went out to alpine village in oc, somes gigs in Ventura, OLD Floritine Gardens when they had gigs in 81 with like 12 bands 45 grave, Bad Religon, 999, Dissability I belive this guy we knew Tracy was a gutairist in that band, etc, The ZeroAnd The Starlight in Hollywood. They usually had the Circle Jerks and The Vandals. Bobby was always with this girl they would slam each other and pin each other down on the ground for a while. So whats with this crap that all of the sudden no ones trusted, cant go no where for lunch. They say they have machines. almost 3 dollars and more for a burrito that I can get 3 for 99 cents and the micro wave is so high that its too hot if you catch it in time and the filling boils out. More snack crap that I don't eat, I am a vegetarian and what have they got. Whats it to them anyways where you go and what you do on your time, your held captive practicaly against your will and it cost to much money just to get the gas to get there anyways, what about the baby formula, I guess we will have to wait on that one that's extras. Denny's was right across the street, a burrito place down at the end of the block, a donut shop and an oriental place right across the street, you not allowed to go acrss the street cause it has a liqueur store. They sell more than just liqueur you idiots. its true a couple of places that i worked for and I have very strong resentments against them and have been enforced for no reason. this goes back to 1992, 1990, 1989, 2006 did you read this thing about the police incident report? http://www.facebook.com/note.php?note_id=178143538872486 "Journey to the center of Consciousness" "Journey to the center of Consciousness" The From Shadana to Samadhi page Oh yeah I am in Kansas city MO. No I don't work for them any more, my previous article went into more detail. Its already like running for office or something to get hired and the interview and resume thing, then all these company's on a daily basis don't know whats going on they lay everybody off then they need to hire more people its constantly up and down and they are trying to get rid of people with out having to offer the unemployment benefits or try to get their employes to quit. currently I am laid off since Jan 10 2010 and everybody is like on unemployment benefits extending to 99 weeks and Omama is making law an additional year. I am writing all the crazy stuff for the magazine and all this stuff is true. http://www.facebook.com/note.php?note_id=264114173608755 not only that, something I still haven't gotten on yet is that the neiborhoods we lived in and grew up and the schools we went to all are dangerous now. the houses all have the security bars and its all run down and dirty and the cops pull you over and want to know what your doing there. Our kids take a buss up to the hills at Verdugo Hills High school cause the rest of the kids in the neighborhood threatens our kids. They leave their beer bottles all laying around. The post office wouldn't deliver the mail which includes everybody's bills and checks and stuff until the apartment owners installed new mail boxes cause they keep breaking into them and the locks were missing and the doors were hanging of their hinges. They keep breaking the front security door and the mechanism in the front. Thats when I got a post office box cause I was taking in home education in PC's and programing and stuff and was getting my grades and equipment and software with manuals. Its not the clothes you wear or are accustomed to wearing such clothing, rather it how they put it on and if ya asked me it looks pretty stupid. They say, my caps pulled down, SO, My Penelltin is open button at the top and ironed creases, SO, My pants are ready for boosten, SO looks pretty stupid. Besides what do ya want me to do about it that your an asshole in society and the rest of society is pretty fucked up to so join the club. I don't care about your banana rama bandana low over your tea timers, and why don't you get your next car battery at a retail or wholesale outlet. Get your own tires and stereos. When these people move in they bring their cops and bugs with them. Some real raids with air patrol and everything. Ya don't see this shit on the news, they don't discuss the real issues, or whats really going on in our communities, and they are the ones who are saying give us our streets back that just because your poor doesn't mean you have to live in filth and violence. How about if you got stolen and got left laying around somewhere striped down and gutted out. These roads are far and wide and go for miles. Some one puts in a theft report for you. How about Occupy everywhere, occupy gang land, Occupy the police station, occupy and stand by your neighborhood and your schools. Modern society has sabotaged its self that although it is a false standard of external material comforts it is based on all the wrong behavior. Society refused to accept the history's of the Ramayana 2 million yrs and the Maha Barata 3000 bc and instead excavate territories and speculate and try to piece together certain data only according to their own limited perspective. These history's of Ramayana and Maha Barata give detailed descriptions of the personality's that lived and the society in which they lived in. Society should take in to consideration very seriously Karma and its interactions. One should live in such a way that one does not incur karma and become subjected to nature. The only choice one has in this condition is the actions and the mentality in which they have created their next body at every and each instance of moment. The Srimad Bhagavatam says that everything is so much useless hard labor if it does not awaken the knowledge and devotional service to the Supreme who is situated within the heart of the living entity. Prabhupada said in his lectures that this is the way to be immortal other wise one has no control over their destiny. in the middle 70's if some one was wondering around and drinking and didn't have any place to go they were removed fast. Now they are all over the place. I moved back to the same block on Woodman at Vanowen in 97 until 2009. Were I used to live the big pine tree had to be taken out cause the drunken homless guys kept hanging out there and urinating on the tree and it got a fungus. Yeah they have taken down the flood colored lights, filled the swimming pools with cement, they don't take care of the beautiful landscape or lawns. Its like heavy A guy was driving his mini truck on the freeway with a load of penquins in the back. A cop ses this guy and pulls him over and asks him "where ya taken these penquins?" The guy says " to the zoo" The cop told him he had beter be takien these penquins to the zoo cause next time he sees him again with all these penquins he's gonna run em all in. So the next day the same cop sees the guy again in the mini truck and the penquins were puttin on sun tan lotion and playing surf music and dancing and had boogie boards and ummerllas. The cop pulled him back over and says " hey! I though you were taken these penquins to the zoo?" The guy told him that he did and today hes taken them to the beach! I lived in Kagel Cyn on West Trail. Used to up to gravity hill and go by there all the time. its farther up past all the houses in front of the cemetery's. there are 2 cemetery's. another way to access it is by Lopez Cyn which is Kagel cyn rd at a certain point access on Van Nuys blvd and Foothill. Kagel cyn also has Dexter Park and higher up on east trail is the famous hair pin curve for those who like to just take a drive. Also on Kagel cyn is the Hideaway which has country rock blues on the weekends and an open mic jam on Sunday afternoons they close early in the eves. Gravity hill is an optical illusion that it is actually a hill that appears to be a ditch so that gravity operates and it appears your car is rolling up hill in neutral when you take off the brakes. yeah we went up to Van Nuys blvd, that's where everybody was hanging out. in I think 81 they started putting up road barriers and the stores and restaurants had to close early. The employees that worked there lost hours because of it. They started ticketing cruisers and dimming the street lights more. Everybody was thinking that they wanted to cruise Foothil at Sunland blvd and higher up. The local police dept issued out warnings that anybody that show up to cruise will be arrested. Lots of people showed up and the cops had a hugh check point station set up and roped all the people together and pulled over and towed cars. It was even on the news. Yeah it was pretty cool, They have a real cool scene here. lots of musicians are from Kansas city like Bo Diddly. There are a lot of musicians here and a blues and jazz museum with a live club they perform at right where the art museum is . Blue Room - American Jazz Museum www.americanjazzmuseum.com/read.asp?docid=559 American Jazz Museum Tickets, Rhythm & Ribs Tickets, Blue Room Tickets ... who crafted "Kansas City jazz," a sound known all over the world, the Blue Room ... at the American Jazz Museum in the Blue Room, please send us a short artist The Nelson-Atkins Museum of Art | Kansas City, Missouri www.nelson-atkins.org/ The Nelson-Atkins Museum of Art in Kansas City, MO is a world-class encyclopedic museum. Admission is always free I was going to the Whisky and the Roxy all the time. Its changed big time, they tried to expand it and they really pack everyone in there and they have the front to a garage like door that they load the equipment right from the street instead of in the back. We were going to the Key club used to be Gazaris. My friends bands currently play at the Viper Room on Sunset. I had a back stage wrist band for Bad Manners a couple of years ago at the Key Club, they were staying at Tequila Mockingbirds house when they were in town. Russia wants to band the Bhagavad Gita. If they want society to act immorally then ban the Bhagavad Gita, which wont go away they will just print and distribute it illegally just like they did with the bible during Communism. The gita is instructing the highest moral principals. Prabupada is teaching us the 4 principles. If they want society to be drunkards, lacking in any good quality's, the problems associated with extra martial relationships and gambling as well as the quality of mercy in animal slaughter and consumption. They should very seriously re think it over. I think in the long run the Gita will be free to read and distribute. should do a complete mark up of the Eagles album Hotel California like Frank Zappa switch all the people in different dress like punks and drag and falmes and bully mussle men and long cig filter holding Tebula Bunkhead and Milton Berle in a bra and stuff Howard Stern in bondage http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/File:Zappamoney2.jpg File:Zappamoney2.jpg - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia en.wikipedia.org This is the Original gatefold sleeve, now the current cover of the album. yeah and like Evil Kaneval and the Hells Angels 69 with Elvis pressly and James Dean Maralyn Monroe and JFK LB aint go nothing on me oh yeah and the midgiet muchkin hanging himself in the corner up stairs in the window Topless bearded ladys in boxers with contortionists and swamis and yogis got to have the circus ring leader with the handle bar mustash and the vice squid the real scary cops directing traffic like swat or something and the cartel castro an atom bomb rocket and Einstein teaching the the abc's to the disabled stoners heros of war Yeah everybody was always sticking up for the president, and they said they didn't believe it when informed that all of this is negative in a big way. Like for instance Regan lifted the ceiling on rent control and its calculated on percentages which keep snow balling higher and higher. the rent is totally out of control, its way to much and hardly affordable. The state pays those who qualify for benefits and that doesn't mean you and me. They still even hardly believe the thing with the camps and stuff and this has been going on for over 30 years with an effective plan to get the Americans on the camps all the transportation has been provided and is in place. I think just like before since like 2006 that everybody should boycott all goods and services. especially think this because the way I was treated at a popular home improvement retailer. we all think Home Depot is a great company. Its not those guys are the biggest dicks just read this and the way I was treated. They should seroulsy consider the consciences of their actions, they think its all right but they don't admit to it and think they have the right. I think that gas should be boycot and I think that the police station and the militarily bases and the drug streets and gangland and your local schools should also be occupied. I downloaded the album and put it on with the head phones, laid down and meditated on it. Its stereo scopic as it creates scenes of self discovery,http://www.facebook.com/portalmystery?sk=app_2405167945 The Portal. looks like a new movie feature for the theaters. A Cosmic Rock Opera. The Shaman shakes his stones and sprinkles his relaxing herbs of inner concentration as his prayers penetrate the cosmic center of self, of karmic success, of nature, of positive and negative energys as they all play the part of the whole. As from springs forth the timeless experience encompassing the entire past present and far reaching future that space the total self realized bhodi satvas. shadikas, saints, maryters of all creeds are focused and absorbed within the inner circle of the center of the very self of source of existence. One discovers their place. Breaking the bonds of external absorption of commercialism as having had relied on such external data to survive one recognized the actual situation and becomes of being of eternal self reliant.

Monsantos FDA Goes After the Countrys Only Safe Milk foodfreedom.wordpress.com By Yumi Dood Dairy is central to both the food supply and to sustainable agriculture. The FDA (run by Monsanto) is taking it apart. Rather than being harmful, raw milk is the only safe milk Stock market alert: Gold gapped up almost $40 as soon as the Hong Kong markets opened this morning. Look out below! If you are in anything but precious metals, get out now! A king is decorated with fine jewelries, bangles and many other, here, here, here. You have seen. Nowadays nobody has seen also how many different types of ornaments there is. They do not know it. Simply plastic plate or a paper plate, and he thinks something. That's all. They do not know what is golden plate, what is silver plate, what is jewelry. All forgotten. All forgotten. And still, they are proud of advancement of material civilization. What you have got? Plastic and paper plates only. That's all. No more ornament, no jewel, no house, no garment, no life -- everything is gone. And still, they are proud: "We are advancing in this material civilization." Money. "We have got money." What is that money? Paper, that's all. (laughter) And everyone is cheated. "Take hundred dollars." What is this? A paper. That's all. So it is the society now at the present moment, the cheater and the cheated. http://www.prabhupadavani.​org/main/Bhagavatam/248.ht​ml SB-text-248 www.prabhupadavani.org the whole situation is crazy I really cant believe that all these people are so thick headed even if its profitable the end result is failure. māyayāpahṛta-jānā even on the material standard insane poor manegment, this is not leadership it seems that all this stuff with earthquakes all over the place started when they started doing this under ground testing of nuclear weopons. Nuclear weapons testing - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Nuclear_weapons_testing - Cached Four major types of nuclear testing: 1. atmospheric, 2. underground, 3. exoatmospheric, and 4. underwater. Nuclear weapons tests have historically been broken There is an sub Atlantic continental plate that is only just about a mile off the coast that goes from south America up along side CA, OR WA Vancouver Canada and goes up to Alaska. A Tsunami is expected with a major earth quake when the the sub Atlantic continental plate finally shifts, it been building presure for years now and it has been closly monitored in recent years and the banks have made tsunami insurance mandatory for beach property. http://vedabase.net/bg/7/1​5/ Bhagavad-gita As It Is Chapter 7 Verse 15 vedabase.net Bhagavad-gita As It Is Chapter 7 Verse 15 Basically what I think the point is is that due to so many disruptions which there are many in the material world of all sorts, and not to dwell on the material energy to much, as that we are not fools, we know the issues and current affairs and these are good examples of a Godless socity its simply failure and the result is that the population is being prepared to be cats and dogs in their next life as a result of a society kept in ignorance, they dont know what to eat or not or what to or not to do the whole society is polluted by adverse karmic reactions So, a.. whats has any body got say about stuff like this, like it dosn't exist? http://www.rbs2.com/humres.htm Nonconsensual Medical Experiments on Human Beings www.rbs2.com review of some famous experiments, I propose a code to give better protection to subjects my observations I draw the following conclusions from these experiments. Physicians are often curious about details of how some disease or disorder progresses (e.g., syphilis, retrolental fibroplasia). They are not satisfied to know the cause and cure of the disease they want to know the ghastly progression when the victims are untreated. Some physicians will resort to fraud or deception in order to obtain "consent"; other physicians look for helpless people in institutions (e.g., children, insane adults, prisoners, mentally retarded, chronically ill) to use as experimental material. The conclusion from this view is that some physicians see their patients as property under their control, not as independent lives. Do physicians choose incompetent people (e.g., insane, mentally retarded) because it is convenient to perform experiments on subjects who do not object or because these people are somehow less worthy (i.e., ok to harm dog or retarded human, but not normal human)? I can find no answer to this question in the medical literature apparently, it is too unpleasant a question for physicians to consider. These physicians are absolutely convinced that what they are doing is justified in the name of scientific progress. They resent any implication that what they are doing is unethical. Now blow out the candles and clear ground zero, Issue a public statment for the news. yeah 9/11 is like what 10 or 11 yrs old now? Is it an anniversary cake? then in that case they can go to Bin Ladin Oh I love you to.o honey. Yeah it is kind a strange. But we used to have those safe and sane box sets and go over to somebody house and have a pool party and bbq then shoot off the fire works and stuff. Now its like what do yo0u want to do? I dunno, Karaoke? crazy, I really dont think that they are all this thick headed, even for a profit acting like this I think they are doing all this stuff to scare people, dosnt matter if your scared or not its still going on just wait til your kid is born with out his eyes or somthing. SO WHAT IS IT ... praise alaha and fire in the hole! and then they still get the 40 vestable virgins so its Vestal Virgins? I kinda allways wondered what kind oif 40 virgins that was http://en.wikipedia.org/wi​ki/Vestal_Virgin Vestal Virgin - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia en.wikipedia.org Pontifex Maximus Rex Sacrorum Flamen Dialis Flamen Martialis Flamen Quirinalis Rex Nemorensis Curio maximus How about 40 vegtabele virgins all laid up in a row parylaized, in wheel chairs all expressing their desires but cant comunicate very well thus are extreamly frustrated. totoally going off Kid Lemonade Stands CLOSED by POLICE....Iowa wants kids to pay $400 business licenses to sell lemonade. Who is writing and passing these laws....NAZI's or Roman Centurians??? Like I keep saying I cant believe they are like this thick headed insane proposals, idotic economy and reasoning etc etc not leadership crazy backwards upside down dictatorship kiddie revolution we used to go to the pool like 25 cents or so for the whole day and once we got dropped off at the pool in Long beach and soon as I got in the pool everybody was getting out and leaving and they said the period was over and its like 25 cents like every period durring the day The ol lady's gonna have to answer a whole lot of crazy insane questions to a bunch of others who just dont or wont undertand esspesscialy when it hurts the most and that she is accused of being at fault as she is the source of her own missery as well as the source of missery for everyone else too but thats besides the point. They were playing Batman and Robin in their bedroom and the 3 yr old jumped out the window of a 2 story apartment building, split his head open in critical conditon. Saw a kid at the hospital in the strecher coming out of the ambelence into emergency, got beat with a baseball bat. A complete bloody mess. In 65 Langdon was a safe street to walk on or to go to school, in 68 as well. used to play inh the feild next door across the street from the school. He came up the stairs screaming bloody murder, was playing football down the street and got kicked in the balls that he had surgery on allready. He was challenged to a fight after school, he took him and brooke his teeth on the curb and he had braces and his dad kicked his ass for it cause he lost a fight and got fucked up as well. no real need for braces then, is there? The anoucement from the boys vp of Madison Jr High school urged everyone to be safe and to be carefull as we have the experience now that one of our clasemates was killed when the chain on his bike broke right in front of a big truck. I really like what Gurinder Khera says about Cinama. "We might as well ask "What is life?", for film, like life, is made of moments; moments in time, held aloft for our perusal, imprinted on our soul, and then brought back to us from time to time as a memory -- by an event, a vision, a sound, an emotion. The separation becomes trivial -- cinema is life, and life cinema: around us, beside us, inside us. The cinema, then, is not to be consumed with haste; films are not to be digested simply as they unfold, like some plastic-wraped fast-food. Created by light and celluloid, they live only in our minds and in our hearts, savoured both during and after the fact. Projected onto the screen and into our consciousness, where they are replayed over and over -- continually re-discovered artefacts which are constantly changing us. What, then, can we say is truly real? A memory? An event? A celluloid image? The answer lies in the cinema. All is real. Nothing is impossible." kinda just breaths life into th ewhole thing. convalescent patients telling of dreams of strange beings going to punish them and of the convalescent patients telling of strange beings coming into their room, they just give them another shot or a pill to calm them down and put them to sleep. Just another form of denying the whole thing the real situation we are in is covered up, as we percive a concept of another world, one created on our own based on comforts as an artifical standard of socity. Yep, thats where they all want to see em. In the westerns the only time their building anything is because theres going to be a hangin. They come from around. Towns as far as known in the teritory. Mean while the Sherif's got em behind bars, the towns people come by to spit on em. The floor board gives way, they said their last words, there they are danglen on the end of that there rope, Yeserie thats right, just where they want to see em, to make sure that their realy dead allright. They wont be botheren no more, thats right no more bothern no more, knew em all my life allways been no good, allways up to no good. She wanted beans, gave me some money, sending me to the store. I need to know what kind of beans, she says "BEANS!" BEANS BEANS" "JUST BEANS" . So I get some basic pinto beans, just a can of beans, shes all upset and stuff she said to get some beans and I bring home a can of pinto beans, what wrong with you. Finally find out shew wanted Green Beans, that's like more of a vegetable. So later on, after some time they told me that she was seen buying crack cocaine again. I can just visulize that there she is, all messed up thinks shes hot, they all crowd around shes tasting it first, give a folded up bill under the cuff, start walking away with her hands in her pockets. Then what I hear it is that it was the cops that saw her. Then that tells me she's violated probation and if she was driving then that old used car she got probally got towed, Oh well, who needs that. not so good once stuff gets shut down that's usually it, then they say anyone who shows up will be arrested, they did that on van nuys blvd on wed nights and on foothill, they had detainment camps close by. People used to say "A dollar! A whole dollar?" my line was that we will jump off the Santa Monica pier, they would say, " you crazy or sumthin?". What we did is got em all together and then we went over the fence I think over from off where the slide is and jump off the peir where it wasnt so deep, my feet would touch the bottom maybe 12 or 15 feet or so. all the people we gathered stood on the peir where they could see us and then they said never seen nothin like that before and they all threw in their dollar and we just swam around to grab them. Had to bob and stay behind the peirs covered with shell fish if the patrol jeep drove up and were looking for us and then go back in when they left Wait n find out what happens when they find out she was a beatnik. they said new wave cause they didnt want to say punk cause they kick you out of the party and dont give you coke anymore. he's scheduled for heart surgery, his heart beats at 20 per cent ejection rate. She said I am not serving your friend any more hes dosnt look right. He's got a ton of meds he takes (as if it was supposed to smothe things out a bit and it didnt) its a whole box and he has another bag full of meds, he says its way to much and he cant remember if he took them all, somtimes he forgets to take any. He was pised, so he called a cab to have them meet us across the street and thats just were we went where they would serve him. I cant belive how they just let themselfs go and what they have turned into is insane. They do what their told, nobody's saving the day around here, Kenedy set the example. Jesus save your soul, YOUR GONNA NEED IT. they really like that wiiping boy , HE died FOR YOUR SINS. you will do what we tell you, there is no nother choice in the matter other than losing your life and having the most bizzare scandals and cover ups to keep the global interest confused. Like Jesus really saves anybodys soul, got some big surprises coming when you finnaly wake up front this dream, didnt have much of a choice in any matters and now you totaly blew it again. Over and over again then nature makes the choice for you. A Sold Out Rat. The last time I went to court was when I put in for extentions for a ticket I got when I was stoped the second time just off of Van Nuys Blvd on Kiswick I really needed to get ther on time which they allready closed I was just only on the other side of the block on the same street Loaves & Fishes Ii, 14640 Keswick Street, Van Nuys, CA 91405 ... www.kudzu.com ... Volunteer & Charitable Organizations - Cached Reviews and ratings for Loaves & Fishes Ii, 14640 Keswick Street, Van Nuys, CA 91405. (818) 997-0943. I needed a bag of grocerys and they closed allready, while I was detained twice that afternoon. I explained to the night court judge that this stuff has been going on for a year and this ticket was issued exactly to the day Aug 23rd when the cops first came out to my work at Home depot in North Hollywood and it sure seems strange that the Van Nuys home depot is only just on the other side of the tracks there on Van Nuys blvd at the plant. The night court judge asked me if I could just pay $10.00 court fee and he will just drop everything. The symptom of the disease is diss-satisfaction and frustration of our attempts. The real frailty is the forgetfulness of our real spiritual nature. Perfect spiritual; beings covered by matter involved in external illusory attempts based on the notion of being a product of matter impregnates the human mentality error. The rectification is the development of the perfect spiritual mentality devoid of the false notion of enjoyment exclusively through sensual and mental stimuli. Simply put: the medicine to cure ourselfs of the disease is the spirtual development potential inherent in us as pure spiritual jiva atma as part and parcel of the Supreme Lord Sri Krishna. Been there, some or most of these people are absolutey nuts real geeks selfish especially when the economy gets impacted negatively they turn into some real ballistic jerks best when in the interview for your new job just put seeking advancement and talk of your successes what your did for them that was positive. What they look for and then they think that how long will it be that you start talking about them them that way. Ive been writing about my terrible jobs now for a while in lost anarchy rogers rave its crazy stuff check this one out http://www.facebook.com/note.php?note_id=178143538872486 The state of CA GR office job assistance called fast trak had me take home depot off my resume and past history completely The guy your talking about is a complete losser and I cant see why they are keeping this guy. It reflects onh what kind of people are running this place or even the owners as well What a great bunch of pals, my new supervisor said he knew where I was he saw it on the news, but he said he needed to hear from me within 24 hours and it wasnt until one of the guys called out and had someone dial the number for a 3 way call sometime after the weekend. My supervisor said he called my friend I was with, they know him and his sister as well, she owns the other television infomercial company in La Quinta. He said they had to let me go, they musta, at least fiquired that I was going to have some fines to pay and the fees for the DUI school etc. Thats when I went to work for the gas station and conveince store in Palm Desert. Blew everybodys mind that I ride my bike to and from work across the desert down hwy 111 then hop back on again and ride to Indio for the awareness class and I paid my fees. They all said that you have to pay your own fees if you dont they cant let you attend then the judge wants to know why you wernt there and thats a violation of probation and thats jail time. what a great bunch of pals, arnt they? oh yeah, at least the AA meeting was close to work, did he overnight shift, handled the register, or cleaned the facility's which included an mini car wash, vacuum cleaner, the pumps and hose down the pads. The had the best ice cream chocolate cookie sandwich's ever. Thats the way it is, it you that got yourself in it, the instructor certainly isnt responsible for your mistakes or your just plain ol hard luck. Right, we're taking refunds but the new forms arnt ready yet. I stocked my desk specifly with refund forms and you have confesgated them without my knowledge because you are creating new forms. If I leave out just one question the refund cannot be processed, you know as well as I do thats its very difficult to reach these people if we have to call them back. makes a lot of sense. If you know someone, or have been affected by someone, who needs a smack upside the head, post here. People who need a smack upside the head affect the lives of many. There is still no known cure for someone who deserves a smack upside the head, except a smack upside the head, but we can raise awareness. He really was extremely annoying, he kept giving me hundred dollar bills to run up and get more drinks at the pool. He just kept on and on, never shut up, even when he got in the pool and was puttin down his drink then he came up out of the water and was complaining that he couldn't get out. He even shown us the bottom of his foot that he burnt today cause he left the other sandel in the cutter at the apt when we got in the taxi. I got the sandel when I got home and put it in his room, he thought that he left it in the taxi. Just geting into the motel caused a blister on his foot. I went to reach my hand out to help him up out of the pool then he does this big spring backward off of the side over to the ladder and he gets out. There were some complaints and we were asked to go to our rooms and he was so loaded that he was just hanging out there for a while first. He grabed his bag full of money and counted out all the hundred dollar bills then took 3 thousand and said this is fun money as he told me to call the cab. He was accustomed to ocupying the Sportsmen's Lodge on Ventura cyn blvd Studio City hotels and holiday Cottages California www.world-stay.com/en/us/california/studio-city/ - Cached Sportsmen's Lodge Hotel Address: 12833 Ventura Blvd, Studio City, tel: (818) ... Smog Inn Address: 5950 Laurel Canyon Blvd, Valley Village, tel: (818) 508-9849 he got a roonm for the week end and he kept sending me to the store for more drinks and food, he just kept odering more movies for us to watch and told me to keep mixing the drinks. Let Me get this straight, Whos the store manager here, I am, Ok then Laura is just a maneger then right? No shes the store manager. Who told you to move anything around just where you just want to put stuff or where you think it should go. I dont know what your talking about, I put stuff where it goes with the rest of the stuff. What about the closet mirroredy doors then? Laura set me up with it. Just how did Laura SET YOU UP? She took me over there and started organizing the first few, she said they go acording to the model and then the sizes from smallest to the widest all in each of its own bin by model. You didnt answer my question how did Laura set you up. what do mean she started it. Oh now SHE STARTED IT AND NOT YOU AND SHE SET YOU UP. NOW IVE HEARD EVERYTHING. You mean like a legal afair and arrest set up? I find that very childish, she took me over there and set me up with the work as specificaly instructed me to do. Whos the store maneger?" I am. and then Laura is also a store manager. No I am THE store manager and so is Laura, shes not here today. Let me get this straight then, items are placed and stocked one way for one store manager when they are here, then items go some where else another way when another store manager is here another day? The asshole turns off the digital tv with the volume all the way up, and I turn on the tv after everybody goes to bed until I can get back to sleep and the thing wakes everybody and up and she shouts turn it down. What a jerk. Yeah its inconsiderate I agree its Very inconsiderate indeed. My assignment ended on 9/11/07 when I was working for the Recycler Classifieds I had recently received bonus's nothing they said held up that I do not keep up with the rest of the room, I covered when everybody just all goes to lunch at the same time. That turned a lot of heads and was one of the questions I was asked in the Unempploymnent phone interview and When I was on fast track program they have the job resource program when I applied for GR. Thats why I went to lunch before the rest of the room does cause then when they come back form lunch they start taking their breaks and I havnt even had lunch yet. same thing with the first morning break if I didnt go they all did then it was luncy allready. Lisa had this real bad attitude like they dont understand why I go to early it doesnt make sense, or that I take to many breaks. The do allow for a extra quick cigarete break just as long as it doent create a problem if your not at your seat working or not making sales just allways walking around joking with your freinds on their extra smoke break, but they say I take to many breaks. The actual fact was that I created the policy that I ask first before I go anywhere and I was there for 11 months, I created the ask before I go in my second week with them. Actually this shit goes on and on I noticed this crap when I first started. She called my agency and said she could smell alcohol cause I had pizza and beer with the guys trhe night before cause I got a job and a new place to stay, and all thohugh I soak in the tub for a while because of my back injury and I have a whole bag of stuff like deodorant and finger nail brush she called my agency and said there is an odor that I dont take a shower. It seemed to me that they wanted to just have a temp and be able to get rid of them and not have to pay or allow the unemployment benefits. I told a customer who has 2 homes in Kagel Cyn where my dad has his house. She ran an ad to rent the house one ad at a time, she was getting the ad to run for 2 weeks then she asked me if she rents the place out could she change her ad for the other house. I explained the policy is that the customer can not change her ad she could stop her ad and place a new ad but she cannot switch them out. I even offered to run the ad for one week then and then renew the ad if she wished. she called back and talked to Lisa and said they I told her she could change her ad. Lisa got all over me I explained to her that I explained the policy and that she cannot change her ad. I even offered to run the ad for one week and she could renew or start a new ad. Lisa is smart enough at least to know that the customers call all the time to get something for free. That was the customers fault she said run it for 2 weeks she rented it out in one week, now she calls up and lies to get something for free. They do it all the time. Lisa is the one who made the decision to allow the customer to switch out the ad for the new rental. Shes just a cunt, this happened just before I left and the day I left I couldn't log into my ad to edit it cause she was already in it all day long just before the end of the day I was able to get into it and she not only edited the ad she changed it around a bit, I wanted to ask her why she is allready in my ad, but I was very sick and tired of messing around with her especially when shes the one that says that she is not going to agrue with me. She started every thing, even why I needed to blow my nose cause I had a sinus surgery when I was 15. Whats wrong with this cunt!!! She accepted this job because it paid less wages but it was made up for in the bonus structure that was discontinued. She had this real bad attitude, she would say horribly sign here for your bonus gift card. huff, ok sit down now. The LA Times owned the Caravan real estate publication as well as owning the Recycler Classifieds thats how we have the packages that include the la times. She got rid of the tsr's to clear the floor so that she could get her bonus's for sales. I did auto ads, Sue and another girl did the pet ads and real estate they usually get a power ad or a photo ad. So with all that cleared she could get the sales as well as the regular customers that renew and place ads regularly. She finally got fired for something, I am not exactly sure what, that wasn't disclosed. Before I left I called my regular customer and she already was called and placed her ad with another tsr. This is recorded in my spreadsheet called "Sales Funnel" it was very useful, we emailed it to our supervisor every week. They said she gave it to them to call. She said they were ready to renew. The time is loged in on my telephone so that calls can come in and it tracks the time I am loged in and we log out for breaks. So when I ask if I can go to break I log out. Then when I come back and she wants to tell me somthing or go over to her desk or somthing I just log back in real quick so that the time is loged in correctly cause shes calling my agency and their telling me that she says I take to many breaks and the breaks are longer than anyboldy eles. I was wondering why some of them have their lunch at there desk. I have things to do and I am a vegatarian and I got to get somthing. Somtimes jump on my bike and go to 7/11 a few blocks away or on the corner there is a mexican place I get a giant burito, or if I needed somthing there is a liquor store there as well pick up some smokes or sobes or somthing. Same thing in the morning she wants me to come over there, So I log in first, so what? If this stuff was really that bad like they said then how come they keep some one that horrible for 11 months, and the day my assignment ended 9/11/07 was a Tues our day for our final weekly deadline, hump day. Bitch was all bent cause the new president elliminated the supervisors bonus as well as restructured the bonus for the TSR's to a raffel for tickets based on your sales for a weekly sales contest. I came back from break and shes gos off like "The state of CA allows for one 1/2 hr lunch and 2 10 min breaks"! Like what fucks that all about she calls my agency everyday and one of the things she tells them is that I take more breaks than anybody else and the longest breaks. The fact is I am right there in my seat cause she dosnt let me go any where and she has a smoke break every 5 min or so her self. They give us one full hour for lunch and 2 15 min breaks and she ended my assignment on 9/11/2007 which turned a lot of heads around, Ya know the day they dropped the bombs. I got my unemployment cause I had just been awarded bonus in the sums of 75 20 and 10 dollar gift cards for Ralphs and Target. I got food stamps and assistance on locating a new job which I ended up at Davis Marketing Rearch in Callabasas and thats a whole other story. Bill Davis is a real jerk, his managers really kiss his ass and do the crapy shit he tells them to do. There were no problems when I worked for Chris as my maneger, when he left the company, then it was the rein and terror of Lisa Statzell, she was after everyone, she was all upset cause she got laid off when the Caravan closed down and the Recycler was restructering so bad like no more free ads over the phone its a 5 dollar conveince fee for an ad that will run 3 weeks unless you go online and place the free ad your self free for one week. It was allways popular because of the free ads, and now they arnt free anymore, that was a hassel with the customers and the 15 week cap they put on unlimated renewals for autos. Some pissed off customers. Chris Huges wasnt taking their side he would have this total drag out fight with the facilitys manager Bill Sarno then come right out still auguring with him and toss me a cigarette and told me to take a break. I waited for a call center that was put on hold, but if I wanted to get back to work right away they had Davis Marketing Research. I was there a while first on a day time business study then was recomended for the year long finacial study on the stock market industry which the cleint Market Metrics would be in training in Sept. It pays a day time bonus which I did not get I was told to call my angency and she's going like she dosnt know what I am talking about and that I agreed to a wage when I was hired. Then my hours were cut more and more every week down to just a few hours on some days. Bill Davis got this real big hair up his ass on people taking extra cigarette breaks and He sees me when I get there before start time to clock in then on my breaks then after work and I might go to the libary up across the way. Hes a real DICK, he needs to be fired. A bunch of traitors calling the agency on a daily basis. Everyuthing was going fine and I get this phone call from my agency saying all this stuff that is incorrect then the supervisors at Davis were going off about the same thing, I sit right in front of him he should know if I go anywhere, in QA they say my stats are great, she didnt know that they jumping on my ass for no reason she knows now. The agency felt that their employee is being harrased and took me off the assignment. Never did get to that call center on hold. I had turned Davis Marketing Research Center oportunites down multiple times before cause its crapy hours at low pay. I applied for some great call center positions, stafing agencys only have one agenda, that is to fill their clients needs. I was taliking about Rogers Rave and Rogers Totaly loaded pistol and they said Roger has a gun, I replied I wish, so they called my agency who came out right away cause they said I wish I had a gun or that they think I do have a gun. I told her thats crazy, they didnt say anything about any guns, but they told me to take the rest of the day off though and to call my agency. Oh yeah I come in at Davis on a rainy day and the air conditioners and the fan is blowing and it cold in the room, and during the summer they say that they cant turn off the heat they have no control its for the other room and the air conditioner is out and the fan blows hot stale air there are no windows that can be opened. Everybody in there always has got a cold. At work they have you sign these papers that you will not divulge proprietary company information which includes how they do things there and if you happen to "invent" anything there it belongs to the company. I really dont see how being a real jerk can be proprietary information. Was this the issue with Douglas Bruce how a bout that guy that his attorney tells the court for a subpena, he says hes to busy to go to court or somthing, what was that business? every one was saying yeah right just one of us try that crap and see how far it flys I went through the craziest stuff http://www.facebook.com/note.php?note_id=178143538872486 police harrasment incedents was crazy didnt expect it just whzam they they are and its not going away Ron Wood was playing darts on English blues night at the English American Sportsmens Arms pub in Van Nuys on Roscoe over by the airport in loste 83, I moved just after 84. Times gone by quickly, I first saw Rollins for black flag at Devinshire downs in I believe it was 81 I was 22, thought it would allways be that way. I got picked up by the Hollywood police when my brother in law ran form the cops when they were pulling him over, we went around from Highland to Franklin around the block a few times right off of Hollywood blvd then he pulled into the parkeing lot at the gas station on Franklin and Highland and got and ran. The police cocked a shoot gun and ordered us out of the car and face down on the ground. there was my self and 3 punk rockers hardcore one female and 2 males. At the station after a while they found a gun in my brother in law's trunk and the punkers has 12 pairs of noon chucks. I finnaly was realsed and they told me that as a proper gentlemen that it was my responsabiulity to take the girl home. She was under age and a runaway and lives a hotel hell, It turns out, and the cab driver was freakinhg that he just picked us up at the police station that we just got arrested and hes concerned that now were all going to get arrested again. That he agreed to drive down that street and drop her off as fast as she can get out and they hes only taking me to the buss stop and thats it. Ive been to the zero, I know Carlos Guitarlos, I was a guest of the Mentors that I met that day at a thrift shop. Rosemary was having an opening party. They we all up there Billy Zoom, Derf Scratch, Tequila Mockingbird, the bouncer was the guy from the whisky instead of a boston windbreaker was was all leathered out. He keep sliding out these trash cans full of Ice and beers, he says ok guys here it is. Al Duce was walking around doing like this thing with his stomach hanging out from underneath a tee shirt thats a bit to small and grunting and bumping into people. Yeah talking horses, poor rich people in a mansion with a banker who trys to keep their money in his bank, a couple of households of monsters, witches and zombies, of who's wife is a witch and his mother in-law is always casting evil spells on him. and whats up with hi o silver and bullet? This is the generation that lassie joined the forest rangers and June Lockart got lost in space. Poor little timmy, I bet he didnt stay on the farm eaither. Running the risk if they take it to court and sue the state if you try to deport any illegals They are not really enforcing the law, but they sure are there to get ya oh anything they can find. For starters its a very inauspisiuos situation, growing up we pushed each other around, the school and the teachers just played games with us, only taught what we needed to know. The boss is going off, that there or thousands of applicants standing in line for your job right now, no matter what you do, you just not cuttin it around here. Get laid off again seeking work, cant make the house payment and the bills, the ol lady gets the divorse, Go to jail do not pass go if cant pay the ailimoney or child support. Get back to work, the state garnishes your wages, again laid off cause its special handeling that employers dont continue with, its time and money, not in their interest. Its somthing that they feel that they would just not care to for. Besides, its not their responsability. I really cant see how the judge can award allimony and child support thats over and above ones current income level. They allready get the house and a car and stuff. The ol, lady droped me off and went to work, I dont know what she did cause the house went into forclosure anyway, its not like she was trying to save it, just living for the moment. What a suprise I thought that when she married this guy and they bought the house it was ours, so then what the fuck is foreclosur and all of this stuff. at least didnt have that asshole on my back anymore, just another situation some where else. Its like what did you expect, nothing actually really went right, just seemed like it for a while if there were little agatations still going about the major situations. At age 13 just before the holidays I was getting up at 4:30 to go to work before school as the janitor for a couple of office buildings and a Shakeys pizza parlor, returning in the evening after school to bust the tables and do the janitor work on the other office building, getting home ussulay by 10:30 or 11, somthimes later if we had more work or shampooed the carpets or strip and wax the hallway floor. Did everything sqeeged the glass inside and out. these are the buildings on Laurel Cyn just off of Chandler. The real rip off is that I dont still do it. at 15 the ol lady drobed the bomb shell when I graduated junior high school that I am going to my fathers in the cyn and she brooke up with Jack. Dumb fuck who in the hell paid the rent, the bills, the food, the new freezer that filled up every week, the new station wagon. She had nothing left, again a very pitifull conditon, still playing the games. I dont get the part about not being allowed to have breakfast, Jack took me to a breakfast shop caffe in the morning or I got those cinimin rolls that they made at school and a milk or somthning. What was it all for, when Ed became the maneger at Shakeys he didnt hire me because he said he had to much trouble with my brother who for starters cant really do anything takes an act of congress, he cant comb his hair, or wear clothes that fit right, or calls in every day and expects his check and his biggest concern now was that he's running around with those hoodlums trouble maker criminal guys my sister was going out with. The best thing my freind could say when he wasnt a run away, who was very opininated would try to get me to just understand how much of a bitch this whole thing is and just what the fuck the ol lady is doing to everybody is the biggest bullshit, even his mom was pleading with me to get that bitch to quit her shit. They have passed away, their house was torn down years ago, They were a large family having had teenagers allready by 1967 as I was running around with them in 72 as another generation of teenagers again, his dad built a room in the back that was hooked up to the electricity no body ever really went back there exept his dad to tell him somthing and he allways said hello to me. That room was basicly like the bong room, allways had this high grade bud that was killer around 73 74 75 76 77. There was never any problems left alone most of the time it was peacfull mostly on the surface, now adays it seems that the vice and swat are climbing the walls to catch everyone when it was an everyday ocurence and no real big deal just a way of life of most typical american familys at the time. now a days you get pulled over and arrested just for driving down certain streets known for drug traficing. One should be very carefull as to where one drives not only can you get pulled over by the police but some one may be trying to get away without paying eaither that they just stole a car to burn up. Burning rubber, trying to go foward or backwards as they bring out shopping carts, beds and sofas to ingnite. In the morning when I go to work there I see the turned over burnt up car and the burned up furniture, street cleard by then exept the debries of the night before, when I come home you would never think anything happend as they hold up buds in the night street light lit curbs. Practicly no freedom of speach to express these things. His father was very wealthy, designed the lighting systems on the runways in the air travel industry. Had his large family, big house, doughboy in the back along with a garden and a rather large dog in the low fenced yard. Used to load us up in the car to take us to the Ice Capada Challet at the Laurel cyn mall, which had been damaged in the earthquake in 95, or drive us to the movies on the weekends or load the surfboard up on the roof and drop us off at the beach where we jumbed of the peir for dollars and bears so we could go buy a couple of quarts and they had to have cigaretss, or if we found joints or dollar hits of window pane. The only real problem would be Nixon and the watergate scandel. The higer prices for utilitys, food, and gas. They played a comedy record of the watergate scandel on the radio where actors impersonated Nixon and Kissenger etc. Ford was liveable, Durring the Carter adminastration America was still very materialisic, The world was held Hostage as an high jacked airliner killed one passenger a day until Regan was elected president and ended the hostage crises, America quickly became much less materialisc, mostly laid off business closing down or leaving the country, it still hasnt impoved a lot of those buildings now are forgion mom and pop stores or still vacant. They were aresting these so called "DEADBEAT DADS" since 82. Seemingly occuring again as the economy has never improved just gets worse and worse. I see the going out of business signs going up again on the whole block up and down the blvd. KENNEDY WAS AN EXAMPLE, CITEZENS DIED OF URANIUM POSIONING LACED IN THEIR CARPETS. Doctors just gave out perscriptions for sleeping pills, stimulants, quailiudes and darvons for pain, valium housewifes remedys as the common occurence of the typiclal american family. This is a science, certain terms have a negative incantation for an English equivalent there are 2 classes though Deva and Asura anyone against the absolute nature of the Surpreme realized in 3 phases of understanding as Brahman, Paramatma and Bhagavan is the source of material and spiritual energy's and entities, is the source of consciousness as well. Words like karma are used interchangeably as sin, or dharma as religion when dharma is actually the function of a thing or an entity. Eaither one is for the understanding of the oregin as the complete totality and center of the atom all pervading knowledge thought in numerable universes or one does not accept such a concept at all and never looked internally and is absolutey against it. 6 minutes ago Like by a science it is a purification by remaining in the satva guna as diet and life stlye. I am practicing brahminical culture at the present we see the leaders of society as being demoniac, over here in Kansas city the family planing building in right next door to a Kentucky fried chicken restaurant. one place kills your unborn, the other place is full of karmic reactions as well as our education is all speculation especially how we were trained to do all these things learned about the food groups, darwins theory etc and we sit in front of a tv hours and hours, this is just for starters this is a misdirected civilization man is the arcitect of his own deswtiny if one wants liberation complerly or wants elevation to the higer planets or wants to be animals in the next life then we have that choice by our own making as what we do and the mentality that is created along with it. I know, its this stuff about us and them I am ok but you are not. Actually Prabhupada said that we have to acept that they are demons back in 1966. Kirtanananda said they couldn't really be demons. Prabhupada said at that time that to be able to have any real spritual realization we would have to understand and accept they are demons. Actually when you do see things as they really are its not such a pretty picture. A lot of us agree that "Family Planning" is a very strange humane name to give to abortion clinics. well yeah we are on this machine made of the external material energy that is described by its elements in sankya philosophy, Consciousness is the eternal being as self, is is not developed at any stage of development of the external body. The self continues to exist when the body stops functioning as well as the identification as so and so and such American Indian, German, male , female animal, human etc the designations of the out ward dress, the self does not continue any of the designations as here after, rather in time accepts another body to identify with. This has been going on since time immemorial as there is no way to trace out when exactly or who the self was when it came into mater. This is real serious stuff, our society has us accepting something completely different. No real knowledge of the real self. Its an artificial standard of life, the market is based on all the wrong things and society as a whole is suffering because of its karmic reactions,Nature corresponds to our inner nature and the effects by our actions. These things society has no knowledge of. That is not real civilization nor a progressive society that keeps its citizens trapped in illusion and ignorance suffering still more in this life as well as our future transmigrations. its really just a simple logical explanation for physics, its just natural physics. We are Personalist's, that ultimately beyond matter is Brahman the effulgence from the Supreme it is one, then Paramatma- Visnu four armed form of the partial expansions of the supreme in each atom, then Bhagavan the one totality person the actual center and source of even our self as well as all matter and spirit. read the Srimad Bhagavatam explains its well http://vedabase.net/ did you see my India pix? http://s1197.photobucket.com/albums/aa428/modernKrsna/ each part of India has cerain followers I went to Navadwip or Gaura Mandal Bengal then Vrindavana. They are personalist's here. For the yogis that need no forms or labels they dont need deitys, somtimes they do worship the deity with the philosphy that any of the Gods get you to the same place. Society is still in gross ignorence of the real facts instead of the thing about the world being round the earth is the center of the universe, they have another missconception about the actual position of the universe or what is to be done and not to be done such as 'seeing through lenses" as witch craft or haressy. Prabhupada said in his tapes that I listen to that a society that keeps its citizens in ignorance is a cat and dog society and thats the destination of these jivas because they dont have real knowledge at the present and this isnt all the time the standard is only improved upon eating sleeping mateing and defending the animal propensity's and its getting harder and harder to maintain a basic living when the animals are getting these things very easily The vedas out date all of these Mystery schools by far. the last 2 thousand years christian era was dark ages etc. The 4 regulative principles, Krsna is to be known by all of the vedas, the last 5 hundread yrs Caitanya era has been during the renisance periods and so forth the whole world was influence by the love of godhead at the time and is still continuing as long as the purity remains intact, we actually get on the spritual platform transcending mind and body. no self interested desires and motivations etc, really apliy ones "self" to the process of redirecting our attention from matter to the transcendetal devotional service. practice keeping fixed concentrating for long periods of time and that expands and becomes steady and one enters samadhi as well as understands the love of godhead fruits and the mission of position of Lord Caitanya is Krsna and what is Radha Krsna ever heard of these Knights Templar http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Knights_Templar Kingdom of Jerusalem http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kingdom_of_Jerusalem http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Constantine_the_Great http://freetruth.50webs.org/Appendix1.htm The Cult of Isis and Early Christianity - Hohonu hilo.hawaii.edu/academics/hohonu/writing.php?id=143 - Cached Early Christianity is defined as about the first five hundred years of its existence. ... Horus, who avenged the murder of his father and become the first Pharaoh of Egypt. ... and seeks justice for the poor and shelter for the weak (Wikipedia: Isis). .... With the rise of Constantine to Emperor, the early Christian Church Constantine the Great, Rome's 1st Christian emperor ... freetruth.50webs.org/Appendix1.htm - Cached Jump to Murderer: Murderer. Roman emperor Constantine the first Christian emperor. After being converted to Christianity, Constantine put to death these are the freat guys in recent history not to mention the Spanish Inquisition - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Spanish_Inquisition - Cached The Tribunal of the Holy Office of the Inquisition (Spanish: Tribunal del Santo Oficio de la Inquisicin), commonly known as the Spanish Inquisition I really hope that Jesus Saves them causae they are going to need it. this is the kali yuga manifestation of mordern demon religion they all go for the lip service manifest their real vuage terms they dont know they just acept one has to die and they will find ou when they get there. this ones a good one I was listening to this one this morning http://www.prabhupadavani.org/main/Caitanya_Caritamrta/CC021.html Pradyumna: Translation: "Spiritually there are no differences between these five tattvas, for on the transcendental platform everything is absolute. Yet there are also varieties in the spiritual world, and in order to taste these spiritual varieties one should distinguish between them." [Cc. Adi 7.5] Prabhupada: Panca-tattva. The Absolute Truth is divided into five subject matter of relishing transcendental mellow. Advaya-jnana, without any difference. Vadanti tat tattva-vidas tattvam yaj jnanam advayam: [SB 1.2.11] Asolute Truth is one, but still, there are varieties, transcendental varieties. Just like Brahman, impersonal Brahman; and Paramatma, localized aspect of the Supreme Lord, Paramatma; and Bhagavan, the Supreme Personality of Godhead -- they are one. There is no difference. Brahman is not different from Bhagavan, and Bhagavan is not different from Brahman. Bhagavan is addressed by Arjuna as Parabrahman. Brahman realization, gradually... First realization: impersonal Brahman; then localized Brahman; then personal Brahman. The personal Brahman is called Parabrahman, the Supreme Brahman. Impersonal Brahman is the beginning of realization of the Absolute Truth. That is not final. Therefore those who are satisfied with impersonal Brahman, their knowledge is not perfect. Ye 'nye 'ravindaksa vimukta-maninas tvayy asta-bhavad avisuddha-buddhayah [SB 10.2.32]. The realization of the Absolute Truth is the platform of visuddha-sattva. So unless one comes to the platform of personal realization of the Lord, one is supposed to be avisuddha-buddhi: intelligence is not yet perfectly pure. I was dreaming its absolute with catagories that i had the milk and suger in the pot and I just added the vacume cleaner and the sand and the air and the job and the funiturde and the apartment, just put everything in the pot and just mixed it all up cause its all Krsna. www.angelfire.com/ca6/cornwall/RogersRave.html https://www.angelfire.com/ca6/cornwall/Playlist/MusicPlaylist.HTML lucid nation Re: Joining Amp‏ 12:32 PM Reply ▼ AMP: Artists' Meeting Place Add to contacts To Roger Cornwall Jr From: AMP: Artists' Meeting Place (pluginamp@gmail.com) Sent: Tue 8/30/11 12:32 PM To: Roger Cornwall Jr (calsong@hotmail.com) Dear Roger, thank you for writing. Just send each piece of the below information, and Ill create an account for you: * Username * E-mail address * How did you learn about AMP? * First Name * Last Name * City * State * Country * Post/Zip Code * the best arts resource or organization in your part of the world. * Your Website * Tell us about yourself: at the least, your art, what you need from AMP, and what you have to offer AMP. More detail is better! Fuller descriptions are very much appreciated, as they give other AMP members a much better idea of who you are. best, Terri Terri Anderson Executive Director AMP: Artists' Meeting Place and Resource Collective Los Angeles, CA, USA http://pluginamp.com People do that crazy stuff like right after you get paid and you pay them rent and you don't get paid again for a while, and they are like making you leave all of the sudden. Its like it was crazy while you there but tolerating it until you cant get out, and like they talk you into all this stuff all the time. my ol lady was always saying crap when she said I could go then its a whole bunch of shit like what I was supposed to have really done instead according to her version all of the sudden, she's a real cunt. my step brother is a little older than the rest of us. I was in the second grade, he was in the 5th grade. At those ages there is a big difference on size and strength. The folks wasn't doing anything about it when he belted me in the nose when I wasn't looking so bad I saw lights, and all the other shit as crap he pulls. A bit strange for some real jerks that are constantly yelling a screaming about any tiny little thing and they don't do anything about this shit. Even if its even hardly even being only 5 min late or something. We just recently found out he died a few years ago. Its really like nobody can really deal with this fuck head, just give him his own room and stuff and he still does all this crap that you wouldn't normally think. We were filling up his ice chest with cokes and bears and his wife started yelling and screaming at him. I am looking at the both of them like what. He knows that if we fill up the ice chest its to heavy to carry and we are going down the rocks a ways down by the river bed for the day in the canyon. It might be a chore to get it down now, she knows that its even worse after were tired after the whole day and its getting cold and dark like all the other times. Basically he doesn't think. He calls me up and says come over a smoke a joint, he's got like more than a ounce and hes got it right here at the coffee table. Hes got a nice place and I wonder how hes doing it, well he's got his wife and their getting it together until she walks in and starts yelling that there is no money to pay the rent if he paid it today and their turning off the utility's in a couple of days. if you were to say that any of the operators and the order of presidence took presidence as well any order of any operators present, as any values you chose are no different than any other value still the is the liberty to chose any action one would like one to wish. To much money and not enough or more like whats it worth to you, if you came into something got to loose it if your gonna need to go on benefits or you cant take it in the first place as it would affect your eligibility. Or if the Stage coach is traveling at its best like 20 miles per hour which its doesnt most of the trip to Saint Louis from a runaway San Fransico Trolly car, and a train going at 100 mph and a greyhound, a volks wagon and a hitch hiker, what would be the order of the average if anybody really gave a shit in the first place? I wonder if he got any of those law suit settlements if he got into any of those accidents on the freeway. Driving with him was crazy, we would be going along and he says his breaks don't work that well they are going out and if it was raining he couldn't see without his glasses and he sits right up with his face in the windshield on the freeway. If he saw someone driving, I guess it had to be a new car or something cause he figured they had accident insurance so he changes lanes right in front of them and then hits the breaks to slow down all of the sudden so that they would rear end him so that he could have a claim. Oh yeah, I could hear them putting on their horn and it looked like they were cussing their mouths off and they pull into the next lane to pass and shout obscenity's and give him some really nasty looks as they go by. Did I mention that when it was raining he used the windshield wipers sparingly cause he needed new wipers and he had a rag or paper towel to clear the fog from inside the windshield while he was driving in the rain. He was always saying that he would drive me to work, I had a buss pass and I would just say I am taking the buss. One time I got out of the truck and took the buss. He pulled into the gas station then said give me some money for the gas, I told him all I had was my buss pass. My boss at work had 20 dollars bonus for us on Mondays or Tuesdays and paid cash for overtime or extra work orders if they can fit in and shipped out as well. What he did he grabbed his gas can and started pan handling for gas. I had these second cosins in Pheniox AZ, the older girls were twins, used to go out with each others boyfreinds. The manager at work had a twin the other was always there too, as he was also a manager though you never saw them together and they were all Craig, they kept it quite only the company knew cept you would see them in 2 differnet places, like when I saw him at the garden gate checking the locks and talking on the walkie talkie, then he was just right there at the cash registers as soon as I walked into the building. The other twins there said they are a pacagaged deal. They are indentical even the crooked eye teeth twisted to the side. My mother totally freaked out, you could tell that she screamed practically bloody murder. The cat burglar stole her money from of her purse on the ironing board. She said he was extremely ugly. The investigator took some plaster samples of the foot prints in the flower garden, she was certain they were not my dads. They asked me if I heard or saw anything. I told them that I covered up my face when my mother screamed and there was a small bounce on the side of my bed. He went out the window. The detective was certain that he opened the slide window first, then went in through the side door in the kitchen as the ironing board was right there where the tv was where the dinning room and the living room are just as the hallway is right in line. The ol man said that an alien was stealing money to fix his space craft and he had a bunch of kids helping him and they had a secret meeting place that was dug out in the ground that collapsed on them all the day he left. He didn't think that space men have to open any window first before they leap. I went to the market and we needed directions and we asked the police at the market. They had grey camouflage on and their vehicles were these grey camouflage RTV's that had the work POLICE on the front. They were right there just to the side in front of the market. Those who wanted to take control..l Du Pont, Monsanto wanted to produce synthetics, like nylon dacron etc, Canabis was a major competitor. I also know that cannabis was well known for its medicinal use as well as the affective use in cancer study's. Its still big business to keep people sick bleeding them and their family's of their wealth before they die. The medical industry is responsible for sapping countless fortunes, patients and their family risking everything even their homes for the agonizing horrible suffering during brutal therapy treatments and drugs only accounting for an agonizing terribly painful death after years of suffering. This is the stone age the dark age, you would think that there were laws that protects its citizens against such unfair treatment. yeah and when you go get what you want or need nobody starts taking pieces off of it like they own it or something and smoke it and blow in your face and give you some later maybe, after all its all on the planet earth how much more you got anyways I am quite sure they might get some more its it real this time. Or you just got to put it all in the pipe take your hit and get on with it then. We climbed on top of the water tower. it was at Dexter Park in Kagel Cyn. Nobody really every used to care and there was a lot of privacy. Most of everybody was at the Hideaway, it always had a crowd and a music scene with a cigaret machine was like only 60 or 80 cents. There was always this fresh air, the smell of sage and pine with everybody's chimney fire going. I was going up into the Big Tujunga Canyon in 74 75, I went to Verdugo Hills High school and a lot my friends went there especially the ones I hung out with the most. Wew used to go often and take a good hike into the areas that had natural running creeks and swimming holes and stuff. Durring the summer I was in the CETA Program work during summer program and I was at the elementary school right there. One afternoon when I got off work I just walked right onto the street and my friends were in a jeep, they turned the corner there I was and they pulled over said a gig was going on at Freeloader falls. Had ot all the skinny dippers, the band with gasoline driven electric generators the bikers, the hippie's, the flower children, The cops even showed up early evening to usher everybody back out now. Lots of times up in the canyon, was just went to a nice quite place just more than a few of us,or it was a total keger party on ice. The last time I saw Jim Clark from Madison he told me that Tom Porter was killed riding his motorcycle off of the Monkey canyon bridge I was in Junior high school, my folks had me drive the car around the block and wait in line to fill the car up every other day according to the number even or odd on our license plate in the morning before school. All these people believed that Reagan was a great guy and the best historical president ever. They must have been those who profited by it. Not giving the statistics of the loses, They present the millions of millionaires that were created in that era. It seems now more and more are accepting how much into the dark ages Reagan had actually place us in. The president is arranging more power unto the presidency. My freind told me its because of a world wide depression expected and power outages due to solar flares the earth has moved into that will turn off the planet earth until battery operated devices can restore power to all systems. The goverments expect great rioting. Forgion troops are training in the US currently. Martial law will be declared. The presidnet will declare dictatorship Then who actually really know what will take place at that point. The society has been taken off of the farms and placed in the city's dependent on transportation bringing goods to market. There isn't enough farms, or food. Society will need to be dealt with accordingly and this may include public executions and the camps. I think that the experiments will occur again to see what happens and how to deal with enemy attack by certain weapons. Some information includes getting a back pack, store food, what to do if some one breaks in and steals the food, a bug out location to get to, put a bicycle in your vehicle for when your vehicle konks out, battery and radio and flash light, first aid kit etc. What was the laws and controversy of the right to bear arms. Modern camp familys will be watching past episodes of Starlight 13 and Hogans Heroes like it really couldnt be as bad as that as in the past americans loved The Andy Griffith Show, Back in Mayberry. Forced to watch family comedy sitcoms going my son go his dig dong cut off to day and bleed to death in his own grave he dug all by his self, ai am so proud of him, god gonna miss tht kid and my wife just gave birth to her third inverto fertilization monkey (canned laughter) well thats nothing my wife had a cow!!!(louder canned laughter) Everybody's been on the side lines too long Rocky battles it out to the max for you, for all those lazy self indulgent smarties who are really absorbed couch potatoes havnt got a single choice they ever make in their own lives. Ya all go that's life, thats the way it is, my best freind got gassed this morning who knows, I just might not even see the sun set today. Hell might just end up in tissue harvesting, at least I'll get watch my favorite soaps for I go, that is if I still got a eye to watch it with and an inner ear to hear. I would think that one would not want to be just toatly shameless as to have something they wouldn't want some one to find if you got skin searched or your luggage is x-rayed like some personal items or even if your weapon is broken down and the parts like firing pin, barrel, ammo clip. Its illegal to transport fire arms or certain fire arms such as automatic firearms so these types are broken down to transport so that one can go to another country or go to the shooting range out in the country. As it wasnt so much as ads sponsered by the tobaco, alcolhola and firearms as ads sponsered by private partys in support of oposition to the right to bear arms or not. Sociwety as devolved so much that one cannot have really beena man if he hasnt been ot the hole have to be on paroll. It was advertised to turn in your guns as if your house is raided wich they do, its violation of paroll and probation. It was a plan to get illegal guns of the streets. SOCIAL ENGINERING : Social engineering (security) - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia HTTP://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Social_engineering_(security) Social engineering is the art of manipulating people into performing actions or divulging confidential information, rather than by breaking in or using technical ... Social engineering techniques ... - Notable social engineers - United States law THEN THEN GUYS GO "FUCK YOU" if your a guy like me and posts this stuff. They think their hot. http://www.social-engineer.org/ Social Engineering - Security Through Education www.social-engineer.org Social Engineering - Exploiting Human Vulnerabilities What really is social engineering? We define it as the act of manipulating a person to accomplish goals that may or may not be in the targets best interest. This may include obtaining information, gaining access, or getting the target to take certain action. Really strange, a local gang on Blyth, Delano, Tobias, Columbus, Langdon and Orion post flyers all around the Van Nuys Police station is which is just a block away and down Van Nuys Blvd a bit over Sepulveda blvd, that they will kill shoot and kill a poilce officer on New years 1985. This is the oldest Hispanic gang in the US. Imprisoned and jailed lost their rights due to probation and paroll for the very same thing that is legal in their country and that durring the 60's and the 70's was not enforced and has been decriminalizd. Who got duped on the dupe? A triple cross, catch 23. Dont matter where ya been or what ya did kid, it takes a 5 dollar bill, you only got 10. I am thinking about that my brother took my father to the convalescent hospital. Antibiotics are dangerous because the lower ones imunity system. His death on his certificate reads immune to antibiotics as the cause of death. Seems to me that people take their dogs and cats to the animal hospital to be put to sleep when they become to old, cataracts, senile, growing and attacking. My brother thinks that he deserves something that he never got because my dad id a dead beat dad and didn't do his part as a father and get all of his sons business. So he took it amongst himself at a time when my father took out home loan for repairs and remolding. He claims that my fathers young girl Friend took my father to the bank to take out all of these home loans. The did build the downstairs into an apartment and installed a shower and a bathroom, as well as tore out the old kitchen cabinets and sink and installed a new water heater. My brother took the money. Even had the girl arrested, she was not held on any charges or crimes. Friday September 30th 2001 I had a dream, we actually shouldn't take our dreams so seriously most of the time. I would have to take the side that I should have complete faith in Mother Ganges, That I spread my fathers ashes there in India that the benefit is totally purified of all Karma and no more birth in the material world, freed from Samsara for eternity. I had this dream were were at an Indian restaurant, there were many aentree's we just stay there for days and weeks. Then the owners took us out on the road for 6 months enjoying very many wonderful things. Then we returned to the restaurant for a very long time. Until they ran out of the entree's, changed the signs that no longer offered they great services and became a very plain establishment. I went into my fathers booth that now it time to go, as he put down that last of the entree's and they cleared his table. All the while they were very glad to have customers like us, as they extracted payment from his money as we went along serving us the finest things that were the best that we would like very much. At the end when it was time to go now, We had been away form home for over 10 years, what were we going to tell his wife, My step mother Ginny and the family were we had been. Then I didn't want to go with him that he was to drive his truck off of a cliff, that death awaited that I was not to go along. I mention this because in the Heavenly planets one day is six months and the enjoyment there is far superior than that of the Earthly planet available to the human beings. Until their KARMA RUNS OUT THEN THEY HAVE TO LEAVE. I had dreams before this one I recdorded as quicly as I could to keep the details and the mood intact Sun March 2nd 2008 I had this most beautifull dream last night, I call it AN ASIAN UNIVERSITY TRADDITON AS PERFORMED EVERY YEAR BY THE FINEST STUDENTS SELECTED, This play is actually in contest with the previous years performance, I as having had the good fortune to have studied for one year in Asisa's most finest Prestine University, I was allways very shy among the woman who seemed to talk and laugh somtimes glancing my way, I just thought it would be proper not to pursue, but to remain in my studies and associate among the male fraturnity, until upon graduation I, as after the celebrations as walking among the beautiful campus with flowers and bridges over lakes and streams came upon a beautiful creature of both woman and beast who had awoken from being very tired upon her journey across the ocean. A very far distance carrying fire in her lap as she would be sunken in the waves she would emerge encircled by the protecting fire which would again rest in her lap. She said that she desired courtship and intimate relations with me which I refused immediately as it would not be proper. She assured me that if I fulfilled her desire I would be blessed by being married to the Princess such an offered could not be refused as she was the most beautiful in all the land. she gave to me a mixture of dough sweets and yogurt in which we bathed and encircled the dough mixture with the sweets and hand feed each other in extreme delight which cause and intense euphoria until finally the sugar and enzymes causes involuntary sexual release, as we landed upon shore the performance by the students as expert was graded as a tie to the previous years performers in which the local girls laughing as the year passes was actually the princess and her associate maids friends in which marriage was proposed by the queen on behalf or her beautiful daughter all was happy https://www.angelfire.com/ca6/cornwall/TBD.html The Illustrated Tibetian Book of the Dead --- The Barl Thordol and Other Essays by Roger Lee Cornw www.angelfire.com The Illustrated Tibetan Book of the Dead --- The Barl Thordol and Other Essays I went up to Topanga a few times, had a great trip one time went up there with a freind of mine hich hiked up the canyon some krsna girls reading Sroi Isopansad out loud gave us a ride, after we got back and after school we went over to another freinds out in Van Nuys where I was living at the time and were joking and talking and I am triping and this guy drive by just like Col Sanders, as I was informed that it is he that they do live on the block over there. I went up to Topanga a few times, had a great trip one time went up there with a freind of mine hich hiked up the canyon some krsna girls reading Sroi Isopansad out loud gave us a ride, after we got back and after school we went over to another freinds out in Van Nuys where I was living at the time and were joking and talking and I am triping and this guy drive by just like Col Sanders, as I was informed that it is he that they do live on the block over there. Danny Thomas lived over by Cold Water / Wheitshit as well as Billy Barty over there by the church on Vanowen across form where Madison Jr High school. I wanted to know if anyone has a copy of Kim Fowley's Canyon people with the news broadcast of his canyon people movement in the canyon. Ive been looking all over for it for my collection https://www.angelfire.com/ca6/cornwall/Playlist/MusicPlaylist.HTML Saw Black Flag there went to D Downs quite a few times. When I was a kid in late 60's early 70's we used to go to 4 h fairs there. we had a ranch on Roscoe and Lindly now they are these condominium apartments there for the whole block at Woodly. The go cart place is the Home Depot parking lot This is the only thing I could find, I lived in Sylmar off of Foothils and Strathern, there were some air fields around lots of them there were these sonic booms testing aircraft breaking the sound barrier. There were also air raid sirens every so often. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Acid_rain Great kid, I appreciate that. Here's a dollar go play Frisbee on the freeway, Get out of here already, you know we love ya while your not burning your bridges at both ends. have you ever seen another state of mind. I saw it at the new art when it came out in 83 Used to see SD everywhere. they had these gigs at industrial buildings and small lclubs and stuff saw then at the Whiskey alot https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K1Wlf-U4sjg Another state of mind part 1 www.youtube.com Another State of Mind is a documentary film made in the summer of 1982 chronicling the adventure (and misadventure) of two punk bands Social Distortion and Youth Brigade I practically knew everybody in the movie, I used to do the liguid run with the they guy who was showing how the slam works, was his name Dan. He was in the marines reserves, I thought that was a real trip cause I was in the Navy reserves i the Sea Bees construction battalion. This was a LA punk Photographer Alison Braun photography http://www.alisonbraun.com/ Los Angeles 1989-1992, featuring subjects like Mike Ness, Jello Biafra and Henry Rollins in the portfolio section. I used t see Youth Brigade around all the time. They had this organization called BYO Biased Youth Organization. BYO was always on the flyers like Bring Your Own. I was hanging out mostly with Stephen and Tommy they had a shop called Bright Lite Neon. Their sister Amy was hanging out with Alison Braun.They were seniors and graduating from North Hollywood High. Red Scare used to play I was always running into Bobby the singer in the band. Tommy was the drummer in Hero's of noise they were opening for the gigs for SD. legal weapon. Red Scar.e Minor threat. they used to play like at HJ's, the Whisky, the shop and some industrial spaces in North Hollywood. Yeah we used to go to a lot of gigs, New Olympic, Godzillas SunValley, Whisky Roxy, Starwood Nightclub, Starlight Roller rink, Northridge roller rink I think it was, Devonshire downs, The Country Club, there were some studios in North Hollywood they had gigs, Cathay de Grande, The anti club, club lingerie we went out to alpine village in oc, somes gigs in Ventura, OLD Floritine Gardens when they had gigs in 81 with like 12 bands 45 grave, Bad Religon, 999, Dissability I belive this guy we knew Tracy was a gutairist in that band, etc, The ZeroAnd The Starlight in Hollywood. They usually had the Circle Jerks and The Vandals. Bobby was always with this girl they would slam each other and pin each other down on the ground for a while. So whats with this crap that all of the sudden no ones trusted, cant go no where for lunch. They say they have machines. almost 3 dollars and more for a burrito that I can get 3 for 99 cents and the micro wave is so high that its too hot if you catch it in time and the filling boils out. More snack crap that I don't eat, I am a vegetarian and what have they got. Whats it to them anyways where you go and what you do on your time, your held captive practicaly against your will and it cost to much money just to get the gas to get there anyways, what about the baby formula, I guess we will have to wait on that one that's extras. Denny's was right across the street, a burrito place down at the end of the block, a donut shop and an oriental place right across the street, you not allowed to go acrss the street cause it has a liqueur store. They sell more than just liqueur you idiots. its true a couple of places that i worked for and I have very strong resentments against them and have been enforced for no reason. this goes back to 1992, 1990, 1989, 2006 did you read this thing about the police incident report? http://www.facebook.com/note.php?note_id=178143538872486 "Journey to the center of Consciousness" "Journey to the center of Consciousness" The From Shadana to Samadhi page Oh yeah I am in Kansas city MO. No I don't work for them any more, my previous article went into more detail. Its already like running for office or something to get hired and the interview and resume thing, then all these company's on a daily basis don't know whats going on they lay everybody off then they need to hire more people its constantly up and down and they are trying to get rid of people with out having to offer the unemployment benefits or try to get their employes to quit. currently I am laid off since Jan 10 2010 and everybody is like on unemployment benefits extending to 99 weeks and Omama is making law an additional year. I am writing all the crazy stuff for the magazine and all this stuff is true. http://www.facebook.com/note.php?note_id=264114173608755 not only that, something I still haven't gotten on yet is that the neiborhoods we lived in and grew up and the schools we went to all are dangerous now. the houses all have the security bars and its all run down and dirty and the cops pull you over and want to know what your doing there. Our kids take a buss up to the hills at Verdugo Hills High school cause the rest of the kids in the neighborhood threatens our kids. They leave their beer bottles all laying around. The post office wouldn't deliver the mail which includes everybody's bills and checks and stuff until the apartment owners installed new mail boxes cause they keep breaking into them and the locks were missing and the doors were hanging of their hinges. They keep breaking the front security door and the mechanism in the front. Thats when I got a post office box cause I was taking in home education in PC's and programing and stuff and was getting my grades and equipment and software with manuals. Its not the clothes you wear or are accustomed to wearing such clothing, rather it how they put it on and if ya asked me it looks pretty stupid. They say, my caps pulled down, SO, My Penelltin is open button at the top and ironed creases, SO, My pants are ready for boosten, SO looks pretty stupid. Besides what do ya want me to do about it that your an asshole in society and the rest of society is pretty fucked up to so join the club. I don't care about your banana rama bandana low over your tea timers, and why don't you get your next car battery at a retail or wholesale outlet. Get your own tires and stereos. When these people move in they bring their cops and bugs with them. Some real raids with air patrol and everything. Ya don't see this shit on the news, they don't discuss the real issues, or whats really going on in our communities, and they are the ones who are saying give us our streets back that just because your poor doesn't mean you have to live in filth and violence. How about if you got stolen and got left laying around somewhere striped down and gutted out. These roads are far and wide and go for miles. Some one puts in a theft report for you. How about Occupy everywhere, occupy gang land, Occupy the police station, occupy and stand by your neighborhood and your schools. Modern society has sabotaged its self that although it is a false standard of external material comforts it is based on all the wrong behavior. Society refused to accept the history's of the Ramayana 2 million yrs and the Maha Barata 3000 bc and instead excavate territories and speculate and try to piece together certain data only according to their own limited perspective. These history's of Ramayana and Maha Barata give detailed descriptions of the personality's that lived and the society in which they lived in. Society should take in to consideration very seriously Karma and its interactions. One should live in such a way that one does not incur karma and become subjected to nature. The only choice one has in this condition is the actions and the mentality in which they have created their next body at every and each instance of moment. The Srimad Bhagavatam says that everything is so much useless hard labor if it does not awaken the knowledge and devotional service to the Supreme who is situated within the heart of the living entity. Prabhupada said in his lectures that this is the way to be immortal other wise one has no control over their destiny. in the middle 70's if some one was wondering around and drinking and didn't have any place to go they were removed fast. Now they are all over the place. I moved back to the same block on Woodman at Vanowen in 97 until 2009. Were I used to live the big pine tree had to be taken out cause the drunken homless guys kept hanging out there and urinating on the tree and it got a fungus. Yeah they have taken down the flood colored lights, filled the swimming pools with cement, they don't take care of the beautiful landscape or lawns. Its like heavy A guy was driving his mini truck on the freeway with a load of penquins in the back. A cop ses this guy and pulls him over and asks him "where ya taken these penquins?" The guy says " to the zoo" The cop told him he had beter be takien these penquins to the zoo cause next time he sees him again with all these penquins he's gonna run em all in. So the next day the same cop sees the guy again in the mini truck and the penquins were puttin on sun tan lotion and playing surf music and dancing and had boogie boards and ummerllas. The cop pulled him back over and says " hey! I though you were taken these penquins to the zoo?" The guy told him that he did and today hes taken them to the beach! I lived in Kagel Cyn on West Trail. Used to up to gravity hill and go by there all the time. its farther up past all the houses in front of the cemetery's. there are 2 cemetery's. another way to access it is by Lopez Cyn which is Kagel cyn rd at a certain point access on Van Nuys blvd and Foothill. Kagel cyn also has Dexter Park and higher up on east trail is the famous hair pin curve for those who like to just take a drive. Also on Kagel cyn is the Hideaway which has country rock blues on the weekends and an open mic jam on Sunday afternoons they close early in the eves. Gravity hill is an optical illusion that it is actually a hill that appears to be a ditch so that gravity operates and it appears your car is rolling up hill in neutral when you take off the brakes. yeah we went up to Van Nuys blvd, that's where everybody was hanging out. in I think 81 they started putting up road barriers and the stores and restaurants had to close early. The employees that worked there lost hours because of it. They started ticketing cruisers and dimming the street lights more. Everybody was thinking that they wanted to cruise Foothil at Sunland blvd and higher up. The local police dept issued out warnings that anybody that show up to cruise will be arrested. Lots of people showed up and the cops had a hugh check point station set up and roped all the people together and pulled over and towed cars. It was even on the news. Yeah it was pretty cool, They have a real cool scene here. lots of musicians are from Kansas city like Bo Diddly. There are a lot of musicians here and a blues and jazz museum with a live club they perform at right where the art museum is . Blue Room - American Jazz Museum www.americanjazzmuseum.com/read.asp?docid=559 American Jazz Museum Tickets, Rhythm & Ribs Tickets, Blue Room Tickets ... who crafted "Kansas City jazz," a sound known all over the world, the Blue Room ... at the American Jazz Museum in the Blue Room, please send us a short artist The Nelson-Atkins Museum of Art | Kansas City, Missouri www.nelson-atkins.org/ The Nelson-Atkins Museum of Art in Kansas City, MO is a world-class encyclopedic museum. Admission is always free I was going to the Whisky and the Roxy all the time. Its changed big time, they tried to expand it and they really pack everyone in there and they have the front to a garage like door that they load the equipment right from the street instead of in the back. We were going to the Key club used to be Gazaris. My friends bands currently play at the Viper Room on Sunset. I had a back stage wrist band for Bad Manners a couple of years ago at the Key Club, they were staying at Tequila Mockingbirds house when they were in town. Russia wants to band the Bhagavad Gita. If they want society to act immorally then ban the Bhagavad Gita, which wont go away they will just print and distribute it illegally just like they did with the bible during Communism. The gita is instructing the highest moral principals. Prabupada is teaching us the 4 principles. If they want society to be drunkards, lacking in any good quality's, the problems associated with extra martial relationships and gambling as well as the quality of mercy in animal slaughter and consumption. They should very seriously re think it over. I think in the long run the Gita will be free to read and distribute. should do a complete mark up of the Eagles album Hotel California like Frank Zappa switch all the people in different dress like punks and drag and falmes and bully mussle men and long cig filter holding Tebula Bunkhead and Milton Berle in a bra and stuff Howard Stern in bondage http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/File:Zappamoney2.jpg File:Zappamoney2.jpg - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia en.wikipedia.org This is the Original gatefold sleeve, now the current cover of the album. yeah and like Evil Kaneval and the Hells Angels 69 with Elvis pressly and James Dean Maralyn Monroe and JFK LB aint go nothing on me oh yeah and the midgiet muchkin hanging himself in the corner up stairs in the window Topless bearded ladys in boxers with contortionists and swamis and yogis got to have the circus ring leader with the handle bar mustash and the vice squid the real scary cops directing traffic like swat or something and the cartel castro an atom bomb rocket and Einstein teaching the the abc's to the disabled stoners heros of war Yeah everybody was always sticking up for the president, and they said they didn't believe it when informed that all of this is negative in a big way. Like for instance Regan lifted the ceiling on rent control and its calculated on percentages which keep snow balling higher and higher. the rent is totally out of control, its way to much and hardly affordable. The state pays those who qualify for benefits and that doesn't mean you and me. They still even hardly believe the thing with the camps and stuff and this has been going on for over 30 years with an effective plan to get the Americans on the camps all the transportation has been provided and is in place. I think just like before since like 2006 that everybody should boycott all goods and services. especially think this because the way I was treated at a popular home improvement retailer. we all think Home Depot is a great company. Its not those guys are the biggest dicks just read this and the way I was treated. They should seroulsy consider the consciences of their actions, they think its all right but they don't admit to it and think they have the right. I think that gas should be boycot and I think that the police station and the militarily bases and the drug streets and gangland and your local schools should also be occupied. ctually go to http://issuu.com/lostanarchy/docs/roger/12#share to see it. click in the middle of the screen that says: read it , it goes in full screen scroll up and down. www.angelfire.com/ca6/cornwall/RogersRave.html https://www.angelfire.com/ca6/cornwall/Playlist/MusicPlaylist.HTML actully go to http://issuu.com/lostanarchy/docs/roger/12#share to see it roger's rave issuu.com as seen in lost anarchy magazine

Now I am really trippin not only had I not only recovered this article once but twice, my laptop crashed and I got another one, had to really back track quite a bit, then I find it in facebook notes gonna have to sychrinz all this. had to go back weeks didnt want to loos the story its was great.

I cant believe that this part got lost too... Dont expect that now they say that this guy is finnaly caught and dead that there wont be an ememy number 1 or that terrism will end cause it wont, just get the proper perspective on the whole situation, they were hired in the first place and have been acting on orders, real people really got killed in the country were these orders for such acts of terrisim were made as well as other countries as well. Roger Cornwall Jr. This war machine was orrignally created to get Russia out of Afganistan then one week after the Russian retreat communisim in Russia fell about an hour ago LikeUnlikeRoger Cornwall Jr.

Kadafi got his half his face shot off and killed his baby girl 59 minutes ago LikeUnlikeTherese Davis Roger! there was a viral ink to this!!!! 'unfriend' dude! 45 minutes ago LikeUnlikePeter Klok Actually Osama has been dead for years. 44 minutes ago LikeUnlikeJohn Wallrapp FYI....WARNING: there is a video circulating around Facebook, of a BBC video,of the killing of Bin Laden, supposedly made by US troops. It is aVirus!!!!! Spread the news because it's circulating fast!!!! PLEASE REPOST and please do not open it I am tired of people sending me crap with viruses. Thanks guys for the heads up on the video virus yeah and thanks for the links to the virus as well. Roger Cornwall Jr. You know I was just thinking about this that like the U.S. spells us, like its us the humans on this planet that need to be saved form our selfs and we dont have a solution on our own stand alone platform of anything known by matter or research or speculative imangination 10 Most Bizarre Fragrances www.bjorkaoddities.com Via Outlook Via Website Vulva Fragrance Funeral Home Scent Paint Perfume in a Spray Burger King Body Spray Stilton Cheese Perfume Lobster Scent Secretions Magnifique - Blood, Semen, and Spit

you wanna know what happened like you all ready got enough of me allready, What about the coffee and jelly donut scent Man I was doing this writing and then closed WordPad apearntly without saving, So I saved my story about the Karma of the victims and their Killers as in a previous life the Killer created the Karma to be killed by their victim in much as the same way. So I just rememberd that I wrote another scent of Girl Pukes Peach Brandy and Root Beer Schnaps on Hollywood Blvd with a touch of lipstick, powder and leather. Oh yeah and I wrote like a reaction would be OMG!!! you can notice that too. I can breath in the fresh air and tell the cops wont be out tonight if thats what you mean. The interactions of Karma are very intricate, One person in one lifetime kills some one maybe even quite brutaly strangles a prositute in a hotel room some where or like in the black Dehlia famous murder case the victim an asprieing starlet has her limbs sawed off while she is still alive even, theymust have tried to go for the door just to be overpowered and overpowered at that in that they did lose their lives. Then the murder has to be killed by their victim some time in a future life, after many many life times one abtains a very rare and valuble human form of life. Then they meet some day or night and make arrangments to go out together, since the murders have never been caught how cant it be ruled out that it could have been a woman as well as a man. The know they have meet before some where some how how strange like everything is so familar how it all comes into place, you must be my soul mate. Yes we have met before many many times over countless lifetimes. Were very old freinds indeed. She is having lots of fun with her freinds as she is introduced to many of her freinds acquitases, as she allways seems to keep running into and noticing one paticular person, so strange it is I know this person from some where, but where? Running through so many memories, the shops on the corner where I live in the first grade, the mail carier, I know I remember. As she has more drinks and takes up the invitations to a few dances, she is still confronted with the presence of this person ever still. I feel so odd, but I know I know you from some where but I cant just place it. Yes I have the same perceptions as well. Actuall she just saved alot of time as our perpetrator has been fiquiring how to follow them around and find out were she lives where she goes, and now she has fallen right in the lap of their desitiny. She knows this is the purpose of here life and they leave together being so infaturated and amazed how it is that the emotions and the mind can create such a euphoria. They desire each others company in a much more seculued quite romantic atmosphere, Seeking expressing they learn more and more about each other, inquisitive all the more. They palyed each other like experts, aranged by Cupid himself, as nothing could have manifested better, as all is as it allways was., the shodows, the reflections the colors and the lights, the smel of twead, wool, cotton and the fine elegance of the swift uninhibated nature of silk. Orchestrated as the enjoyment of the Gods them selfs. By Morning the investigators, the staff form the paper as well as the TV Crews, bending down to step under the yellow tape now bloking off a good part of the neighborhood tied to trees and the side veiw mirrors of the parked cars on the side of the road. Photographers snaping off shots of anything that moves hopeing to get an important persanlity in the investative crime sceene Looks like the deli section at the meat market Sarge, this guy really musta knew what he was doing, really knew his stuff. Allright clear everyone out of here dont touch anything just leave it where it is, lets go take a look. you, with the camera you come to I get a good portfollio in this case. There probably asking some real interesting questions downtown by know, its allready spread accros the country now its the legal experts, Criminalts to recapture the events of the night before.

This was a great movie and had great music. I saw this Movie these guys were really blowing it big time the Dandy Warhols memebers broke up and formed other bands like The Brian Jonestown Massacre A documentary about two rocks bands, spanning a number of years. Brian Jonestown Massacre and the Dandy Warhols. What makes it special is the examination of the complex contrasting personalities and the ironies of success and failure. Dig! http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0388888/usercomments

I thought I was influenced by european punk but the LA Punk sceene actually was the sceene and new yark, chicago, it was world wide, same thing cultural explosion in the 60's the youth hit the streets world wide a phenemena hardly understood. I used to hang out over by there and I got raided one night I was trippin and they confiscated my unopened beer in my coat pocket in the bag with the receipt and they probaly went orund the corner and drank it themselves and that liqueur store's been closed down a long time over by the slops which is no longer there the side walk by a parking lot used to drink in there, used to hang out with the crew upstairs over the liquor store there were some apts wich are now travelers what ever you call them were the people from Europe go to get a dormitory, yeah the hellicoptoer came and this whole row of like these guys I was seeing walking around all night like marines or something like single file just kept coming went right around the corner down the ally to 7 seas, I was really trippin had some more at home.

I put the police harassment report in this article it went on for over a year even got a ticket on my way to court for a ticket, http://www.facebook.com/note.php?note_id=178143538872486 yeah it was 1981 - 1984 the sloipes was going on in92-93 when I was laid off form Acoustic Control Corp before the company went bellies up and Steve marks went ot Prizon for stealing his companys money and tax evasion we were like laid off practically every other week bAcoustic Control Corporation - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia Acoustic Control Corporation was a manufacturer of instrument amplifiers, founded by Steve Marks (with the help of his father) and based in Van Nuys, ... http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Acoustic_Control_Corporation These were guitar and bass amplifiers and stage monitors, mixers and stereo speakers. Acoustic Controll Corp was well known in the industry for the first solid state amplifiers and tube amps loaded with solid state effects, they officialy wenbt into business by outfitting the Doors, Paul Kanter of the Airplane was the iorst to use Acustic and the word got around

Thank you for your help and advice I did buy and down load Sound Forge Audio Studio this mornign and have been exploring it loaded some clips and remasterd a peice. The box says the laptop is Toshiba l65=S51550 / Pentium running Windows 7 , I didnt get a cassete player yet for the inline recording I need one that has a head phone output the one I was using is a pretty big one down stairs who is there among us who would not bur rather not poke themselves in the eye to make a real good poin,t points can be sharp.

Well it seems to me I keep telling tro do the same thing for everygthing Take it all out on Highway 61 The solution allways stayed the same through out the ages I believe this thing started about a vison yet to come as a test of faith actually this paper cup was used for hot drinks the reason for the handle most donut shops had these very common its on the left shoulder with the handle on the right, as I am facing the photo the handle is on my left and the cup is situated on my right, basic psychology that we all perceive the same thing from our own perspectives. I used to live in Mojave in 1969 its now built up and developed same thing with Lancaster although Lancaster was were we had to go to do shopping cause Mojave only had one market a Safeway and then 2 privately owned "To Go" stands now it has the whole conglomeration. When I was in the fifth grade.

I belive this is the concert I saw when I saw the Greatfull Dead in berkly Greek theater that was somthing the volswagan van we went in had to be pushed started everytime we stoped any where then when we go to the dormatorys at the campus the drive shaft fell out it went clang clank clk ak cling then like metal rolling to the curb one last clank and he said thats it were here not going back though your on your own have all weekend cause they play on Sunday. It was just before I started working at Acoustic Control Corp, In fact I was living with Maggie, meet her at a hospital she was so nice but she was very I'll mentally changed big time put on her make up like a witch when she was drinkin like thise cheap gallon bottle of wine, When Bruce came to pick me up to go to San Fransisco she was at the door going Roger it s the salvation army, I am callin the salvation army to get your stuff so I put my cutom made baby blue fender strat in Bruce's trunk. Yeah and it was a realy trip too, like more times in one weekend and still get off people were walking around with it hangin around their necks and just would like give me a tab I had Pharoh and others. Even on Sunday when we got in, agian and a lot of weed. I love San Fransisco I want to go again. Callin my step brother was a trip cause what ever it was I couldn't cause I was in San Fransisco, he goes where? what are ya doin, howed ya get there oh I'll see ya when ya get back like the time I went back to Denver and Maggie tore in half which we taped back a real cool poster of Visnu

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all the desecption, here in MO State there was just hundreads of Tornados, world wide natual dissturbance and wars and the people of the earth just dont get it , they dont understand why they are suffering in so many ways due to karma and the indentification with the body and attachment to the bodily realtionships.

Because the artificial standard of living is a grossley misslead socity world wide and the karmic reactions are taking place manifesting in disaster because this world wide socity is a complete disaster, we have to rectify our mentality as eternal pure spritual beings as the underlining basis to all motivation.

Actually the activity's of society are miss placed, for instance the majority of society does not see the karmic harmful effects of maintaining the slaughter houses and eating meat and distributing it through so many markets and restaurants as well as the maintenance of casinos and brothels etc the vice's of society is bringing the society down and there is disaster no one understands why, if society changed then nature would also react accordingly the use of intoxicants and well as the cheating of the innocent public loss of homes loss of jobs the market crisis's etc. ideas about proper diet and health, External world religions offer no salvation never did. Ever have thOH YEAH THE REAL KICKER on this whole thing, the external educational system gave us false at feeling before that something just wasn't right with all of this that we have gone far off the path and are in a wrong direction, just didn't have any positive alternative or the information as to how we are intended to be as humans as nature has its natural real arrangments. The humans on this planet are consumer slaves, destined to hell by its very enslavement. yeah enough I am currently living in a yoga ashram in Kansas city, I am focusing on this on a daily basis, not that I am having trouble but I am faced with these issues, I know things that most arnt aware of, Ive had expericnce's practrilocly all of my life and it runns in the family and my father had passed away recently, got to get others to understand the idenitfication of this life will not continue into heavon or hell itw will again be another indetifcation relitive to the body obtained and new name and form etc. these are temporty and limited out real intereswt is in that which is steady and permenant not a transitory limited universe, and dont worry I save this stuff I write in comments and put them on my page and my Roger's rave on lost anarchy magazine. what I say I also retain and post on my own wall as well a real big part of the situation is summed up in this staetment I didnt post here is: The humans on this planet are consumer slaves, destined to hell by its very enslavement. Most people dont really belive this look up- this article Escape from the zombie food court | albertideation May 18, 2011 ... Escape from the Zombie Food Court. Joe Bageant recently spoke at Berea College in Berea, Kentucky, Eastern Kentucky University at Lexington, ... albertideation.com/2011/05/18/escape-from-the-zombie-food-court/

I dont really mean to offend any one that's not actually my place or concern but this may sum things up a little more on an idividual basis collectivly we have been lied to about everything every day of our lifes, Socitys leaders seek out those who pose no threats, I found that out the hard way so I speak up cause they really ticked Me off with the way I was misstreated. see Harassment Incident report http://www.facebook.com/note.php?note_id=178143538872486 I git a ticket on my way to court for a ticket once durring all that crazy stuff

Yeah even if its a cheap filet going by the name and price of something elese seemingly highly desirable as this article suggests, I remember losts of things cubaina missle crisses, Kennady assination Nixon Impeachment Veit Nam, Air Polution, you name it riots This whole thing isnt exacly the real truth about things, so amny deceptions and cover ups, esspecailly what I am pointing out is that this is a missdirected socity the citizens have a very dark future as they are lead to belive that the development of conscouiness takes placde at certaian point of the development of the body ahd that the enity did not prevoulsy exist. One can know for certain as the self sees and expericnces thbe self and its source the cnter of all existance, this information is being withheld. I just hope that there isnt another market crises the last time I was doing a market research study on the market the anual study that runs year round them wam I waited or over 6 months for the phase one to strart again and be in training with the cleint and wham no 40 hrs they treated me like crap, calling my angency all the time with complaints wasnt like that before they told me to go get a drink or take a break I was producing that why I was recomneded, they put new break traking software on the pc's and readjusted the production that now it takes calling 60 an hour cause it only takes a min to dail a number but the production changes when you talk to someone and get the completed interview whcih ussaly was a scheduled call back cause theses people are busy under normal conditions but now there was a crises and these people had to answer questions to their customers and replace the holding with other providers etc my angeny just plain of took me off of it and then called me back when I was at Bank of America, for now I think they can all just take a hike. The way it was explained to me at this makes sense that we have a set of choices we make our selections then again based on that we again have another set of choices Yeah when I was hanging out at the Cathay De Grand Top Jimmy and the Rythem Pigs were like kinda runing the place along with some others Tequila Mockinbird was behind the bar upstairs and Gill T was running the bar down stairs where the stage was. I was hanging out with Phil and Dave Alvin of the blasters and the piano player in the balsters Bill Bateman the Blasters Drumer Billy Zoom and John Doe of X and then running around woth the Montors Al Duce, I was rodeoing for a couple of bands Scram at the anit club pend for Chris Craft andx a band called Parts and Labor opened for the blasters at 'Club Lingerie.

I was hanging out and going to Social Distortion Gigs and Legal Weopon Hj's was one place as well as the new Olypic and some rented industrial space's in North Hollywood with a fridge http://www.flickr.com/photos/melaniecoffee/2193186243/ as well as other bands and punk rockers and the photographers I met Ed Colver a few times and Alicin was very local saw here all the time she was freijnds with my friends saw her everywhere Alison Braun photography Los Angeles 1989-1992, featuring subjects like Mike Ness, Jello Biafra and Henry Rollins in the portfolio section. www.alisonbraun.com

used to run into the circle jerks a lot of gigs one time they told me about their new album Golden Shower of hits, and I just repsonded with this remark about a camode for rentIve seen as flower pots in the front yard some where near the corner covered in ivy and other creapers and foliage. No no it was like some sort of canabilisim or some other realm or possibiltiy or the recycled regurtitaterd over and over again in differnt forms digeting each ogther in so many ways Everythinng is going great right now working out a few things I just some video and audio enginering software and some equipment and some stuff for the guitar Well right now its not going to be for a while again, I was considering comeing back just before I went to India then go back to LA but everybody took off and now agian I am needed here so that Maharaja can operate the temple here, I am the only Pujari preist to di the alter work and worship so baby Tequila was thinking maybee nov but I probally think at least another year Yeah so I got some time to practice my chops I got my instructional books and I get videos and backing traks, and we are in the proccess of getting my a bicycle to get around town over here hope your doing the right thing with your life, Are u [You] yes I am What have you truly gotten out of this travel that has helped to make you better/ [You] I woudl deffianly say the brahminical Initiation to chant the gayatri mantra, and My father passed away so dealing with the subjucts of the passong away and death and all of that, some one close and all the st;uff with it deep reflections on being in the now working on my concentration more and more I put some of my dads ashes in the ganges while I was in India Very Beautiful , Roger... This is much better way to communicate.... What happened to his house/ Know you have been re-discoverying yourself, sounds like your doing well...Happy to hear your still playing your "Axe' Lv. your phone # again and a time, I'll call you 4:17am ...time for bed\ talk soon, call you [You] 6:18am Something very strange with al of the loans that were taklen out on the pad, the house has more payments due than its actual value and its all torn apart he was doing some remodeling but tore everything out and never got the chance to put anything back in and my sister offered to bring iut up to code so it could be rented out or possibly sold and my brother told here it would be tresspassing so its just hanging out going into foreclosure its currently in probate WHY WOULD YOU LISTEN TO YOUR BROTHER, Wrong decision... you still could see $$$ Will call you.... [You] ok yeah i dont want to loose the place thnx You could make it happen, your "Brother" is not to be trusted [You] its in the canyon KAgel canyon like little tujunga and big tujunga canyons and dexter park and gravity hill A Sweet and Glorious place to live your life in the future, Chant and make it happen] [You] I have the information with bank of america on the house and I can disscuss with them they told me to get an attourney DO IT~~~~ NOW, My Brother... In the Memory of your Father & your Sanity [You] 6:24am yes great and all of my freeinds and the water falls and all of my friends and the hiking spots and the sceeneryu and the view and all of my freinds Take me their pls The Magic of Dad The Magic of You ~~ We both have grown Milestones in our own ways... Beautiful!!! Blessings...

15 hours each way on the plane then I stayed in India for a month Mayapur then back to kalkuta to Dehli to go to Vrindavana, in Dehili and Kalkuta its another 4 to 6 hr drive to Mayapur and Vrindavana. yes it was quite a trip. Cool Jam, great selection, I just recived I again ordered Wolf Marshal Signature series Blues Master Classics I really want to get these numbers down, I was doing well with it before I left, I got laid off again from Bank of America this time they transfered my dept to Plano TX the jacked me around while in training I was within the extensive process of converting to full time employee then wham they said something about my background but my agency was trying to say I didnt get when I actual assisted the full time employees currently on the phone, if anything my dad losing by taking out to many loans on his house financed through BOA, I just got a musical and mic interface with cubase 5 and I will again working on these chops and a cassette to pc recorder and I still have recorded amateur tracks from since 1979 to digitize, it was cool stuff. needs to be fixed up as well and I have another digital studio for that as well. Sony Sound Forge loaded with features effects and filters.

Donny olsen and mike myer was in my film making class and we did this one film about puns to for sitting on a fence donny had a little wire garden divider looks like a fence and he sits in it and takes out a rolled up paper looked like a joint ande lit it up and then we all got an f on report card day because as the teach was doing our report cards mike Myers lit the trash can on fire and filmed it for our schools out video by alice cooper it had the smoke going all the way down the Halls and everything

oh this is nice thnks who ever ya are ... Good day, I am Si-Wan Park, I have a business of $15,557,210.00 USD for you contact me for details. 10 minutes ago Like Roger Cornwall Jr. this time no expalinations or anything just short one line best of the one liners So Orange Sunshine comes in a bag now and don't tell me since its over the counter each hit contains the USDA recommended dosage for The complete trip of you life be sure to tell your folks and dont forget to try Purple haze and clear window pane , red devil, hexagramatron and the wizards apprentice now available in travel packs for your convenience. oh yeah and new improved pink passion and red pyamid AS a Special added bonus the first 20 callers get absolutely free enough methamphetamine, heroin and all the rigs to kill a horse. just mention the "no flashback" offer when you order. thank you

yeah its a daily occurrence and today's global destruction was brought to you by some corperate fraud organization that markjets and advertized to you and you use theri products everyday of your life and has been lieing to you about everything you eat, bath, or slap on you r body and know a word from our sponsors. There is this saying that goes bad news is good news, this saying refers more to getting exposure, this is something that was positive to rebound from practicably with no mention but where is everybody else these days soon after that was when we all got laid off that year at the end of 81 and the beginning of 82, that was another thing that gave me so much more free time to go to gigs and play music, I was bumed cause I lost my job and my friends and contacts and the daily life I had everything was changed so much so I was hanging out more and just got involved more, I think that's like natural evolution of events then when I did go back to work at a new job it was at Acoustic Control corp that made guitar and bass amplifiers and stage monitors and I was there for the last 2 years before they went out of business. You know what Happend? I told my boss that I had to go to the doctors and I went up to Van Nuys blvd and bought 6 tickets for the Rolling Stones the sale waqs just announced on the radio and I came back to work and sold the rest of the tickets to the guys at work so my boss wasnt mad and we all went to the Rolling Stones Yeah the Rolling Stones tour that year was great I saw George Thoregood and the destroyers, and the J Giels band. Keith Richards came out form under the rising curtain they had already started with the opening of Under My Thumb. George Thoregood was shaking his mop hair while jamming down then he was playing and thinking eveybody to come see a hick band like his today and he was saying about the rolling stones playing and he broke into satifaction riff on the guitar then ent back into his rockabily jam and J geils was doing his thing rolling on the stage and the Harp player jammin down yeah chanted, no negative influences, coincidence yeah this is my most recent Rogrs Rave for Lost Anarchy magazine www.angelfire.com/ca6/cornwall/RogersRave.html its just all the crazy stuff and the thing is this stuff is true its what I say about it and ll the stuff and all the stupid dicks and stuff Yeah you know I was at Godzilla's the Adolescents were playing the one of the cars broke down so Tony Cadena was there and Dez Cadena from Black Flag and the guitar player for the Circle Jerks was just hangin around the stage and the owner told them to just play something anything just make some noise so it was this impromptu jam kinda really pretty cool

You got him doing a film star stuff, there was this lady at Lumber city her son AJosh was the stand in for the kid on childs play with the chukie doll running around. I met Kenny wheatherwax during one summer at this place we used to go when my mother worked at Vally Sports Club in the vally, My mom to told me to tell him that my Uncle was Bob Coprnwall he was the wardrober for the adams family Candy (1968) Yeah Candy is totally naive everybody holds here as highly desirable her father is like on the spritual journey against his will to become liberated by this thing about having a thing about his own daughter which he denies himslef of yet he has to break convention and become Oh yeah good ol' Fender's ballroom in Long Beach. Didn't that place burn down when the meth lab in the basement caught fire? That should like be the sequel to the Starwood capper with all the plastic trash bags full of ludes and a murder involving a porn star used to see the Vandels alot from old Floritine gardens to The Starlight saw FEAR alot too the Roxy, New Olympic Godzilla's same gig on New Years eve with Black Flag at the New Olympic then right after Godzilla's

Yeah Alison Braun the photographer was runing around with Tommy and his sister amy and the whole gang there were Ranger he had this low rider car that allwasy got towed away at gigs he started the fff and thy were all high school students at north Hollywood high and social d went there and they had all these gigs. I saw the misfists open for PIL in I belive it was 82 or 83 at the Palladium

Some of those hands and feet just might talk back and talking heads besides what are ya doing so close to alligators and crocodiles anyways I know they get in your house sometimes or find one in your back yard same thing with quick sand and in LA they are called sabor toothed cat, its not a tiger Yeah a gila monstor sidewinder rattle snake trancula scorpion all common sense stuff the coyotes the bob cats and mountain lion

Yeah I know its tough and some owners are fighting the new laws allowing it and even provideing ash trays that can be picked real quick if theres a raid which happens and they get a fine

Yeah I am fine I called them and they told me that the beneficiary has to sign and take it to he bank and get the medailian signature, when I did that in the first place as they told me how to fill these forms out then I was told that that was an error that the executor signs its and they kept confirming exactly just that every time I called concerning this matter and it was like twisting someonges arem and pulling their teeth to get them to do it and if he called he probably got the same instructions now they are saying that the beneficiary signs with the medialian signature another thing they need is if you got direct deposit like I did they need a blank check or in my cash a letter from my bank on the banks letter head confirming the back routing and banking number. I had so many papers that they are taking the papers that are correct and assimilating that as the submitted paperwork including what I was told to do then it was error.

oh well I will just be glad when this whole thing is over, this whole thing beginning in 2006 when Gini got here implant and the cops showed up at work like that and all of the inceidents following including when I just took time off to continue looking for a better job and processing and reciving my 3 thosuand dollars from my Home Depot emplyee stock opptions and all of the sudden mom is calling and sayin (and what business id it of hers anyways) that I need to check into rehab I just had it everybody is accustomed to listening to every body else it was just to issolate and create the conditions to go about doing just exactly what has occured. Usuayl the whole family would be brought in when there is a major life change like that no body ever said anything, there were no signs that the guy was going senile or anything like that and I am very sure that since it but have seemed quite sure that he wasnt getting out of there he just decided that he would die then if he dosnt have his space and fresh air and the view and everything and his freedom of movement.

Besides with all of that stuff with the cops and thy never found anything all that stuff is bogus and really tells me exactly what the situation is and who it is that is responsable. And I told him and he didn't believe me that I know who did it and that he is going to have a real guilty conscious. Its crazy how an award employee drops status so quickly because of crap like this

My Brother Russell was a cop, My mom got Russell into the Navy cause he was going to go to prizon with my brother in Law Jim for violent crimes like knifing fags in Hollywood and strong arming drug dealers and stuff like that it also involves intentional over doses givin to a few people stealing vehicles, raiding the brewery on woodman off of sherman way. The when he got out of the Navy he bacame a cop, he fliped a cop car over and had surgery on his shoulder and back ijnjuerys and they retired him form the force, now he has his PI Licensee and he's a real dick.

My Mom is this crazy raging lunitic that never stops, she also goes about creating the situation to make it look like somthing, the final situation they tried to create awarded me as emancipated Minor, and I was relessed from their custody and went to an open boys home which was much more conducive to my peace and my own pursiuts that I do like the art and music and meditation thnx we all need a Gohansen and a daily routine of Gongyo, daimoku not very many actually understand or have any positive engagment that we have and are lied to about everything every day of our life even up to the point of what they slap on us and inject into our viens on our death beds right were it all started when we got splaped and everything else that was put on our bodys feed to us, what we learned, saw heard, every thing, just dont know the actual direction we are suposed to be but a lot know were going in the wrong direction one way or another and every body is absolutly right and a matter of personal opinion and stuff.

yeah yw, I used to go to New Wave Theater at the old Florentine Gardens, paid a dollar, signed a consent form to be video taped or photographed to be used for television motion pictures and publications, I am glad they are getting these online, they have film viewings of New Wave theater rare alternate takes and stuff, and get the people that were involved with New Wave theater to attend.

I was really tempted to say " by your entry upon these premises" "and having your ugly likeness used in filthy motion pictures " "and at the bottom it says thank you and you can tell them to fuck off" "Thank you" "Thaank yoouu" " and only god know what thank you"

Jerusalem rabbis 'condemn dog to death by stoning' 'Death sentence' for Israeli dog www.bbc.co.uk A Jewish rabbinical court condemns to death by stoning a dog it suspects to be the reincarnation of a lawyer who insulted judges 20 years ago, reports say. crazy, well I guess that takes care of that until the lawer guy reincarnates as somthing or somebody else then.

UPDATE: The BBC has updated the story to say that basically nothing of the sort happened ("Jerusalem court denies dog condemned to stoning" - http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/world-middle-east-13838347) I was kinda wondering on what legal basis anyone can make such claims then punish a life form, in the legal jurisdiction once such a case would win then on these basis's for future judgments could define someone as criminal in a previouse life time. yeah I got the update, its a good thing too cause just a ruling could be very dangerous

I heard about this nano technology used and developed for a number of reasons mostly spy operations, also a nano technolgy that the robotic flying insects can spin carbon from the dust in the air to build, develop and program more nanoites. So I guess the proposal then is to manufacture carbon by electromagnetism to build more nanites, An important detail I just remembered, and they are computerized and programed at that level as well. Woman walks through market holding severed head of man who tried to rape her www.dailymail.co.uk Crowds in a busy market fled in terror as a woman walked among them holding aloft the severed head of a man who had attacked her. I n america its still murder, I guess anyone just has to be raped first then a crime has been committed but nobody can cut anybodys head off.

most other country's don't allow their money to go out of the country and is enforced in various ways.

Yeah I am fine I called them and they told me that the beneficiary has to sign and take it to he bank and get the medailian signature, when I did that in the first place as they told me how to fill these forms out then I was told that that was an error that the executor signs its and they kept confirming exactly just that every time I called concerning this matter and it was like twisting someones arm and pulling their teeth to get them to do it and if he called he probably got the same instructions now they are saying that the beneficiary signs with the medialian signature another thing they need is if you got direct deposit like I did they need a blank check or in my cash a letter from my bank on the banks letter head confirming the back routing and banking number. I had so many papers that they are taking the papers that are correct and assimilating that as the submitted paperwork including what I was told to do then it was error.

oh well I will just be glad when this whole thing is over, this whole thing beginning in 2006 when Gini got here implant and the cops showed up at work like that and all of the inceidents following including when I just took time off to continue looking for a better job and processing and reciving my 3 thosuand dollars from my Home Depot emplyee stock opptions and all of the sudden mom is calling and sauyin (and what business id it of hers anyways) that i need to check into rehab I just had it everybody is accustomed to listening to every body else it was just to issolate and create the conditions to go about doing just exactly what has occured. Usual the whole family would be brought in when there is a major life change like that no body ever said anything, there were no signs that the guy was going senile or anything like that and I am very sure that since it but have seemed quite sure that he wasnt getting out of there he just decided that he would die then if he dosnt have his space and fresh air and the view and everything and his freedom of movement.

Besides with all of that stuff with the cops and thy never found anything all that stuff is bogus and really tells me exactly what the situation is and who it is that is responsable. And I tld him and he didn't believe me that I know who did it and that he is going to have a real guilty conscious. It crazy how an award employee drops status so quickly because of crap like this The spiritual body may be of different proportions to the conscious spark, the jiva, but I can't tell you for sure

it is, Krsna is not embodied he is non differnet from his spritual sat cit andanda body. the jiva is always embodied either with a material body full of ignorance and missery and tempory transmigration in complete forgitfullness of our real nature indetifiying with and reacting to bodys only, having the concept of comming into existance in this lifetime each life time in the material world, or the jiva has a sat cit andanda spritual body where the jiva does not return to the misable material world again, performs the jivas natural function of devotional service bhakti under the supervision of Radha (dharma) as opposed to being under the supervision of the deluding potency in which the knowlege of the jiva is covered and one becomes mad to enjoy its own senses in association with the material effected mind and lustfull intellence. the jiva is always the size of one ten thousanth the upper part of the hair as the Krsna is the surpeme source of all Visnu Tatva's expanstions, as well as all energys and all Jiva's as the complete totality never divided as he remains as the complete surpeme person the 11th canto of Srimad Bhagavatam explains of this as well as the Caitanya Caritamrita goes into great detail as opposed to the mayavada positon as myaypahra-jnh http://vedabase.net/cc/madhya/6/169/en http://vedabase.net/cc/adi/7/114/en http://vedabase.net/sb/11/en

So with all of this going on the ol lady just thinks that she has somthing to say like she allways does but dosnt matter much nor make any sense, that the one thing she is allways over looking is the object as it appears according to ones self and diverse back grounds as well as motives for everything anyone does in the first place, that allways pisses her off but its true other wise of course being in check she just goes off and confesses everything like a break down or somthing.

According to this artcile Joan of Arc is not written in Srimad Bhagavatam Srila Prabhupada is saying that she is bhagavat in realation so that Srimad Bhagavatam can be expanded like that Rupanuga Vedic Srila Prabhupada said that the world religions are bona fide religions, in my experience I dont like or respect these people, the point is they are not following purely and are largly misslead, meat eating, intoxication, pre mairital and extra material sex, put it all of in Christ and act anyway they like just try to be a good p-erson and share what you have with others its meat and sinfull activity they are sharing. I know they make up the tongues they chant, they lay the hands on others in these prayer goups for a new mind and to rid the individual from satan and ghosts. After studiyng Srila P_rabhupada's books then reading the bible has a whole new light on things the actual real esoteric teachings of the christ and to forth I am bnot in favor of adding to or editing srila Prabhupada's books especiialy when one can change the whole context very easily when in the presence of highly spritual transcendental subject matter not expressed by any dull matter could possibley acheive. Maharaja was saying a number of times that non devotees think thats its to be a good person, hes adds how can one be a good person when every thing they do is sinfull. Karma Bhandana Srila Prabhupada explains the actions of the Karmis, the yogis and the jnanis all Karma Bandana even achevment of Brahman, only Devotional Service can free the jiva from Karma, we all know what pure devtional service is uninterupted, with out personal motive, etc and actual succsess is assured everything in this realm is temporay the jiva is transmigrating, the spritual world is eternal.

used to just like pick up and go like to denver or Canada, or San Fransisco for the Greatfull Dead or like just stay at everybody elses house overnight for a while until there were no more gigs then I d finnally go home.

Yeah I just remembered again this place I worked at this place called American Woodsman and it was owned by this guy his last name is Blye and this place was a disaster. Just one of the incedents is that this Armenian worker got his finger tips sliced off when he was uning the mounted router that the lumber which was only about 4 to six inches long split open and the blade was exposed and his fingers were right over the bit. Stuff like this was allways happining over there, the 2 guys designing the tooling were a couple of nuts. This guy was hitch hiking, he's got 3 eyes and no arms and this english gentelman drives up and says "Aye Aye Aye, you look 'armless 'op in!

I just had to mention Capt Blye, Aye Aye Aye Hi Roger, how goes? Someone named "Rita" is living in your dad's house - just checking with you if they are authorized - there have been squatters in there before. you would want to call my brother Russell hes at Cornwall Securitys at this point I would belive anything Russell wouldnt let my sister lyn fix the house hes said it would be tresspassing then he said he called bofa to tell them he is no longer paying the taxes on the property and that bofa would eventually have the house go into foreclosure. this whole thing is really strange I was just going to write about it as to why I really wanted Braminical initation as to not be in the partilclyar modes of nature these people are in and not to have to keep comming back life time after life time with these idiots

hes a real dick and i dont trust him we think he was a real big part of theis whole thing that he had been trying to have my dad commited for quite a while and this thing about him taking out all these home loans and just giving hundreads of thousands of dollars to his girl freind just dosnt sound right esspecialy when my dad was telling me he is being held against his will Please try closing and re-opening your browser window.

How are they living there anyways any electricity, as far as I know the hot water heater that was a brand new one was tore out and that the kitchen was being remodeled and was tore out and never replaced, the house is not up to code and can not be sold or rented out and that the loans taken out on the house is far above the actual value of the property, the whole thing is a complete disaster. I wish I could save it but everybody else says its done and irreparable and that the bank is taking a real big loss on this thing I have a real good mind to come back but just as allways its like why did I waste my time with these jerks Roger, your dad seemed to almost suddenly lose his memory around the same time some woman (as far as I know) took advantage of him by taking out credit cards as his wife. That's what I heard and I don't know the accuracy of it. However, if the house has not been sold to "Rita", then there is a chance this same person is squatting there again. The lights are on all night in the place. I'll be happy to call the Sheriff if somethings wrong. They might be looking for her anyway.

call russell he would know for sure if the lights are on then somthings going on cause I thought the whole thing would be turned off shut down that they would tare the house down eventually, how did they get the utilitys on? Russell said he wanted to sell the property and then if its not up to code then he wanted to rent it out I have no Idea whats going in cause there were to many conflicting statments from my real mom cathy, russell my dad and my sister the whole thing is very strange and I dont trust russell at all he went into the navy when he should have went to prison then he became a cop himself and I think he still acts criminal absouluty un ethicla and he will stop at nothing I was staying at a christan ladys house when I started my job when i came back to the vally and they told her that I was on drugs and I told her that I am well aware of what the say about me and she wanted me out that she would come home and find her house empty so I am not on good terms with them at all in fact he acted like a real big baby and he wouldnt sign the papers so that we could get our 13 thouand dollars just dont get to involved with these people I consider them dangourus.

This place gets crazy for a while, real fire works like fire crackers and bottle rockets are legal here they are sold out of the citys all year round in quantity at the gas stations and the guys nexyt door last year had a cannon or more and were shooting full on fireworks in their front yard from the window, this goes on for days and weeks until they all don't have any more fireworks.

Hey Roger, I just tried calling Cornwall Security - their office is closed for the weekend. It'd be great to contact him...the person living in the house has a teenage son and they ride a non-street licensed small motorcycle up and down the street everyday like it's a playground. thats crazy you would think is they are there illegally they woulnt be making a sceene, call the sherifs if you want. I sent Russell an email and it went to my sister and my step brother danny, I dint get a reply yet. I wouldn't be a bad Idea to find out how she got there and stuff. They probablly want to know who I am in contact with.

its like what ever i just like law less neess with out the cops and their crap every body shpould just do what they want and I am out to prove to the world that I do do what I want did you see my photos from India? it was real difficult to get my passport I was reqauested doc 3 times, most people said they just submitted their forms with photo id and birth cert they wanted doc 10 yrs or older list of every school and residence I ever lived my tax doc, etc etc went on for ever and here my mail stope co,ming and what I found out is they wont deliver my mail here unlless my name is on the mail box and I am, the onl;y one and mail comes here for a lot of people there was this thing with the cops for ever and ever they even through out a ticket I got on my way to court for a ticket

The home loan is with Bank of America, when I went to the bank I had the agent open the record, as of April 2011 the property was in Probate and had not gone into foreclosure yet. the agent advised me to gat an attorney. he said the power of attorney ends when the person becomes diseased. I would really hate to loose this place, the whole thing is totaly messed up, my brother russell also said at the time the credit card thing but now the story is that she took my dad to the bank and he signed the papers but then he didnt remember signing any papers or geting home loans, and that Brenda had a cage down stairs that she was going to lock my dad in. I cant wait until this whole thing boils over, I think this is pretty strange that when this whole thing started the police kept comming around and it caused a big problem at Home Depot in North Hollywood where I worked. the whole thing has been causeing a lot of problems and on top of that I still don't have a job and actually I was at PATH before I came out here to MO, I think they have been causing a lot of problems that affects my job and a place to live. My brother Russell said the cops did pick Brenda up but that they cant do anything cause my dad signed the papers. If she had in fact impersonated his wife and went around cashing checks and using credit cards then it seems to me that would be criminal . he says that they know what she did and that she has a history of elderly abuse and ripping senoir citizens off but they cant do aything

The Americans are allowing themselves to be trampled upon, they dont see it or its not that bad or at least the president is doing something or that 100 percent employment is communism and we dont live like that dont get sick and if you do die fast. This nation held a revolution and of course revolution against any nation woulod be a criminal affair now isnt it, the first president would have been executed if caught or if they lost the war, other country dont allow their money to go out of the country, many of our jobs were lost in many industries due to out sourcing over seas, or just plainly companies left the state or the county eniterly to operate else where The Obama Deception Ive heard of it I ' ll have to make time later this eve reminds me when the other guy was running he said he has special forces for that. "Special Forces" are like an elite group that exterminate and imprison its citizens. oh yeah it was John Kerry

I'll cal the bank tomorrow as far as these records go it dosnt say anything about going into foreclosure. Does she have a key and did they get some kind of stove or are they using the bbq out side, the sess pool out side I know needed some work is it draining in the back and is there running water? as far as I know this place is supposed to be a dissaster like the racoons and the squirls were to have sup[posed to have chewed the place up and wreaked the wireing and the floors. Tequila told me That I should come and check out the situation, my brother is abanding it for some reason I know he was getting my dads money that he gets he said it was for the hospital and stuff I figued the bills on the house and the taxes so now hes not getting those funds and he is walking away from this whole thing. My sister said she was willing then to help with the cost to make the repairs, then my step brother danny said that there were so many home loans takein out that more is owed then the value of the house cause I was thinking that if the payments were around or less that what rent is these days and My mom told me the house payments on this place were only one hundread dollars a month, the ol man got it on his GI bill and I was figuiurng that my brothere and my sister all have homes and I ve just been living some how going along paying rent when I had a job then like just limbo some where its been tough but I really considder these people my enimees they certainly havnt helped any they only just keep making it impossible then say shit about me like I deserve it or somthing and like they never did anything but I am the one who got in trouble when my brogther reall mnessed up like the burgley and he gave the stuff to his girl freind and like I was sup-polsed to have stollen cigarets to when he got cought shop lifiting and my boss Jay benton told me best to stay away from these people that he belives and his ecperience with them is that they are crazy. Even the cops never found anything and they searched every where for over a year. oh well like they say "thats life" "may not like it but thats tough" I guess they will just get it in the end everntually, by abo9uyt that time no one would know for sure any ways, try calling my sister and see if she is still willing to fix the place with the needed repairs she wanted to do it before by Russell told her he would have her arrested as trespassing.

I looked up the definition of probate http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Probate there has to be some reason they are just walking away from it, my brother just took him to the hospital, cleared his house out and didn't even let anybody know we all just found out when we called and just got this info and stuff. I was working at Bank of America call center in Glendale country wide home loans short sale dept. My mom said they got an apartment for him cause he was broke and had no money but that he didn't stay there he stayed at my moms house cause he kept getting lost trying to go home.

Yeah ok just get the facts on it, seems like somethings going on like shes there, she talking to neighbors, the lights are on shes in the house. so yeah I' get the straight info on the deal its current situation sold, foreclosed, probate. I am also interested in who sold the house actually like my brother and them are saying they are walking away from it and eventually it will go into foreclosure and Probate is talking about dividing the estate according to a will.

I have experience that my mom took me to the doctor at one place and she said "hes on drugs" bassicly it turns out that she dosnt understand me. The doctor said that there is somthing wrong but its not drugs. The doctor asked me what I like to do and I told him that I meditate, play guitar and do art work. She took me to a hospital and they asked me if I want to go home and I told them that I did not wish to return there with them. she said they were going to make it look real good as soon as the cops say that they will come out. they said that I pulled the book case which is the entertainmnet center wich was still standing intact they said I was violent and screeming that I was going to kill some one. they stoped me from going out the door and I talked to here srink on the phone he said she is having problems and just do what she says to do and he is getting her to drive me to the hospital in which I checked my self in and the hospital contacted the youth autoritres who got me an emancipated minor statis and relocated me in an open boys home which I liked very much. My Mom on the other had told my sister that I was insturinalized cause I have a real bad drug problem.

Hate to "like" but that is honestly awesome. Heh...such mixed feelings living in these times, you know? ok guys dont try this at home http://youtu.be/4ndTgRfWPq8 Atomic Bomb blast effects (watch second part - it's awesome) www.youtube.com Atom bomb test from around 1955 - the second part of the film shows buildings in the so called 'Survival Town' being destroyed by the blast wave.

"Hate to "like" but that is honestly awesome. Heh...such mixed feelings living in these times, you know?" crazy, then they probaly did ike these tests and tracked cancer patients oujt of those brave military men in the fox hole at the blast that they were pobaly breifed that its most likely ok just avoid the fall out and we just need to check for radiation no big deal you'l be home for dinner.

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