Turn off your mind, relax and float down stream,
I'm losing touch withmy imagination... I have to strugglwe to find things to write in here! It's fucking pathetic! And i swear far too much... I'm drinking coke out of an original star trek mug...
Me and Brodie went shopping. I bought him 60 dollar cologne for christmas. It was great :) I don't know what he got me... :P And we ate A&W (he bought it for the second time in a row.. i'll buy him A&W next time) The day was fantastic... I loved it! The only bad part... Muffin doed last night (muffin was my budgie)...
Dec.19/01
I made a clique for all Rupaul fan's above. It's the first I know of. It's been a long and stupid day... I bought gifts for Bobbi and Jamie today, that was fun! everyone was at the CNIB gift wrapping thing again, and i ran into Jimmy Young. There's a huge scandal with him and two other girls. Apparently he's cheating on one with the other... I don't even know. What a piece of shit he is! And that Samantha girl... I don't even want to get into that right now! But on the bright side of this whole situation, I am drinking Oolong tea and plan on having a REALLY long bath...
Bates wanted to talk. I wrote him a long e-mail. I hope that suffices for now. My fingers hurt from art, making prints! That was fun but I am developing a rather nasty burn on my fingertip from the exacto-knife...
In short, it was a bad day!
Love, Lindsay Marie
This house is full of eyes but I can't look at anyone
Maybe I'll catch fire,
Nov.28/01
Today I went to the caf for lunch and bought a drink (it was blue) and i went to put the lid on and the cup broke open and spilled all over me!!! AHH! I freaked out... I ran to the phone and asked dad to pick me up, which he did. the sad thing is that I didn't clean up my mess! so some poor lunch lady had to do it for me... and that's not right is it? No, no it's not!!!
Today wasn't so bad. Me and Brodie were together, which I love because sometimes it feels like we don't get enough of eachother because of his parents and their rules! My dad was being a royal ass which bothers me... we played pool and I guess he let me win but either way, I did it! I beat my boyfriend! Mr. Perfection has a flaw, and it is pool! mwahahaha! I hate making new layouts but I hate the current one. The background and the stupid table makes me wanna puke now! It's been there for what... 2 years? eew. What's comfortable isn't always what's the best. I'm starting from scratch, using paint shop pro. It's my savior! Where would I be without her? I'd be staring at that stupid Twink on the rainbow splash image stuff... and thinking GOD! I was THIRTEEN when i came up with this garbage! People grow, and that is the reason all this has to change. Don't expect it to be overnight... It definate won't be that fast... Anyways, you have to click the image to the left to enter the "moon" page (in other words, the second index! There's still 3! I'm not a magician!)
Oct.23/01
Jan.5/02
What happens to people when the lose touch with themselves? Like... I don't know anything about what I want anymore! Its getting to be bad... I keep getting in fucked up situations where a decision has to be made and I can barely face it! I still don't know what I want to be when I grow up, which I guess is fine... whatever happens is fine... but shouldn't I at least have some sort of idea what I want?? I mean, I have an idea but I don't have the nerve to do anything! I avoid pain, which in most cases is good, but not when you're hurting other people by avoiding your own pain... I do that a lot. I don't know how to do what has to be done! I don't even clean my room to christ's sake!! I probably should... Who eats mr. noodles cooked? Its fucking gross as hell! Especially the chicken kind... Oh man last night I tried that garb and almost yanked! It was gross!!! I can't stop listening to a song called Drifting Away (Paradiso remix) by Faithless It's so niiiice!!! It's calming me too... But I work better under stress so calm may not be so good. I wonder what I'm going to do today... we have school on monday... this is no good!! School is no good!!! I don't know if I want to go to school... I have to do that history garb soon... I guess I should pick up some paper and paints for watercolour... I'm trying to use my imagination here!!! Okay... here's what I'm going to do... I'm gonna do what I want! What a novel idea... I just don't know how long this is going to take...
Dec.28/01
Yesterday I did nothing! I lay around the house like a slug in my pj's and it was really bad... sometimes it's nice to do things like that, but I really wanted to go out! At one point I used to do that just so I could read all day, and drink and stuff... not yesterday. I did nothing! I was in a very bad mood (quelle surprise...) and I just didn't feel like getting dressed, or even showering! (eeeew). So I'll get dressed and everything today. I got grounded! My parents had a LOUD friend over until 5 am 2 nights ago and I was complaining (naturally. I couldn't sleep! it was 5 am!) So in the morning she screams and screams and grounds me! Makes me feel like total shit! And even though my father was on my side, instead of the bitch's, he didn't defend me! So apparently anyone can stay here till 5 am and piss me off! grrrrrrrr Oh God if I ever become as goofy and retarded as my brother I swear I will kill myself! He is the most moronic thing alive. He walks around all confused-like and he says the most dumbass things and to these things my only response can ever be "RODDY SHUT UP AND FUCK OFF!" he's like a LOUD autistic kid... Like a TR. I don't like anyone in my family... That's not too good. I mean, well, sometimes they can be ok but lately they are all a bunch of clowns! STUPID STUPID people!!!
Dec.23/01
Christmas eve is tomorrow! yay. That means that brodie and i are having brekki together along with Mel, Terris, Kaylene and Tucker, if they all decide to show up! It'll be a three-way couple deal :) I love it.. I'm so bored! Its... 2:54 pm. I woke up at 10 but I didn't bother getting in the shower till about 10 minutes ago! I vegged on the couch all morning.. Brodie and I talked a lot this morning.. I have no clothes... Thank God Christmas is so soon, that may mean more clothes for Lindz! WOO!
It is not dying, it is not dying
Lay down al thoughts, surrender to the void,
It is shining, it is shining.
Yet you may see the meaning of within
It is being, it is being
Love is all and love is everyone
It is knowing, it is knowing
And ignorance and hate mourn the dead
It is believing, it is believing
But listen to the colour of your dreams
It is not leaving, it is not leaving
So play the game "Existence" to the end
Of the beginning, of the beginning
Dec.22/01
Yesterday was a fantastic day! Oh man... it was super!!! It was the last day of school before the christmas break! so I went to school at 9:30 (I GOT TO SLEEP IN FOR AN HOUR!!!) and we didn't have any real classes, we just had to stay in the school. So what we did was walk around the school. Me and bro did that all morning. Megan brought me a jello mold (GRAPE JELLO!) and i was ECSTATIC!!! I was so fucking happy... And at lunch I got to do Bates's make-up for MOJO. That was great! I used liquid eyeliner and glitter and all kinds of good stuff! It was fantastic! I curled his eyelashes but i got some bottom lashes in there too and he was in a lot of pain... It was great to see my history teacher dancing to britney spears in nylons, high heels, fake tits, a mini skirt, a wig and loads of make up... I was in pure bliss!
We Love You, RupaulDec.15/01
Swamp Thing by The Chemealeons! I FINALLY found it on Morpheus. Blissful I am quite. Dashboard had a show alst night, in the states. I'm sure that was fun... But meh, I got to go to Brodie's for 4 hours. Our Christmas tree still isn't up. I have a problem with that! I really do! 10 days left! I think about how overwhelmed I am with 50 dollars and 3 people to buy gifts for still... crazyness.... Brodie = cologne (chanel :) umm dad... some hick music cd of some sort... mom = done. jamie = something cheap. bobbi = nothing! Hmm. Brodies gift alone will be over 50 dollars I'm sure... its great cologne. I forget that name of it tho... i just knwo its chanel.
Need an idea for a new clique. No idea what it'll be though... Darn! Someone help me out PLEASE!!!
Chili is good. Especially on hot dogs. OOOH! I have to make cupcakes for the guys in science tomorrow. I'll make sure they are the greatest cupcakes they have ever had! With the dinosaur sprinkles. That's what Kevin requested. Anyway, I'm getting so boring with my damn journals eh? Next time I swear it will be more interesting. I swear, I neveer break swears.
Dec.10/01
Oh god... Man... You can never please anyone can you? If there's one thing I've learned, and I hope everyone involved in my little situation reads this, is that you can't lie to make people happy. The only person you should even TRY to make happy is yourself. And If you don't know what makes you happy, you need time to think and realize what does. If you hurt someone... you have learned a lesson hopefully... and maybe it won't happen again. You just have to be happy... And even if you're not after the whole situation is said and done, you will be one day. god works that way.
So I'm back with Brodie. And now I'll be happy. That's the way God works...
Dec.05/01
Breakups are so difficult! Especially when you can't satisfy everyone! It's so hard to be happy when you're so close to the one who's heart you crushed... It's so annoying when you can't make someone happy... I feel like I should be writing about this in my actual journal. This will do for now though, because something needs to be updated, if it's not the page then it should be the writing! I have not started my homework. I've been slacking quite a bit. Math stuff in science... boo! I'm so terrible at math! Who needs math anyway? I'm never going to use "y=mx+b" in my life anyway!
Movies like Bridget Jones and Someone Like You help this situation until the end, when thay find the true love they've been looking for all their lives, and the movie ends with a dramatic kiss that looks passionate but does not have any tongue! Is that possible? Either way, those movies are great until the end. Wonderful post-breakup ideas. Like candles and food and what not. I'm learning to keep poise and control when I feel like ripping hair out! I know Brodie is upset too... Oh well. Not getting into detail. If anyone wants to sympathize, do so.
Dec.02/01
This house is full of ears but I can't talk to anyone
They've heard this one a thousand times
Most exciting thing I do
Hang half way out a third floor window,
Maybe throw lit cigarettes down
And maybe I'll catch fire,
Something warm to hold me,
Something pure to burn away the darkness
That hides inside my mind
All that evil shit's not hard to find
I guess I only claim to be nice
They've seen this face a thousand times
Most relaxing thing I do
Hang half way out a third floor window,
And look at rocks if I fall out,
And maybe I'll fall hard,
Something tough to break me,
Something sharp to rip into my insides
And bleed out all that pain
Sorry I don't even know your name
I guess for me it's easy this way
Something warm to hold me,
Something pure to burn away the darkness
That hides inside my mind
All that evil shit's not hard to find
I guess I only claim to be nice
I wanna go to the mall... I realize that it IS wednesday... and it IS 5:30... But I'd really like to go...like a lot!! anyways... today was crap! Everyday feels like crap lately... there's no reason for it either! I'm on zoloft so I don't think it's depression... The last 2 weeks have felt so horrible.. for no reason! I suppose listening to sad music and watching sad movies doesn't help... Mom bought me a vest today! From old navy. It's pretty cute, too. I'll wear it eventually. It's like greenish tho, and I don't like green. I'd go to school and get dissed for wearing the colour of poop (This happens so very often... I own like 2 brown things.)
Oh god I'm sad... Why am I so sad??? I think I'll do some serious consideration as to why I'm so miserable! There isn't a reason... well... not really... I have to think about some things. A few things... Like why I'm such a bad person... And why I am so indecisive.. OH GOD!!! I am digging myself a grave... Someone just kill me!!! Actually... no. I'm just going to shut up and take everything as it comes! Sounds like a plan! I don't even know what I'm saying... Brodies parents think I'm a tard because I was dancing at parkdale... such bullshit! Oh god I'm gonna cry...
Nov.27/01
I have a bit of time on my hands right now so... I'm going to fool around here for a bit! I'm listening to "Black Betty". Very good song! I dig the old stuff, classic rock if you will!!! I wonder if anyone ever reads my garbage? Really it's just me typing what I'm thinking. You know you have a special kind of co-ordination to pull that off!!! :) Anyways, me and Brodie got into the biggest fight yesterday but Lindsay doesn't air her dirty laundry. HAHA! Brodie=dirty laundry... I like. I like. I figure I'll go in school early this morning and finsih my un-finished homework for history! Bates will like that!
I saw a kid 2 years younger than me yesterday on my way home from school. He used to hang out with Matt Savoie. His name is Devon. He was the pre-pubed little pipsqueek last year and this year... man. Well I walk right by him and he says "Lindsay" And I stare and I'm all looking like WAH??? So he says who he is and I'm AMAZED! I mean his voice! SOUNDS MANISH! And he gelled his hair, and he has a thousand little pimples! amazed I was... Anyways, what puberty can do... It's fantastic isn't it??? lol I think hehad a girlfriend with him too ;)
Nov.24/01
I don't like how I'm not as good at HTML as other people... I mean, I don't even know how to useFTP explorer and put my blog on my site! im so shitty!!! Oh well, I guess I could be worse! I could be as bad as JEFF WATTERS! (i kid, i kid, jeff is doing AWESOME!)...
Last night I went to Brodies. Sean tried on my big fluffy coat and he said it was hideous (but i dont care what sean says). When he came down wearing it I had to make some dumbass movement of my head and smash my nose off of this wooden thing next to the couch! U better know that hurt!!! UGH! So after that we wanted to go out! So we went to Pat's (that party house i guess [?]). While I was there I hurt my toe EXTREMELY bad... Brodies skateboard smashed down on my toe... I immediately went into tears.... Someone put frozen bread on my foot... But then I got ice :) Well, I was injured and feeling grody. Today me and Brodes are... renting movies I beleive! Legally blonde and whatever else he wants. Tuesday is our 7 month anniversary! hehe That makes me so happy...
If Anyone can tell me hwo I can make the site better, please tell me!!! I'm dying to know how to imporove it! I'm a little bit anti-frame so... I don't want those... Well, I dont want the "annoying" kind.
Nov.22/01
Love songs... and depressing ones at that! Why do i always listen to them if they make me so sad? Oh man... Journey and April Wine have some EXCELLENT love songs! and mariah carey does too... I've been relaxing with the rock and stuff and been listening to depressing music... Im boggled!! If I was a singer, I would sing nothing but love songs! They touch people so deeply...
Lying beside you/here in the dark/feeling your heart next to mine/softly you whisper/youre so sincere/how could our love be so blind?/we sailed on together/we drifted apart/and here you are by my side/so now i come to you/with open arms/nothing to hide/beleive what i say/so here i am/with open arms/hoping you'll see/what your love means to me/open arms
Its fucking beautiful!!! Its so beautiful I had to swear!!! Oh man... Anyways today was okay... I wore the shred betty shirt. Erin loves it. Apparently she dreamt about it last night. She had a dream SHE was wearing it, and got chalk on it and I was pissed!!! But in reality, I get stuff all over me all the time! I wouldnt be pissed... lordy!
Nov.19/01
*yawn*... how do u like the layout? I've worked my ass off all day (brodie mentioned this today in the guestbook)... It's 8 pm. I've been working since 3! Dear lord! I am a huge loser! lol. But I guess it looks pretty good. It's so ironic that I changed the layout and made somewhere over the rainbow so dreary and colourless! But alas, there are still so many pages with that stupid rainbow shit all over them... I get to sick of that crap it isn't even funny!! I guess if everything is white and grey it's harder to get sick of it right? Because its so plain! No one gets sick of the plain.
I was thinking about turning this whole site isnto a blog. that way I wouldn't have to re-do all those rainbow pages! Or I could leave them. The most irritation things are gone now anyways! that twink thing bothered me most. thank god i got rid of that!!! eew... Click the image to the left to enter!
I AM 14% GEEK.
Nov.16/01
I'm working on another layout... this will take me quite a while... be patient with me. Lack of updates but this will change, I promise. Nov.6.01
holy shit eh?! GO LOOK! its amazing!!! hehe! thank u ross and mystery lady!!! hehe im actually quite BLAH today... quite blah indeed. havent updated much, can't think of a new page to make... but i will just as soon as the cows come home. i kid, i kid, it'll come around! I got new slippers today. They don't keep your feet warm but they are cute cute cute!!! I did my hair a certain way, that looked cute cute cute! I spent 60 bucks getting it cut and dyed on sunday, no one even noticed. I was very sad to discover I can't do my hair the way the salon lady can do it. but really, when u sit there watching her do it for an hour, and u try it, whats the difference? I thot I'd be able to pull it off! I observed her every technique! I can not beleive I couldn't do it! It looked SO good. so good. I've been reading flowers in the attic. Ashta read it forever ago, the whole series, and it was her favourite series! I'm loving it too. It really is as great as she went on and on about. I'm missing "petals on the wind" but I have the other 3. I don't have the "prequal" either but who cares about that! But, yes ashta was very right about those books. I got 100% on my eulogy for history! I was SO happy! I nearly Squealed with joy (actually, technically, i did sorta squeal...or squeek) AND (*yes, AND) I'm getting 80% in history and science! WOO! Why do I find it necessary to think people care? I know that they don't... I had the oddest dream about a prison man... he tried to kill his girlfriend but laying her down (with no support under her legs, just her feet and head) and he JUMPED on her legs, and they broke badly... And he bent her over backwards and her stomache split open... he let her lay there screaming in pain all night while he sat and watched... and the weird thing was, they didn't argue or anything for him to do that... he just decided he'd butcher his girlfriend because he was in prison... Is this crazy or what> crazy dreams i have... very... anyways, goodnight!
Nov.1.01
Right now I'm listening to "girls just wanna have lunch" because brodie put it on (we're on the phone) and i hate it, so im yelling his name and trying to get him back on, but it isn't working. i guess im just gonna hafta sit here and wait... okay it's like a half hour later now! lol i just ate dinner and got off the phone with brodie [order reversed]. its such a blah kind of day!!! i hate these days! but earlier i was quite happy... i thot i was kicking ass on my civics exm (then i found out my smartest friend only got like 61% on it...) so ive lost hope... and hanna drew an awesome picture and then gave it to me! (hehe hannas awesome)... but now its just blah!!! last night was spent at brodies. gremlins was on! so we watched that while all the trick or treaters came by, we handed out candy. but then brodie decided he wanted to go trick or treating... without a costume! he just went... so... i followed obediantly (HA!). adam and i made a pile of leaves on jen's front lawn. he jumped into them =]. that was the highlight of trick or treating with brodie. the leaves. ha. =]. and now i guess i have a science video to make... but the camcorder stopped working! DAMMIT! So mom's away fixing it at the neighbours house =]. interesting life i have here eh? i still get lots of visitors here, but no one signs the guestbook. if no one signs in the next week im just getting rid of it because its an embarrassment! ugh. i just ate fake potatoes. never had those before. sick. =6. last night i had to eat veal, because brodies parents made it. i eat what people give me, and i never complain because i was taught it was wrong! bro knows i despise eating baby cows, but i dutifully finished it! i was a good girl! anyways i felt sick then too. maybe im just a whiner... a lot of people like baby cows! but not me... i didn't even know what part of the body it came from... all i knew was that baby cows life was cut so short before i got it on the plate =[. yes, i think i do complain too much! i saw myself on video today, and noticed how figety i am when i speak, how insecure i look! I am seeking to eliminate this problem and be more comfortable in situations... I'm gonna start to work on that asap. I keep having weird dreams but i keep forgetting them! A few nights ago i remember a dream all about snakes... I recall being terrified that a snake that was riped in half would become whole again and kill me... another time brodie was trying to get my on a roof for some reason. Like i said, i dont remember! Anyways, im off. someone sign that damn guestbook! christ Oct.30/01
Ugh! I should clean up my old files and stuff... so much useless crap i don't even use anymore is in the webshell here at angelfire. It's a real pain in the ass =[. Anyways, today was very blah! I can honestly not remember anything interesting happening today! Well... I made these great lil things for my science project! it was fantabulous! But I didn't even get the chance to use em... so sad =[. And what else... Calan wouldn't stop making fun of my nose! Well, he was Teasing! I hate teasing! So when I get a camera or whatever I'll take a picture of my nose and you can let me know if it's funny or not! Wanna know something? My page has been visited 22 times (NOT including me) and brodie is the only one who signed it, and that's only because he's my boyfriend and I make him! lol. Well... it just goes to show how mean people are... I never go to a page and leave without signing the book. So maybe I'll just demolish it! Who needs a guestbook? A lot of people put rude comments in anyway... so I dunno. We'll see what happens... if no one signs i'll go berzerk! lol. I remember the good old days when people actually liked my site... and now look... i can't even get a visitor! hehe. I guess people should start linking me... and i could get some sister sites... and get it 'out there', so to speak eh? hmmm... kevin spacey is going to be in The Shipping News. It's a movie, I don't know exactly when it opens but it's about newfoundland! A hollywood movie about Newfoundland!!! It's the greatest! Anyways, I recommend everyone see it because you could get that true newfie feeling! The movie was based on a pulitzer prize winning novel, which i read :) If anyone wants to borrow it, It is available =] Along with memiors of a geisha and shes come undone! hehe those are my favourite books. =] u care? but anyways... I guess I'm just gonna go eat some mcdonalds and watch my ass spread. Days is on. Good soap. Bye! Oct.28/01
Okay so yesterday was me and Brodie's 6 month =]. Rock the fuck on, Lindz! Anyways, it was an eventful day to say the least =]. What happened was, okay, I woke up (my memory is so bad i don't even remember what happens next...) I went to Brodies at 2... haha here's a funny story! It took till quarter to 3 before i actually go to his place tho, because roddy can't drive all too well... and he didn't want to take my dad's truck, so he took the battery out of dad's and put it in his truck so he could rive it (this took 10 minutes!) and off we went. Roddy decides to stop at 7-11 tho, because lo and behold he needs gas (I guess the gas thingy isn't good because he can't smoke in the truck or it'll blow up... so it leaks or something. quite unsafe eh?) And so yeah, he stops at 7-11 for gas (and to pump his tires which, b the way, DID NOT need to be pumped!). This took another 10. And THEN we were off again! We're driving down Parkdale... And then the truck slowly stops completely. we're on parkdale here!!! We didn't get a chance to pull over or anything... so it stops! And I'm thinking "we're screwed. roddy youre SO stupid!" lol. Eventually, after ME pushing the truck for a bit, it started again and FINALLY I got to brodies safely! oooh man that was rich! hehe so after that brodie bought me din-din! I chose harvey's. who needs fancy? Its only 6 months, not 50 years right? =]. harveys was great! I had... A coke, fries, and a sheeseburger with mustard, ketchup, Extra pickle, tomato, lettuce and very little onion =]. hehe we just hung out in and around for a bit after that. We went to the park and Bro tried to teach me how to do an olly on his skateboard but it only resulted in BOTH of us getting very hurt! haha! he gave up on me... i gave up too even tho i was soooo determined to do that damn olly! But hey, im not a skater i guess! =]. We went to the Tivoli at 8 to see "Misery". It was really really good. After this the night was just about done... but we shared a hot chocolate at some crazy freaky downtown coffee shop. I think I saw hookers but Bro assured me they weren't actually hookers, just crazy hootchie dumb ugly broads who looked like trash! lol. I'm mean... =]. Ant today... well I did my essay and me and Daddy went out for lunch! I ordered an oriental chicken salad. Dad told me all abput life and what not, and I got home feeling like I knew him a 10000 times better, and I wanna be just like my parents one day... they really are amazing ppl... night ya'll! =] hope ya changed yer clocks!
Oct.26/01
Oh man... am I ever tired! ha its midnight so I guess its actually the 27th but i don't really give a damn! hehe! (bad words...) So I guess if it's the 27th now, it would make today brodie and i'd 6 month anniversary! Thats pretty cool eh? My mind is going toally blank cuz I can't seem to remember any important facts about today! I guess an important fact is that I have so much ghomework to do that its making me sick... and we had to go to a brodie family thing tonight, which was rather interesting untill we got ignored by everyone! lol! It was cooooold today! I love the cold and i cannot WAIT until winter! awww sleigh bells and all! It'll be so beautiful! And I get to wear my new columbia coat everywhere... and go christmas shopping... and after schristmas I'll have enough money to do stuff like shopping!!! Wow... those wicked N'Syncers are in a movie... we watched star tv today and apparently its a great flick for teenyboppers... And the shipping news is coming out in novermber I think, and I'm excited because a) the book was great and won a pulitzer prize b) Kevin Spacey stars in it and more importantly c) its about newfoundland!!! YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!!! GO NEWFOUNDLAND!!! You gotta love newfs man... so anyways tomorrow I guess we're going to eat mcdonalds and then to the tivoly to watch misery... and we'll eat mcdonalds... and I guess just hang around at brodies for the day! This will be the celebration of our 6 months together. =] happy pappy wappy! So anywhoo I think the site's coming along... maybe not nicely but it's definately comimg along, right? lol not a soul has signed the guestbook yet... BOO! So that means next to no one has visited... and yet I'm still writing journals on this stupid thing! I suck!
Oct.25/01
Oh man today was very interesting, to say the least. I'll start by saying for 2 dollars, the trip we went on for science was fantabulous!!! I mean it was rockin! We played all sorts of fun games and I have never seen so many hot dogs in one place before! I think there were 60 roasting at the fire all at once =] It was kinda neat! And anyways, that was really cool because I started talking to some people I don't talk to much! hehe everyone was singing a lot of songs and i have that song that goes "we dont need no education....blah blah... teachers! leave those kids alone" in my head. all day its been in there. And when I got back from this place, Brode said my hair smelled like campfire! (its a great smell, but not when its in your hair...). After the trip I came home to greet like 20 piles of dog puke (davidson got sick) and the ironic part of al this was- the kitchen was RIGHT in the next room, and most of the piles were in the doorway of the livingroom... on the carpet. he couldnt just walk another foot to puke on a floor that was easy to clean... out of 20 piles of puke, not ONE was in the kitchen (the most convenient floor to clean!) what an asshole dog! Ummm after this, I had had plans made for my "jenga-date" with hanna, kaylene and tucker! This was so much fun!!! I feel bad for spitting on hanna and ruining the marbles game for tucker, but in the end, the night was a blast! And now I have lots of unfinished homework, which won't get done! And i have nothing to wear in the morning, and HEY! I dont even care! Thats why I'm on here typing about nothing! lol. teachers, leave those kids alone...
Oct.24/01
It's a cherry garcia kinda day... I deserve ice cream today... I mean... GOLLY! I wore a sweater to school thinking it was gonna be cold out. And i wore a jacket as well. BUT to my surprise it became like 17 degrees out! ouchy. SOOOO... my sweater got FLITHY and so I put a jacket over it so I could prevent myself from looking like a total dirt. So I was hot and stinky and it sucked. So it was totally a cherry garcia day. Spening 6 bucks on ben and jerrys ice cream is alright when you've had a day like that! But tomorrow's gonna be awesome, and fantabulous! Because I get to go trenching throo the mud on a field trip! (YAYA!!!) I'll be with buddies too so it'll be fun fun fun! Something smells like cat ass... hmm... I don't have a cat but I smell the ass. There's this awesome fantabulous chic in my art class named jenna. I feel like I have to get it all out of me, thats how cool she is! She has these pants (from le chateau - i wouldve bought them but they were expensive and i thot they were too cool for me) but she has em. And shes the sweetest girl in the world! I met her while me and Brodie were walking to my art class on the first day of school. She's an awesome girl, and she's always talking about her extremely interesting life... and suddenly my life seems to have no point in comparasin! She just moved out of her place to live with a group of friends in this house (no parents, just friends) and now she's back home again... she's best friends with her ex boyfriend (which i think is GREAT!) and she's the nicest and sweetest girl I've met all year ! I thot she would be a worthy mention... haha I'm gonna give her the address to my site tomorrow and then she's gonna see this and me all like "whoa! thanks" hehe. I think everyone should be this cool...
