Jamie had been wanting to be an singer for so long now she was, but still had questions in her mind like was this what she wanted and why. Jamie had been confused all night about that call weird. What was Brian trying to say? What did it mean? She'd felt out of all day wondering what all of it meant. Whether she was confused or not she still had to do this show. What kind of person would she be if she didn't show because she was scared that what Brian needed to tell her wasn't good?
at the concert (the same night)
Jamie had tried to get Brian attention but whatever she was doing wasn't working. Every time she actually tried, someone interrupted her. Jamie hadn't someone kept her from saying something no one had ever tired before after what had happened when she was younger but she didn't want to get into that otherwise it would happen again, it was to painful.
The guys had finished up. Jamie was about to go on when Brian had said "Baby I need to tell ask you something really important." Baby no one had called her that since Mike, but Brian that was better she couldn't believe Brian Littrell call her Baby. "it'll have to wait till after the show ok." Man! She wished she could stay but, no, the show most go on.
The ride back was silent, so silent you could hear a pen drop. Nothing from Brian he kept Flirting silently. Damn why wouldn't he say something? All night he flirted with her. She wished he would stop, not that she hated him flirting cause ever since she was 12 guys were flirting with her everywhere she turned. Finally they had arrived hotel AJ had said something when were 5 minutes away he was the only one to say all tough Jamie was in her own world she didn't hear it. Jamie was completely exhausted. She didn't care what they said or had to say she'd need to go to her room, slip into something comfortable, and crash.
Brian had not seen her go, but he had turned around to talk to her and she was gone. He started up the stairs toward her room.
In Jamie Hotel room
Jamie had forgotten that Brian needed to talk. She had almost fallen asleep when she heard a knock. Oh God Brian needed to ask me something very important but why didn't tell her in the car? She was tired. "Yea" why now she thought "I here ya coming Hold on." " hey Jamie open up it's Bri-" she opened the door before he could finish OH God did she have to do this to him every time he saw her she looked Beautiful. "aan hey you look tired" yea so go "Well it's late I’ve been up since what six?" " Yea those rehearsals, you have to get up early so you have plenty of time to practice well anyway I know you were trying to sleep. I know I should told earlier but I had to ask you when the guys weren't around ok" "Brian please I know your sorry so don't apologize ok, B-"
"But I-I-" "Brian if it been Nick or anybody but you I would have opened the door and slammed their face, but it wasn't it was you.” She had lowered her voice to a gentle tone "Ok you see this is stupid but I feel like an a little eighth grader, but this be the hardest thing I ever done since Leigh." “Leigh who’s that?” Jamie had wondered. "I don't think I could do it but I am going to try Jamie I was wondering if you could consider in being my girlfriend…“ "Brian, don't you see we have to see each other everyday and I…" "Well that's the beauty of it all we can see…" "Brian listen to me ok let me say what I have to say I just broke up with my boyfriend because he cheated on me and I don't think I want live that again before you say anything I know you wouldn’t ever cheat on me but don't think it would be the best thing I'm sorry I can't." By now he try hard not to cry and speak at the same time. "Jamie I know you just got out of a relationship you told but I don't understand why you can't if you believe it because we're in the same field of work this is not the same thing that is real job like the fashion business and…well forget it shouldn't matter anyway if we breakup which will not happen ok we work it but we're not just listen I'll never break you heart I swear forget whatever I say you will never see I’m nothing like him I'll never hurt you but if you can't see and me a chance then fine goodnight I…forget it." "Brian please let me th…" he's gone would it be worth it to go talk to him now? She went to Brian's room knock on the door he did answer she went to get the one Kev gave her he given her a key to everyone’s room just in case she needed it. She unlocked the door and went inside Nick was reading one the books his mom gave him to read listening to his Compact disc player "Nick where's Brian" he looked up "In the Bathtub trying to sleep." Nick laughed "what how-" ask him" she knocked on the door "Bri Don't do this please, baby I'm sorry." "Ha" "What? Please tell me what are you doing sleeping or trying to sleep in the tub." Brian didn't say word "Tell me. Please talk to me!" "I don't want to talk to you" "Yea well ok just tell me why you’re in there?" "Because Nick's in there that's why I can't tell you and that's why I’m in here." "So, Brian just let me get in there so I can explain." "No you explained already what else is left?" "Need to talk to you I didn't mean to-" "Go Away!!!!!!!!"
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