Chapter 19
That night, after sending Ashley home, Justin sat in bed shaking in anger.
He could not believe what had happened.
That fucker had not only hit him, but had also accused him of wanting to
fuck his own cousin. He held that thought for a while.
He remembered Ashley's naked body lying on his bed. His smooth, silky skin
looking so tempting. And the sight of his asshole. He didn't really care if
that had been his first time or not... although he could imagine, almost feel,
the pleasure that that tight velvety hole could give.
// So what if he's my cousin? It's not like we're gonna have babies or
anything //
But he dismissed the idea for the moment. Still, he thought, he wouldn't say
no if Ashley wanted him to fuck him.
He then tried to analyze his obsession with fucking Rick. First of all, he
found him physically appealing. But was that enough? It wasn't like he didn't
have enough ass to keep him satisfied. That bastard, on the other hand, had
been playing with him since the beginning. Teasing him, kissing him, touching
his dick and then refusing to let him go further. He got mad again. Who the
fuck does he think he is?
// I'll teach him. Even if I have to sink to the lowest, I'm going to fuck
Josh first. //
---
Josh woke up before dawn and found himself still snuggling up to Rick. He
sighed.
// Why does it feel so right and so wrong at the same time? //
He felt so protected having his friend's arms around him.
// But how does he feel about me? //
He remembered Mark and how he had told him he didn't like him in that way.
// I won't be able to stand it if the same happens between Rick and me //
He thought that with teary eyes.
He reached up and gave Rick a small kiss on the lips. He was still asleep.
"I need you," he whispered.
---
I woke up and it was still very early.
// Fuck, my head hurts //
I realized that I was still holding an almost nude Josh in my arms.
This had been the first time I had actually slept with a guy. Usually, after
sex I send them home or at least to another room. Even though my arms felt
sort of numb, I didn't want to let him go.
I don't know what came over me. I felt like I was holding and protecting the
most valuable thing on earth. I ran my fingers very lightly through his hair
and the back of my hand over his cheek. His face looked peaceful, angelic.
And yet, at the same time, it made me fear that touching him could shatter
him.
After a while, I decided that Josh would probably be uncomfortable if he
woke up and realized we had spent the night like this.
Being extremely careful, I managed to get out of bed without waking him up
and went to my own room.
Later that morning, we went out so I could show him around.
He wasn't really looking at me. He seemed lost in his thoughts. I tried to
concentrate on my driving.
"Rick?"
"Yes, Josh?"
"About last night, um... I..."
"Don't worry about it." I said and patted his thigh.
He took my hand between his.
"Thank you, Rick"
And he held my hand for the rest of the ride.
---
The next monday, Justin sought Josh at the library.
"Hey, JC! How you doing?"
"JC?" asked Josh with a puzzled look.
"Yeah, JC"
"What's that supposed to mean?"
"I just figured you needed a cool nickname, you know? JC stands for Joshua
Chasez"
"Oh, I see" said Josh and chuckled.
"So, from now on you're JC"
"Okay then... and what should I call you?"
"Um, let's see... you can call me Babe"
"What?"
"Just kidding. I don't know... call me whatever you want"
"If you say so"
"Aight, let's go play some basketball. I'll kick your ass"
"Yeah, right"
They played for a while. The whole time Justin kept bumping into Josh and
grinding his crotch against him. He grabbed his ass every time he could.
Josh was getting uncomfortable, he was getting hard with all the touching.
"I'm tired, Justin. I want to go home"
"Okay, JC. But aren't you gonna shower first?" he asked, smiling knowingly.
"Um, no. I'll do it at home"
"Ew, whatever... but come with me for a moment. I want to show you
something."
"Okay"
They went to the lockerroom and it was empty.
// Sweet // thought Justin.
"So, what did you want to show me?"
"This," and with that, he grabbed Josh and pushed him against the wall. Then
he kissed him, running his tongue over Josh's lips.
Josh froze, he was shocked and couldn't move. He tried to say something, but
Justin seized the opportunity to stick his tongue inside his mouth. Justin
then used one hand to knead Josh's butt and with the other he rubbed his dick
through his shorts.
Finally, Josh pushed Justin away.
"What the fuck is wrong with you, Justin?"
"Come on, JC. You don't have to play dumb with me"
"What the hell are you talking about?"
"I've seen the way you look at me, JC. The lust, the desire you're fighting"
"What?"
"I know about you, JC. I met Mark Barry"
Josh's jaw dropped to the floor.
"Don't worry, JC. I know you're inexperienced. But I'm gay and I want you. I
know you want me too"
Josh started stuttering.
"But... but... what... Mark?"
"It's okay, JC"
Justin approached him, trying to kiss him again. Josh shoved Justin and ran
to the door.
"You can run, JC. But you can't hide." Justin muttered to himself, grinning
satisfied.
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