   
My ANGEL Lee's
Seventh Heavenly Anniversary
IN HEAVEN
My Darling Lee
I can't believe it will be 7 years since you left us all. How I have gone on and got through these years I don't know. After you left I went through the usual grieving process. Number 1 was anger, oh how angry I was at everything and everyone for the longest time. Pain,one that never goes, it feels like a knife in your heart, eventually that knife releases itself, but leaves a hole in the heart, a hole that can never be filled again. So many other grieving stages, too many to mention.
As time goes by all those stages of grieving seem to fade, not
completely, not at all, but you feel at one stage you want to get your child's/ANGEL'S story out to the world, you want everyone in the world to get to know them, and by doing that a web site is one of the best ways.
You being so talented with your art/drawings/poetry/short stories, it wasn't only that what I wanted to get out there, but to tell the story of your life and what you went through. Because of your talent, a lot
of it you left behind for me. As you know my sweet ANGEL Mom is ill too with ms, since you passed I have gotten much worse, but try and go on each day.
I didn't know anything about computers, although I was always watching your sister and Dad, but I had so much I wanted to say, so I bought myself a special book and started writing it down, until one day your Dad hooked up your computer, it was then I was determined to learn how to use it.
I found many groups for bereaved parents, and that is how it has gone, through these groups I have met so many wonderful friends, who also unfortunately has lost their sons, daughters, now ANGEL'S, ANGEL'S that you now know. Just like you have met so many wonderful friends/ANGEL'S, so have I, and without each other I don't think we could go on, you see now honey, we all live different lives, lives that so many other people don't know what it is like, and don't understand.
So with each other we will get through to the end, until that day when GOD calls us one by one when then we will be reunited with our ANGEL'S for ETERNITY.
See you soon my ANGEL
I will love you
Now and Forever
Your Loving
Mom
Back in 1974
When I gave birth to you
I took your tiny hand and said hi
Never knowing 25 years later
I would be saying bye bye
The crying that I have done
From that night you went to sleep
I don't know how much more I can cry
The pain it is still so deep
I still wait for the phone to ring
As I sit in my chair at home
Finding out that it isn't you
Oh my ANGEL how I feel so alone
I try my best and go on each day
I always ask you to be my guide
Although I have Amy and Dad
I need you too by my side
Each ANGEL is a gift from GOD
GOD tries to tell us you are a loan
When HE needs you back
That is when He calls you HOME
I have always wandered
Where do we go when
GOD calls us HOME
All I do know is when we get there
We are for sure not alone
Seven Years have Passed
MY ANGEL
Where have they gone
Everyday I think of you
Living in the great far beyond
Written For My
Son Lee My ANGEL
10-17-1974~~~08-14-2000
I LOVE YOU
MY ANGEL
UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN
YOUR MOM
  
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Click Here to view gifts & poems that were given to Sue-Anne & Lee Aguilera
in celebration of Lee's 7th Anniversary In Heaven.
Seven Year Heavenly Anniversary
A cameo for mom
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NAVIGATION
LEE HENRY AGUILERA
OCTOBER 17, 1974 - AUGUST 14, 2000
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