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It isn't hard to remember any of your birthdays, I don't even need to look back on photos, everyone of them is still so vivid in my mind, and always will be.
The one thing I do really find very hard now is not being able to organize and get things ready, decorate the house, your favorite foods things like that. I use to love doing that. Of course when you were much older you use to be out with your friends, so it meant not giving you your gift sometimes it was days later, but at least you were here. Now not having you here to give you a gift, a simple card, and the biggest thing of all that
BIG BIG HUG. IT JUST KILLS ME INSIDE
A HUG that didn't have to be just for your Birthday, an everyday HUG, you just walking through the door, even when you were not living at home, those days you use to walk through the door and suprise me, Oh do I miss those days so much Darling.
Every year, I try and visualize what you do for your Birthdays In HEAVEN, any day for that matter. Oh if only there were phones, computers, an address where we could communicate in some way. One day, One day I know we will be together. For now whatever day it may be, you will remain in my Thoughts, Prayers, and for sure my HEART NEVER TO LEAVE
HAPPY 33RD BIRTHDAY
MY ANGEL
I WILL LOVE YOU NOW, FOREVER AND FOR ALWAYS
LOVE
MOM, DAD AMY FAMILY AND FRIENDS
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 HAPPY 33rd BIRTHDAY
MY ANGEL
How I love looking back on the day you arrived
GOD gave me the greatest gift that day, it was you
I treasured everyone of those days that we had together
I couldn't believe the gift I got, but it was true
You think that everyday of that baby's life will be perfect
Until one day, could be any age, something goes wrong
You don't know what to do, what is going to happen
All you know is that you have to try and stay strong
All I knew is that you were having tests after tests
Then the Dr comes in and says to you I am sorry
We all know what that means, there isn't too much time
But all we did is sit there, look at you, think and worry
With you it was day after day I sat and watched you suffer
For eighteen months I looked at you with tears in my eyes
Although I knew in my heart one day I would loose you
When it did come I didn't have it in me to say my goodbyes
Years later I am still going through so much grief in my life
When I think of you I have to believe you are safe at HOME
Although I have Dad, Amy Family and such good Friends
But it is still not the same without you, I still feel so alone
I have heard that GOD has the most Beautiful Garden
I have also heard that the roads are paved in Gold
Praying when that day comes when GOD calls me HOME
You will meet me, show me around, I will have you to hold
33 years old now, how much I have missed those Birthdays I
celebrate now without you, my eyes still full of rain
Every Birthday, Anniversary could be just another day
The rain will continue in my eyes, my heart so full of pain
Each special day that arrives, I am at the memorial park
Sending your baloons up, it is something I always do
Although with tears in my eyes, I look up and I Pray
Just hoping that at least one of them finds it's way to you
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY HANDSOME SON, MY SWEET ANGEL
I just can't believe that you are going to be 33 years old
I know you don't like it when I talk this way, I am sorry
My wish though is to be with you now, forever and eternity
Then you will be mine to hold
In Loving Memory Of
My Son My ANGEL
Lee Henry Aguilera
10/17/1974~~~08/14/2000
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