i feel fine most of the day, especially if i'm around other people. but when i'm left alone, i start feeling, well, lonely. right now i'm home alone and...well, my mind keeps focusing on him. *ss*...i miss him so much. anything that reminds me of him makes me immensely sad.
i feel pathetic, too, because he and i are not even koibitotachi. just tomodachitachi. even though i believe one day we'll be together, i still feel rather sorry that i keep feeling so downtrodden. i just want him back home so i can speak with him again.