goodmorning all! im back to my graveyard shift, which really is pretty bad considering Uni starts on monday. i deciede to skip the valerian tonight since ive got only two nights of acceptable graveyard shifts left. gonna read some fics and maybe catch up on some email. My eyes hurt due to no light in this room (the things i do for these sleeping budgies!) Goodnight, sleeptight. T :: posted by us friends 11:16 PM [+]
Thursday, February 27, 2003
thanks again fotr taking me out today girls..... :: posted by us friends 8:55 PM [+]
Friday, February 21, 2003
Hey there guys...sorry I haven't blogged in a while..... We miss ya Arvin! Are you going to be signing up with a new ISP soon or are you doomed to get online only during the graveshift hours for a bit yet? I don't know what I would do if I couldn't get connected. I end up doing so much online, I have come to really rely on it. That isn't too good is it?
Been job hunting here and there. I hate getting rejection letters cause narcissitic me, it feels like I am the only one getting rejected. On the happening front, I think V takes the cake definitely with her news of being engaged ~! I know she writes that you don't feel any different and stuff and that is true but that's because as she said, the love is still the same. Though, it does set in down the track when the excitment builds when her and Michael really set out their future together like moving in and even decorating together and getting furniture together. It is all part of the fun they will soon be having! Plus there is the whole thing of actually being engaged and being able to look at bridal magazines with a look to buying something. And the glamour...man, I love wedding gowns. I want to be some mega star just so I can wear this cool huge gown down some carpet...ok I'm rambling. But yes, congratulations again to them both. I'm sure with them being both FRIENDS fans and all, V will get what I mean when I say that I reckon she has found her lobster....I hope she knows what I mean cause that would save me from looking really stupid right about now.
So embarassed and so lame. I did an impulse buy at Fashion Fair and lay-byed it like a month and a half ago. I picked it up a few days ago and I looked at it and was like 'what was I thinking?'......so I thought 'hey, I'll return it'. I go there today to do that but I see this woman there I dread. She has short blond hair and a very severe look on her face and I knew I wouldn't be able to lie to her. My line was going to be 'bought it for a friend but she didn't like it'...so I send Justin in. But the problem was the receipt had my name on it and he is standing there saying he bought it...it ended up going all out where him and I are now brother and sister and he had to sign for it with the surname 'holahan'...and this woman knows who I am and she soo knows Justin and I aren't brother and sister so ergo, I can't show my face in there when she's there cause I feel way too lame. Silver lining? I went to Miss Shop to feel better and bought this fantastic purple top for $11 on sale!
Yeah I know. Non happening isn't it? That is my big news of the week. I have been doing stuff but it's been nothing to scream about. And my Saturday nights....when I can, I love nothing better than to sit in front of the TV and watch my Saturday Night Live...god that show rocks. I have been wanting cable for a long time just for that show. All these stars get on and do sketches with the cast. Some suck and others who you thought were great actors, realy aren't when they are doing stuff live. It's all great fun though and I sit there loving it and peeing myself.
I hope you got all registered T! Did the system overload cause maybe too many people were logging on at the same time? I don't know how those things work so yeah. Wow, it felt like only yesterday we were at your house going on about how much time we still had left till uni started up again. It's like the Leunig cartoon! That cartoon is haunting me. I can't believe it's February and it's already pretty much over. It's just amazing to me sometimes.
Anyways, I'll catch up with you all later and hopefully will actually have something to say next time! Wish you all well!
Love............................B :: posted by us friends 11:40 PM [+]
Wednesday, February 19, 2003
goodmorning everyone. im online early again to register for more classes. yesterday i was on around the same time but didnt actually get to register until 12pm and then again at 5pm. the commencment time for registrations was 10am and 2pm but i couldnt get thru. ive noticed that nearly all my blogs have me complaining. I AM A WHINGER! (spelling?) this is not good. this will be my last blogging whinge - unless absolutely necessary. 10mins to go till rego opens.... T :: posted by us friends 8:50 AM [+]
Tuesday, February 18, 2003
CONGRATULATIONS NESS & MICHAEL! :: posted by us friends 8:19 AM [+]
bloggar hasnt let me post for days. Anyway, goodmorning everyone. I am online too early! Actually im waiting for tutorial registrations to open. lalalalal, waiting....T :: posted by us friends 8:12 AM [+]
(13/2/03) i really must resist eating cheese. I had nachos last night and even though i cant digest lactose i still had to have cheese in it. this morning i am paying for it. my tummy hurts so bad and we have no laxatives in the house. i dare not walk to the shops to get some. I have become desperate and am chewing an excessive amount of chewing gum to get the desired effect. i was planning on experimenting with puff pastry as a pastry for apple pie today but i just dont feel like cooking when my stomach feels like its going to explode. Tomorrow im making said apple pie for little tyra's 2nd birthday, i keep telling everyone that she's 3 but she'll be 2. She's big for her age, i forget she's little.
Update on the valerian pills; i am now sleeping a regular 8hrs per night and my body clock has kicked in to wake me at around about the same time each morning. those pills have an odd smell though.
sorry about that. I thought it did not post, so I did it again. So, it is only necessary to read the first of my posts that you are about to read. :: posted by us friends 7:11 PM [+]
I AM ENGAGED!!!!!!!!!!!
For all those who do not know, I was proposed to last night at revolving Centrepoint Tower a la carte restaurant. It was very romantic! I, obviously, accepted. I don't feel different. People make being engaged to be this huge thing. It really isn't. i did not expect to feel any different once he asked. All it did was get rid of my wondering when he was going to do it.... and of course I now have a ring. The fact of the matter is, Michael and I do not love each other any more today than we did yesterday. We knew we would end up together. We love each other and know we always will.
The food in the restaurant is SO NICE!!!! I ate my lobster bisque soup, prawn cocktail with mangoes, Supreme Chicken, one roll, and one of two profiteroles. I also drank my hazelnut mocktail. I have never eaten so much at one time. I felt kindda sick from all the food, but not throw up sick. I just felt VERY full! I went to the toilet a few times just so that I can walk! The lifts are fun coz the two of them are synchronized; one goes up while the other goes down. And you can wave at the people in the other lift. When looking down on Sydney, you see things about the city that you would never notice otherwise. And people look like ants. I did feel a little queezy when I first got up there, looking down on Sydney like that. But, once I got food in me, I was alright.
I will be organising an engagement party for April. It was gonna be in March, but that is already a busy month for Michael and I, with our Queensland trip. So, expect invites in the next few weeks.
I am very excited about this!
Anyways, I have no more to say now.
Love from "the newly engaged girl", as B calls me.
For all those who do not know, I was proposed to last night at revolving Centrepoint Tower a la carte restaurant. It was very romantic! I, obviously, accepted. I don't feel different. People make being engaged to be this huge thing. It really isn't. i did not expect to feel any different once he asked. All it did was get rid of my wondering when he was going to do it.... and of course I now have a ring. The fact of the matter is, Michael and I do not love each other any more today than we did yesterday. We knew we would end up together. We love each other and know we always will.
The food in the restaurant is SO NICE!!!! I ate my lobster bisque soup, prawn cocktail with mangoes, Supreme Chicken, one roll, and one of two profiteroles. I also drank my hazelnut mocktail. I have never eaten so much at one time. I felt kindda sick from all the food, but not throw up sick. I just felt VERY full! I went to the toilet a few times just so that I can walk! The lifts are fun coz the two of them are synchronized; one goes up while the other goes down. And you can wave at the people in the other lift. When looking down on Sydney, you see things about the city that you would never notice otherwise. And people look like ants. I did feel a little queezy when I first got up there, looking down on Sydney like that. But, once I got food in me, I was alright.
I will be organising an engagement party for April. It was gonna be in March, but that is already a busy month for Michael and I, with our Queensland trip. So, expect invites in the next few weeks.
I am very excited about this!
Anyways, I have no more to say now.
Love from "the newly engaged girl", as B calls me.
I said i would be right back. Alas I was not able to. I am here now, though, obviously.
An update on my employment status: I started my job at Wonderland today as a ride operator. before you get excited or happy for me, today was also my last day. I went to the interview yesterday afternoon and thought I sucked. Obviously they didn't. I got a call this morning saying that I was accepted. I accepted the offer even though it is not much pay and there are not all that many hours. I did all the learny stuff and an exam that was openbook and I could ask my trainer for the answers. It was fun. After learning a bit about one of the kid's rides and going on the Space Probe twice, I was called by the supervisor man. He said that since i am going to Canberra next week and then Queensland, it would not be worth my time or their's to take me on. I always tell a potential employer the truth about my trips. I didn't yesterday coz I didnt think of it. It was a group interview so I didnt get the chance. When i left the interview I didnt really want it coz f the pay and hrs. But today I figured it was better than nothing. Now I am upset that i don't have it. :((
**I am eager to be.... Employed and live life.
** I doubt myself when.... I fail. Actually, I doubt myself a lot. I want to be confident. People see me as being confident, but I don't.
**I feel powerful when.... I have made someone smile. And when I achieve something.
** I'm proud of myself when.... I do something that shows I am growing up. LAst week I left Michael in bed and had no hestitations when I left for work. I felt proud of myself then because I thought it would be really hard to leave him.
** My 10 favourite things in the world.... 1. Michael. 2. Zach. 3. Cooking. I love to express myself through biscuits. Like hearts for love, or Christmas trees at Christmas time. 4. Showers. 5. My friends. 6. Cinemas. I love this because you can escape the world for a while. 7. The city at night. I love to walk around. I feel safer walking through the streets of the city than I do here. 8. Warm covers in winter. 9. My phone. 10. Dressing up in expensive clothes. And getting all glammed up.
** I can simplify my life by living without..... worying.
** I feel my mission in life is to.... seize every opportunity to make people happy... aactually, to live a happy life.
** In my wildest dreams.... Oh, I have no idea..... um.... I have a palace and a maid and butler. I also have a great body that I can eat anything and not gain a gram.
** I believe in myself cause... II have potential. Good things don't come to people who think negatively.
** A favourite thing I own is .... Zach.
** Last time I made someone happy.... I brought Michael a "Friends" tape this afternoon. He was having a bad day and my bringing him the tape made him happy coz he didnt expect it. When he taped it, he missed out on the last five minutes.
** If I could give back one wrong, it would be.... To work during uni. I didnt work because of my wanting to be there for Wayne whenever he wanted me to. That was stupid. Another thing I'd take back would be forgiving him for cheating on me. I was actually thinking about this yesterday. The two of us were at B's place with her and Justin. Wayne said that "she" would call and say he slept with her. I didnt believe it. She called and I knew it was true after a while. I just didnt think he'd do that to me.
** I always knew I should have.... A smile on my face.
** I am standing at an edge. I see.... Endless possibilities.
** My favourite room in the house .... Bedroom. It is mine. It is all about me, and I can go there without being disturbed.... followed by the kitchen.
** You are asleep but not at home. Where are you? Michael's. I'm in my bed, but not in my place.
** I wanna travel to... America, Germany, France, London, all over Oz.
** A certain piece of music reminds me of.... "Hold On". This used to be my theme song. If you hold on, good things will come to you. Makes me think of Wayne, that I'll find better.
** If I'm lost I go to.... It depends on where I am. In the city I ask anyone who looks like they know whaere they are. In a shopping centre, I find a directory.
** Out of the corner of my eye, I see.... My curtian.
** Themed party would be... Characters. I like B's Moulin Rouge. i like the dresses.
** Last time you left someone angry .... I don't know.
** Thing that pits a smile on my face.... I'm gonna copy Be....... When I think of all the good times I have with friends...also any thoughts about the potential of the future. I love to think about the future. It is such a happy place!
** How to repair a broken heart... A lot of time.
** Right now I feel...and just wanna.... Ihot.... and I wanna have another shower. Also i am excited about tomorrow's Valentine's dinner.
** I am most grateful for... What I have and my health.
Hello again....I was reading the blogs again and I wanna have a shot at answering those questions A answered before...I love those cool questions he comes up with... ! I swear we should all do that game one day with word association and we answer immediately and the truth just comes out...it is friggin' mad but I reckon could also be very revealing too! Anyways....
**I am eager to be.... more confident and learn to embrace myself and love it. ** I doubt myself when.... geez I live in doubt...but I doubt myself a lot when there is a task at hand and I don't only have me who thinks I can't do it but the people around me too. **I feel powerful when.... I have a lot of contact with people and am feeling confident inside and am feeding off all those good vibes around me. ** I'm proud of myself when.... I have remained true to myself in a situation where I may have felt tempted not to. ** My 10 favourite things in the world.... 1. The family I do have and my friends...though that kinda doubles up into one entity really. 2. This blog site and live journal cause I get to express and be me and share and do all this with fellow dear friends doing the same thing. 3. The city...if places such as that did not exist, I would most definitely self-destruct cause it just clears my mind and I feel alive again there. I feel like I can breathe there. 4. Cinema. I'd be lost without the escapism of cinema. I love the films that, afterwards, you just want to dance down the street or you just feel so emotionally fantastic...even 'tragedy' films like Titanic cause everyone cries and opens up and they actually feel good for it later. 5. Music. There is a song for every mood and every feeling. Friggin' fantastic...who would have thought you could make a billion different songs out of a couple of notes? 6. TV - sad ain't it? But I learn a lot from TV and also I can watch people and their mannerisms without having to worry about them saying "hey you! Stop friggin' staring at me!" 7. Magazines...I seem to have filled the void left from being not-in-the-mood to read books by reading magazines. Me loving Empire and NW and Who right now. 8. Writing ....god yeah ! I love writing. Right now, it has been more journal writing than 'it was a dark and stormy night..." writing. 9. Painting. Haven't in a while but I still love it as much as ever. Painting and drawing. 10. Being able to have loads of quiet time with just me. Woah...that isn't a code to say I am a huge wanker by the way :)
** I can simplify my life by living without..... the habit of always having what people think of me as a huge influence in how I do things. ** I feel my mission in life is to.... Not waste my life and to use whatever talents I have...also I feel the urge to help. ** In my wildest dreams.... I kick ass like Buffy, I live in the US but have a home here too. All these great actors I have admired have become people I actually know, my friends and I are living it up in Hollywood and bringing our sense of fun to the streets! And I am a kick-ass actress with a really good stylist. Told you it was a wiiiillllddd dream. ** I believe in myself cause... I have to. Any other avenue is not as guaranteed. ** A favourite thing I own is .... all my soft toys and my Saturday Night Live tape(s) ** Last time I made someone happy.... When my friends and I organised a birthday thing for A and he was completely surprised. That was so cool. ** If I could give back one wrong, it would be.... I would have gone and seen my mother. Not to say goodbye really but to be there for her cause I wasn't. I never went after I came back from Surfers even though she asked for me all the time. I just couldn't. ** I always knew I should have.... Easy ! Enough money to live out life previously noted in 'wildest dream' segment. ** I am standing at an edge. I see.... Water...huge ocean. ** My favourite room in the house .... Bedroom. I go there and listen to music or chill out. It is my 'mood' room. Whenever I am feeling something bad or good, I always end up in that room. ** You are asleep but not at home. Where are you? In a hotel. I think I am overseas. ** I wanna travel to... Peru, US, Canada, Malaysia, England, Italy, Scandinavia (sounds nice and they got good chocs...or is that sweden?) ** A certain piece of music reminds me of.... "Kiss from a rose" reminds me of everything I went through in Year 9. It was a bittersweet year. ** If I'm lost I go to.... The nearest shopping centre to ring for a cab...this actually happened ! If I can't find the shopping centre, I pick a house and knock on their door to ask for directions...also really happened. ** Out of the corner of my eye, I see.... Beach. ** Themed party would be... Moulin Rouge ! ** Last time you left someone angry .... Last night. Was angry at JC so just stormed off into the computer room and sulked. ** Thing that pits a smile on my face.... When I think of all the good times I have with friends...also any thoughts about the potential of the future. ** How to repair a broken heart... Hmm well you have lost someone, so why not surround yourself with what you do have? ** Right now I feel...and just wanna.... I feel active. I just want to jump in a fountain and kick up my feet. ** I am most grateful for... My friends and my ability to remember.
Well this has been a Bec-intensive day of blogging.....c ya all later guys....
Woah V ! That is exactly what Jus and I were thinking of doing. We have been looking into buying our apartment or one just like it but aren't sure yet. One of his friends owns and rents out an apartment and she was telling him that on top of land rates, there is apparently an aprtment rate too...I am not sure if that is what they call it but we were like 'oohh' so we are looking more into it. How fun though eh girl? It is like playing Monopoly in real life ! Good luck in your interviews, by the way. I like how you two are making plans for the future like that. With some guys, it is hard to get them to commit to a dinner two weeks in advance let alone sharing a property together. It really shows you are both looking to the future and a future together...everybody now...awwww ! :)
I have been job searching too but not as full heartedly. I guess I really wanted a break and I still feel in student mode if that makes any sense....like I am on holiday and just waiting for the semester to start up again. Work also scares me, maybe because I have had some bad experiences. I'll get over it. At least I have Ebay to fall back on until I get a 'conventional job'.
I seem to be blogging less here these days because I have my livejournal. It's good in a way cause I verbal-vomit everything in my other blog and then here, I am less rant and rave-y.
I'm not sure if I can come to Michael's party though I really would like to girl! How cool! I haven't been in Mt Druitt in ages. I like how these plans are coming underway! I like how we are all talked about stuff we wanted to do together and it's like we made a mental list and are actually carrying them out. What was it again? Sexpo, the beach, Michael having a party at his place, city trip again, trip to the mountains, ghost tour!...I'm sure I have missed some but this will make for one very cool year. BY the way, the Sexpo isn't until July guys. It is held in Sydney from uly 31st to August 3rd so that is quite a wait yet. Still, there is heaps to do together before then anyways. I think this will be our best year yet friend-wise. We're seeing each other a lot more regularly now.
I want to enrol in tafe again this year in the diploma course of Business Studies. This is because ever since starting up Ebay, I have been thinking about owning my own business. I like A's idea about starting one up with his friends....not meaning to steal the idea but I would love it if we all did that together. I think we would rock and we are all smart people so it would be a success. I don't know what I would like to own...I mean dream-wise, I see me owning my own cinema...but an olden type cinema like the Roxy until they took it down. OOhh and a hotel cause that would be cool....I got that idea way back from Beverly Hills 90210 where Dylan owned his own hotel and he lived in one of the top suites...I would so love that. Those cool little toiletries awaiting me everyday for the rest of my life. Ok...I am influenced very muchly by TV....and man...I am trying to get rid of this american accent. Ever since A noticed that I put an 'R' in pasta aka par-sta...I have been trying to lose it. You know when you see those Aussies on the TV in America and you go 'woah!' cause you hear the difference between their voice and the americans...I wonder how I would sound talking to a New Yorker....would it sound any different or exactly the same? Interesting...though I cannot say 'arse'...you've heard me say it and it sounds like snooty english speak.
Oh man...am ramble I go.....I don't really have anything to report so I ended up blahing....will post again when I do actually have news of some kind !
I have not blogged in a while, as you already know. So it was just a waste of time writing this line.
I have two interviews today and one on Friday. I went to the first one at 9:30am in North Sydney this morning. the next interview is for Wonderland and is this afternoon. The one on Friday is for Buena Vista in North Ryde. I so want a job so that i can move in with Michael. We spoke about it a few days ago and he has decided that he wants to buy one of the new units in Mt Druitt. Once we pay it off, we will buy a house and rent out the unit. We will lookat the units once i come home from Canberra, so on 24th February, possibly. I am SO excited!
We are getting trees cut down today. There is alot of noise and so Zach and the Little Girl are scared, especially Zach. Poor baby!
This tree thing raised a question in me. They booked to come last week. Then they cancelled. They cancelled a few times. If there was a storm and a tree went through our roof, would they be responsibl considering they were meant to remove the tree earlier?
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ARVIN!!! Ok I am blogging real quick to fit this in and publish it before Arvin's birthday ends so it is more valid if that makes sense.....I will blog a little later. I am glad you liked the "Arvin day" mate! Should make it a yearly tradition! Anyways....till a little later.
Luv ya all.......B :: posted by us friends 10:58 PM [+]
i cant believe how dumb and unorganised uni admin is! My online registration is on Feb 18th and to register you must log on with your Id number. My problem? My enrollment hasnt been processed yet! Apparently all enrollments should be in the system by Feb 17th and if there are any problems i should contact the student centre. Isnt it cutting it a bit close to have the registrations on the 18th when all enrollments (supposedly) will only be completely processed the day before? With my luck, they'll probably not put me into the system and i'll lose my place in the classes i want.
grumble, grumble T :: posted by us friends 7:00 PM [+]
the Guardian is back on TV tonight and so is Angel so i thought i'd get on the net early to so i can watch those shows. Did everyone watch Buffy yesternight? it was good.
I was kinda depressed earlier. I still am a little bit but I listened to 'put a little love in your heart' by dusty Springfield and now I feel better. Isnt it amazing how music can affect your mood? Thank god for music!
We have two new inmates at our residence. Two budgies named - well no names yet but I'll refer to them as the pretty blue one and the vicious green one. They like to tweet a lot and I've been trying to teach them to say 'hello' but so far I'm speaking only to myself. Pretty blue is a pretty blue male and Vicious green is female, she bites.
Todays thoughts! - T's reply to A's thoughts ================
I am eager to ... >>> finally be my own person
I doubt myself when ... >>> others begin to and insist on doubting me
I feel powerful when ... >>> i dream
I'm proud of myself because ... >>> i endure
My 10 favorite things are ... >>> things would be:
1.reading 2.writing 3.jounal! 4.song: nothings gonna stop us now (starship) 5.song: if i can dream (elvis!) 6.my friends 7.my pets 8.my room 9.nachos 10.red shoes
I can simplify my life by living without ... >>> people and things that hurt me
I feel my mission in life is to ... >>> 'the pursuit of happiness' baby!
In my wildest dreams, I ... >>> would be living quietly on my own island paradise
I believe in myself because ... >>> there's no one else to do it
A favorite thing i own is ... >>> right now, my mp3 player and my legolas posters!
The last time you made someone happy ... >>> birthday surprise for my friend
If i could give back one wrong, it would be ... >>> hurting people i love because they have hurt me.
I always knew I should have ... >>> a jaguar! oh yes i will. and drive it to the edge of the earth
I am standing on the edge. I see ... >>> the ocean crashing onto the rocks below
My favorite room in my home is ... >>> my room. i like to just sit in it and do nothing. stare at the wall or ceiling
You are asleep, but you are not at home, i am where ... >>> in a hammock on a beach with lots of palm trees
I wanna travel to... and do ... >>> eat my way around europe
A certain piece of music reminds me of ... >>> time of your life, greenday. reminds me of schooldays
If I am lost i would go to ... >>> i would look up to see any landmarks to get my bearings, keep walking till i arrive at a place i know, ask someone if im desperate
Out of the corner of my eye is ... >>> the door
A themed party would be ... >>> fairytales
The last time you left someone angry ... >>> last night, before going to sleep
The thing that puts a smile on my face ... >>> when ive put a smile on my friends faces
How to repair a broken heart ... >>> ive never been broken. but id say throw yourself into work or whatever form of activity. just get busy and move on
Right now i feel so ... and i just wanna ... >>> depressed, sing my out of it
I am most grateful for ... >>> my friends and my journal and valerian pills
"SURPRISE!" i was so surprised yesterday when i went out with T,V & B. we sat and about to eat and then they said close your eyes. and i said "what? why?" it didnt occur to me what it was about. they were so weird, so i closed my eyes still oblivious to the whole situation about me closing my eyes. i hear them giggling and making so noises paper noises blirtung out "not yet", "not on his face", "lol". finally i was thinking ...omg.. could this be a birthday thing and when i opened my yeys they were wearing birthday hats and pulled this celebration pop thing and colored strings came out yelling happy birthday. i was so surprised. it registired to me that this was a little surprise party for me. sweet! i then opened pressies. i got this i-zone polaroid, count of monte cristo movie dvd and this amazing book that they made titled "arvin - a closer look". i was so happy! thank you so much. really cool friends! then we ate and loitered around the city. and ness's bf dropped all of us home, he seems really nice. what a really really great day! as they said it was "ARVIN DAY" :)
i dont get surpises a lot, i remember when i was really young i had a surprise b-day when i woke up early in the morning and everyone in the family was around me singing happy birthday and stuff....i like surprises....and at school when they all started singing loudly a birthday song for me.
i got home so late and got a bit in trouble for not calling and that they cant reach me, so sweet that my parents are worried but i shouldnt make them worry so i have to get a sim card soon, its just that im not used to using a mobile and thus forget it all the time..but all in all I HAD A GREAT TIME! THANK YOU!
Todays thoughts! - i did last month and i forgot to post it. ================
I am eager to ... >>> start something new, do something fun and interesting
I doubt myself when ... >>> i think i have been beaten
I feel powerful when ... >>> when i realise that i made a difference
I'm proud of myself because ... >>> close tie between 1. when i am able to help someone 2. when i do something that i thought i could not do it.
My 10 favorite things are ... >>> things would be:
1.the *net 2.plus +pc 3.jounal! 4.mmm fridge/cupboard (food containers..lol) 5.tv holic 6.lalala stereo 7.my comfy bed 8.lounger chair for all my support 9.watermelon and icecreams on summer! 10.gardens...pretty and yummy!
I can simplify my life by living without ... >>> scrutinizing things too much... i am so uptight most of time thinking and analysing things too much
I feel my mission in life is to ... >>> for some reason the word help popped in my head... so i say help others!
In my wildest dreams, I ... >>> would love to be either 1. tester of things like a new communicator or some restaurant or a book and 2. travel and write!
I believe in myself because ... >>> i am a very positive person and i know that i can do it if i really want to!
A favorite thing i own is ... >>> dont own much since i dont work yet but i love my tlc cd right now but of course this pc
The last time you made someone happy ... >>> i guess when i set the table nicely for my family but to see it was when i played with charline!
If i could give back one wrong, it would be ... >>> being rude to people that i care about it just to let them know how i feel.
I always knew I should have ... >>> my own land in the country
I am standing on the edge. I see ... >>> a city at night
My favorite room in my home is ... >>> kitchen... i feel hungry i cant ti'll dinner
You are asleep, but you are not at home, i am where ... >>> for some reason i see a bench...
I wanna travel to... and do ... >>> phils my home land and see my family and friends!
A certain piece of music reminds me of ... >>> 3d by tlc... happy memories
If I am lost i would go to ... >>> to the police
Out of the corner of my eye is ... >>> a window
A themed party would be ... >>> ummmm... cops and robbers... i dont know
The last time you left someone angry ... >>> told someone off for not doing what their suppose to do
The thing that puts a smile on my face ... >>> other than waffle ice cream or any rude things it would be getting unexpected pleasant notes!!!
How to repair a broken heart ... >>> that means they dumped you so forget about them... why do u want someone who doesnt want you... am i cold?...lol
Right now i feel so ... and i just wanna ... >>> hungry and wanna eat something yummy!
I am most grateful for ... >>> family and friends and this great summer!!!
Hey there guys...again! Told you I suck at this organising thing....but at last! We have confirmed details and they are finalised! New details are
Date - Thursday 6th of February
Time - Noon at Blacktown station
Bring? Yourselves and cameras and a smile! ...and some money :)
It is looking good thus far! I am just hoping for great weather. It has been so schizo of late so it has been very hard to predict! But my spirits are high! I have not been in the city with friends in what seems like eons! So much we can do! I won't do a Monica off Friends and plan everything but I may come armed with a list of possible acitivites! You have been warned!
Luv ya all........Love B :: posted by us friends 10:18 PM [+]
Monday, February 03, 2003
hey folks!
thought id blog early since we got thing tomorrow. im gonna try to sleep early tonight so i can get some stuff done in the morning before we meet up. i got a bad tummy, dont feel like adding more. goodnight all! T (very happy to be seeing friends tomorrow, despite my lack of enthusiasm right now) :: posted by us friends 9:24 PM [+]
Hey there guys...! This is the plan for the picnic thing in the city! Below are the details and are confirmed unless I find out that not enough people can come cause of the short notice thing and then we can reschedule for another time this week...am hoping you guys can come!! Especially you Arvin!! We have missed your presence!
Date - Tuesday 4th February aka this Tuesday!!! Time - Noon at Blacktown Station Bring ? Yourselves and cameras and a little money !
Hope to see you guys there and hope this comes off as I suck as organiser...I can organise me but suck with organising others.....later guys!
Luv ya all.......... Love B :: posted by us friends 1:51 AM [+]
chatterbox!
