maybe I need help with writing skills
Mood:  blue
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Topic: feeling sorry for mysself
Have you ever been so upset that you just give up?
Well, thats how I feel at this time. I always feel not good enought and nothing I do will ever amount to anything.
I always wanted to be a writer. The problem is my spelling, writing skills, and over telling a story.
Yes I am one for details. Maybe a bit to much at times.
I feel like a big loser most of the time.
Hell when I talk in groups I cant say the right words or even make a word without stepping over my fat lips.

I would love to beable to write what I want and get a book out there. But of course that will never happen.
I know this because of all the rejection letters I get and all the contest I enter that lets me know I should give it up.
I have a lot of ideals for story that I think people want to read about but when I get it wrote the pot line is like every other story out there.
everyone beats me to the point.
I give up!!!!!