Love
Mood:  sad
Come to me

My life so far have been lies, sad though and depression. I have be heart broken one time. The pains still ache till today. I do not confess this to my friends they probely gather around me and give lots of attenion. But I do not want that, I want to be alone.My problems bring me tears, and drive me off of my head.
My first problem is loving. Have you ever love someone so much, you'd give an arm for? Not the expression, no, literally give an arm for? Eminem. those words inspire me to love them, an never let them go. My problem is to not love them. Why not love them? Because he is too perfect for me, he make me smile when I see him, cry when hes not near. Smartest in class,best athlete in school,cutest on our team, popular in the state. He is too perfect for me.I cannot love him.
My second problem is lieing about gabling in school when I nevered done it. My mom ask me where i got the money I lied I said I'd gamble.It was dumb of me to lie about doing something bad when I nevered done it. my mom do not trust me anymore.i will accept my punshiment for lieing. I made my mistake and i will fix it. I will proved to them that i neverd gammbled.