Went for movie w james yesterdae.
Watched HomeRun.. A really nice show (surprise huh coz its a local production). Starting to show respect to Jack Neo though e story doesnt come fr him. Watever...
James accompany me to NTUC to buy stuff and he said something abt being upset last yr due r/s again.
I asked who n he said "My OG one lor.. My freshie...."
I juz froze for a moment n brush it off.. So james really had feelings for me before. Could have guessed actually.
Went to his house to get e present he got for me in Thailand n looked at his photos! ITs amazing how his face remains e same throughout e yrs!Thats wat ppl call "baby face" huh.. =P
Aniwae, after that, we went NUS area to eat dinner n chat alot abt his r/s, mine, car, etc... He kept talking abt e gal n how he misses her n stuff. IT feels sour inside.
His phone ring (think its her) coz he sound so concern n stuff.. LAter on e pretext of gg to e toilet, he left for quite a while. *SOUR*
Strange but i start to have feelings for him. This is NOT GOOD coz
1. He likes another gal
2. He doesnt like me anymore
3. He's James Tan (not that he's bad, He's really GREAT but its weird)
Reasons ample? sufficient? reasonable??
TOTALLY!!
Sending me back hall, i really wanted a hug fr him. REALLY... But e words juz doesnt come out.
So he left. Then i msg him asking if he liked me before. He say feelings were there for awhile but he din think he was ready so forgo it.. and said that i will alwaz be his special fren..
*cried*
I think im crazy!! This is so totally weird n wrong!
Do i like him coz i want company as well or???
Watever it is, it doesnt matter anymore coz we will alwaz remain as frens. Aniawe, tears flowed that nite.
Morning came n i felt better... called him in e afternoon n chat for v long... THink he went out w her again tonight.. *sour*
SIGH... All will pass..
Let it go gal..