All kinds of issues in my life. I need to loose weight. I need to stop screwing around. I need to start being more productive. I need, I need, I need. Thats what its all about now. I'm not happy about the way my life has turned out, and I've just come to the realization that only I'm to blame for that.

I'm fat! Well thats only partly true. I could loose a few pounds but I'm not obese by any standards. Here's the problem I've known this for months and trying unsuccessfully for months to get back on track. Each week I tell myself this is the week. Like I said it's only my fault no one else is to blame. I need to stop bitching and do something about it! Will this week be the week or will I fail again? It's all up to me. Failure is not an option.

Screwing around. Here's a great subject. It's not even been a month since I stopped having an affair with another woman. And I seem to not remember how that went because I'm out there looking like a dog in heat. When will I ever learn? Again it comes down to will power. I'm no different then any other man. I just need to do the wright thing. Will I?

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