Why I Blog
While perusing the blogs of others, the question was raised in my head "So why do you blog, anyway?" It's obviously not for money or recognition, so why do I do it? For the sole purpose of expressing myself. At times, I am tempted to write my posts as an indirect confrontation of different issues, but I abstain from that practice whenever I can help it. I like to keep my blog as close to it's philosophy as possible, simple and clean. As much as I don't have time for it, I would really like to start a mainstream blog, but I have never tackled down a focus for it. I've gone through ideas like movie reviews, anime reviews, political rants, humanity rants, love and relationship rants, wardriving, and other things. If I ever do put a big blog up, I expect you all to be loyal patrons, otherwise I will kill you. Painfully.

I would like to send out props to one awesome girl out there, who I will keep unnamed for now. It was her concern, her encouraging, and her persuasion that kicked me back into realtiy, and made me face a challenge that I had been convinced to ignore earlier. Thank you for last night. I will never forget you as the one who made it all happen.


--Deepest Blue said it best:
"Don't ever forget to tell somebody
the feelings inside to make your dreams come true
I dream of you
to feel so alive and want somebody
it's not make believe
my world would be for you
and only you

When you slowly close your eyes
replay the moment in your mind
we can just give it away
breathe out and give it away"

I feel like I am almost ready to commit myself. If it would work out, only God knows, but I am ready to trust His guidance, to let myself go.

Rock.


¶ 9:40 AM || ||